Since I don't really like leaving people in the dark too much I decided to post the 6 RQs I'll be working on for now before maybe going onto the others. These were the ones that caught my interest the most so sorry if you weren't selected, but I may get around to more! c:

1:  CupCakeCrazy Suggested a Taokaka butt picture so hell to the yeah - Done

2:  TheSpiderBunny RQ'd a picture of his character who looks prreeettyy freaking cool. Done

3:  BlueSoul23 Dark souls theme? Oh yes~

4:  Canis-Solus Liking the idea of drawing something hellish!

5:  ZENX49 Shovel wuh? Shovel Knight? Shovel Yes! Igotnothin'

6:  Zs99 This one gave me nice pictures of comics in my head. I think that means I like it.

So yep! As you can see 2 of them are done as of the 8th and I'll be working on them more, once I've finished the 3rd I'll upload them and the other 3 at a later date. :D

In other news, GET HYPED! RAGGA IS COMING OVER IN 2 DAYS!! YEAAHHH!!

FEELING SO MAYUNLY RIGHT NOW.

- Kon

Okay I am now home and I'm all ready to start drawing!

I have selected 6 RQs from the amount I got to start work on today onwards and I'll be uploading them as soon as I can.

Keep an eye on my gallery and if the 6 turn out pretty awesome I'll do some more from the pool of requests I got! :D

Thanks for your patience; sorry I went away for around 4 days, but I'm back and I'm ready to work.

- Kon

So I've collected a fairly large amount of RQ's much to my surprise so now Imma buy a new sketch book since this one is kinda full and get ready for my 3 day trip <:

I'll be back home on Monday so at that point expect to see what I've drawn by then!

If you still want to send in a RQ for me to draw, then you can always note me, comment on my previous journal, or comment on my latest picture.

CYA IN 3 DAYS.

- Kon

So before Ragga face and the rest of the gang get to England, tomorrow I'll be heading off for a few days on a little holiday with some friends and family.

But have no fear! I shall return on Monday c:

Also I've open for requests if you wanna get in on that, REEAALLLY need to start drawing more. So yup!

MORE INFORMATION HERE: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13890188/

^^^^^^^^^so go there if ya want to request something or another^^^^^^^^^^

Anyway better get back to videos.

BAAAIIUUUEEE

- Kon

Yo! How's it goin'?

Sorry I haven't posted much lately I'm still alive and well so that's a nice detail! :D Where have I been? In short; blame dark souls 1 and 2. Those games have been literally the only thing I was playing the past time, so much so I managed to beat number one and two. They's good! :D

Other than that I have been prepping for something awesome. In 1 week the group of friends I met online and have been speaking to 2 years to now are going to meet up! Well I say that, 7 out of 30 of us are but hey that's a great start! They're all heading to England for the summer at the same time  Ryarik comes over too! So we are all going to partake in jolly co-operation! Well, before we murder each other after playing mario party.

But! This is also good for my FA page, because when Ragga is here, my inspiration to draw goes up by a sheeeeeet load! <: Can't wait to see my awesome little Ragga face again~ <3

So yeah, everything goin' awesome. Now to just finish today and tomorrow's day of work and I get a nice week and a bit off for a summer holiday~

Expect art sooner rather than later too!

So how are your butts? Perfectly bouncy?

- Kon

I drew things! Horay! : D

I shall upload these tonight after vidya games have been played <:

Turns out it didn't take that much to kill the block.

CYA SOON!

- Kon

Hey listen. Hey listen.

You're an exciting and wonderful person and you have a great booty.

THAT IS ALL.

- Kon

So I've gotten the whole anxiety thing over and dealt with fairly well, I wake up fine and sleep fine and I'm all around feeling better everyday which is awesome! :D

Bad side? I didn't draw throughout that entire period and now whatever I draw looks crappy. I can't even draw silly faces anymore, the only thing I considered myself to be good at! With each drawing things seem to come out worse and worse, so much so I've decided I'm going to stop drawing for a while.

Maybe it's a lack of inspiration, maybe it was the anxiety attack, but all I know is nothing is coming out correctly on paper any more. Hopefully I'll be better sooner rather than later and you'll see me uploading stuff next week! Or maybe the next piece you see wont be for months. Or years. >:

At any rate, don't expect any uploads for a while. Maybe.

Iunno. >:

- Kon

Had fun streaming with Ragga and guest voiceless man Luca. :D

And thank you to the 3 people who followed my on twitch! cx It means a lot~

Me and  Ryarik Are streaming a little Borderlands 2 today doing some DLC. We've pretty much done it all on the PS3 version but decided to replay through it on PC : D

You can catch the link to the stream right here, yo: https://www.twitch.tv/kilinah

So sit back relax and enjoy the madness! >:U

So to those hoping to see me do a livestream with Ragga I'm sorry to say it has been put off until another day, mainly due to the fact that these past few mornings my anxiety has been hitting me in the head pretty hard, making me lose some motivation again like before I got better. D:

Well I guess the book I read on anxiety was correct; during times like these I will have good periods and bad and I guess there will come to a point where the good points will out-weigh the bad altogether and at that point I'll be fully recovered again. :D

Until then expect me to be a little slow, not on much and not highly talkactive. During these moments I'd rather just be in bed or by myself in a room, watching a few videos. It's going to be hard again and there's nothing more I'd wish for than for it to all be fine again in my head. For me to just wake up and be okay again. Guess that may take some time, but hey. If I can beat it once, I'll beat it again. c: >

- Kon

Okay catch up time! 8D

Health:
So far health is good now! I've been having some bleh mornings lately but bad days happen sometimes but I'm overall still doing better then I was during those months where I felt shitty. :D So I'm far far better now and I'll only get better during time. c:

Art:
Okay so here's where I kiiiiiiiinda need to start working more D: So I have had a bunch of mini comic ideas and Sir large bottoms has given me a few awesome ideas for comics and pictures, so during my days off Imma try work more on it. : D

I know I barely keep up the promise of art but I'm sorry that's just a flaw of mine <D; I'll get to it eventually though! And I'll make sure Ragga reminds me to draw when I forget xD

Anyway that's my quick lil update c: should probably head to bed now.

Night y'alls!

DON'T

TRUST

ANYONE.

- Kon

I'M BACK.

Haha! Yes now I feel like me again! Holy SHIT guys those 2 months were HARD. D: And not the good kind of hard I mean the bad shitty kind but that's not the point of this journal! Point of this is to tell you all I'm all good now! : D

Well I still have tiinnyy blips every now and then throughout the day but I'm feeling okay~ Back to my normal calm self. I'm enjoying everyone's company again, I'm getting back into gaming and I feel inspired to draw! <D Holy crap this is great.

I just wanna say that you guys owe it to my family, friends and of course, Sir Large bottoms for helping me most of all during my low times. C: I probably wouldn't have recovered at all if they weren't all there to support me and keep my hopes up.

It feels good to eat again~

Feels good to sleep again~

Feels good to be me again, guys. <: D

- Kon

Okay I've been meaning to make another one of these just to keep you guys updated. c: And things are getting better, very slowly but hey they're getting better. : D

So I have been recommended a few things by the doctor I saw; first being to help me sleep I should drink a warm milky drink before bed (hot chocolate in my case) take showers and walks in the morning and afternoon, eat healthy since I haven't been eating much and when I do it's junk food which isn't good for me this moment. D:

They also recommended a book titled "At last A life" which is about a guy who went through with anxiety for 10 freaking years before finally overcoming it. o^o

So far all that's been said in the book is nailing down what I've been feeling to a direct point. :3 It makes me glad to know that what I have can be overcome!

The problem is it maaaayyyy take a while and I can't really give a date on when I will be finally submitting art again, but don't worry. Give it some time and I'll be okay again. c: >

Okay so plans for today; get a shower, read more of that book, go for a walk, go to work and then relax for the evening while reading more of that book before heading to bed early. :3

Thanks again guys for being so understanding. As much as I want all this to be over tomorrow, stuff like this seems to take time; give me a while and I'll be right back to my old self. c: >

- Kon

Good news everyone! <:

So after speaking to my doctor I was given help finding out what exactly is going on with me, and why I can't be diagnosed until next week's check up, he thinks that the problem isn't caused by bipolarity which is a big relief for myself c: He does however think that what I have is in fact, Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Why kinda makes sense when I think about it. D:

All my life I have worried every now and then but at some points the worry just explodes and effects me in a pretty bad way. >: This has happened more than 4 times in my life. And even when not worried to sickness I still have a general worried attitude when it comes to things. D: I just hope the doctor can help me deal with this and get me back to my same old calm self. <:3

Next week we will see if it's official but in the end I'm glad it isn't something as serious as depression that is currently effecting me.

Thanks for those showing concern, I know I can get past all this in time. c: >

Now TIME TO LET THE TITANS HIT THE FLOOR!

ALSO THE SUBMISSION BUG IS NOW AT 6, SERIOUSLY IS ANYONE ELSE GETTING THIS IT'S REALLY ANNOYING?!

- Kon

Sup my guys?! How am I doing you may ask? Better! >:U Although I should really update y'alls on my current health situation, because as it happens it may not be good. D;

So to sum it up, the reason why lately I haven't been drawing or even gaming most of the time is because my family suspect that I may indeed suffer from Bipolar disorder, more commonly known as Manic depression. Something that you have a higher chance of getting if elder members of your bloodline have it. Safe to say my father had a very mild form depression before he passed and my brother contracted the worst. It's a probability that I myself have contracted my dad's mild depression, or something more serious as Bipolarity. D:

Needless to say I'll be starting to see a few doctors and such to help understand what's exactly up, if it's something serious or just a horrible case of a crappy mood rather than something as serious as depression. But hey I'm doing okay now. <: Morning's are my lowest point but I get better during midday and such.

But yeah consider this a glorified excuse as to why I haven't uploaded anything. xD

Let's see what happens...

- Kon

Sorry for the lack of updates, a certain "TwitchPlaysPokemon" has been taking up my time for the last 15 days and now they're doing Gold I don't see that ending soon. >^>

Anyway update time! :D

So this weekend has been a busy one, I haven't had a day off work for about a whole week now, but after today I at least get one day off so I'm going to be using tonight and tomorrow to draw! >:U Need to keep the doodles up so I can post more pictures for you guys, so expect something uploaded tonight or tomorrow c: Sir large bottoms has been giving me a lot of mini comic ideas and I don't want them to go to waste! D:

Also it's possible that tonight I will be streaming some kind of dolphin test simulator game or something. xD If any of you are interested I can link my stream here when I go live, or you can follow my twitter Kony_Kon to keep up with my streams c:

So yeah, Imma go get this work day over with so I can finally have some time to draw! : D

Have a good one guys!

- Kon

PS: I may mysteriously dissapear on Friday, since South Park: The stick of truth is out then. Might stream that game too. Oh and Titanfall is out after that. Yeah I should really start drawing before those come out since I will most likely legally go missing. o^o

PPS: Hehe, Peepee.

PPPS: Penis

So the Titanfall beta ended yesterday and now I really want this shit now. That game was SO FUCKING FUN AND WHEN IT COMES OUT ITS GOT LIKE 15 MAPS AND NPC ALIENS AND ARGFGFHFGHFGHFG D8

Sorry I'm looking forward to that game a looottt .u.

Anyway this is an update! I am working on some mini comics! : D So while I work enjoy the music of one of my favourite bands. LATER.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a5abgDBQHPk

- Kon

That's what the game is called right? Based on the movie Lord of the star wars 2?

Anyway It's awesome and I'm enjoying it. :D

And on this day I am back in England rather than being in Iceland where Ragga-face is! DAMN MY BAD TIMING. DB

Ah well, hope you all have a nice Valentine's day. c: Be sure to eat chocolate and drink pink champagne all night, yo! As for myself, I still have skype to be with Ragga face c/:

Not sure about what to do with the sexual side of the holiday though. Guess I'll just wack it. I MEAN, PLAY VIDEO GAMES YES.

- KON

So right now I'm at  Ryarik 's dads place waiting for my flight in about 7 hours where I will catch it back home to England. And already I'm missing Ragga quite a lot. And I mean A LOOOOTTT. :c

Yo Ragga! If you're reading this...:

Sorry that most of the time I was there I spent it sick, but still being there with you made it all feel so much better. As I sit here in the guest room, all I can think about is the time we've spent together. Laughing, drawing, gaming, snuggling... all of it completely awesome.

And the more I think of it, the more I consider myself to be so lucky to have met you. I really do wish to spend my entire life with you dude. I can't see myself traveling this road without you there by my side, holding my hand.

I love you, Ragga. I can't wait to see your smiling face again when you come over in July~

Anyway guys, I'm gonna watch some videos and chill before the flight in the morning c: See you all when I get back to England.

- Kon

I've been drawing while I was here! Yay! And I'm going to be drawing more shiz now with  Ryarik :/D

So I've mainly been drawing pictures of MM and Ragga and also many adult things. Shall I upload them or not?! Decide! I still lack self confidence in my adult work! D:

Sucks that the weekend is over tomorrow so I will be alone in the mornings again >: But hey I got a sketch book and some LoL to kill time with untill Sir Large Bottoms gets back. c/:

Anyway better get back to drawing! Later guys!

PS: I'll be home in England on the 14th, also I might be scanning the pictures tonight. <:

- Kon

Hello my glorious butts!

It is I, the mighty mighty minion of the west and I have written this journal to say I am currently in Iceland with Sir Large bottoms :/D Going to be here for another week and a bit so yes, I shall not be very active online untill I return on the 14th <:

At that point I will update all the drawings I have made over hnyar and then you can behold all the doodles! C:

Anyway back to chilling and drawing I go U3U thanks for baring with me guys!

Also I heard Ragga maybe drawing a femboy adaptation of MM >.> that may be interesting to see but I don't see it working with dat chin-strap beard. |8D

Anyway thanks y'alls for reading and I'll cya soon!

- Kon

Firstly thank you so much for the birthday wishes guys :D I'd thank you all individually but unfortunately I'm a lazy lazy guy.

Anyway it's update time and the first thing your asking is where are those damn requests I needed to do!? Well it just so happens that everything is happening at once over here. I got some good news that I had my contract at work extended for another month so phew and my dog is kinda sick. He's been have seizures lately and we have been taking him to vets all over the country. It's pretty damn costly especially next visit we need the poor pup to go through an MRI scan. Hopefully we can get him treated. D:

Other news is of course, I will be heading to Iceland next week to be with mah Fiancé, Sir Large bottoms c/: Or ya know, Ragga! So I'm looking forward to that!

To sum up? Busy busy busy, but I am trying to fit in time for art, don't you worry!

Thanks again for the birthday wishes guys C:

- Kon