10 Years in review
General | Posted 6 years agoSo though I'd do something unique and do a brief overview of the last 10 years of my life. Feel free to comment on your favorite year you've had in the last ten years and maybe even your worst year and how you bounced back from it!
2010 was my second year of high school and sadly was the end of my Pokémon love. A podcast I use to listen to concluded itself in mid-2010 which in turn put me off on Pokémon itself, I tried Black and White and attempted to watch the anime but it was gone and Halo was in. I partook in a very broken Beta for Halo Reach this year and the love for the flat-footed strong boos the Sangheili began. Surprising for many but yes Halo Reach was my first true endeavor into Xbox Live. Started a relationship this year and boy what a mistake that was. I joined FA and DA this year because I thought I could draw some stuff and post it. I ended up getting one commission of a Lucario character then shortly after abandoning my profile.
2011 Was a highly lulled year filled with stress and agony and was my second to last year in high school. Near the end of the year, I lost my Grandpa. Near the mid part of the year I ended my relationship with my girlfriend at the time, this turned out to be a mistake even being their partner.
2012 Well we didn't die this year from some sort of cataclysmic event and of any year it felt like my end of the world. Weekly we had people coming over to our home to harass us about the home we lived in at the time. And it was my final year of high school. This year brought on depression for me with all the stress that ensued from these people visiting our home and what not to now having my ex stalking me.
2013 Was the first of many waisted years in JC I personally spent the first two years not being able to afford school and failing every class I took because I tried doing things online and didn't realize that buying the textbooks was stupid also the same thing with the programs, online schooling IS mote expensive don't let that cloud you.
2014 My life took an insane turn. My father let go of the home we lived in essentially making us homeless in months to follow his decision. Nearly all of our cars were repossessed, my depression worsened. In August of this year, I found a new place for my family to live and was accepted into our new home just literally up the hill. I officially joined FA under the banner Kragith David Zedrok and had my sona created by Val. Soon after I had her create Rkar Doros 'Vhorkrum and to that history followed and they developed greatly as my sonas. This year in December I had to undergo surgery for a bad hernia that made its way into a part of my body it shouldn't have. I also met some amazing people to which today are very close friends of mine.
2015 I was scammed out of just over $450 for a couple of plushies I wanted to be created of my two sonas Kragith and Rkar. I got my life together for school and started taking classes that would benefit my own mental well being. And in late 2015 I ended up commissioning BSP for a near life-size example of Rkar my Sangheili sona.
2016 I bought my first car and commissioned my sonas Kragith and Rkar in plush form through MagnaStorm on DA and she created the most durable cuties plushes ever xD.
2017 a year of lull for me, I spent this year improving the aesthetics of the interior of my car and expanding my vast Halo collection. This year had also begun my reign of Foot fetish fascination with my own feet and getting plenty of foot-related arts. Yes, I did get foot arts prior but I really got into feet this year xD. I revealed my feelings to one of my friends, in turn, it wasn't to be at this time.
2018 My last year of JC thankfully. Sadly the year ended with the loss of my mother's cat. This year marked a new sona for me, a crow by the name of Asher Cross. In October of this year, I got my first Job after spending way too long in a JC getting nowhere. The ability to game with my friends grew nearly impossible. I spent the year doubting my own sexuality and being constantly confused about why I was so torn up about telling my friend my feelings I had for them.
2019 A year of thinking, jumbling many positions at work to land where I initially applied in the first place and spending way too much fucking money on things. This year I discovered my own self. I took the full meaning of my sexuality seriously and in turn, discovered I was more pan then Bi. I began to really prefer guys over girls since I always enjoyed the art and rarely ever favorited something straight. I spent time beginning to appreciate my own body for what it was. I started drawing things more but ended up just coloring commissions I got instead. I failed my new year's resolution from last year. I didn't meet someone special and didn't end up in a relationship. But I cannot say it been an unproductive year.
2020 This is what excites me. With all, I found last year I want to resolute that I can find someone special, that I can travel to events, and my New Years Resolution will be to get a Suit of Rkar created and to attend conventions for Halo and fur cons to meet people.
2010 was my second year of high school and sadly was the end of my Pokémon love. A podcast I use to listen to concluded itself in mid-2010 which in turn put me off on Pokémon itself, I tried Black and White and attempted to watch the anime but it was gone and Halo was in. I partook in a very broken Beta for Halo Reach this year and the love for the flat-footed strong boos the Sangheili began. Surprising for many but yes Halo Reach was my first true endeavor into Xbox Live. Started a relationship this year and boy what a mistake that was. I joined FA and DA this year because I thought I could draw some stuff and post it. I ended up getting one commission of a Lucario character then shortly after abandoning my profile.
2011 Was a highly lulled year filled with stress and agony and was my second to last year in high school. Near the end of the year, I lost my Grandpa. Near the mid part of the year I ended my relationship with my girlfriend at the time, this turned out to be a mistake even being their partner.
2012 Well we didn't die this year from some sort of cataclysmic event and of any year it felt like my end of the world. Weekly we had people coming over to our home to harass us about the home we lived in at the time. And it was my final year of high school. This year brought on depression for me with all the stress that ensued from these people visiting our home and what not to now having my ex stalking me.
2013 Was the first of many waisted years in JC I personally spent the first two years not being able to afford school and failing every class I took because I tried doing things online and didn't realize that buying the textbooks was stupid also the same thing with the programs, online schooling IS mote expensive don't let that cloud you.
2014 My life took an insane turn. My father let go of the home we lived in essentially making us homeless in months to follow his decision. Nearly all of our cars were repossessed, my depression worsened. In August of this year, I found a new place for my family to live and was accepted into our new home just literally up the hill. I officially joined FA under the banner Kragith David Zedrok and had my sona created by Val. Soon after I had her create Rkar Doros 'Vhorkrum and to that history followed and they developed greatly as my sonas. This year in December I had to undergo surgery for a bad hernia that made its way into a part of my body it shouldn't have. I also met some amazing people to which today are very close friends of mine.
2015 I was scammed out of just over $450 for a couple of plushies I wanted to be created of my two sonas Kragith and Rkar. I got my life together for school and started taking classes that would benefit my own mental well being. And in late 2015 I ended up commissioning BSP for a near life-size example of Rkar my Sangheili sona.
2016 I bought my first car and commissioned my sonas Kragith and Rkar in plush form through MagnaStorm on DA and she created the most durable cuties plushes ever xD.
2017 a year of lull for me, I spent this year improving the aesthetics of the interior of my car and expanding my vast Halo collection. This year had also begun my reign of Foot fetish fascination with my own feet and getting plenty of foot-related arts. Yes, I did get foot arts prior but I really got into feet this year xD. I revealed my feelings to one of my friends, in turn, it wasn't to be at this time.
2018 My last year of JC thankfully. Sadly the year ended with the loss of my mother's cat. This year marked a new sona for me, a crow by the name of Asher Cross. In October of this year, I got my first Job after spending way too long in a JC getting nowhere. The ability to game with my friends grew nearly impossible. I spent the year doubting my own sexuality and being constantly confused about why I was so torn up about telling my friend my feelings I had for them.
2019 A year of thinking, jumbling many positions at work to land where I initially applied in the first place and spending way too much fucking money on things. This year I discovered my own self. I took the full meaning of my sexuality seriously and in turn, discovered I was more pan then Bi. I began to really prefer guys over girls since I always enjoyed the art and rarely ever favorited something straight. I spent time beginning to appreciate my own body for what it was. I started drawing things more but ended up just coloring commissions I got instead. I failed my new year's resolution from last year. I didn't meet someone special and didn't end up in a relationship. But I cannot say it been an unproductive year.
2020 This is what excites me. With all, I found last year I want to resolute that I can find someone special, that I can travel to events, and my New Years Resolution will be to get a Suit of Rkar created and to attend conventions for Halo and fur cons to meet people.
Sick
General | Posted 6 years agoI haven't been sick in ages and I'm feeling it now Mr crabs.
Looking for some gaming peeps
General | Posted 6 years agoSo I'm gunna be getting myself some sweet new titles this month and I wanna take to opportunity to game with a few peeps. Games help me get to know others so hey two things here!
Don't post your info in the comments of your interested in switch gaming or xbl gaming hit me up in the comments and we can share discord details.
Quick disclaimer, contrary to belief, I'm not a big talker and I don't always go right to voice chat, also I don't go on lots because of work so more a off work chill gaming kind of person but I thought I'd broaden my horizons here.
Please don't spam me. 18+or older folks please, gotta be honest with age lol. If you follow me you kinda know what kind of person I am. Please don't treat this like a creepy date.
Like playing the following:
Fortnite (Epic friends)
Halo (Xbox)
Gears 5 (Xbox)
7 Days to Die (Steam)
Warframe (Steam)
Games I'm getting:
Pokémon Sword (Switch) P.S. I suck at battles lol
Don't post your info in the comments of your interested in switch gaming or xbl gaming hit me up in the comments and we can share discord details.
Quick disclaimer, contrary to belief, I'm not a big talker and I don't always go right to voice chat, also I don't go on lots because of work so more a off work chill gaming kind of person but I thought I'd broaden my horizons here.
Please don't spam me. 18+or older folks please, gotta be honest with age lol. If you follow me you kinda know what kind of person I am. Please don't treat this like a creepy date.
Like playing the following:
Fortnite (Epic friends)
Halo (Xbox)
Gears 5 (Xbox)
7 Days to Die (Steam)
Warframe (Steam)
Games I'm getting:
Pokémon Sword (Switch) P.S. I suck at battles lol
Busy
General | Posted 6 years agoBeen busy for a long while now and I know I'm lacking in arts but hopefully, sometime soon I can get more. For now, sporadic arts is all I can do xD
Also, keep a lookout for a Rkar suit build in the near future.
Also, keep a lookout for a Rkar suit build in the near future.
The turn on and turn off of explicit images (art) -Personal
General | Posted 6 years agoSo wanted to write a little journal explaining some of my more recent submissions /favorites/changes in what I like.
Over the past 6 or 7 months now I have been experiencing a major spout of depression stemming from my own stubbornness with who I am sexually and what it is I am truly after. Because of that, I had taken liberties into what kind of content is a turn on for me and what clearly just isn't a turn on anymore. In the past, you may have noticed that I got a lot of hot steamy art of my two characters Kragith and Rkar having very intimate moments together, almost meaninglessly having passionate sex together without compromise. This was a method I used to understand why it is I really only liked gay-oriented arts. Turns out I still do like this kind of art, but I find it hard to get into something hot and steamy when it comes to ideas and favorites sometimes. Thus the slowdown, you've seen lots of single character art, kissing, cuddling, prodding, and feet.
Why?
Because I personally can't find it in myself to over sexualize my thoughts anymore. There are people that I really care about and feel HIGHLY strongly for that I can't get out of my head and it really frustrates me that I cant express these feelings with them so, in turn, I express these feelings in Kragith and Rkar. Moments of passion and cuddling have taken priority over ambiguous bouts of moist steamy sex because... I personally long and hopefully soon can share something like that (cuddly and lovey) with someone who I can hold near and dear to my heart. I found that in only a few people in my life and in turn never got the chance to express my thoughts to them. Highly selfish right?
I can't hide the ideas I have anymore in my head, I desperately long and want to be with someone. I know there are certain people that I cannot have, and that's my own fault. BUT I know it's not wrong to love and care for those people still... I just get uncomfortable easy when something is sexualized because It hurts. I know others feel love but it hurts more when someone expresses love just with the intent to rub it in your face. If that makes sense. It's why when someone makes a sexual joke or comment I don't respond very well with it because I feel its a bash on my personal inability to find actual and genuine love with another person. Yea losing the plot here.
This isn't a plea for people to constantly text me wanting some one-off conversation of discord or telegram. I randomly get texts from people sometimes and friend requests. There's a more likely chance I won't accept a telegram text over anything else because I generally cannot trust people will be who they say they are or are even of age. I've got too many people I have to block on twitter because of this and I'm damn sure all I'm getting is "can I touch ur feet" texts. The answer is no, not unless I know and trust you.
So back to the turn-ons and offs, I highly enjoy foot-related images, solo pinups, experimental sexual things and have developed some taste for straight arts from time to time. And art wise you've seen two new characters jump onto my page. Asher and Sam. Asher is my new personal sona and will be representing me as much as Kragith does, the only difference is he will share my frustrations with sexuality and warrants for desires more so because I'm not giving him an ideal partner. Sam Zedrok, however, is a story character my buddy wanted to draw for the longest time so I let that happen and I will agree, shes a tasty fellow but sadly I won't be uploading that much about her.
And for those few who've gotten to the end of this post, please leave a comment. There are a few people Id like to have at least seen this but eh I'm not pushing this in anyone's faces.
Over the past 6 or 7 months now I have been experiencing a major spout of depression stemming from my own stubbornness with who I am sexually and what it is I am truly after. Because of that, I had taken liberties into what kind of content is a turn on for me and what clearly just isn't a turn on anymore. In the past, you may have noticed that I got a lot of hot steamy art of my two characters Kragith and Rkar having very intimate moments together, almost meaninglessly having passionate sex together without compromise. This was a method I used to understand why it is I really only liked gay-oriented arts. Turns out I still do like this kind of art, but I find it hard to get into something hot and steamy when it comes to ideas and favorites sometimes. Thus the slowdown, you've seen lots of single character art, kissing, cuddling, prodding, and feet.
Why?
Because I personally can't find it in myself to over sexualize my thoughts anymore. There are people that I really care about and feel HIGHLY strongly for that I can't get out of my head and it really frustrates me that I cant express these feelings with them so, in turn, I express these feelings in Kragith and Rkar. Moments of passion and cuddling have taken priority over ambiguous bouts of moist steamy sex because... I personally long and hopefully soon can share something like that (cuddly and lovey) with someone who I can hold near and dear to my heart. I found that in only a few people in my life and in turn never got the chance to express my thoughts to them. Highly selfish right?
I can't hide the ideas I have anymore in my head, I desperately long and want to be with someone. I know there are certain people that I cannot have, and that's my own fault. BUT I know it's not wrong to love and care for those people still... I just get uncomfortable easy when something is sexualized because It hurts. I know others feel love but it hurts more when someone expresses love just with the intent to rub it in your face. If that makes sense. It's why when someone makes a sexual joke or comment I don't respond very well with it because I feel its a bash on my personal inability to find actual and genuine love with another person. Yea losing the plot here.
This isn't a plea for people to constantly text me wanting some one-off conversation of discord or telegram. I randomly get texts from people sometimes and friend requests. There's a more likely chance I won't accept a telegram text over anything else because I generally cannot trust people will be who they say they are or are even of age. I've got too many people I have to block on twitter because of this and I'm damn sure all I'm getting is "can I touch ur feet" texts. The answer is no, not unless I know and trust you.
So back to the turn-ons and offs, I highly enjoy foot-related images, solo pinups, experimental sexual things and have developed some taste for straight arts from time to time. And art wise you've seen two new characters jump onto my page. Asher and Sam. Asher is my new personal sona and will be representing me as much as Kragith does, the only difference is he will share my frustrations with sexuality and warrants for desires more so because I'm not giving him an ideal partner. Sam Zedrok, however, is a story character my buddy wanted to draw for the longest time so I let that happen and I will agree, shes a tasty fellow but sadly I won't be uploading that much about her.
And for those few who've gotten to the end of this post, please leave a comment. There are a few people Id like to have at least seen this but eh I'm not pushing this in anyone's faces.
What Halo means to me
General | Posted 6 years agoSo just wanted to go over my passion and love for Halo. Sure many of you have noticed that everything I get art wise or collection wise is Halo-themed for the most part. To me Halo represents more than just a collectible or a video game franchise, to me, it represents an escape from a reality I once lived. Halo started my passion for gaming and opened the avenue to meet so many wonderful people in my life, of which I wouldn't know where id be without those people. I started late in the world of Halo, 9 years ago with Halo Reach my passion began with this franchise and my affection for the Sangheili race started. Since that day I spent countless hours gaming, meeting new friends, and playing with a great friend of min at 9 pm every day for 2 years for just an hour via Xbox live coop. When he couldn't do that anymore I played after school by myself getting slaughtered and having fun building in forge.
Then the franchise was sold and vanished for a while. I lost passion for gaming and until I heard a studio named 343 industries was taking over and remastering Halo combat evolved. I was pumped, here's an iconic title I played a million times over that I get to see in modern graphics.
Then my ultimate desire to collect began, starting with an eBay grab of 3 elites from the reach franchise. Followed by many other releases like MCC and Halo 4 and 5 I never lost hope but something was always missing for me.
And that was the emotion, the music of the franchise, with my own personal music background... Hearing Halo Infinite's music in the cinematic demo I couldn't not cry in 2018 and couldn't not cry in 2019. I love Halo and that passion will never die inside me. Sorry this is all over the place in a mixed in a hubble of emotions xD
I love Halo for what it has and what it's becoming. Its more than a video game, its an avenue of memories.
Then the franchise was sold and vanished for a while. I lost passion for gaming and until I heard a studio named 343 industries was taking over and remastering Halo combat evolved. I was pumped, here's an iconic title I played a million times over that I get to see in modern graphics.
Then my ultimate desire to collect began, starting with an eBay grab of 3 elites from the reach franchise. Followed by many other releases like MCC and Halo 4 and 5 I never lost hope but something was always missing for me.
And that was the emotion, the music of the franchise, with my own personal music background... Hearing Halo Infinite's music in the cinematic demo I couldn't not cry in 2018 and couldn't not cry in 2019. I love Halo and that passion will never die inside me. Sorry this is all over the place in a mixed in a hubble of emotions xD
I love Halo for what it has and what it's becoming. Its more than a video game, its an avenue of memories.
Searching for plush artist who can make clothing
General | Posted 7 years agoCurrently looking for plush artists who can make me 2 tank tops, 2 shirts, 2 jackets, 2 pairs of jeans, and 2 pairs of swimming trunks. All tank tops, and jackets with zippers, the pants and shorts aren't. Shirts are button up and jackets have front zippers where tank tops have back hide away zippers These are for my Kragith and Rkar plushes.
Here are the measurements in centimeters:
https://twitter.com/KragithZedrok/s.....834586112?s=20
Full details:
All shirts and jackets use concealed zippers for applications. Read below for further details.
Swimming trunks Kragith: Needs tail cutout, this design: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28451329/
Swimming trunks Rkar: Purple trunks with yellow handing on bottom of shorts and two yellow stripes on right leg. https://bit.ly/2ueROkW
Pants Kragith: Darker blue jeans https://bit.ly/2ulkU2p bottom of legs rolled up like beach goers. Needs tail cutout.
Pants Rkar: Same thing as Kragith Dark blue jeans with leg bottoms rolled up like a beach goer. https://bit.ly/2ulkU2p
Shorts Kragith: Dark blue cargo shorts
Shorts Rkar: Tan cargo shorts
Shirt Kragith: Pink button up shirt
Shirt Rkar: Purple button up shirt
Tank top Kragith: This design https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28451329/
Tank top Rkar: https://bit.ly/2Cokix2 This design but same color as swimming trunks.
Jacket Kragith: Brown jacket
Jacket Rkar: Black jacket
Here are the measurements in centimeters:
https://twitter.com/KragithZedrok/s.....834586112?s=20
Full details:
All shirts and jackets use concealed zippers for applications. Read below for further details.
Swimming trunks Kragith: Needs tail cutout, this design: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28451329/
Swimming trunks Rkar: Purple trunks with yellow handing on bottom of shorts and two yellow stripes on right leg. https://bit.ly/2ueROkW
Pants Kragith: Darker blue jeans https://bit.ly/2ulkU2p bottom of legs rolled up like beach goers. Needs tail cutout.
Pants Rkar: Same thing as Kragith Dark blue jeans with leg bottoms rolled up like a beach goer. https://bit.ly/2ulkU2p
Shorts Kragith: Dark blue cargo shorts
Shorts Rkar: Tan cargo shorts
Shirt Kragith: Pink button up shirt
Shirt Rkar: Purple button up shirt
Tank top Kragith: This design https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28451329/
Tank top Rkar: https://bit.ly/2Cokix2 This design but same color as swimming trunks.
Jacket Kragith: Brown jacket
Jacket Rkar: Black jacket
Asher Cross new main sona *PLEASE READ *
General | Posted 7 years agoSo I've decided to use my Crow sona as one of my mains. Yup Asher Cross is another representation of good ol Kragith here.
So Asher represents me on a personal level, as does my sona Kragith BUT rather then having a dedicated partner Asher is single much like myself.
How will I depict Asher? With my usual self, much like Kragith I plan to showcase my overall emotions, frustrations, and desires through him.
As for Kragith and Rkar, I've built the ultimate fantasy with them, something I cannot part with or give away.
I will still get images of Kragith and Rkar on a regular basis, as I love them both. I will share them with a partner if I ever get one but not NSFW natured unless it's casual and no sex is involved. So fret not photos with Krag and Rkar are possible.
Asher on the other hand would represent me in a given moment. Meaning content with friends in NSFW focus can be a thing as I'd feel more comfortable doing so. No he's not being slutted. And yes Asher has sexy feet too, fret not!
Posted on Twitter :https://twitter.com/KragithZedrok/status/1103947537067569152?s=19
Image: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29426366/
No im not abandoning my Kragith and Rkar hell nawww, refer to me as Krag please lol. Asher will be a different personification of me, rairly used but will be.
So Asher represents me on a personal level, as does my sona Kragith BUT rather then having a dedicated partner Asher is single much like myself.
How will I depict Asher? With my usual self, much like Kragith I plan to showcase my overall emotions, frustrations, and desires through him.
As for Kragith and Rkar, I've built the ultimate fantasy with them, something I cannot part with or give away.
I will still get images of Kragith and Rkar on a regular basis, as I love them both. I will share them with a partner if I ever get one but not NSFW natured unless it's casual and no sex is involved. So fret not photos with Krag and Rkar are possible.
Asher on the other hand would represent me in a given moment. Meaning content with friends in NSFW focus can be a thing as I'd feel more comfortable doing so. No he's not being slutted. And yes Asher has sexy feet too, fret not!
Posted on Twitter :https://twitter.com/KragithZedrok/status/1103947537067569152?s=19
Image: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29426366/
No im not abandoning my Kragith and Rkar hell nawww, refer to me as Krag please lol. Asher will be a different personification of me, rairly used but will be.
This derg is 25 today!
General | Posted 7 years agoI'm finally 25 x3 and I do look forward to the next few years in my life, lots of change to come I'm feeling.
2018 Content Wrap-up!
General | Posted 7 years agoSo Once again its time to take a look back at my year of content. So same things like last year will post up links.
1st Sub of the year: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26016813/
Last Sub of the year: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29848691/
Most viewed sub: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26903969/ NSFW with a whopping 781 views and 58 fav's!
Most fav'd sub: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27004525/ with a whopping 95 fav's!
The silly one: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28591039/
Most anticipated: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26463615/
Most passionate: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26175929/
Personal top 7 favorite coms:
1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26175840/
2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26218045/ NSFW
3. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26454365/
4. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26903980/ NSFW
5. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27639212/ NSFW
6. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29426366/
7. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29848691/
Ok, that's a wrapup for 2018 with a total of 36 submissions and many favs, watches, and even comments I say it was a fantastic year for commissions! However, the year ends with 2 outstanding commissions owed and both are just over a year old now. I'm also left with having to change the way I commission folks, basically, I'm looking for folks who post regularly and have some kind of public queue.
Anyway! Happy New Year to all and be safe out there!
1st Sub of the year: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26016813/
Last Sub of the year: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29848691/
Most viewed sub: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26903969/ NSFW with a whopping 781 views and 58 fav's!
Most fav'd sub: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27004525/ with a whopping 95 fav's!
The silly one: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28591039/
Most anticipated: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26463615/
Most passionate: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26175929/
Personal top 7 favorite coms:
1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26175840/
2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26218045/ NSFW
3. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26454365/
4. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26903980/ NSFW
5. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27639212/ NSFW
6. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29426366/
7. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29848691/
Ok, that's a wrapup for 2018 with a total of 36 submissions and many favs, watches, and even comments I say it was a fantastic year for commissions! However, the year ends with 2 outstanding commissions owed and both are just over a year old now. I'm also left with having to change the way I commission folks, basically, I'm looking for folks who post regularly and have some kind of public queue.
Anyway! Happy New Year to all and be safe out there!
Jorb
General | Posted 7 years agoI is has jorb now :> So I will be less active at times but I'm super excited who I'm working for and what I will be doing! Can't say the company but they are a tech group.
I can finally commission on a regular basis, can finally afford to take that trip I've always wanted to do, and can finally pay my bills without having to sell my things to afford them.
I'm excited about this and its a huge confidence booster for me.
So now I'm going to have less time on my hands to socialize, meaning it will take me longer than usual to reply to people and less time to do in depth on the spot writing so look forward to longer and more higher quality writing. Will probably work on these things on breaks and when I'm home or off.
I can finally commission on a regular basis, can finally afford to take that trip I've always wanted to do, and can finally pay my bills without having to sell my things to afford them.
I'm excited about this and its a huge confidence booster for me.
So now I'm going to have less time on my hands to socialize, meaning it will take me longer than usual to reply to people and less time to do in depth on the spot writing so look forward to longer and more higher quality writing. Will probably work on these things on breaks and when I'm home or off.
Up incoming character Asher Cross
General | Posted 7 years agoSo for a while now I have been looking at getting a new character developed that resides outside Kragith and Rkars world.
In saying this I won't be leaving my beloved Sonas behind hell no xD But I want to take on a new face and a new side of stories.
His name?
Asher Cross
Who is he?
Asher is a Magic wielding treasure hunter born in the medieval times.
Whats his species?
Asher is an Anthro Crow. He sports a few prominent features that define him from other crows. A gold design that borders his feathers. Wingless design and fit body complete allows him to stand out.
Whats his sexuality?
Asher is a charmer, he likes to have a good time with anyone he takes fancy to. His preference is determined by who his eye catches. If you catch him looking you over you betcha you're going to have a nice chat with him.
In saying this I won't be leaving my beloved Sonas behind hell no xD But I want to take on a new face and a new side of stories.
His name?
Asher Cross
Who is he?
Asher is a Magic wielding treasure hunter born in the medieval times.
Whats his species?
Asher is an Anthro Crow. He sports a few prominent features that define him from other crows. A gold design that borders his feathers. Wingless design and fit body complete allows him to stand out.
Whats his sexuality?
Asher is a charmer, he likes to have a good time with anyone he takes fancy to. His preference is determined by who his eye catches. If you catch him looking you over you betcha you're going to have a nice chat with him.
Im back
General | Posted 7 years agoSo the damn twig in my brain finally snapped I'm back to being me again I'm sorry to everyone who saw me basically freak the fuck out... It wasn't fair to those I affected and please forgive me. My dating profile will be at the top of my profile page in the info section.
Looking for a partner for the first time in 10 years.
General | Posted 7 years agoI know I've expressed that I'm not dating before and that I was holding off on a moment in my life to some people. I recently had my eyes opened, well wider I guess... Anyway... Probably a shit place to do this but here it goes, I don't know how to ask anyone or how to become someone's friend... it just happens I dunno... Fuck it here I go...
I'm Looking for that "Rkar" in my life, maybe get to know me and stuff yea? I hate being alone, love chatting, want to be sure of everything I do. Won't ever ask someone to give up something of theirs for me, good and strict with money, want to be loved not sexed.
Relationships for me take a while to progress, we get to know one another over time and truly learn about one another, we connect on thoughts and agree on things on a personal level, we engague in chat and conversation and keep in mind one anothers life and personal time, we binge together, and when and if we fight we know to get through it like civilized people. Im not looking for connections on interests, things we have in common are more personal based then what we enjoy playing or watching, because if we both like something then its worth looking at one anothers likes and changing a little to see if we too enjoy that.
Many don't know but Rkar is me, he's never had a person other than myself to him, I don't intend to deal him off in a relationship, my Kragith and Rkar are their own thing in my mind so do heed that. Means I'm not arting them getting laid by a character sorry. I want you, not your character, let's leave them out of this.
So A little about me and what I'm like and want I guess:
I'm silly, chatty, and very caring if you don't come off as a leech. (Don't want Someone who wants to cry on my shoulder and make me drained to get enjoyment, had friends who dealt with this and I've done so as well.)
I make time about you, not me, I make sure to dedicate myself to my friend/brother as much as you. I'm equally loving.
I'm very closed about M/M M/F deals, I don't view relationships the same way as most. I focus on you, not what others want to see or hear. It's not someone else's business what we do, or say unless It someone who I trust dearly. But yes I like the idea of having another guy lay by my side holding me warmingly. My family cannot know, I'm sorry but that cant happen. I have people in my family that If I told it would cause my world to collapse around me so fast. I cant do that to you or to myself. Please be in terms with this, my mind cannot be changed. Also, I'm the same if its a girl, waking up to them every morning being heald warmingly. Love is about you, not about those around you want to know every detail. Maybe one day I will change my tune about this, on FA/ twitter sure we can be public about it but never on my personal accounts please never. I'm tired of nosey family members.
Many of you know this already but I love feet, like adore them, into those who keep a clean body/hygiene. If you've muscle that's a plus lol but hey now a moderate little noodly man or women is fine by me. What I mean is If you are comfortable with your hygiene and don't let yourself rot away then your probably ok lol. Yes, I snack on things lol but I'm not a big dude. I guess you can say I'm a little Husky? I wear an XL shirt and it feels too big and a Large feels tight sometimes. I'm not chubby, tall or anything like that, maybe I'm average?
I'm very open about my feelings, I expect trust and considerations and support when I open up and mutually the same if you do too. I never let my thoughts stay inside me, they come out to you or my friend.
I'd never cheat, I'm no coward you need to trust me and same with me to you. If we lock on to one another you are going to be just as important as my only dear friend. Hopefully, we can all get along lol but don't worry I have plenty of time to talk with you, I won't be on all the time but I do love being chatted to when I can.
Don't be a copycat! Leave me out if that's your style of things. I had a relationship like this in my past I don't ever want to deal with a fake phony again. Be yourself, be true and that's all I ask. Never hide your true self, you would only hurt me if you made this all a lie.
Not interested in a super sexual relationship, I want love, not sex, and sure some might happen but not right out of the starting gate, so no I don't want a million photos of you at the beginning, let things roll off, and maybe we find some interesting connections and interests.
I'm not very wealthy, I collect halo stuff, but I'm not wealthy. I have a goal to buy a home in 4 years time starting either this year or the beginning of the next. (2019) This goal means I'm going to be working soon hopefully. I am also just getting my license, yea lame I know but whatever.
Not interested in kids ATM, maybe one day. Ladies xD
I like to be silly and sometimes loud when I talk and love it when you get along with my friend, which will come in time I'm sure but one thing you gotta understand about my Bro, Id die for the dude xD
Sometimes I can be too ADD or ADHD on you, tell me don't yell and scream and tell me I'm a horrible person because you don't feel good. Be mutual to me, if we fight, move on, get over it, hug it out or talk it out for god sake.
I remember everything, good and bad. I hold onto ideas even if I don't want to, I have panic attacks, I cry, I worry, I want to not be alone anymore.
Everything I say here is true to me, and who I am. Don't criticize me for who I am. Just if you find a fancy in me say something. Maybe it goes somewhere maybe it doesn't, don't cling to me every waking moment. If I'm not online is not online, I may be hanging out or I may be working or at school. Be courteous to me and I will be to you, Sure poking me to see if I'm alive I like that, I will do that to you as I do to my bro xD Just acknowledge me and I will to you when I get the chance.
Never feel I hate you if it doesn't work out, don't post about me on Facebook tagging my real name EVER. And don't be a winge bag I'm not your problem solver, this isn't a moment to take advantage of me, I won't have any of it.
I don't mind an LDR, with maybe a goal, if it gets serious to mee you in person, but base that on time, not pleasure or desired wants. The meetup will be emotional and probably romantic in ways, but that's only what time tells and fills for us. I'm a slow relationship building person, I want to learn everything about you and you learn what you can about me. Learning is the process that many people skips, I don't jump to a hang out in person without learning who you are. I mean hell its the internet for god sakes yea?
I love to grow veggies at home and have a little farm of veggies going, it's such a present feeling to grow and eat something yourself.
I love building and experimenting with things, props, painting old toys or new toys to make them look epic (mostly halo stuff) and I love being silly and chatty when I do these things but yet no one has ever chatted with me during.
I'm shy but confident in what I do, I stand up for more then most would think, but yet I don't know how to ask someone if they like me like I like them apparently heh.
I also love feet (I'm sure I said this already), I post them on twitter and I talk a lot on my twitter handle. No, I don't want to see your dick with foot covered in splooge. I'm into clean feet, love for what they do for us every day and appreciation for them.
This is all I got right now, maybe when we chat and get to know each other over time you grow to really hate me or really love me for who I am and respect what I ask and same will be for you.
So please, be my "Rkar" and make this noodle feel not so empty and lonely inside.
Im 5'7"
24 Years old
Wear glasses because I cant see shit without them... well far away.
Have no sense of style when it comes to dressing lol.
So get to know me and maybe we share other details like my first name, and other contact info. No guarentee though cause this will take a while.
I'm Looking for that "Rkar" in my life, maybe get to know me and stuff yea? I hate being alone, love chatting, want to be sure of everything I do. Won't ever ask someone to give up something of theirs for me, good and strict with money, want to be loved not sexed.
Relationships for me take a while to progress, we get to know one another over time and truly learn about one another, we connect on thoughts and agree on things on a personal level, we engague in chat and conversation and keep in mind one anothers life and personal time, we binge together, and when and if we fight we know to get through it like civilized people. Im not looking for connections on interests, things we have in common are more personal based then what we enjoy playing or watching, because if we both like something then its worth looking at one anothers likes and changing a little to see if we too enjoy that.
Many don't know but Rkar is me, he's never had a person other than myself to him, I don't intend to deal him off in a relationship, my Kragith and Rkar are their own thing in my mind so do heed that. Means I'm not arting them getting laid by a character sorry. I want you, not your character, let's leave them out of this.
So A little about me and what I'm like and want I guess:
I'm silly, chatty, and very caring if you don't come off as a leech. (Don't want Someone who wants to cry on my shoulder and make me drained to get enjoyment, had friends who dealt with this and I've done so as well.)
I make time about you, not me, I make sure to dedicate myself to my friend/brother as much as you. I'm equally loving.
I'm very closed about M/M M/F deals, I don't view relationships the same way as most. I focus on you, not what others want to see or hear. It's not someone else's business what we do, or say unless It someone who I trust dearly. But yes I like the idea of having another guy lay by my side holding me warmingly. My family cannot know, I'm sorry but that cant happen. I have people in my family that If I told it would cause my world to collapse around me so fast. I cant do that to you or to myself. Please be in terms with this, my mind cannot be changed. Also, I'm the same if its a girl, waking up to them every morning being heald warmingly. Love is about you, not about those around you want to know every detail. Maybe one day I will change my tune about this, on FA/ twitter sure we can be public about it but never on my personal accounts please never. I'm tired of nosey family members.
Many of you know this already but I love feet, like adore them, into those who keep a clean body/hygiene. If you've muscle that's a plus lol but hey now a moderate little noodly man or women is fine by me. What I mean is If you are comfortable with your hygiene and don't let yourself rot away then your probably ok lol. Yes, I snack on things lol but I'm not a big dude. I guess you can say I'm a little Husky? I wear an XL shirt and it feels too big and a Large feels tight sometimes. I'm not chubby, tall or anything like that, maybe I'm average?
I'm very open about my feelings, I expect trust and considerations and support when I open up and mutually the same if you do too. I never let my thoughts stay inside me, they come out to you or my friend.
I'd never cheat, I'm no coward you need to trust me and same with me to you. If we lock on to one another you are going to be just as important as my only dear friend. Hopefully, we can all get along lol but don't worry I have plenty of time to talk with you, I won't be on all the time but I do love being chatted to when I can.
Don't be a copycat! Leave me out if that's your style of things. I had a relationship like this in my past I don't ever want to deal with a fake phony again. Be yourself, be true and that's all I ask. Never hide your true self, you would only hurt me if you made this all a lie.
Not interested in a super sexual relationship, I want love, not sex, and sure some might happen but not right out of the starting gate, so no I don't want a million photos of you at the beginning, let things roll off, and maybe we find some interesting connections and interests.
I'm not very wealthy, I collect halo stuff, but I'm not wealthy. I have a goal to buy a home in 4 years time starting either this year or the beginning of the next. (2019) This goal means I'm going to be working soon hopefully. I am also just getting my license, yea lame I know but whatever.
Not interested in kids ATM, maybe one day. Ladies xD
I like to be silly and sometimes loud when I talk and love it when you get along with my friend, which will come in time I'm sure but one thing you gotta understand about my Bro, Id die for the dude xD
Sometimes I can be too ADD or ADHD on you, tell me don't yell and scream and tell me I'm a horrible person because you don't feel good. Be mutual to me, if we fight, move on, get over it, hug it out or talk it out for god sake.
I remember everything, good and bad. I hold onto ideas even if I don't want to, I have panic attacks, I cry, I worry, I want to not be alone anymore.
Everything I say here is true to me, and who I am. Don't criticize me for who I am. Just if you find a fancy in me say something. Maybe it goes somewhere maybe it doesn't, don't cling to me every waking moment. If I'm not online is not online, I may be hanging out or I may be working or at school. Be courteous to me and I will be to you, Sure poking me to see if I'm alive I like that, I will do that to you as I do to my bro xD Just acknowledge me and I will to you when I get the chance.
Never feel I hate you if it doesn't work out, don't post about me on Facebook tagging my real name EVER. And don't be a winge bag I'm not your problem solver, this isn't a moment to take advantage of me, I won't have any of it.
I don't mind an LDR, with maybe a goal, if it gets serious to mee you in person, but base that on time, not pleasure or desired wants. The meetup will be emotional and probably romantic in ways, but that's only what time tells and fills for us. I'm a slow relationship building person, I want to learn everything about you and you learn what you can about me. Learning is the process that many people skips, I don't jump to a hang out in person without learning who you are. I mean hell its the internet for god sakes yea?
I love to grow veggies at home and have a little farm of veggies going, it's such a present feeling to grow and eat something yourself.
I love building and experimenting with things, props, painting old toys or new toys to make them look epic (mostly halo stuff) and I love being silly and chatty when I do these things but yet no one has ever chatted with me during.
I'm shy but confident in what I do, I stand up for more then most would think, but yet I don't know how to ask someone if they like me like I like them apparently heh.
I also love feet (I'm sure I said this already), I post them on twitter and I talk a lot on my twitter handle. No, I don't want to see your dick with foot covered in splooge. I'm into clean feet, love for what they do for us every day and appreciation for them.
This is all I got right now, maybe when we chat and get to know each other over time you grow to really hate me or really love me for who I am and respect what I ask and same will be for you.
So please, be my "Rkar" and make this noodle feel not so empty and lonely inside.
Im 5'7"
24 Years old
Wear glasses because I cant see shit without them... well far away.
Have no sense of style when it comes to dressing lol.
So get to know me and maybe we share other details like my first name, and other contact info. No guarentee though cause this will take a while.
Feets icons
General | Posted 7 years agoSo finally using these icons KampferWolf made for me a while ago via commission. Think these were the first things I asked him to draw for me. xD
Partial
General | Posted 7 years agoSo I have been thinking a lot about getting a partial and well I wanna do all the work minus sewing since I don't have machines or the professional know how to do it. But here's a breakdown of everything I believe I need, please let me know if I'm missing anything. People who know me know that im not affrade of ANY project, or to learn how to do something. Hey If I become good at it maybe I make some partials in the future... haha doubt that but who knows right?
Supplies:
Glue and glue gun:
https://www.walmart.com/ip/Surebond.....2961#read-more (Familiar with this product and do like it, great for PDR too!)
https://www.walmart.com/ip/Value-Pack-Glue-Stick-Dual-Temp-7-16-x-10-inches-24-pieces/17404362?athcpid=17404362&athpgid=athenaItemPage&athcgid=null&athznid=PWVUB&athieid=v0&athstid=CS002&athguid=466001f5-24bf9be0-b0df3eb0f0ee7d35&athena=true
https://www.homedepot.com/p/3M-17-6.....OC40/301620120 (Amazing with foam, very familiar with it)
Foam for head: http://www.joann.com/heavy-duty-foa.....4.html#start=1
or
http://www.joann.com/airtex-one-inch-regular-density-foam-slab%3F%3F/14759575.html#sz=36&start=1
Foam for legs: Making the digi look with no stilit (My knees cant take stilts ive tried them)
http://www.joann.com/heavy-duty-foam-slab-1-2in-x-24in-x-90in/11178084.html#sz=36&start=1
and
http://www.joann.com/airtex-one-inch-regular-density-foam-slab%3F%3F/14759575.html#sz=36&start=1
References:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypnSd-SFQSk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pbvURnIakw
Foam for feet feet: https://www.homedepot.com/p/Future-.....ULK3/203837114
Eyes: https://www.etsy.com/listing/540907.....toony-eyes-for (Cyantific)
Ears: https://www.etsy.com/listing/554703.....-soft-foam-for (Questionable if I wanna go foam based or have them be made of fabric like my plush is with a wire inside.)
Head Base: https://www.etsy.com/listing/267390.....agon-foam-head (Cut and carved base only)
Nails feet: https://www.etsy.com/listing/493187.....15-claws-resin (Set of 8 with base, only plan to use 6 for the feet.)
Dew claws: https://www.etsy.com/listing/234043.....-costume-claws (Set of 8 with base, only plan to use two, may ask seller to sell me two with the above item.)
Nails Hands: https://www.etsy.com/listing/197476.....?ref=related-7 (Set of 10)
Teeth: No clue I may just make something from foam scraps.
Sacrificial pants: https://www.amazon.com/Xtextile-Compression-Running-Leggings-Exercise/dp/B0739WFRLQ/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1524205695&sr=8-2&keywords=lycra%2Bpants%2Bmen&th=1&psc=1
Sacrificial shoes: https://www.amazon.com/JointlyCreating-Women-Water-Barefoot-Travel/dp/B071V8NZVX/ref=sr_1_3?s=apparel&ie=UTF8&qid=1524206084&sr=1-3&nodeID=7147441011&psd=1&keywords=shoes%2B10.5&refinements=p_36%3A500-1000&th=1&psc=1
Fabrics:
Hair: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0412464/.....rilla-fire-red (1 Yard requirement for order)
Main Body: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0441359/.....ce-solid-black (2 yard requirement)
Secondary: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0441361/.....d-29889bf8fb7b (2 Yard requirement)
Mouth: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0441382/.....lid-light-pink (2 yard requirement)
Inner lining for head: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0345218/.....uba-knit-black (2 yard requirement)
So after looking at everything here im at $394.41 in supplies for the entire build. I have no machines or real sewing skills so labor for that isnt added yet. Budget is $500, this leaves about $100ish for sewing (or whatever I can get done by someone willing to assist. So I must learn and figure out how to make patterns and label them correctly. I will glue, shape and do all other labor. Im guestamating the sewing will take a few hours per bit, so allocating 3-4 days for sewing fees. My labor im guestamating a few hundred hours because this is my first time, I typically charge for project pieces (nothing like this project, meaning props) between $14.50 and $16 an hour depending on what im doing. Gunna say this will take me tops two to three months without sewing, which again I need to outsource to a trusted individual with the skills and free time to do the project for me. >.>
Supplies:
Glue and glue gun:
https://www.walmart.com/ip/Surebond.....2961#read-more (Familiar with this product and do like it, great for PDR too!)
https://www.walmart.com/ip/Value-Pack-Glue-Stick-Dual-Temp-7-16-x-10-inches-24-pieces/17404362?athcpid=17404362&athpgid=athenaItemPage&athcgid=null&athznid=PWVUB&athieid=v0&athstid=CS002&athguid=466001f5-24bf9be0-b0df3eb0f0ee7d35&athena=true
https://www.homedepot.com/p/3M-17-6.....OC40/301620120 (Amazing with foam, very familiar with it)
Foam for head: http://www.joann.com/heavy-duty-foa.....4.html#start=1
or
http://www.joann.com/airtex-one-inch-regular-density-foam-slab%3F%3F/14759575.html#sz=36&start=1
Foam for legs: Making the digi look with no stilit (My knees cant take stilts ive tried them)
http://www.joann.com/heavy-duty-foam-slab-1-2in-x-24in-x-90in/11178084.html#sz=36&start=1
and
http://www.joann.com/airtex-one-inch-regular-density-foam-slab%3F%3F/14759575.html#sz=36&start=1
References:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypnSd-SFQSk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pbvURnIakw
Foam for feet feet: https://www.homedepot.com/p/Future-.....ULK3/203837114
Eyes: https://www.etsy.com/listing/540907.....toony-eyes-for (Cyantific)
Ears: https://www.etsy.com/listing/554703.....-soft-foam-for (Questionable if I wanna go foam based or have them be made of fabric like my plush is with a wire inside.)
Head Base: https://www.etsy.com/listing/267390.....agon-foam-head (Cut and carved base only)
Nails feet: https://www.etsy.com/listing/493187.....15-claws-resin (Set of 8 with base, only plan to use 6 for the feet.)
Dew claws: https://www.etsy.com/listing/234043.....-costume-claws (Set of 8 with base, only plan to use two, may ask seller to sell me two with the above item.)
Nails Hands: https://www.etsy.com/listing/197476.....?ref=related-7 (Set of 10)
Teeth: No clue I may just make something from foam scraps.
Sacrificial pants: https://www.amazon.com/Xtextile-Compression-Running-Leggings-Exercise/dp/B0739WFRLQ/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1524205695&sr=8-2&keywords=lycra%2Bpants%2Bmen&th=1&psc=1
Sacrificial shoes: https://www.amazon.com/JointlyCreating-Women-Water-Barefoot-Travel/dp/B071V8NZVX/ref=sr_1_3?s=apparel&ie=UTF8&qid=1524206084&sr=1-3&nodeID=7147441011&psd=1&keywords=shoes%2B10.5&refinements=p_36%3A500-1000&th=1&psc=1
Fabrics:
Hair: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0412464/.....rilla-fire-red (1 Yard requirement for order)
Main Body: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0441359/.....ce-solid-black (2 yard requirement)
Secondary: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0441361/.....d-29889bf8fb7b (2 Yard requirement)
Mouth: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0441382/.....lid-light-pink (2 yard requirement)
Inner lining for head: https://www.fabric.com/buy/0345218/.....uba-knit-black (2 yard requirement)
So after looking at everything here im at $394.41 in supplies for the entire build. I have no machines or real sewing skills so labor for that isnt added yet. Budget is $500, this leaves about $100ish for sewing (or whatever I can get done by someone willing to assist. So I must learn and figure out how to make patterns and label them correctly. I will glue, shape and do all other labor. Im guestamating the sewing will take a few hours per bit, so allocating 3-4 days for sewing fees. My labor im guestamating a few hundred hours because this is my first time, I typically charge for project pieces (nothing like this project, meaning props) between $14.50 and $16 an hour depending on what im doing. Gunna say this will take me tops two to three months without sewing, which again I need to outsource to a trusted individual with the skills and free time to do the project for me. >.>
Looking for Partial (Maybe)
General | Posted 7 years agoSo I have been thinking about this for a while. Granted I cant wear it much so Id interested in a partial would need the following.
Head
Tail
Feet/ leg sleeves
Glove hands/arm sleeves.
Made of a durable nonfuzzy fabric.
Any suggestions? Shopping around at this point and don't know where to look. I don't want to spend too much money, so I offer my assistance in anything needed. I am not afraid of DIY work that I cannot sew things, I can shape, glue, and prep anything.
I do many crafts myself including painting and refinishing so I feel I may be able to assist to help costs if applicable. Well unless the person has really nice prices I can afford. Not putting value down since I don't want to turn away possible good people.
Payment I will send via PayPal using half debt and half credit. No rush on partial, but if somehow its done before SDCC 2018 OWO u d best.
Head
Tail
Feet/ leg sleeves
Glove hands/arm sleeves.
Made of a durable nonfuzzy fabric.
Any suggestions? Shopping around at this point and don't know where to look. I don't want to spend too much money, so I offer my assistance in anything needed. I am not afraid of DIY work that I cannot sew things, I can shape, glue, and prep anything.
I do many crafts myself including painting and refinishing so I feel I may be able to assist to help costs if applicable. Well unless the person has really nice prices I can afford. Not putting value down since I don't want to turn away possible good people.
Payment I will send via PayPal using half debt and half credit. No rush on partial, but if somehow its done before SDCC 2018 OWO u d best.
Cars
General | Posted 8 years agoSo been thinking a lot about cars as of late, fixing them and whatnot and wanted to know what your craziest fix was. currently, my crazy fix is removing and replacing and re-bending parts to a front end wrecked honda civic.
So whats your crazy fix? Motorbikes welcome to the discussion.
So whats your crazy fix? Motorbikes welcome to the discussion.
Getting coms in 2018
General | Posted 8 years agoSo little bit of a rant but in recent years I have lost quite a bit of money from commissioning people on and off of FA, enough to complain about. It seems that every time I commission someone either the first time or just a returning customer because I was happy with the outcome, I get shafted in some way. I'm not talking about some $5 commission I got from someone, I'm talking significant amounts of money at a time from $40 to $100+.
Let me say there are a few commissions that dealt obvious red flags that I blatantly ignored, but one thing that really hits me is when an artist takes on more commissions with an already packed queue. Now artists who organize their queue with a sort of waiting list is fine, that's not what I'm talking about. I'm talking about the artist who has 10 or 20+ commissions their working on at a time and takes months of time to complete just a handful of them and then take on more to just do the new ones. I have commissioned people like this, some were in favor of me partaking in that new line or orders, bothers me having to wait 8 plus months for a commission. What artists don't get is the idea dies with you once you take it on and never do it. And if the idea is worth fighting for and your excuses fall under something stupid like the usual death, moving, school, life excuses then you shouldn't be taking commissions in the first place. Be a responsible artist and refund.
I cannot begin to express how frustrating this has gotten me in the last 4 years of me being here, its so infuriating that I'm left to commission the people I know personally, good friends and colleagues. I want to explore and find new artists but it seems that every time I try, every time I go to someone new, I'm stolen from and that idea dies.
There have been over 12 incidents throughout my time commissioning people. THIS DOESN'T REPRESENT ANY FROM MY CURRENT QUEUE OF COMMISSIONS I'M WAITING ON. I'M DEALING WITH THOSE ACCORDINGLY.
One thing that id love to see artists who do this do is make a form of organization for their current log of commissions they have taken on so people can see their queue. Because it's just not fair to have to wait 8 plus months just so you can get your act together, why should that be the commissioner's problem that your not really willing to do art? I don't understand it... we live in an online world where every second you can connect with anyone you want in some form factor. Least that an artist that's doing this can do is send an email or a note to whoever is waiting for art explaining whats up. Sure it might be your business, but it becomes your commissioners business when they buy your time to make them something. But giving your commissioner, your customer an option to get a refund if they don't want to wait months on end for their idea would be a very good idea to build customer trust.
I have seen artists time and time again act on this, refunding their commissioners and giving out an apology, this is what to do when you as an artist knows you cannot do what you wanted to set out to do. Sure losing interest is a thing, but it SHOULD NOT be the customer's problem, it's yours and own up to it and be an adult, please.
This was sparked by someone simply asking me, why I have very little variation in the art from different artists, this, this is why. Every time I try this bullshit happens to me and I'm so sick of it. I know many of you out there have the same or have had the same issues with people. By far the worst thing is the setup, where you com someone, their super fast and make what you want amazing, then you come back a month or so down the road, and WHAM no contact, they're just gone. So done...
So to kinda conclude, if something happens to you or someone that makes it so you cannot fulfill a commission, let them know, don't hide, don't run away and call out everyone for wondering about the commission THEY PAID YOU to do. Let them know whats up, and follow up with them if you can actually do it anymore, offer them a refund for the work NOT done. Remember it's not your customer's fault or problem something happened, it's not fair to them. Lifes a bitch sometimes I get it, you do come to pay for things, but in the same boat, the person whos giving you money gave you that money to get something in return, you should be able to deliver every time. What if you ordered something from amazon u really wanted and they email you saying "eh I didn't want to deliver it today because I was feeling bad, or my goldfish was sad or is moving in a month." How would you feel? If your experiencing depression and need help ask for it, don't take peoples money because of it and then run away, lots of people care, but again it's not their fault, and not everyone wants to buy into drama. When you buy a game you know what you're getting right out of the package, this is what commissioners expect. They know and love your style enough to commission you, and expect to get that because they pay you for it.
In other news, I have 3 coms out right now that I'm expecting to be done very soon 2 are artists I have returned to because they have done a spectacular job on capturing my ideas and drawing my characters, 1 is a new person who I may return to in the near future for some Kragith and Rkar gubbins.
Ok rants over...
Let me say there are a few commissions that dealt obvious red flags that I blatantly ignored, but one thing that really hits me is when an artist takes on more commissions with an already packed queue. Now artists who organize their queue with a sort of waiting list is fine, that's not what I'm talking about. I'm talking about the artist who has 10 or 20+ commissions their working on at a time and takes months of time to complete just a handful of them and then take on more to just do the new ones. I have commissioned people like this, some were in favor of me partaking in that new line or orders, bothers me having to wait 8 plus months for a commission. What artists don't get is the idea dies with you once you take it on and never do it. And if the idea is worth fighting for and your excuses fall under something stupid like the usual death, moving, school, life excuses then you shouldn't be taking commissions in the first place. Be a responsible artist and refund.
I cannot begin to express how frustrating this has gotten me in the last 4 years of me being here, its so infuriating that I'm left to commission the people I know personally, good friends and colleagues. I want to explore and find new artists but it seems that every time I try, every time I go to someone new, I'm stolen from and that idea dies.
There have been over 12 incidents throughout my time commissioning people. THIS DOESN'T REPRESENT ANY FROM MY CURRENT QUEUE OF COMMISSIONS I'M WAITING ON. I'M DEALING WITH THOSE ACCORDINGLY.
One thing that id love to see artists who do this do is make a form of organization for their current log of commissions they have taken on so people can see their queue. Because it's just not fair to have to wait 8 plus months just so you can get your act together, why should that be the commissioner's problem that your not really willing to do art? I don't understand it... we live in an online world where every second you can connect with anyone you want in some form factor. Least that an artist that's doing this can do is send an email or a note to whoever is waiting for art explaining whats up. Sure it might be your business, but it becomes your commissioners business when they buy your time to make them something. But giving your commissioner, your customer an option to get a refund if they don't want to wait months on end for their idea would be a very good idea to build customer trust.
I have seen artists time and time again act on this, refunding their commissioners and giving out an apology, this is what to do when you as an artist knows you cannot do what you wanted to set out to do. Sure losing interest is a thing, but it SHOULD NOT be the customer's problem, it's yours and own up to it and be an adult, please.
This was sparked by someone simply asking me, why I have very little variation in the art from different artists, this, this is why. Every time I try this bullshit happens to me and I'm so sick of it. I know many of you out there have the same or have had the same issues with people. By far the worst thing is the setup, where you com someone, their super fast and make what you want amazing, then you come back a month or so down the road, and WHAM no contact, they're just gone. So done...
So to kinda conclude, if something happens to you or someone that makes it so you cannot fulfill a commission, let them know, don't hide, don't run away and call out everyone for wondering about the commission THEY PAID YOU to do. Let them know whats up, and follow up with them if you can actually do it anymore, offer them a refund for the work NOT done. Remember it's not your customer's fault or problem something happened, it's not fair to them. Lifes a bitch sometimes I get it, you do come to pay for things, but in the same boat, the person whos giving you money gave you that money to get something in return, you should be able to deliver every time. What if you ordered something from amazon u really wanted and they email you saying "eh I didn't want to deliver it today because I was feeling bad, or my goldfish was sad or is moving in a month." How would you feel? If your experiencing depression and need help ask for it, don't take peoples money because of it and then run away, lots of people care, but again it's not their fault, and not everyone wants to buy into drama. When you buy a game you know what you're getting right out of the package, this is what commissioners expect. They know and love your style enough to commission you, and expect to get that because they pay you for it.
In other news, I have 3 coms out right now that I'm expecting to be done very soon 2 are artists I have returned to because they have done a spectacular job on capturing my ideas and drawing my characters, 1 is a new person who I may return to in the near future for some Kragith and Rkar gubbins.
Ok rants over...
Ber deh
General | Posted 8 years agoit me b day o3o
Fitness and wellness (PLEASE READ)
General | Posted 8 years agoSo over the past few years, I have noticed myself getting less and less fit, things hurt (like my knees) a lot when I do very simple tasks and I get cramps often by doing really simple shit. I like to sleep a lot, eat many snacks due to not feeling good and make the mistake of sitting around and doing nothing on my days off. I have reached the point where I hate the way I feel every day...
I hate the way my face feels, all blubbery and untoned like it use to be. I hate how my knees hurt, my arms get tired and how my back and neck hurt from doing simple things. I dislike the gut that I have acquired (be that it's not very big, it makes me feel fat even if I don't look it.)
I'm about to turn 24 on the 15th, I weigh 174lbs and I'm 5ft 7in...
What can I do to help myself? Would it be smart for me to just start with a jog when I get home from class every other day? Like should I power walk/ run and jog every 3 days at around 3 pm pst to burn fat and tone up a bit or do I need something else?
A buddy of mine is going to the gym now and It got me thinking about that too. The thing about it is I don't have the motivation to do it alone or with family members because it makes me feel stupid when all our goals are different and makes me feel even worse. Especially when I know how I really feel and need to hide it from family. On top of that, I don't have a job and I'm going to school.I can very well go out to a gym but just cannot afford it alone atm.
My personal eating habits are as follows. Morning: I don't have breakfast and if I am up to it I get something small made up like a waffle. Afternoon: snacks, chips, some kinda meat or leftover. Late afternoon: Dinner, two servings of whatever it is. Night: Snacks, maybe a bowl of ice cream because I feel poo by the end of the day. Midnight: sometimes I grab a snack like a Gatorade and a small bout of something.
I'm not heavy on fast food, we don't eat super greasy things. I love eggplant (considering growing some now) broccoli, I cooked carrots and salads with lots of Italian dressing. I can tolerate juicing but don't have the money to keep up with it. And I like to stay away from sweets, as much as I love Maltesers I gotta stop with them, maybe order one barrel for a special occasion... but yea that's what I like.
Does anyone have some legit suggestions? I'm not trying to make excuses... I just lack the motivation and I want to change the way I feel.
EDIT: I don't drink soda much, I drink a lot of water or Gatorade if its around. When I eat it's with water 9/10 times.
I hate the way my face feels, all blubbery and untoned like it use to be. I hate how my knees hurt, my arms get tired and how my back and neck hurt from doing simple things. I dislike the gut that I have acquired (be that it's not very big, it makes me feel fat even if I don't look it.)
I'm about to turn 24 on the 15th, I weigh 174lbs and I'm 5ft 7in...
What can I do to help myself? Would it be smart for me to just start with a jog when I get home from class every other day? Like should I power walk/ run and jog every 3 days at around 3 pm pst to burn fat and tone up a bit or do I need something else?
A buddy of mine is going to the gym now and It got me thinking about that too. The thing about it is I don't have the motivation to do it alone or with family members because it makes me feel stupid when all our goals are different and makes me feel even worse. Especially when I know how I really feel and need to hide it from family. On top of that, I don't have a job and I'm going to school.I can very well go out to a gym but just cannot afford it alone atm.
My personal eating habits are as follows. Morning: I don't have breakfast and if I am up to it I get something small made up like a waffle. Afternoon: snacks, chips, some kinda meat or leftover. Late afternoon: Dinner, two servings of whatever it is. Night: Snacks, maybe a bowl of ice cream because I feel poo by the end of the day. Midnight: sometimes I grab a snack like a Gatorade and a small bout of something.
I'm not heavy on fast food, we don't eat super greasy things. I love eggplant (considering growing some now) broccoli, I cooked carrots and salads with lots of Italian dressing. I can tolerate juicing but don't have the money to keep up with it. And I like to stay away from sweets, as much as I love Maltesers I gotta stop with them, maybe order one barrel for a special occasion... but yea that's what I like.
Does anyone have some legit suggestions? I'm not trying to make excuses... I just lack the motivation and I want to change the way I feel.
EDIT: I don't drink soda much, I drink a lot of water or Gatorade if its around. When I eat it's with water 9/10 times.
Catching up
General | Posted 8 years agoGoing back and catching up on any backlogged comments I got... I seemed to have missed some replies OWO...
WWFF Update
General | Posted 8 years agoMorning everyone!
So just a brief update on the comic. As of last night, I paid out for an additional 6 pages to add to this current part to help sell the scene better, I hope everyone enjoys this move. View the update here: https://www.patreon.com/posts/payment-16483884
Ok, and as for current pages, Page 7 is available to patrons right now! https://www.patreon.com/posts/wwff-page-7-15367805 (Patrons only)
Page 8 is currently being worked on, on my end to become a full page for posting. I have been dealing with a few delays (lots of pain caused by some sort of virus going around) so I haven't gotten to working on this page yet. Page 9 and 10 are currently all lined out and will continue to be worked on once supplies arrive for my artist.
The future of WWFF, I am unsure what direction I will take as for printing, it brought me very little revenue and ended up becoming a process... That's my fault, however as for now, it will be offered on patreon and offered for prints as usual but because of the time it's taking to publish these pages on FA and Patreon I found it very unfair to have all the pages in a lump sum (all 16) and then have you guys wait months more afterwards. Each part will probably take a year to produce. That's not on my front, again this is not a joint project, it's a commission that takes up a lot of my artists time and resources, so that's why it takes a lot of time, the time frame should improve marginally but I have no control over this, its up to my Artist to what speed he can do this at.
So in all the comic is not dead, it just takes time because its fully traditional work and not a joint project and is a commission. I know no ones complained yet but just wanna repeat this for newcomers.
Thanks, everyone!
So just a brief update on the comic. As of last night, I paid out for an additional 6 pages to add to this current part to help sell the scene better, I hope everyone enjoys this move. View the update here: https://www.patreon.com/posts/payment-16483884
Ok, and as for current pages, Page 7 is available to patrons right now! https://www.patreon.com/posts/wwff-page-7-15367805 (Patrons only)
Page 8 is currently being worked on, on my end to become a full page for posting. I have been dealing with a few delays (lots of pain caused by some sort of virus going around) so I haven't gotten to working on this page yet. Page 9 and 10 are currently all lined out and will continue to be worked on once supplies arrive for my artist.
The future of WWFF, I am unsure what direction I will take as for printing, it brought me very little revenue and ended up becoming a process... That's my fault, however as for now, it will be offered on patreon and offered for prints as usual but because of the time it's taking to publish these pages on FA and Patreon I found it very unfair to have all the pages in a lump sum (all 16) and then have you guys wait months more afterwards. Each part will probably take a year to produce. That's not on my front, again this is not a joint project, it's a commission that takes up a lot of my artists time and resources, so that's why it takes a lot of time, the time frame should improve marginally but I have no control over this, its up to my Artist to what speed he can do this at.
So in all the comic is not dead, it just takes time because its fully traditional work and not a joint project and is a commission. I know no ones complained yet but just wanna repeat this for newcomers.
Thanks, everyone!
Where to find me!
General | Posted 8 years agoHey, folks just making a quick update here on where to find me on the socials!
Give me a follow on Twitter: https://twitter.com/KragithZedrok (I post feet pics here so do keep that in mind, NO AD just feets x3)
Take a look at my profile on DA: https://kragithzedrok.deviantart.com
Give me a shout on Discord, just ask to add me! No RP, no weird sexual stuff and were good.
Give me a follow on Twitter: https://twitter.com/KragithZedrok (I post feet pics here so do keep that in mind, NO AD just feets x3)
Take a look at my profile on DA: https://kragithzedrok.deviantart.com
Give me a shout on Discord, just ask to add me! No RP, no weird sexual stuff and were good.
Working on something for a friend IGNORE
General | Posted 8 years agoFor DummyDurrZ
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About Me:Hello! Thank you for stumbling onto my page! I’m a digital artist with the hopes and dreams of it bring my profession, but we’ll see! I first started drawing when I could walk and drawing Spider-Man was what made art my main passion. Right now, I enjoy drawing Sangheili, Turians, and Furries! I hope you enjoy my content and my OC’s!Personality:Very reserved and chill at first but once you get to know me and chat with me, I’m a constant talker. Takes a lot to get under my skin so I can tolerate a lot and isn’t too uptight with what people say
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