Yo it's totally  Ryarik 's Birthday today,

Wish him a happy birthday if you'd like BUT DON'T SAY I SENT YOU.

Oh yeah he can read this. Errr. Happy Birthday Ragga! 8D

- Kon

After those last 4 pictures; more Medabots yay or nay?

- Kon

Heading off to Iceland tomorrow! I'll be drawing non stop as usual but you probably wont see any uploads until I'm back on the 16th. Until then! :D

- Kon

2014 was a really cruddy year when you get down to it. From a humanity stand point, for video games and for my own mental health. The year I had thought was going to happen seemed like a dark and shitty one, but with the help of my friends and loved ones, things brightened up.

But what I'm mainly surprised about was the big leap I took this year in terms of my art! For years I always wanted to get out of drawing things traditionally. Sure it was nice and easy and people found that part of my work charming; but I wasn't content with just that. I felt like I could do more. UPLOAD more even! Before now I was rarely posting anything on a good schedule! I think in this half-year I posted more than I have in 2 - 3!

I have just been very proud of myself lately. I finally got into drawing adult focused stuff. I upload regularly and I'm doing things digitally! Sure they aren't super good but I got there! I made a push that I wanted to make years ago, and for all this I really want to thank Ragga~ He gave me all the motivation not only to get through the first part of the year's struggles; but to also help me improve my artwork. So thank you Ragga!! <D You're the best!

As for 2015, let's hope there's more improvement made from myself! C:

Oh! Side note: I'll be heading off to Iceland soon to go see for about 2 weeks! :D During this time I'm not sure how often I'll be uploading stuff but I'll be drawing a lot there!

Nothing else left on this journal but to wish you all the best for this year! And thanks for your support guys.

Have a good one.

- Kon

Okay so I'm in hella the mood to draw more Medabots. I loved that show as a kid and rewatching the first two series always is a joy~

And since this year I'm actually. Well. Drawing stuff again, I thought I'd draw more of those awesome little robutts :D Don't worry I go through this phase a lot and ITS TIME TO PUT IT ON PAPER.

YOU ARE NOT PREPARED.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5f2lZWE-Sc

- Kon

Holy butts the day is here! LET ME LIST OFF MY MATERIAL GOODS FOR YOU.

So I got many a game off steam from my brother, some Amiibos, a Figma model of Samus which is hnnngg amazing. DA:I Lots o' T-shirts and Art supplies and Holy butts a crap tonne of Milka Oreo Chocolate. From my time in France I LOOVVEEDD that chocolate~

Anyways, time to install these games and spend time with ze family!

Merry Christmas guys, and happy holidays :D

- Kon

It's not the day of festivities and cheers just yet over here! So I thought I'd stream some art. Mainly of some poke-porning action.

Merry Christmas guys!

https://picarto.tv/live/multistream.....?watch=Kilinah
https://picarto.tv/live/multistream.....?watch=Kilinah
https://picarto.tv/live/multistream.....?watch=Kilinah

- Kon

It's short but it's Christmas-ish!

A little gift to all of those who love to watch my videos!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Naz8Ext7xhY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Naz8Ext7xhY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Naz8Ext7xhY

Wanna see me make more? Like and subscribe to stroke my ego and give me blatantly obvious signals that I should make more!

- Kon

So I'll be working on a video to upload this christmas and I hope y'alls enjoy it!

For some reason I also wanna draw some Smexy Isabelle and Sandy Cheeks. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.

- Kon

Okay so I'm going through a bit of an art block right now but it's sparked up my interest in getting back into making videos...that and I got fraps to work again.

SO YEAH I'LL BE MAKING MORE YOUTUBE VIDEOS SOON.

Never seen em?

LOOK AT EM.

http://www.youtube.com/kilinah

I swear the start of this year I was stuck at around 100 ever since I came here. Just goes to show you that with regular uploads and a bit of colour, anything is possible! :D

But seriously thanks so much guys for following my little page. Really helps boost the confidence C:

A special thank you goes out to though, for helping me actually start uploading more adult work and getting me into the idea of colouring more. I'm seriously enjoying it and it made things like this Christmas project possible~

Anyways Imma get a shower then work on Night 3. BUT WHO WILL VISIT MM NEXT? STAY TUNED TO FIND OUT.

- Kon

So I may or may not have a new job! Working with one of my old buddies no less! Apparently I'll be sorting/reading samples in a lab, so hey! I get to wear a lad coat! LOOK MUM I'M A SCIENCE I'M A SCIENCE!

Still though never thought I'd end up in a lab. o:

It's a looot better paid then my current job but don't worry this wont effect work here at all c: if anything I'll be compelled to do more! :D

Seems everything's going fine with only ONE downside. Let's just say something's up and if it has no signs of going away then I need to go to the doctors on Friday to clear some things up. Hopefully it's nothing serious buuut I'll keep you guys updated.

Oh yeah and I'll be planning to make a series of pictures for December of my favourite characters in a more Christmasy tone to celebrate the holiday! Expect the first in the series any day now. Anyways, until next time, guys!

- Kon

I really wanna do some more five nights stuff but I'm having trouble actually getting something down on paper. Well it IS nearly 2am here but after work tomorrow I have 3 days to myself to draw and wanted to commit it to some more FNAF stuff, since I know half of the people who watch me loved that stuff.

So I'll be taking in ideas! Leave them below!

PS: If any of them have toy Bonnie in the chances increase. I love that design man.

Yay or Nay?

Aww shit it's out already?!

Fuck me with a hammer I'm gonna have to stream that aren't I?!

So I've got an itching to draw something but I can't figure out what, I know I've really wanted to draw some Vivian from Paper Mario as well as many Halloween themeed pictures with Ragga's femboi characters. Then again I also wanted to draw some more characters like Gem and Sheepy.

Hell, maybe some stupid sexy MM? Who would wanna see that though?! o_o

Damn too many ideas but not enough motivation!

I'll try again tonight after some video games. I got 3 days off from work so expect drawings at some point <:

- Kon

Ragga made me a Halloween icon of MM's booty. ENJOY! D8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlEb3L1PIco

I've been humming this song all day~ Check it out!

So I wanted to make this journal just to give people a heads up with what's going on and such and also to people who speak with me now and then on skype.

If at any point you're talking to me and I start not replying, suddenly disappear or don't reply at all, please don't take it as a personal reason against you. Lately these past few days I haven't been feeling myself and after work and such it gets a bit tiring putting on a happy face for people. >: Everyone at work knows me as a fun and care-free dude that's silly, funny and brightens anyone's day; while at the end of it I just wanna sit in my room and just forget about things.

Lately I've been feeling crappy more and more throughout the day. Not even playing a video game could make me smile with delight or hearing a really funny story. Depressive bouts like this always happen to me at least once a year but I've certainly found myself more vulnerable to them ever since I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder with links to OCD.

I'll do my best to keep popping by to those I know to say Hi every now and then, but jesus it's scary to do that now. The only thing that seems to brighten my day is when Ragga comes online~ At that point I get a nice boost of energy, I can genuinely laugh again and I feel much more comfortable c:

It's just a crappy period I'm going through again so I just wanted to let you guys know this. If at any point you feel like I've ignored you or I just don't keep in touch with you then I'm really really sorry about it. I suck at keeping in touch in general, but that doesn't mean I don't like ya!

This wont effect drawing too much as I'm still trying my best to doodle every day. That and the preview of FNAF2 gave me a few ideas of things to draw so maybe you guys will be seeing something soon. <:

Sorry again for this long ass journal, but I really wanted to get this out there.

Be seeing you guys!

- Kon

This is a thing? Seems pretty fun!

May as well! Okay go ahead and ask me whatever you'd like if anyone actually bothers to read this journal; aaaannd I'll answer ALL questions!

- Kon

Hey thar guys <:

In the time FA was down I managed to get to gold ranking in LoL and draw a couple of things so yay!

Also I'll be planning a spooky scary live stream for Octoberween!

In the mean time, back to work!

- Kon

So if you guys remember I made a journal a while back saying how If you commented on it with a request I'd possibly consider it for me to draw. Since I need to keep up drawing other people's characters as well as my own, I thought I'd go look through it and maybe draw a couple of pictures from it <:

If you missed that journal you can find it right here! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6007504/

Go add to the pool if you like! But remember, these RQs will only be there for future reference for me. I may not do any at all or I may do one or two. But there's always a chance that the idea is so awesome to me I MUST draw it. So give it a shot! c:

Later guys!

- Kon

Streaming was very fun :D

Would you guys wanna see more things like that in the future?

Just outta interest. Hope it was fun enough!

Doing a quick impromptu Hearthstone stream with Ragga over at my twitch channel in a couple of minutes c: If ya wanna have a nice chill out this Saturday night then come on in! :D Not sure exactly how long I will be streaming for but hey!

Join us over on here: https://www.twitch.tv/kilinah

Be there AND be square! If you're into that, I mean. Some people might like squares. Squares can be sexy. Seen this square? http://www.jamesclar.com/demo/wp-co.....eclipse_01.jpg

Fucking sexy as shit.

GOING LIVE SOON.

When I get back from work today I'll be fooling around every now and then in an online lobby so if it's there's a slot open come on in and kick my ass!

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