1 month passed. and I'm still struggling and trying hard to adapt myself to my new work place.

Confused, overwhelmed, and worried. that was my... well, not very first, but almost first feeling.

I thought I could do it well and things would go better.

but it wasn't.

If I don't move myself, things never change by itself. I was too naive. I must change myself.

So, I'm really try to try my best (lol). try to think my own, not passively, but actively.

I'm not a student anymore. I'm an adult. I should be motivate myself... phew. it's still hard to be a matured person.

I thought if I graduate my college, things would change somehow magically. but it wasn't.

Nowadays, I'm very busy with my new work place. even just to adapt myself into the new place...

I hope, once this time pass.. I can handle myself better... I must stay DETERMINED.

 taypi is doing some nice YCH auction here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27534044/

I picked B for Lime and D for Lingo.
If you are interested and be part of Lingo's kinky experiment, please join slot A and C!

Come check this out: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8734783/
;D

Not sure it's smart to tell exactly where I work lol.
But yeah I got a job from major Japanese company >w>
Finally..

Those lots of experiences stacked and made me now.
Thanks to everyone!
Since I got my job so I might be.. become more busier : P but will earn some money!
Take care everyone and have a good day :D

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8686754/

Check this out and grab your chance >w>
He's art is great!

Also happy college graduation. You made it Lime ' v '

... apparently My mom had appointment with her friends so she went trip with her friends (it was decided long ago so she couldn't cancel it)
and my dad also went out for work. well, he is still the one who earn money and feed us.

So, I'm home alone ' > ' ...

At least, I had family dinner yesterday and celebrate my birthday early.

...Today I went to my college and got my diploma. and.. luckily met one of my college friend. He seems like he was his family and friend.
I just took some few selfie at my college for the last time. well maybe I might visit there for some reason...

Now I'm sitting in my room alone.. oh well, I have a dog. and I'm the only one who have to take care of him...

I became 26. and I just graduate my college. My true life just started.

My life has just begun... kinda lonely and nervous. maybe this what real life is.

Anyway, Happy birthday to me. and Thank you mom and dad. ' v '

I become 26 in this Feb.26
...haha wow. I already lived this long. wow. makes me feel weird.
Feel like I lived long but also short? I dunno, Time went fast but also slow... weird feeling.

and Oh, Finally, I graduate my college in my Birthday hahaha. (the graduation is on my birthday)
Finally. it took 7 years... (I entered college in 2010) well, there was 2 years of pure waste of time (so called mandatory military service. Thanks North Korea.)
and 1 year of soul recovery time... (I went Chile in 2014. it was really great. Thanks  pentalis <3)
aaand back to college in 2015... and finally I'm here. phew...

...It would be great that I could keep work at the company I worked as an intern...but welp.. I have to find a new job ' ~ '

but- unfortunately I don't have some certification or paper to prove my English skill so I'm preparing OPIc test. (Oral Proficiency Interview - Computer) google it if you don't know what that is.
This will prove not only my English skill but also prove my English 'Speaking' skill. which is most Koreans are actually bad at.
We Koreans are good at cramming and get great scores on other English test like TOEIC, so I don't think getting high score on TOEIC can show my true skill (because nowadays everyone can BUY the score by paying to the fancy institute to learn [how to get high score on TOEIC], not how to become good at English. haha)
My dad seems slightly worried that I'm wasting my time, but um.. well I'm not sure.. I just want to enjoy my life as much as I can, but doesn't mean I am not going to get a proper job ' z '
I just want to develop myself in my way. not stressing myself for something... Koreans are so sadistic to themselves. or masochistic? *shrug*
They stress themselves so hard, and don't know how to "relax". some people even think "relaxing" is like SIN.
But relaxing and procrastinating is...slightly different I think... well they can be similar or same >3>... maybe I'm procrastinating. or maybe not.
Still, I'm happy with my life, and to keep this happiness, I know I have to do something. like, earning a money U.U

And...well. I hope I can get some decent job that can use my talents. (well it doesn't have to be use all my talents tho. just, decent job is enough)
I believe that I have quite many talents... I can speak more than 3 languages, studied Electronic Engineering, lots of experiences in foreign country...
So I hope I can work globally. I don't want to keep stay in Korea.. Eventually, I will leave this place someday... ...someday.

Photorefractive keratectomy. known as PRK. or LASEK in some country.

I call this [no more glasses surgery] XD

My sights are still blurry because of the protect lens in my eyes, but I can see a bit clear without my glasses!

Funny thing is, If I wear my glasses back, now everything looks blurry. haha, life without my glasses... How long have I been wearing this glasses...

10 years? it was like, since when I was in middle school... so it will be more or less 10 years I guess.

I still have to wear this protect lens for few days.. I can't read tiny letters well but I hope everything look clear after remove this lens = v =

...and Happy new year! (too late to say this tho lol)

and hope I can find some proper job . z .

RIP Lime.

Internship was just an internship <:/

I wished I could work as a regular worker though.

Anyway, I will graduate college soon, and I will have to look for the new job XP...

I'm doing...kinda fine. UzU

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25793440/

People who have Sergal, check this out >w>
Join with Lime ;>

So, I got into Rick and Morty show. Very interesting o z o

Lots of Ricks and lots of Morties...

Some how reminds me of my Lime and Lingo.

...well, the small difference is Lingo isn't SUPER genius and clone Lime's ara not from different dimensions. :P

But still. love it. love the black humors and Si-Fi style. great show UvU...


p.s. If I had enough time and motivation I would draw Rick and Morty parody work with Lime and Lingo. lol. you can use the idea tho >v>

It's because the season is changing.

Changing weather also changes our body. hormone and such.

Autumn makes people sentimental easily. I think that's why I was feel so paranoid without proper reason.

-well, this might be a just cheap excuse, but still, better that agonize alone.

Anyway. sorry to make you worried my friends. Love you all UvU

I think I might be ok to join group of people now.

p.s. oh. so it's called [Seasonal Affective Disorder] so-called SAD. lol.

Yeah. that's me, Lime.

Recently, I've been busy. because my job internship thing has begun.

I'm actually doing it well with my first job.

but the problem is my online social activity.

I am mostly active at Telegram. and I'm ... I mean, I 'was' in few groups.

I hanged around with them well. Share story, funny gif, stickers, meme... but after time pass, the group got bigger and larger.

over 100 people in a group chat.

I used to be being like 'me'. like, Lime. typical urban male nevrean that loves to chit chat, sharing meme, frisky and lewd.

I guess I've gone too far. a lot of people complain/warn me I'm spamming too much meme and too lewd.

...I just want to be nice to everyone. don't want to harm anyone or annoy anyone. but I guess I'm wrong.

or.. maybe people don't like me anymore. I feel like a trash. feel shitty. depressed. sad.

My age is gone. maybe it's time for the new Nevreans and people? I dunno. derp.

I ...just want to disappear. To nowhere.

*siiiiiiiiigh*

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8366568/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8366568/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8366568/
 blucandy blucandy blucandy
Hello!

I'm going to be doing a very large project, something akin to a pin up, So I beg all of you, please peep me if you're interested or not, as I'm going to be adding Nevreans that I know automatically to it! So please let me know if you're not comfortable with me using your character!

NOTE: This Project, at it's current stage is very large, and i'm a one-man (amateur) army, I honestly won't be able to tell you how long it'll take. but not more than 2 or 3 months, I bet.

NOTE 2: I Can add multiple Nevrean Characters, as long as they all belong to you.

Also, Please Peep to me in a note your reference sheet as a final confirmation!
(if you don't have a reference sheet, just any reference images will work, if no images at all, descriptions will work)

CURRENT LIST:
YUN YUNG
QUU
DINTSY & SOBRE
PHI & CAMSIE
XYNTA
RENLER
KING
PEACHES
DEME - ?
RAWN (GEIV)
BECKY (AVIANTE) - ?
ZAKARI
REZA (COJU) - ?
LIME ADE
EMILE
MULIX (Possibly)
PRILEY, KUZA, QU & Masked Female
YAGODA
KYLA (DRAN DRAGOON) - ?
NINE EYES - ?
HI-PASS - ?
AZRAEL (LORD TYRANNY) - ?
ANA (SECRETARY TWEETS)
NAALIF - ?
LAPIS
INSANESERGAL (AWAITING DESCRIPTIONS)
IRE (ONIROY)
 blucandy blucandy blucandy
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8366568/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8366568/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8366568/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6781057
Full res: https://photos.app.goo.gl/s2CSj6my0s1rVY4N2

Since I got nipple, belly button, and prince albert piercing, I applied this body modification to my sona too UvU

Btw, people who curious about my life, I've been good.
I'm just enjoying my life. the 7th semester finished well. (each year has 2 semester, and this is 4th year in my college.)
My next semester starts at Aug. 21, and that will be my internship session.
I'm doing industry professional practice(in short, I.P.P.). the first semester is Off-job training, and the second semester will be On-the-job training.

Also, I bought Nintendo Switch and enjoying the new Zelda game ;}
Just in case, my friend code.
Switch: SW-2236-6176-6225
3DS: 1075-0851-5085

Today (Feb.26) is my birthday :D

Now I'm 25 ' v '

This year will be my last year in College ; v ; ...
Finally, I will graduate college next year... but also I'm quite afraid of my future X v X;;;
Phew... well, there is no point to worry about unknown future right?
At least, I don't have to worry about Job seaking... since I will work at the company due to the internship.

Hope this year better than last year. 2016 was... HORRIBLE.

Thanks to friends who already celebrated my birthday ^ v ^ Love you all!

https://please.pet/limeade

You can pet me here ' v '

I am taking a job training at my college for an internship :}

This is the company that I got entered, and will work at in this August.

http://www.infomark.co.kr/en/ <they make Router and Wearable device :>

Wonder what can I do for the company. '0'

Living as an Engineer must be busy and tired <_>;;;

Anyway. I'm doing well.

Very late to say, but Happy new year! hope this year be a good year U~U. We had enough shit storms last year.

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
97% Voyeur
96% Rope bunny
96% Switch
95% Exhibitionist
93% Experimentalist
87% Submissive
85% Girl/Boy
85% Non-monogamist
71% Ageplayer
71% Pet
68% Slave
66% Degradee
61% Rigger
50% Dominant
50% Master/Mistress
49% Primal (Prey)
48% Brat
40% Daddy/Mommy
39% Owner
34% Vanilla
32% Degrader
31% Masochist
31% Primal (Hunter)
21% Brat tamer
16% Sadist
https://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=3258950

Result as Lime : https://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=3258997
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Exhibitionist <<<lol
99% Experimentalist
98% Switch
96% Non-monogamist
96% Rope bunny
95% Voyeur
91% Pet
87% Primal (Prey)
86% Girl/Boy
85% Submissive
81% Ageplayer
80% Degradee
74% Slave
72% Daddy/Mommy
71% Rigger
67% Masochist
65% Brat
64% Primal (Hunter)
63% Dominant
61% Degrader
61% Sadist
59% Master/Mistress
57% Owner
41% Brat tamer
9% Vanilla <<<XD

Result as Lingo : https://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=3259035
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
74% Vanilla
73% Switch
70% Master/Mistress
70% Primal (Hunter)
68% Dominant
67% Pet
59% Owner
57% Daddy/Mommy
57% Submissive
49% Rigger
48% Brat tamer
46% Non-monogamist
45% Ageplayer
45% Slave
43% Primal (Prey)
43% Rope bunny
39% Degrader
36% Girl/Boy
33% Sadist
31% Brat
31% Masochist
31% Experimentalist
27% Degradee
26% Voyeur
18% Exhibitionist

Hmm- Interesting :}

Old result(2 years ago) : http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6438104/

Feel like I'm lost again.
What am I doing? why am I studying? what for?

Gotta keep remind what and why am I doing things...

It's for my future? Why do I live for my 'future', not 'present'?
<_>...

Something is wrong.
...This country, keep makes me go insane.
Keep the people busy to live, can not focus what is more important for their life...
-or I'm just excusing...

Anyway...
I feel so busy. but actually doing nothing much. what's going on?...
Feels like I'm just wasting my life very inefficiently.
living busy but not so productive.

I think I need some good rest . _ .

This time, my mother side. (3 months ago, it was my father's side)

My mother visited her house and found her on the floor...
She was very healthy. Her mind was clear, and has very good memory... She only had some eye problem...
I thought she could live more than 10 years.. but well, who knows... We never know when we will die.

Hope she rests in peace, and hope my mom is ok... (I'm home alone, my mom is.. at my grandmother's house or hospital...)

http://8ch.net/pol/res/8085851.html

Hmm some of my friend sent me this and looks like pretty well summarized.
Yup that's true and here is very ... uncertain.
I really want to escape Korea ASAP.
But.. but I'm not prepared yet...
Graduate college first...then..
... :C

Sometimes, getting busy feels good. It makes me feel like I'm doing my job well. (-or maybe because I'm just too Korea- Asian...)
But I also know how to enjoy lazyness ~ v ~ Thanks to South America... and  pentalis <3

Anyway, I'm doing ok. college stuffs, and some sort-term future plans, everything seems ok.
Though I'm struggling with health problem(flu), and some things around me doesn't look pretty good... well, world wide in general <XP
All I can do is do my best, focus on the present for my life first. then care around me. phew-
I feel still too young! too young to rule my kingdom! *lemongrab voice*

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/81.....#cid:113527799

What? How? Who? < _ >;;;

Please no more stress... I'm already having enough... damn college stuffs...

http://www.japantimes.co.jp/news/20...../#.WBBheiQu-hM
http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/832528.....man-in-scandal

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?

Our president is puppet~ and she admitted it~ (she was controled by shamanism lady)
Now All the mystery seems making sense~

This place is so- fucked up ^~^...
Good bye Korea.

https://youtu.be/WPviAKaHAN0

This song got stuck in my head < v >

...btw I'm polyamorous pansexual.