OMG I JUST REALIZED MY FA ACCOUNT IS 10 YEARS OLD NOW

I feel like I have to do something for this milestone, but I’m too lazy *flops down* :p

I will post a longer journal soon about my current age and how I feel about it, just too tired and exhausted currently

It was a retail position, worked there for several years and it got worse. Took notes near the end on what bothered me about it from week to week. The last few weeks were agonizing but I’m glad I’m free from that workplace. They don’t deserve me, they never appreciated me. Being paid minimum wage didn’t help either. I could go on about my workplace and the job. But now all of that is in the past now. I’m healing and I’m spending more time with family again. I feel happier. Hopefully I get another job that treats me right.

Still nothing yet to upload here, I try to but I can never be satisfied with how my eagles or dragons come out.

And my job makes me feel lazy before and then exhausted after, I can never be in a mood to draw much anymore that I’ve been considering selling off my laptop and tablet. It’s frustrating.
Also Sudomemo isn’t what it used to be, it’s full of kids. I might upload some short animations there once a few weeks but that’s unlikely.

My life isn’t going that well but at least I try to help and be there for others if they need it at. Specifically my co workers and friends who used to work at my job.
I barely have any money left in my account due to rising prices here In Canada. Yet the wages stay the same.
I just hope society collapses soon because I can’t tolerate this anymore, so much corruption, lies, social media, and struggling for the sake of making enough to stay alive.
Sometimes I daydream that I want to be an eagle and fly away. Have a mate and nest for the rest of my life.
These dreams I have is what keeps me going, even if they never happen.

I know no one will read this but I’ll probably look back at this after years have gone by, maybe I’ll be better by then.

I just have no one to vent to, sorry

I always come back to check this account. Thinking that maybe there’s someone there. No one has come around. Makes me feel disappointed. This year I want to change that. I will try to upload any work I make this year in 2023 onto this account, that includes dragons, birds or anything I feel like would be ok here. Another thing, I do miss my friend, she was very nice. I hope she’s doing a lot better with her pets and life. I’m grateful I met her, gives me hope that I might meet someone as good as she is. I miss you.

Cleaned up a bit and edited some profile information

HI <3

Going to come back and post some cute and really mature stuff. Just for my blazey bird mmm <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3