Ahoy; a quick question. Is anyone else noticing strange cutoffs for their FA descriptions?

I noticed after inspecting most of my 'recent' uploads after the past two or so months that my links to FA artist icons are missing. If I hit Edit Image, it's definitely there.

I thought maybe adding multiple dashes to divide the desc from the credits might be the issue, but it's not that. It's also consistently happening on Classic, Modern, and on mobile.

It's not just the credits - some seem to cut off deliberately. This is a good example (Adult Content Warning: Hyper; Goofy; Egg-Laying; etc) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61197574/ - you'll notice it just cuts off with 'They' at the bottom, cutting off a sentence or two as well as the dashes and Lotolotl's credit.

I did try removing the dashes to see if that was the issue, but that didn't work - and just plain 'updating' the image also didn't work.

I can't find any consistency to this. The dividers -are- acting a little strange lately, but even on older images it still seems to behave well enough and display the credits that I usually include. The only consistent thing is that it's for images from the past few months, but even then that seems to be inconsistent - and this error is very recent, too, IMO.

Any idea on what gives, or is this something fucky? I intend to put in a ticket, but I wanted to ask and see if it's just me or not first.

(Edit) Submitted a ticket! Yeehaw.


12/10/25: Looks like it was a BBCode parsing error that’s been fixed. I doooo think the dividers are still a touch awkward, but hey, back in business!

Aah, tired, tired. Man, I've *really* got to figure out this whole... sleeping... thing. Maybe I'll get it right here in another few decades.

Anyhoo.

Nothin' goin' on at work; figured I'd give a status update, and...! Nothin' too exciting to report! Capital!

Still writing smutlets off and on. Feels like I've got a good four or five juuust about ready to upload - ideally I'd -love- to get eeeverything uploaded by the end of the year, but at the rate time's been flying, who knows. I've finally made some decent strides on Carnivore Stink though - finally. Pretty sure I've been holding onto that for the better part of a year? Over a year? Tsk. Ah, curse my desire to upload smut with extra smut layered on top.

Still, better to have bits 'n pieces done rather than nothing at all. Time marches ever onward.

And, of course, still looking for available artists out there to catch my eye. @w@ Gettin' the commission-sweats.

I do think I ought to figure out some sort of... 'faster' means of writing up my commission forms, though. I tend to be pretty thorough an' it ends up bein' a lot of work, but the -real- issue is that no matter if I'm too brief or too thorough, I usually have to spend a lot of time just... 'correcting' commissions. I think everything I've had commissioned for the past months required overlays; reworks; nudges and pokings and trimmings and drawovers and smudges and cleanups and lots of waiting around for months on end for responses — I'malittlebitexhaustedfrankly.

I've been saying for -years- now that I ought to take some kind of commissioning break. Ideally I'd -like- to, but, enh! It keeps me occupied whenever I get sporadically bored of video games, I suppose. Que sera sera. Could always pick up the tablet again and give that a go, but we'll see how that goes.

Maybe once I finally figure out what to do about gettin' a computer. Hrmmnh... Ho hum, ho hum.

And now back to staring into the void and drinking coffee aimlessly while the days go by like water.

Recovering from a cold, aaaaaa—
—aaaask me things, whatever strikes your fancy freely~

Rabbit, rabbit, rabbit and all that.

Probably a little late for that to take effect, but, it's all good in the hood. It's all wavy in the gravy.

How are you? I'm fine, thank you - but, you already knew that. And you already knew I'm hellishly behind on uploads!

'Course, I'm still chipping away it all. Bit by bit; seizing what opportunities I can; experimenting with routines and timing and hoo-hah.

I like the format I've developed as of 'Riding It Out'; that whole specific level of indentation. All italics; ending paragraphs in ominous little pieces; following what rules I can and breaking plenty of others. As usual.

Currently my biggest woe is figuring out how to make all of this old, ever-so-slightly stale (to me, anyway) smut fresh and exciting again. I need to do a lot of mental backflips just to reheat these figurative meals, and nobody likes eating leftovers out of the fridge. My metaphors need work.

In the meantime, nothing too new or exciting to report or discuss. It's hot out, I'm thirsty, and there aren't enough characters to satisfy being wrung out over my open mouth like towels dunked in heavy cream. Plenty of exciting new crushes out there, anyway. And old ones. Lots of old ones. Mmm. @w@

Other 'n that, well. Business as usual. Spent a lot of time with Metaphor re:Fantazio as of late. Good game, but it does give me pause. I don't think it's a hot take to say that the anime cutscenes in Persona games have been complete dog shit, but boy is it super distracting here. I'm sure it was for budgetary reasons and would have taken way more time and effort to render in-engine or something, but oohf, agh, oogh, oohf, jeez, oohf, augh. Heismay is best boy, but we all knew that.

Still making little upgrades to my room in my spare time. New desk, new chair; trying to enjoy riding the high of a 'fresh start' (albeit a fake one) to try and motivate myself sometimes. I still haven't touched my PC, though. Maybe one day. Maaaybe one day... It's just so damned expensive to take it to the local shop, just to detect whether it's the motherboard acting fucky or poorly installed (likely, on my part) or just some... strange, unknowable little error. But, like, for four hundred bucks? Cmahnnn. Cmahn. Cmn. M. Anyway.

I might give it a go in the next week or two. I have a vacation coming up - not going anywhere, just a week off to fart around and do whatever. I'm rarely if ever truly motivated to do anything on those days other than veg' out, but, as always, I'm hoping it'll feel like a bolt of lightning. Just all the time in the world to loaf around and just doooo whatever. Bum bum ba bum. Pat patty pat. Slappy happy thighs. I got nothin'. Nothin' to dooooo but avoid writing smut because it's difficult sometiiiimes. Rahhh. No excuses. >:U

Aaaanyway that's all I've got. Back to work, back to work.

Hoy, hoy!

As always, feel free to inquire or ask any who's-its and what's-its and all of your burning, ridiculous over the top questions, aaaaAAAAAAAAAAA 👀

Writing smut has been slow-going, as usual. Had a small writing burst a little while ago but it's on the downslope; still focusing a bit more on pre-writing and working with current artists and all that jazz. Here's to hoping I'll work up the wherewithal to bring out the bold and the booty and the bubbliciousness of it all one of these days. (Man, I have -way- too many things sitting at like 90% that just need that final push...)

Other 'n that, nothing new or exciting to report. Playing video games as always in my downtime. Recently picked up The Alters; I think I dig it on the whole, but I'm still digesting it as I go.

Pffblargh, tired. Back to work with me. Work work work.

So!

As we all probably know by now, I prefer to upload my commissioned projects with a short little blurb; a 'snippet' of sorts.

Just a saucy little short pseudo-story to add some extra oomph and (if we're lucky) a bit of context to whatever the hell is going on in the image. Sounds good, right? I'm inclined to agree, as everyone seems to enjoy these snippets.

That being said, I've run into a bit of a snag. It's not a new one, but I've been holding on to my comms since October and frankly I'm exhausted over agonizing about it.

I really, really don't want to upload 'em without written smut; feels unsatisfying for everybody involved. I don't want to produce snippets of great length either, since there isn't a lot of payoff for 'em most of the time and - something to consider - most people don't want to or aren't going to read something between 5 to 10k words on a whim, let alone my niche interests.

I've been trying to wake up whatever mojo I need to get these projects up and viewable, but damn if it's just not been all that *fun* lately, trying to find the right moods; times; places; postures; restfulness; fullness; flow state; balance; whatever word I need to write something and feel satisfied with it. Music; liquors; whatever. It's just not what it used to be.

I've been trying as of late to really kickstart things, but it just feels so small and doesn't convey the intensity I think certain images need. I can't be too short about it or it feels unfulfilling or doesn't describe enough; I can't be too long about it or I'll lose interest and - more than likely - the entire point of the snippet in the first place.

I'll admit, I've been a bit hesitant to ask whoever's interested or watching me for feedback, as I've done it a few times before and the general consensus is "more is better," but I'm running out of 'games' and patterns to make up in order to try and make all of this -work-

Most of my time and energy is spent commissioning or correcting commissions, so that's probably part of it. My job is a bit exhausting on the hands, too; you'd think my former job of washing dishes would be a similar situation, but that was more about standing and arm strength. This job is a lot more... carpal-tunnel inducing. But, probably not a direct issue; just something on my mind.

Another thing on my mind as of late is that most of my snippets tend to be, like, 80% buildup or prologue to whatever's going on in the image. It's usually why I don't focus or write about the contents of the image itself; it feels... redundant, somehow. If there weren't an image I'd probably be more thorough.

When I make a snippet, it's usually focused on one of those 'games' or 'themes' or 'patterns'; the way things are formatted, or if it's from the perspective of a character. It's possible I haven't had a lot of fresh patterns to work with lately; or just... fun, or interesting ways of challenging myself.

All this to say is that I tend to overthinking and/or put too much thought into this little hobby - and I'd like to continue doing it!

But, I could use a bit more input.

Specifically, I'm looking for opinions on story length. I -know- most of you want longer, more elaborate stories, but I'm not really all that good at keeping such a thing consistently, both in terms of focusing on a single project and the long-term upkeep of constantly writing up smut.

Do you prefer context? An immediate description of what's going on? A scene with a bit of the former and then describes something after?

Do you actually sit down and commit to reading what I write, or is just something to flip through briefly?

I don't think anything's gonna stop me from overdoing it more often than not, but I'd love to reign my bad habits (90% prologue and 10% action/description; being way too flowery and close to purple prose; etc) and try to get this smut up here to ogle for our mutual viewing pleasure (or displeasure. Still being a bit cagey with a gore commission I've said I'd upload a few times now).

And again, I'd prefer not to upload smut without something fun to accompany it, so "just upload the porn and stop caring" isn't really in the cards. I don't intend to go hog wild on -everything- I upload, of course, but some things I've comm'd I quite like more than others and I'll be damned if I don't give it some extra sauce. @w@

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*Edit* Oh! And if you have any stories that you particularly like or stick out in your mind, please link here and let me know; the more consistently I can see what people read and pay attention to, the more I can try to keep a mental template of what 'goal' to hit while writing.

Turning 36. Ah, time flies. <3 Here’s to another rotation around the sun.

And now, time for sushi and beer. Yum yum yum. :9

Blocking up the scenery, breaking your moms!

Looking to hire some folks. I’m still behind on uploading, but hey, time marches on, baybeeee!

I’ve been seeing a lot of folks open up in the past few weeks. If you’re looking for a customer, hit me up!

Looking for OCs here and there, so if you can do muscular horse women or huge-footed hyper-endowed cat boys, let me know!

Other than that, still looking for my usual over the top smut! Rule 34 of all sexes and fetishes; the more ‘no’s and ‘will not draws,’ the less likely things might work out! I’m looking for broken limits! Newer hitherto unknown sizes! Weird shapes! Unlikely pairings! Shock! Horror! Master Tigress’s balls!

Definitely balls though. And TF. And ball TF. Into Master Tigress’s, maybe? Well, maybe…

But aye; nothing hyper specific yet, just a general desire for more! Rahhh, smut smut smut! 👀💦

Seriously, who even picks these things? I've never been in a situation where I pick the Mega Arcana Pack and it gives me like, I don't know, Death, Fool, Fool or whatever, especially when you're running a build that needs more hands to grow! Like, if I have Two Pair, Square Joker, etc; I'm crippling myself by not letting those ride and by picking tags! Like, who picks a D6 tag in this scenario? A Meteor tag?

To be fair, I'm not that good at Balatro. Still haven't seen a million!

Boop boop a'doop.




Anyway.

I do tag things that I upload, mind, and I do intend to upload a gore thing or two in the (near?) future, so whether or not that's somethin' you click off or click on isn't up to me! I'm just gonna keep doin' what I do. Bababooey bababooey.

https://bsky.app/profile/komariazuu...../3lerqj337xc2c

Grah, so hungry to be permanently turned into the fluffiest, coziest nuts in existence. ♥ Still thinking up particularly fun ways to commission this whole thing; could be sort of a ritual pact, or maybe just a secret kung fu technique, or some sort of aetherial merging hazed caused by accursed mountain mushrooms that grant you your fondest wish. ♥♥♥ Aaah~

Also tempted to take fun or even comical approaches to this, like commissioning a false ID card with Gatoself's information and his portrait just a close up of her nuts. ♥ Or a YouTube thumbnail with all the ridiculous trimmings. "Unbelievable real story (deep lore!!) permanent tiger balls revealed" with Gatoself pogging and pointing at big ol' Tigress nuts. ♥

Definitely not a new idea; definitely something I need to get out of my system. Aaaa I wanna be Tigress's baaaalls <3 <3 <3 🥜 🥴

Right, so! Still writing tidbits off and on; still checking things off my to do list, but-- BUT! And this is an older BUT, but prescient! I tend to write things near exclusively in Wordpad.

As a result, when I write things out, they tend to be formatted with that particular elegant 4.5 inch limiting that keeps everything in a nice tidy column. Tab indentation also works as intended.

Unfortunately, while FA does support uploading documents on their own that maintains this formatting (such as in PDF files), the actual FA descriptions leave much to be desired.

I've managed to 'fix' the indentations by using null characters, but I'm wondering if anybody has a good solution for keeping things tightly bordered in FA descriptions. Line breaks don't work, so I'd have to measure out and hit enter to line break every single sentence for like... only a small handful of words. Exhausting. Exhausts me to even think about it. Zzz. Honk shoo.

Any thoughts? One of my upload descriptions involves huge horny-babble run-on sentences and I'd rather not have the page stretched out horribly wide before wrapping back around. It's so ass. ;_;

I -could- upload the description separately, but I feel like that makes it a standalone upload and the response is always so low. It's like serving gravy separately from mashed potatoes. Like, I get it, but man, these tastes taste great better together.

May your wildest fantasies develop into fetishistic overindulgences in the coming years ♥

hawawawawawa

Nothing much to report. Computer's still down; laptop is effectively the replacement for now. Writing mood still off and on, mostly off. Smut still being commissioned. Wharrgarbl.

Not a big deal, but the real tragedy here is that I am -unbelievably- lazy. I've got all of my art and written goodies preserved (and tbf I keep it all on my laptop primarily anyway, but I have backups).

Not sure if it's the motherboard or the GPU or some other issue, but I'm sure I'll get around to it, oh, next year. (Okay probably later? Tomorrow? I keep getting sidebarred by things and just being plain tired. And lazy. Mostly lazy. Zzzzz...)

Just a heads' up on things. Ho humnh.

Mostly over my cold; hit me! :U

Starlink is up and running, so that's a boon, at least.

Repairs for the fiber optic cables are still en route, but until then, hey! This'll do for now. ♥

City-wide; looks like a deep sea cable got damaged somehow. We don’t know how yet. A ship from Seattle is coming to investigate and repair and analyze. I’m mostly working off of public library Wi-Fi but it’s crowded, and very limited, so I can’t do much. I’ll probably be out of communication for another week, hopefully much sooner. Just a heads up!

Aah, it's good to be back. Like stepping into a comfortable pair of shoes.


So! I've got the next week off. No real plans, just a plain ol' week off, but I've still got a bunch of things to write up and figure out. For the most part the earlier part of this month ended up being very productive, so I've got plenty of goods to upload.

Ideally I'd like to get -everything- done all at once, but that probably won't be the case. We'll see what kind of inspiration I can whip up at the last minute.

I doooo want to spend most of that time cleaning up my room. Dragging the bed out; dusting and vacuuming everything; etc. Gotta get the curtains, too; I'd love to do some painting but I haven't really prepared for that, so it feels a little bit too last-minute-y to deal with. Definitely washing the windows, though. So dusty. Dust dust dust.

As far as art plans, go it's business as usual. More Lion King stuff; a bit of Treasure Planet here and there. Wouldn't mind doing more Office scenarios; Gatoself is still a go-to, but I'm gonna try to work a little bit more on Komari content. Maybe even some SFW content. Wild. :o


In the meantime, keep on keeping on~! Thank god it's almost Friday.

I normally don't do this. I suppose I'm selfish that way, but I figured I'd say the usual. Y'know, condolences, my sympathies - all of that. You've heard it in the past few hours and I'm of a similar mind.

I'm not... I don't know; I'm definitely more shocked than anything else. It's that irritating feeling you know; wanting to be more upset, but you can't bring yourself to do it. It's just not at that level of familiarity, but I suppose it's out of... respect? Let's go with respect.

We barely spoke, but we've chatted a little; pretty sure I've still got him on my Steam friends list. Good times.

I don't know where I'd be right now or what I'd be doing without FurAffinity. Maybe I'd be doing what I do now somewhere else, or maybe that 'somewhere else' would've folded like so many other websites before this. Maybe I would've thrown in the towel. Maybe I'd be someone else entirely, with a different hobby - but I think my imagination would be worse off for it, like a caged animal.

But for all of its flaws, FA's always been there. 'Stable' isn't the right word, but consistent, perhaps; in a way we can all come together and joke and point fingers at it and laugh.

And in the end, I'm sure it took some outside support to keep this place running - and I hope it still does, even with his passing. I don't like change. I don't like things going away, no matter how close or unfamiliar. On some level I'm immediately scared. What'll happen next? How long will this keep running? I wonder if this is even a fraction of what it's like to run a place like this.

I'm sure I could look into it if I wanted to - how much money it takes to keep this place afloat. How much hard earned money and time and stress and worry it takes to keep a place like this open. I suppose I don't really want to know; I just want this place to continue. A "stable" place where we can joke and complain and where weird, weird people like me can post their wild, over-the-top fantasies to an audience of fellows weirds. A place he kept around for a long time.

I can't not have some respect for that, you know? On some level, I think, I wanted him to know that - to know my gratitude about keeping this place running for people like me, no matter how small. And I never will.

Rest in peace.





... Hum. I don't know. I just needed to say something about all of this, I guess.

Don't take your good health for granted out there, and have a good night.

It’s been a minute an’ I crave interactivity or… what’s the word. I’m too tiiiired. Audience… support… fffbluh.

Good morning! As a quick addendum, much obliged for the folks who approached and offered their services. <3

However, in particular, I'm still pursuing my usual brand of over-the-top weird R34 fetishy goodness, but I'm looking for artists with a willingness in drawing women and the female form in particular. I have a great deal of skilled artists I'm happy to work with, but per their preferences very few of them are willing to draw women under any circumstance.

So, still looking for potential folks to hire; 'anything goes' also means 'any sex', for what it's worth~!

Thank you and have a pornographic Wednesday. :>

*Edit* Addendum to addendum: I should note that I'm looking for sketches, possibly with room for higher levels of quality, but I'm also looking for... a clean level of quality; or, mmh, it's very hard to dance around this without sounding too impolite, but I'm looking for a more experienced, professional art style. I'm a bit picky, I'm sorry to say.

I’m looking for sketches in particular. I’ve got plenty of elaborate over-the-top ideas in my stable for now and the next few rounds; as much as I dig ‘em, the whole process is rather exhausting.

If you’re open for sketches, color me intrigued! I’m a bit aimless and unfocused as of late and I just need a multitude of itches scratched. Anything goes preferred, but off the top of my head I’m looking for Timon; Princess Carolyn; Kitty Softpaws; Bea Santello; Cait Sith; foot content; inflation; pooltoy TF; muscle growth; intimate up-close and personal POVs; weird growth or excessive length/elongation, and much more. From vanilla to weird, it’s all good! @w@

Still workin' on snippets, but it's been a stressful work week or two an' a lot of my focus has been placed on current commissions rather than planning or snippet writing. And my frickin' wrist is acting up, but it's on the mend. Point is, I'm workin' on it, even if the circumstances keep pinning me down.

I did mention I was gonna have a few things ready by today, and while that's technically true (I've got about 11 out of 30), I do need to do some finishing touches, reviewing, and most importantly writing the bulk of the snippets. I've got my secret weapons ready, though (a little bit of alcohol, The Last Days of Gravity by Younger Brother, and tomato timers) and I'm already making some progress. Stay tuned!

(Ah god dammit, I forgot to hit 'Create' before going to bed. Better late than never!)

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Aah, it's been a fun day~ ♥

Right, so! Figured I'd make a journal just for kicks; just for the hum-diddle-dee-dumness of it all, but let's break this into two halves, with the first one being simple enough:

It's TMI Tuesday, but for most folks it's already Wednesday by the time they read this, so we'll call it, aaah... Why The Heck Not Wednesday? Functionally identical to AMA's and TMI's, you can just ask me questions of any sort, 'cause, well... Why The Heck Not?

For engagement? Pfft, more like Nokia N-Gage. Waooaaooaaoo.

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• WORK (it bitch!)

So! Recently ended up with a 40% increase in pay. This isn't unique to me, it's just that our company found themselves slammed with other companies raising their base rates and they couldn't afford to lose us. This does come hot on the heels of an actual minor (and kind of paltry) raise, so that sort of ended up moot, but hey! Stable job, stable life, Papa Johns. I'm gonna fuss about how much I want taken out for tax reasons (I suspect it's really not gonna be much of a pay increase as a result, ha ha) but I can't complain for beans. Pretty jazzed either way, though!

I forgot if I've mentioned it, but for the past few years I've been working in health information management. Mostly data entry and customer service; just a bit of a medical records custodian. It's a little intimidating at first, but honestly, it's not that difficult of a job if you can get the hang of your company's EHR (electronic health records) software of choice. We'll be moving to a new one next year, so that'll be, ah, "fun," but who knows? It might run smoother than what we've got now - and what we've got leaves a lot to be desired.

In any case, I -would- like to improve or advance somehow. Not saying I'm digging my heels in to get a degree or look into the coding side of HIM, but who knows? I'd say I'm not irreplaceable, but I'd like to make the effort to... secure what I've learned, I suppose. Or maybe just to prove something. Or just more job security! Who knows~

• VIDEO GAMES (video games ouo video gaaames)

Not *too* much to really say here, actually! I've been achievement hunting for Amnesia: The Bunker, and I'm juuust about done, but I need to beat the extremely hard difficulty mode to 100% it and holy moly am I not prepared for that. ;_; It's actually pretty damn tough and surprisingly a bit anxiety inducing. I wouldn't say I'm "scared of the dark" but being forced to conserve your generator to the point of mostly roaming around in the dark is definitely making me tense up to the point where I can feel it in my neck. I think I might get it one day, but oohf, is it gonna suck.

The big one I wanna talk about is a polished little thing called Anode Heart. This is a game that came out last November and hot damn this is fantastic. It's a monster battler game a la Pokemon with way, way more of a Digimon aesthetic and theme, especially Digimon World. If you recall that game at all, you'll feel right at home, right down to healing with floppy disks and recruiting people to your junky town of Kernel Dump. They even have a guy growing meat! Crazy. But, this game is pretty fantastic. I don't really have any criticisms at this time, I'd rather just have people put their eyes on it. https://store.steampowered.com/app/.....0/Anode_Heart/ Give it a look, and more importantly, there's a demo!

Other 'n that, looking forward to more content for Death Must Die. Still need to give Deep Rock Galactic Survivor a swing. Lots of demos to try out. Fun fun fun. ♥

• PORN (oh lawdy)

The winter season is unpredictable. Sometimes the reprieve from the constant heat of the warmer seasons (which will always throw off my desire) will motivate me. Other times it takes way more energy to shovel snow and futz around with all of the dry, dry cold and I just can't seem to get anything done. It looks like this season is mmmostly one of those seasons. Still, the slow, gradual transition toward Spring is waking up some desire to put out inside of me - and a few shots of rum. Sometimes you just need a bit of grease to get the wheels runnin'.

At the moment I have somewhere in the neighborhood of twenty things to upload. For better or worse, a large chunk of these are images I'm very pleased with and would like to put a lot of effort into. Others, mercifully, I am comfortable with being a bit less thorough. Thankfully I've managed to get -some- of these done and I've got at least three or so being pre-written as they're being developed (arguably one of the better approaches to this sort of thing, but I'm seldom inspired to do so), so I reckon I mmmight start uploading.. pffbh, well, I don't like setting unnecessary limits. I do feel like -after- March sounds ridiculous, so hopefully I can whip up some substantial writing and projects before St. Paddy's day.

Most of my energy is being spent on pre-writing submission forms and working with artists to tweak and alter changes during the drawing process to make things just right. The will to write lengthy smut just hasn't been high on my list of desirable priorities, but it's still in there, just waiting to be teased out with the aid of pretentiousness, mixed confidence, decent sleep and exercise, and spiced rum chased with craft beer - within reason, of course. ♥

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anyway that's all wahee wahey :V

Turning 35. Yeehaw~

Gonna eat lots of sushi today! :9