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BACK FROM THE DEAD AS A WHOLE NEW PERSON!!!
Posted 6 years agoTo all 53 of you who watch this account and may read it, thank you, thank you lol
Let’s get the rough stuff out of the way first.
But for real. I’ve actualy for the most part been back for about 2 years just kind of doing my own thing. Turns out, being reclusive and socially kept away from others while leaning on just 2 people for friendship isn’t healthy, for everyone involved. Who would have thought? Well during my time of kinda just enjoying my life, I really started to grasp as what ever I could do or buy to keep myself entertained with life as things seemed to become stagnant. About a year ago I realize now I developed a very clingy obnoxious and toxic attitude towards life without really realizing it and I just did what I wanted.
Because of this, 6 months ago I lost my best friend of 6 years because I went behind their back and got art of them without their permission and it devistated them. Losing this person in my life emotionally destroyed me and I let my life spiral out of control for 3-4 months where I almost lost my job and I pretty much stopped eating.
Thankfully, I had people in my life there to pull me out of this darkness and show me that it is not worth giving up on life. But a chance to improve and become a better person because of it. I don’t know if the right people will ever see this, but I owe my life to a handful of now close friends who never just threw me away like trash through all my crying and mental breakdowns and helping me find reason to keep going on. Thank you.
With that out of the way, the good stuff! Or well... the way forwards stuff.
About two years ago, I got a new suit that I call Starburst, you can find my new FA here
just-another-cat this is a SFW account for the most part. Adult content is else where. I have another suit that I call Berry and you can see pictures of her on that account too :)
If you’ve read or skimmed down this far, I owe you a cookie, I know it’s rough to read through these lengthy journals, let alone even bother these days. But if I’ve ever met you, I 100% want to put in the effort to reconnect and rebuild a friendship we used to have. Even if we only kind of knew each other. I realized the more around people I am, the better of a person I am. So I want to be that person people used to enjoy being around like back in 2013-2014.
Give me time to adjust as I’m trying VERY hard to be a more social butterfly and accepting person :) but I will make the effort if you reach out to me. I promise.
Thanks for reading, this was a pour my heart out journal and an attempt to rebuild my life, please following me back on my new FA account, you can also reach me on telegram StarburstCandy and Twitter StarburstSaber.
Let’s get the rough stuff out of the way first.
But for real. I’ve actualy for the most part been back for about 2 years just kind of doing my own thing. Turns out, being reclusive and socially kept away from others while leaning on just 2 people for friendship isn’t healthy, for everyone involved. Who would have thought? Well during my time of kinda just enjoying my life, I really started to grasp as what ever I could do or buy to keep myself entertained with life as things seemed to become stagnant. About a year ago I realize now I developed a very clingy obnoxious and toxic attitude towards life without really realizing it and I just did what I wanted.
Because of this, 6 months ago I lost my best friend of 6 years because I went behind their back and got art of them without their permission and it devistated them. Losing this person in my life emotionally destroyed me and I let my life spiral out of control for 3-4 months where I almost lost my job and I pretty much stopped eating.
Thankfully, I had people in my life there to pull me out of this darkness and show me that it is not worth giving up on life. But a chance to improve and become a better person because of it. I don’t know if the right people will ever see this, but I owe my life to a handful of now close friends who never just threw me away like trash through all my crying and mental breakdowns and helping me find reason to keep going on. Thank you.
With that out of the way, the good stuff! Or well... the way forwards stuff.
About two years ago, I got a new suit that I call Starburst, you can find my new FA here
just-another-cat this is a SFW account for the most part. Adult content is else where. I have another suit that I call Berry and you can see pictures of her on that account too :)If you’ve read or skimmed down this far, I owe you a cookie, I know it’s rough to read through these lengthy journals, let alone even bother these days. But if I’ve ever met you, I 100% want to put in the effort to reconnect and rebuild a friendship we used to have. Even if we only kind of knew each other. I realized the more around people I am, the better of a person I am. So I want to be that person people used to enjoy being around like back in 2013-2014.
Give me time to adjust as I’m trying VERY hard to be a more social butterfly and accepting person :) but I will make the effort if you reach out to me. I promise.
Thanks for reading, this was a pour my heart out journal and an attempt to rebuild my life, please following me back on my new FA account, you can also reach me on telegram StarburstCandy and Twitter StarburstSaber.
Bye bye!
Posted 10 years agoGetting messages on here still! lol
I left the fandom a while ago, suits gone and all my furry stuff has been giving away.
It's been a great 3 years, but the fun has died off. Now it's time to move on and find another social hobby! Seeya some of ya at parties in the future!
I left the fandom a while ago, suits gone and all my furry stuff has been giving away.
It's been a great 3 years, but the fun has died off. Now it's time to move on and find another social hobby! Seeya some of ya at parties in the future!
Well Anime Central was fun!
Posted 10 years agoWent to a huge anime con with a bunch of close friends and had the time of my life hanging with friends, drinking, and suiting for alil.
Surprisingly though, I got a decent amount of hate this year about the fursuit that I have anywhere else. Weird. It didn't bother me at all, I guess I'm just more surprised.
Anyways yeah, it's defiantly time that I need to retire my suit soon. So either I need to get a new suit soon or find a new expensive hobby, we shall see soon enough lol
Surprisingly though, I got a decent amount of hate this year about the fursuit that I have anywhere else. Weird. It didn't bother me at all, I guess I'm just more surprised.
Anyways yeah, it's defiantly time that I need to retire my suit soon. So either I need to get a new suit soon or find a new expensive hobby, we shall see soon enough lol
No Joke. Best couple days of my life
Posted 13 years agoSo I went to MFF (My first convention in my life) on Friday with my cousin (He was dressed as the Shuffle Bot) and this is what happened on the first day for me,
- Walked in and i said out of no where "Look at all the Furries!" (Got a few chuckles out of that).
- Took TONS of pictures.
- Went to as many mini events as i could
- Met a Random Fur who ended up inviting us to a room party (IMPROV GAMES! Bunny bunny, bunny bunny. CHOOBA CHOOBA!)
- Cousin found out i was gay (Couldn't hide that one from him at a furry con =/).
- hour later we went to the party and I got to meet SKRAT (Woot!) and Tayerr (Sick as hell suit/suiter)
- Had awesome time at party dancing to random things like Party rock anthem and Gundam style
- Went to a rave/dance (still can't tell the difference) and had the best fucking time of my life (God the Bass... and the drops. of those amazing drops).
- Realized how big of a roll Dancing plays in the fandom.
- Got home around around 4pm and went to bed to wake up at 11am to drive back to the con (Because i am stupid as shit and didn't get a hotel room saying "Oh! i only live 40 min away! ill just drive back and forth each day... god i'm dumb...).
Saturday, day was pretty horrible until the night because me being me, I didn't realize you need to get a form signed and notarized to register. SO! I drove all the way out to Rosemont just to drive back because the 3 extra people i brought (two of them) were 17. But it ended up being ok because i killed time for like 7 hours (fml because i didnt want to do jack shit in my hometown when all i was thinking about was the con and someone there) and then picked the shuffle bot up from work and took another cousin with me back to the con just in time for the Dance for the night and had a killer time and chilled in the lobby after the dance was over talking to random people until 4am and then went home.
Went back to the con the next day by myself to spend time with the random Fur I met on Saturday who was by now my new best friend and his name was Skipper =) (I was pretty much wrapped around him most of the con).
- Spent a lot of time with a suiter named Zidor that day along with Skipper of Course <3
- Finally went to the dealers Den and bought a bunch of stuff. (Skipper helped me pick out a neat Collar =^~^=).
- Got to talk to Blotch (well one of them) and that was cool as hell.
- Got a Vegetarian to eat a sloppy Joe (LOL).
- Found out how much full suits really are and decided I want to get a Parcial instead (unless if i rob a bank one day or start selling things like my Kidneys <_<).
-Skipper left before the last dance so i chilled in the lobby Watching SCRAT and other furs dance because the real dance was to far away i guess lol.
- Went to the dance until it was 11pm and left to go home (God I need to learn how to dance...)
So yeah, Me writing the journal doesn't come close to describing how much of an amazing time i had. Going home knowing MFF was really over, knowing i had work the next day... The feeling sucked. But what ever =/ just what? 360 more days until the next MFF?
Well walked away from that Con as a Happier self in the end (again. this was my FIRST con ever) and I brought with me some art, badges, a collar, ****ing amazing pictures and memories, furry glove paw things, and oh yeah! how can i forget?! A Boyfriend!!! Skipper =) and he lives pretty close to me as well <3 guess life can be crazy and awesome at the same time ^_^
ON A SIDE NOTE! <_< I finial cleaned out of Fav's of "Diffrent/strange" explicit stuff and god... what happened to me? while clearing it out, I realized the all my fav's for a long while were normal/cute/funny things. then over time there was random yiff pics here and there. then all of a sudden BOOM! crazy weird stuff for pages and pages and pages. GAH! >_<" well thats all gone now. NOW! i need to get an Icon up and start posting some stuff =)
THANKS FOR ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY READ ALL OF THAT!!! or most of it =P
- Walked in and i said out of no where "Look at all the Furries!" (Got a few chuckles out of that).
- Took TONS of pictures.
- Went to as many mini events as i could
- Met a Random Fur who ended up inviting us to a room party (IMPROV GAMES! Bunny bunny, bunny bunny. CHOOBA CHOOBA!)
- Cousin found out i was gay (Couldn't hide that one from him at a furry con =/).
- hour later we went to the party and I got to meet SKRAT (Woot!) and Tayerr (Sick as hell suit/suiter)
- Had awesome time at party dancing to random things like Party rock anthem and Gundam style
- Went to a rave/dance (still can't tell the difference) and had the best fucking time of my life (God the Bass... and the drops. of those amazing drops).
- Realized how big of a roll Dancing plays in the fandom.
- Got home around around 4pm and went to bed to wake up at 11am to drive back to the con (Because i am stupid as shit and didn't get a hotel room saying "Oh! i only live 40 min away! ill just drive back and forth each day... god i'm dumb...).
Saturday, day was pretty horrible until the night because me being me, I didn't realize you need to get a form signed and notarized to register. SO! I drove all the way out to Rosemont just to drive back because the 3 extra people i brought (two of them) were 17. But it ended up being ok because i killed time for like 7 hours (fml because i didnt want to do jack shit in my hometown when all i was thinking about was the con and someone there) and then picked the shuffle bot up from work and took another cousin with me back to the con just in time for the Dance for the night and had a killer time and chilled in the lobby after the dance was over talking to random people until 4am and then went home.
Went back to the con the next day by myself to spend time with the random Fur I met on Saturday who was by now my new best friend and his name was Skipper =) (I was pretty much wrapped around him most of the con).
- Spent a lot of time with a suiter named Zidor that day along with Skipper of Course <3
- Finally went to the dealers Den and bought a bunch of stuff. (Skipper helped me pick out a neat Collar =^~^=).
- Got to talk to Blotch (well one of them) and that was cool as hell.
- Got a Vegetarian to eat a sloppy Joe (LOL).
- Found out how much full suits really are and decided I want to get a Parcial instead (unless if i rob a bank one day or start selling things like my Kidneys <_<).
-Skipper left before the last dance so i chilled in the lobby Watching SCRAT and other furs dance because the real dance was to far away i guess lol.
- Went to the dance until it was 11pm and left to go home (God I need to learn how to dance...)
So yeah, Me writing the journal doesn't come close to describing how much of an amazing time i had. Going home knowing MFF was really over, knowing i had work the next day... The feeling sucked. But what ever =/ just what? 360 more days until the next MFF?
Well walked away from that Con as a Happier self in the end (again. this was my FIRST con ever) and I brought with me some art, badges, a collar, ****ing amazing pictures and memories, furry glove paw things, and oh yeah! how can i forget?! A Boyfriend!!! Skipper =) and he lives pretty close to me as well <3 guess life can be crazy and awesome at the same time ^_^
ON A SIDE NOTE! <_< I finial cleaned out of Fav's of "Diffrent/strange" explicit stuff and god... what happened to me? while clearing it out, I realized the all my fav's for a long while were normal/cute/funny things. then over time there was random yiff pics here and there. then all of a sudden BOOM! crazy weird stuff for pages and pages and pages. GAH! >_<" well thats all gone now. NOW! i need to get an Icon up and start posting some stuff =)
THANKS FOR ANYONE WHO ACTUALLY READ ALL OF THAT!!! or most of it =P
Finally Made A Journal And It Only Took 2 Years xP
Posted 13 years agoSo it finally time to stop treating FA like a Porn Site and start using it as a socializing site.
That means wiping 90% of my Fav's, get up profile Icon, and getting my fursona sketched up and put on here. Also when i get the chance, I am gunna pop up a Profile ID on here so all you critters can see meh lol =P
The reason for the sudden interest is because this weekend i am going to Midwest Furfest WOOT! I am so pumped. This is my first Con to, so I am all like -wiggle wiggle- happy =^~^= but anyways, I realized a few days ago I have lost a lot of great furry friends that I do miss because I kinda stopped playing video games and that's where I would talk to most of them. So now I want to Reconnect with not just my old friends (Nick Reen being the biggest one) but also new peepz and the fandom in General.
Random things though, I am a HORRIBLE artist! So just about everything I submit with most likely be photos of my Belegarth shit or random shit in general. Every once in a while I might post up a doodle for a little while before I re-realize how bad it is and i remove it. But, they may or may not be funny since i have a habit of drawing dumb/silly comics.
Well anyways, thanks for anyone who actually reads this because idk who watches me or would even bother to read some random furs Journal Lmto.
P.S. After the convention, I am going to decide for sure if i want to get a fursuit or not. I hope i have an awesome time and end up commissioning one <3
That means wiping 90% of my Fav's, get up profile Icon, and getting my fursona sketched up and put on here. Also when i get the chance, I am gunna pop up a Profile ID on here so all you critters can see meh lol =P
The reason for the sudden interest is because this weekend i am going to Midwest Furfest WOOT! I am so pumped. This is my first Con to, so I am all like -wiggle wiggle- happy =^~^= but anyways, I realized a few days ago I have lost a lot of great furry friends that I do miss because I kinda stopped playing video games and that's where I would talk to most of them. So now I want to Reconnect with not just my old friends (Nick Reen being the biggest one) but also new peepz and the fandom in General.
Random things though, I am a HORRIBLE artist! So just about everything I submit with most likely be photos of my Belegarth shit or random shit in general. Every once in a while I might post up a doodle for a little while before I re-realize how bad it is and i remove it. But, they may or may not be funny since i have a habit of drawing dumb/silly comics.
Well anyways, thanks for anyone who actually reads this because idk who watches me or would even bother to read some random furs Journal Lmto.
P.S. After the convention, I am going to decide for sure if i want to get a fursuit or not. I hope i have an awesome time and end up commissioning one <3
