if you, like, ~22 y.o? what do you t h i n k ......

Trigger warning maybe

I keep you informed idk why..just want little vent or something,,,,, this is the *worst event* already.. happened on April 1st.. I don't know how to describe it, every time I think of her, I want to cry..but at the same time, I feel a little better, because I know that she doesn't suffer.. U.U She always made me happy, pampered, and loved me, so I'll only remember the good things about her. ahahaaa idunno.. feel..kinda lost and big emptiness..but okay..

just sharing

Hello everyone, I just want to inform those who expect something from me that everything will be soon. including new drawings, posts, yay `(*>﹏<*)′


(!!!) TW below?? maybe

Starting in the august, my family member broke shes leg, and from that moment on, everything went downhill. My grandmother's health and immunity became just terrible. After the new year, when I saw her, I just couldn't hold back the tears, it turned out that she had cancer. I do not know how to react to this... It feels very shocking.. but this is the moment when nothing can be done, it remains only to accept. After that, honestly, I couldn't concentrate on anything, my work and future didn't bother me, it was just a nightmare. I wanted to share, it's hard to keep inside, ty for reading it

The terrifying event has not happened yet..you know what i mean... But I can't whine forever either, so I'm going back to work.. haha