SO FUCKING BORED

OH GOD

Today is going to be a long ass day.

I can't focus on anything, I don't think I even WANT to focus on anything. DSJF:SDKLJGDS.

I just want to scream.

My husband says he's going to go see Avatar and I don't care. I don't wanna go. I don't like movies 98% of the time. I wish he would just go see it and get it over with so he stops saying every day that he wants to go see it LOL. Seriously that is annoying me XD Just go see it already! I'll sit here bored off my ass staring at a wall.

I could doodle. I should doodle. I have ideas but they're about as interesting as my day today. >:|


JUST HAD TO BITCH.

Ok. I have a 6x8 Intuos3 and I ... I can't figure out if the stupid gray flap is replaceable or not. It has one scratch on it that is shallow but enough to annoy me since it's in a main drawing area for me. And it has a few 'rubbed raw' spots, like, they're totally smooth. I can't find anywhere online to find a replacement, it's annoying really :( I mean it's not an OMG necessity that I replace it RIGHT NOW but at some point I'd like to, I just want the option of knowing I can if it gets scratched deeper (I have clumsy dogs that don't know their boundaries sometimes, thankfully neither's scratched it.)

Thanks!

i hate colds.

i have a cold.

and the holidays are here. and my due date is approaching fast.

i think if i haven't taken payment for commissions yet, it'd be in everyone's best interest that i don't take them. sorry. i honestly can't sit and focus that long, the way i have to sit at my laptop (yay, desktop is still freakin dead) with my tablet is getting increasingly uncomfortable.

i have a few commissions from furcadia that i'm going to finish since they're already paid and sketched out, but other than that i just shouldn't take more. it's hard to do them. and art hasn't been very easy for me at all lately, no inspiration ._.

now please excuse me while i continue blowing my nose continuously. i can't catch a break. boo.

IDK if you guys are interested. But I figure it can't hurt to toss a link up here.

http://shop.ebay.com/kuronekotenshi.....;_trksid=p3686

Just some stuff I found while cleaning :3

http://blog.us.playstation.com/2009.....playstation-3/

"We’re excited to announce today that Netflix and Sony have partnered to bring you thousands of movies and TV episodes streamed instantly from Netflix to your TV via your PS3 system at no extra charge. When the application launches next month, you’ll be able to access and watch thousands of Netflix choices directly through the XMB. We think that the nearly nine million PS3 enthusiasts and 11.1 million Netflix members in the U.S. will make quite a match."


My 360 hasn't had any love. Why? Because I have to pay to get online on it.

Yay yay yay. Ps3 <3

Just screwin around. I wanna doodle |D WHO KNOWS. I need to inspire myself :| Very badly.

www.livestream.com/koiart

Capslocks for ATTENTION.

My desktop is dead. We thought we had it working but the graphics card is like ' lol no ' and it's officially dead until I get a new card.

NOW I need to know who I owe what to.

I know I owe two headshot sketches to Griffinsong (geeze, I'm totally slacking on this x_x SORRY <3)

And I owe a couple waist-up sketch to a friend on DA..

I'm just trying to figure out if I owe any more on FA for the moment D:

It's becoming more and more of a pain to draw at my laptop, but I can manage if it's not too hot outside (and consequently inside).

So um. Yes 8| Let me know who I owe what to.

BTW I got photo mailers so anyone who is owed pictures in the mail, you'll get those some time soon, I just need to go to the post office :3

I just wanna draw. I know I have commissions to do but until I get a new graphics card for my desktop and / or get my hands on a vista disk (or windows7) then I'm not going to be able to DO anything. Other than just on paper and so far that's not proving very useful :| I have doodled just.. a face. Just a face. It's killing me that I can't draw anything currently :C I'm really sorry.

My desktop has decided to crap out. I'm 99% sure it's because the graphics card is dying, which bothers me because I swear it wasn't giving me any problems until Windows Update decided it had to update the driver >>; I don't know. But yeah. I can't work on commissions. I do have a laptop but it's really, really uncomfortable to draw on my laptop right now, I can't seem to settle the tablet in any comfy position thanks to my belly 8|

So I can't take any new commissions or work on the ones I currently have, and I hope that I don't end up having to fully restore my desktop :\ Or I'll loose alot of stuff.

Full body colored + shaded = $25
Full body flat color = $20
Full body ink = $15
Full body sketch = $13

Waist-up colored + shaded = $17
Waist-up flat color = $15
Waist-up ink = $13
Waist-up sketch = $10

Headshot colored + shaded = $15
Headshot flat color = $13
Headshot ink = $10
Headshot sketch = $7


Prices vary if the commission is feral.


Full body colored + shaded = $15
Full body flat color = $12
Full body ink = $10
Full body sketch = $7

Headshot colored + shaded = $10
Headshot flat color = $7
Headshot ink = $5
Headshot sketch = $3


I don't draw feral porn. I do draw anthro or human porn. Extra characters are an additional cost and I don't do well with more than 2 characters most of the time, just a warning :3 Generally the price for additional characters is half of the commission's original price, rounded down. For example: Full-body colored+shaded is $25 so an additional character would make it an additional $12, so $37. I don't charge extra for porn, that's silly to me xD

There are alot of fetishes I won't draw. Just simple as that. If I listed them, it'd take too long. So please don't be offended if I have to reject your commission due to it being something I just can't draw.

Internet back.

Money - get.

We'll get the rest of our money on Thursday, we don't have alot for groceries but that's fine, we've got enough.

I'm surprised really, having no internet other than the bit I leeched and having no television for like.. a week? Not that bad. Got pretty used to south park dvds and playing old ps2 games, and watching Brandon play Kingdom Hearts 2. Definitely going to be offline more to do more of that, he needs my help ;)

Got an ultrasound coming up on the 22nd, going to find out the gender for sure (though we're 99% sure it's a boy), I'm excited. :3

Long story short : Our pay got fucked up and we STILL HAVEN'T BEEN PAID FROM THE 1ST OF THE MONTH. AND WE PROBABLY WON'T UNTIL LIKE, THE 15TH.

Thanks military (and husband, it started out as his mistake but quickly turned into a clusterfuck of idiocy from the finance idiots).

So our tv was cut off 2 days ago because we're late :'D FINE. I can handle that.

Now the internet is cut off. I'm leeching internet from an unsecure line that doesn't seem to like me just to write this goddamn fucking journal.

I'm pissed. It takes $85 bucks to get it turned back on, and I have $60 in my paypal. That $60 however is ALL the money we have until we finally get paid. There's a SMALL chance we'll be paid on this Friday (though neither of us are trusting this 'chance', because we SHOULD have been paid LAST Friday but.. sflkajd;lkgj).. But >\

Just letting you guys know why I'm not online :|

I'm going to TRY to post this on my other sites but so far FA is the only one 'light' enough to load on this stupid fucking internet connection I'm stealing.

Hiatus.

I need it.

I can't focus.

Griffinsong, you've paid me already so I'll get your commissions done ASAP

but I just don't think right now is a good time for me to be doing commissions @_@;

Not right now. I'm really sorry. *headdesk*

I want to do some human x anthro art.

It's an idea that makes me squirm in a good way. D< Shut up.

Yes it'll be porn.

So I need some mind fuel. Some little ideas to get my mind going.

I can't promise any ideas will actually be drawn but I'd love to hear what you guys would want to see potentially.

Go mythical. Go strange.

Give me some ideas.

I feel like ass.

yes. c:

Doesn't help that my husband's being a little bit of an ass lately >\

Just feel like a lazy failure right now, awesome feeling really, awesome.

why someone will draw hardcore porn..

and then censor swearing in the description. like ' This took me f*cking forever ' or ' that b*tch had it coming'

o_o

God if you're drawing balls, at least have balls enough to fucking write a few curse words, fucking pansyasses >\



((also c: Yay banning animalfuckers. This makes me incredibly happy.))

Why, for the love of any deity, is that stupid Glenn Martin DDS show on FOUR different channels?

Nick at Night. Fine whatever, it's stupid and on during reruns of old shows I enjoy alot. But it was made for Nick at Night, I thought. So it was okay. I can change the channel.

Then I saw it on Comedy Central the next day...

Then earlier today I saw it on Nicktoons Network..?

And just now it was on The N (admittedly I hate this channel, I watch reruns of That 70's Show and Fresh Prince <3)...



What the FUCK.

:\

Anyone want one?

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2662555/

Like that :U

You can suggest what color you want too c:

I'm planning to restore my laptop in the next like, 30 minutes but I need to figure out how I'm going to get SAI working on it again :\ I purchased the program last year in like, november and I don't have my 'Certificate Download Password' anymore :|

So how the fuck am I going to download my software license certificate file? D:

I .. really want to use my SAI that I paid for when I restore my laptop D:

Edit: I found my .slc file and put it on my external harddrive because I *THINK* this is the file I need to get my SAI working again once I reinstall it. I hope @_@; IDK this probably won't work and I'll be fucked.

:| Toshiba requires a disk to restore to factory settings, unlike my dells. SO I guess I have to order it (under warranty still so free) and restore then o_- stupid.

emotions + pregnant + husband being a dick = kicking shit. I just hope the dogs stay out of my way (jk, I won't kick them, maybe the husband :'D)

- to having my dogs being annoying assholes = awesome.

I can't focus when I get on the computer ._. I start to draw and it's like "... NO!"

I have this adorable idea in mind for a character and phhht nothing comes out D< So I'm thinking about taking a break from the internets for a day or two to draw on paper and chill on my couch :|

Seriously, what it's come down to now online is me checking the same pages over. and over. and over. Knowing nothing is new, knowing I've gotten no emails. x_x I just can't focus.

That being said. If I do get online, it'll be for playing a bit of WoW c:





SO off to drawing. And eating. I'm hungry.




So I'm not offline. I found a piece of my muse. Obviously. >>; Sigh. Still blah.

Are very comfortable.

My first pair of stretchy waist pants in .. well years.

Why..? I have my first prenatal exercise class today.




c:

The house is back to being OURS.


My siblings are gone.


BRB real quick to draw something with dick in it. Because I haven't been able to get away with it for almost 2 weeks now :||| NOT COOL DUDE.

Got an idea in mind though.

I wanna draw things that I can't draw with my family around.

*headdesk* I'm so artistically clogged up right now I am going to go batshit fucking insane :'D

They leave Tuesday.

*twitch*

Sucks.

I'm not the only person who's having the problem either.

I was looking at some submissions earlier on here and the preview was fine, I could see all the color. As soon as I clicked on the thumbnail and the page loaded, the image was way too saturated and dark, some were pitch black aside from eye-whites or backgrounds that were light. Wtf. I did some google searching and it's something to do with certain good brand monitors :\

There are a few fixes for it that people have made individually but I think I'll be best off waiting for 3.5.1 to come out, where they'll HAVE to address this problem :<

Back to 3.0.1 :'D