I've been quite confused about this comparision meme that has been popping up all over everywhere. It kinda suprises me how immensly popular it is while it doesn't accomplish anything.

First if all, it's zero effort, copypaste your favourite picture of your sona and the favourite picture of yourself together, save and post. Clogs up the servers and is boring.

Second of all. You dont look anything like your fursona. NOT EVEN THE SLIGHTEST, perhaps eye color or hair color is similar, but that's where the similarities end. It's unneccessary and there is close to NO SIMILARITIES, if it even accomplishes anything its to show your immense insecurity about your own body. Like you're a fat greasy nerd while your fursona is a herm with two cocks and muscles that looks like balloons stuffed under its skin.

Last, but not least, we have the factor of your relation between your life of "furdom" and your real life.
Would you REALLY have your real life self assosciated with your "life". Say perhaps you're into scat or something and your gallery is full of such nasty pictures, would you really want anyone passing by actually knowing who the real person behind it is? Would you honestly want them to know that you're a furry? I mean, if you were from where I am from, you'd be dead if someone found out something like that about you.
What if by some chance your family or friends would find your account and see all those twisted fetishes and they would then see that the one behind it all is actually you? Do you really think they would take lightly on knowing their son/friend/brother/sister is into some kind of cub fetish or something?

This meme is stupid, it clogs the servers, is COMPLETLY pointless and it might end up getting you in VERY deep shit.

That's my concern of the day, peace out.

It just recently striked my mind about furcons. If you're going to rant at me for being an anti-furry or some other shit. Just read what I have to say before you start saying shit.

Furcons. As much as they appeara to be something nice and cute. I seem to have began thinking around them and my biggest concern about them has just been "Why?"

You pay hundreds of dollars to fly to some place, checking in an hotel for another several hundred, paying entrance fee for a few tenners. And what do you get?

You get to spend a few days with strangers who share your fetish. Walking around in creepy suits and acting all casual about it. Something just strikes me so hard about it. It just feel wrong and alienated to me.
Thousands of dollars just to meet some other fetishists?

No thanks!

Well, as you might not know I have a lot of issues inside my family, mostly between my brother and my parents.
He plays TF2 all the time.
He screams like he is raped when he plays TF2.
He very rarely turn off the computer without throwing a huge fit
He rarely goes to school
He attacks and verbally harrasses my parents when they take drastic measures to stop his computer "addiction", mostly cutting the power to his room.
He is unwilling to do anything besides sitting at the computer, which makes him ignore me a lot.
And to top it all off, he's 16.

I just want to fucking leave this god damn household, but I don't have the time nor the money to get away from here.

Now, I've started to see a pattern in all this. I have been more acting with roleplaying lately, and I do believe this is in strong connections by the issues our family is having, nothing wrong with roleplaying, but I often do up to 3 roleplays at once. Maybe as an attempt to temporarily escape the painful reality.

I need some fucking other stuff to cheer me up, this roleplaying gets me all exhausted.

You might have noticed that I rarely post pictures any more, mostly due to the fact that I simply have nothing else to draw but Riilu. And nobody seems to be appreciating my art a lot. It feels like I am walking in circles right now, not accomplishing anything valuable at all.

Well, this whole fight has now been sorted out and everything is good, seemed as they could forgive and forget just like me. Now my spirit is back, but not my motivation to draw.

So, I was just minding my own business playing some TF2 in class and some guy challenged me, he beat me in the game, I ain't a bad loser. But he started instantly going "HURR DURR I ARE SO MUCH BETTER THEN YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU YOU SUCK SO MUCH BALLSSSSSSS!!!!! LOL LOL LOL LOL" so I told the cockmunch to kindly be quiet and stop being a dick. Of course he didn't stop for the entire day and I asked him repeteadly to be so kind, almost to the point where I was threatning to beat him up unless he wouldn't stop mocking me, he just coninued either way.
Just before I left I kicked his chair in the back as a sign to just say. "I'm tired of you, go away" and then he flipped a massive fit and started screaming and throwing chair like an immature fucknugget. I of course mocked him for his infantile behaviour and he got even angrier, I could even see the tears build up in his eyes. I left the scene as a teacher entered the room and stopped his fit, I went home and everything was fine until I was informed that the little shit got the entire class turned against me.

Fuck my life, I hope I can bear through it and this little cunts behaviour.

1. What is your character's name?
(From Oldest to Newest)
Earl, Riilu

2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
Some form of amphibious dragon, you've probably never heard of it /hipster

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
"Damn I'm good"

4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?
Some oversized shorts and a nice shirt

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
"I need to get a workout..."

6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
He eats a little all of everything, just like me.

7. How is your character similar to you?
He shares my passive-agressive humour and is very straightforward, he's not the kind of guy you go to if you want to get your ass kissed.

8. How is he/she different?
He's not a wimp, He's a dragon and he eats everything

9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
Nope.

10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Fap for two weeks straight.

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
Some people see him as some form of plaything.

12. What advantages does your character have over you?
Pretty much everything.

13. What disadvantages?
He rarely learns from his mistakes and is tricked easily.

14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
Nah, not really.

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
Like one, will publish it when I am arsed to finish it,

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
Nothing much actually.

17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
That he is a jerk when he actually is being honest.

18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
His cuteness.

19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?
Yeah, I have like 3 different forms to him, a feral one, a much more squeaky and inflatable pooltoy/balloonie one and a human version,

20. Have you written any stories about your character?
I planned to once, but then I forgot about it,

21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
Well, he did start out as a very bland fox, so I guess a lot has changed since then,

22. Give us a one-liner from him/her.
Can't really pull one now.

23. What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?
His ability to inflate people by biting them.

24. If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?
We'd make love for like 3 hours, then he'd probably eat me. :I

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[HOLY SHIT COMISSIONS]

2$ - If you are looking down here you won't find anything more than a quick lousy sketch with simple shadings
5$ - I draw you what you want, shade it and give it a nice shade of grey, mmm'kay?
7$ - I draw you what you want, and then digtalize and color it a bit, what about that?

I do not draw backgrounds, send me a PM if you're intrested in getting a shitty sketch of a dragon with an air tank upp his butt.

I have recently started using the SAI program, and god damn is that good, if you feel that your art is lacking you should really take a look at it.

[HOLY SHIT COMISSIONS, ART TRADES AND OTHER STUFF]

-Comissions
2$ - If you are looking down here you won't find anything more than a quick lousy sketch with simple shadings
5$ - I draw you what you want, shade it and give it a nice shade of grey, mmm'kay?
7$ - I draw you what you want, and then digtalize and color it a bit, what about that?

I do not draw backgrounds, send me a PM if you're intrested in getting a shitty sketch of a dragon with an air tank upp his butt.

-Art trades-
Send me a PM if you are intrested in an art trade, I will then check your art if I think the quality is good enough to be worth trading.

-Requests-
I occasionally do these if I don't have any idea on what I should draw, never ask for any complex work because that never works out.

I have now passed 500 pageviews The road to being a well known artist is slowly unfolding in front of me.

[HOLY SHIT COMISSIONS]

2$ - If you are looking down here you won't find anything more than a quick lousy sketch with simple shadings
5$ - I draw you what you want, shade it and give it a nice shade of grey, mmm'kay?
7$ - I draw you what you want, and then digtalize and color it a bit, what about that?

I do not draw backgrounds, send me a PM if you're intrested in getting a shitty sketch of a dragon with an air tank upp his butt.

Back on track with the art now, nothing else to add really. Been feeling pretty good lately.

[HOLY SHIT COMISSIONS]

2$ - If you are looking down here you won't find anything more than a quick lousy sketch with simple shadings
5$ - I draw you what you want, shade it and give it a nice shade of grey, mmm'kay?
7$ - I draw you what you want, and then digtalize and color it a bit, what about that?

I do not draw backgrounds, send me a PM if you're intrested in getting a shitty sketch of a dragon with an air tank upp his butt.

I have been inactive on the art front, but I'm gonna pick up the pen and start draing again.

Gaah, my neck hurts.

And I only slept 4 hours tonight so I am really tired.

100 pageviews I guess, not much, but it's a start

I thought it would be a good idea to start uploading my art here, so I registered.

I hope to get back to drawing since it was a while since I actually did draw anything other than doodles in the margain of my work books.