i dont use furaffinity anymore for anything other than looking at other people's art
i dont post here anymore

just check out my da or my tumblr instead

http://rivertonic.deviantart.com/
http://rivertonic.tumblr.com/

so i went to the psychiatrist today

and i made some progress in getting recovery started and all that and we have a basic plan

but i wont be able to get another appointment until june

jesus crust

im just gonna try and raise enough money to refund everyone who commissioned me before i got sick cause god damn i do not wanna have to worry about this on top of repeating grade 12 and recovering from depression and anxiety disorders

i’ll just make some adoptables and go around refunding people when i get the chance i guess

if it werent for my bank account fucking losing me 300 bucks i could have offered to buy people shirts or merchandise online to compensate



and no im not gonna post anything here ever again, just tryin to let the people from FA who commissioned me know whats goin on

youre better off following my deviantart page or tumblr cause those are the only sites i post art on

or not at all really tbh

ill still upload new art on tumblr and deviantart
and later on ill get more active with weasyl (maybe)

thanks internet
it was out for like a week


also my overdue baby tooth is out
and i got a cute new space hoodie and tights that i drew kermit wearing

i guess ill upload the two arts that i did out of boredom now

it looks like im going to have to put off the commissions for a while longer in favour of school
i asked my dad about it and he said i should just set them aside so they dont stress me out so much when i've got enough to worry about

i'll still try and get those trades finished and every now and then ill make adoptables
but i wont take any new commissions or work on old ones until everything is sorted out and im back to my normal self

yeah

but this isnt about a bandwagon or "because everyone's doing it!!"
you've been under a rock if you think that and i suggest you read up more on whats going on around here

so within the next two or three weeks or so im gonna try and be less active here and prepare for a move
i'll try and get all my commissions done in that time

https://www.weasyl.com/~kratatonic

to be honest i dont know if ill get into it or not, if i dont then i'll still be on deviantart and tumblr as kratatonic

point is it's morally wrong for me to keep using this site and i might as well get out while i can

i mean its not nearly as populated as furafinity or deviantart
so i dont know if my attention can be kept there
plus two art sites is enough for me, i dont want to maintain another account

i know fa and da are pretty shite(caugh caugh, lazy admins) and getting worse by the day tho
we'll see how things work out, but im not making a weasyl unless i either drop fa or da entirely(fa seems more likely to me)

i got an appointment on thursday to see my guidance counselor with my mom, where my mom is prolly gonna find out that i havent been doing my work at all since i started staying home
so my work load might increase after that because my parents are concerned about my grades and all that.
even if i'd rather just stay in school for an extra semester instead of stressing out about grades and loosing hair and breaking out and getting headaches all the time from worrying so much

but im hoping that i'll get to do a livestream on the weekend or next week to get some of those old commissions out of the way, since i cant see why i wouldnt have enough time for that, since its gonna take a month at least before i start having doctor's appointments regularly again

i need just oooone little commission because paypal's money transfer is so god damn slow
i promised myself i wouldnt get any more until i got rid of my backlog but as long as you're willing to wait a bit it cant be THAT BAD right? I'm probably going to arrange a couple livestreams to help with my productivity and chip away at that(short) list anyways

I'll do one of these http://kratart.tumblr.com/image/62736347424 for $20 CAD

i might also do a couple of these https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12350548/ for like five bucks but im not sure

paypal only, be ready to pay upfront

YEAH
now i get to look at nsfw marked stuff all i want
cause im turning 18!!!!
YEAH!!!!!

https://31.media.tumblr.com/db46f56.....T7Q1qmovfh.png

do it or your gay


(shes perf i love her to bits)

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12081994/
make sure to refresh if it still looks like the old one

first thing is that i've been having alot of doctor's visits lately
got my third dentist appointment on thursday

then im goin to my dad's on saturday for like
probably a week or two

fell back down into the pit of never getting shit done
might get those last two trades done if i can

n then try and get back on board with those overdue things i owe people


busy busy

dont ever commission me
cause you never know when i might just take months to get around to it because an unexpected thing happened when i got overloaded with school work/art work and thought i could handle it

four is enough for now / o \ im v glad ur all awake this late haha

put the status on my profile too

course understand that im lookin for folks who are actually around my skill level
so i wont say yes to a trade that i think is unfair, or if the character is too hard for me to draw



i wanna warm up for doing those commissions
im having such motivation problems lately UGH

gonna rewatch everyone and update tumblr links, then life will continue on like normal

commissions will not be forgotten, so dont get ye knickers in a knot