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Posted 13 years agoI am going to Crete for a week. It's probably stupid to go there in August, but I haven't had a vacation in years. I hope they have some neat culture and tasty fish, and that I can avoid getting my white skin burned too red.
And I realize some people have asked for commissions and I haven't gotten back to them, and if you still want them you need to pester me, i have a terrible short term memory, especially when i have holidays, I swear it is mental regression, idleness is the worst thing to my brain. And I forgot to give the critique I promised as well. And I moved, and I left my boyfriend probably because I lost patience, and he is clearly mad at me and wont speak to me at all.
And I have played a LOT of Minecraft with Technicpack, and I'm slowly working on a texture pack, and reading a lot of comics and watching mediocre Avengers cartoons.
In two weeks, school begins and I'll probably be super busy with projects and saying no to drinking so much at parties (I seriously consider a 100% sobriety line, also because of my ritalin). And I want to start exercising more, thankfully school usually has lots of sports offers to sign up for. I have this fantasy of getting muscles just to try, haha.
So that is my life right now. Hopefully when I get back next Sunday, i can do a few streams, practice a bit of the software they encouraged us to preview.
And I realize some people have asked for commissions and I haven't gotten back to them, and if you still want them you need to pester me, i have a terrible short term memory, especially when i have holidays, I swear it is mental regression, idleness is the worst thing to my brain. And I forgot to give the critique I promised as well. And I moved, and I left my boyfriend probably because I lost patience, and he is clearly mad at me and wont speak to me at all.
And I have played a LOT of Minecraft with Technicpack, and I'm slowly working on a texture pack, and reading a lot of comics and watching mediocre Avengers cartoons.
In two weeks, school begins and I'll probably be super busy with projects and saying no to drinking so much at parties (I seriously consider a 100% sobriety line, also because of my ritalin). And I want to start exercising more, thankfully school usually has lots of sports offers to sign up for. I have this fantasy of getting muscles just to try, haha.
So that is my life right now. Hopefully when I get back next Sunday, i can do a few streams, practice a bit of the software they encouraged us to preview.
Frequently Asked Questions
Posted 13 years agoQ: What software do you use? (aka your photoshop is all black what happened???)
A: Drawing: I use photoshop CS6 now, but I used CS2 up until a month ago or so. The beta for CS6 quickly convinced me to try something newer, however.
I also use OpenCanvas 3 randomly, usually if I have a piece with nice lineart, it's from that. Not using it so much lately.
3D: 95% 3dsmax. Seriously, blender makes me want to throw my monitor out the window, and zbrush makes me want to kill people. Sculptris is OK, though. It's at my level of incompetence ;D
Q: What tablet do you use?
A: I have large Intuos3. It's a bit worn in the surface, but it has tilt and doesn't afraid of anything. I usually set the brush angle/direction to follow the tilt.
Q: What art school did you go to?
A: None, really, though I've taken semester courses ... they were kind of beginner level except the Drawing Academy course in Viborg I took last year. I'll be starting at The Animation Workshop in Denmark this fall, to learn computer graphics art. I am all kinds of excited.
Once upon a time after high school I started studying nanoscience but I couldn't concentrate and dropped out. It's pretty awesome though.
Q: where can I see your commission prices / request status / limitations etc.
A: Here! I promise I'll add examples, eventually.
lemme know if I should add more, it can be about anything but I'm not sure I can answer to everything ;3
A: Drawing: I use photoshop CS6 now, but I used CS2 up until a month ago or so. The beta for CS6 quickly convinced me to try something newer, however.
I also use OpenCanvas 3 randomly, usually if I have a piece with nice lineart, it's from that. Not using it so much lately.
3D: 95% 3dsmax. Seriously, blender makes me want to throw my monitor out the window, and zbrush makes me want to kill people. Sculptris is OK, though. It's at my level of incompetence ;D
Q: What tablet do you use?
A: I have large Intuos3. It's a bit worn in the surface, but it has tilt and doesn't afraid of anything. I usually set the brush angle/direction to follow the tilt.
Q: What art school did you go to?
A: None, really, though I've taken semester courses ... they were kind of beginner level except the Drawing Academy course in Viborg I took last year. I'll be starting at The Animation Workshop in Denmark this fall, to learn computer graphics art. I am all kinds of excited.
Once upon a time after high school I started studying nanoscience but I couldn't concentrate and dropped out. It's pretty awesome though.
Q: where can I see your commission prices / request status / limitations etc.
A: Here! I promise I'll add examples, eventually.
lemme know if I should add more, it can be about anything but I'm not sure I can answer to everything ;3
rant about being an artist and being yourself
Posted 13 years agoI know we, as artists, need to listen to critique. I know we ought to socialize about our work. And I do my best to, and.. so should you.
But at the same time... be yourself. Don't worry so much about what other people think about you. Don't worry about the appreciation you get. Don't change yourself to please someone, ie draw more porn for views. Try to not freak out if you don't get a response to your stuff. Happens to me all the time, so, I guess I just gotta suck it up. Artists always take everything too personal, fact.
People will tell me it's wrong to defend critique with: it's my style! and it IS very wrong, but you still gotta keep in mind that the artist may have another vision than you. Art is a personal quest, yet, believe me, with some experience we can tell "stylized" from "sucks", and if you're not willing to sometimes be OPEN MINDED and accept that you CAN BE WRONG, your quest will be half-assed.
You can do this thing with your life where you make a big decision. I keep trying to figure out what that decision is, it's almost like it's just the decision to begin making decisions, to take charge. YOU are what matters the most in your life. It's the most egoistical thing to say, but it can be used in a good way. The decision to find out what hole you are down, and instead become the best YOU. It took me a long time to make that decision, as a person, as an artist, and others (read: my mum) would push me to make it, but I was the only one who could. Until you do that, you live your life half-assed (Half-assed has nothing to do with skill, btw. Some really bad artists out there are not half-assed. Some pretty decent ones are. ). I've changed. I'm fed up with being nice. Sometimes I feel like this huge engine blasting forward, something that I keep dulled down all the same.
Anyway. I'm pretty sure right now people would want me to go for quality over quantity, and I also frequently get asked to draw something more hardcore which I'm not into at all. Look deep into yourself... what do you want people to like your art for? Is that what you're drawing right now?
And with that, if anybody wants critique lemme know.
I'm still sick but it seems like it's gonna be over in a few days.
But at the same time... be yourself. Don't worry so much about what other people think about you. Don't worry about the appreciation you get. Don't change yourself to please someone, ie draw more porn for views. Try to not freak out if you don't get a response to your stuff. Happens to me all the time, so, I guess I just gotta suck it up. Artists always take everything too personal, fact.
People will tell me it's wrong to defend critique with: it's my style! and it IS very wrong, but you still gotta keep in mind that the artist may have another vision than you. Art is a personal quest, yet, believe me, with some experience we can tell "stylized" from "sucks", and if you're not willing to sometimes be OPEN MINDED and accept that you CAN BE WRONG, your quest will be half-assed.
You can do this thing with your life where you make a big decision. I keep trying to figure out what that decision is, it's almost like it's just the decision to begin making decisions, to take charge. YOU are what matters the most in your life. It's the most egoistical thing to say, but it can be used in a good way. The decision to find out what hole you are down, and instead become the best YOU. It took me a long time to make that decision, as a person, as an artist, and others (read: my mum) would push me to make it, but I was the only one who could. Until you do that, you live your life half-assed (Half-assed has nothing to do with skill, btw. Some really bad artists out there are not half-assed. Some pretty decent ones are. ). I've changed. I'm fed up with being nice. Sometimes I feel like this huge engine blasting forward, something that I keep dulled down all the same.
Anyway. I'm pretty sure right now people would want me to go for quality over quantity, and I also frequently get asked to draw something more hardcore which I'm not into at all. Look deep into yourself... what do you want people to like your art for? Is that what you're drawing right now?
And with that, if anybody wants critique lemme know.
I'm still sick but it seems like it's gonna be over in a few days.
Commission prices
Posted 13 years agoI get asked a lot about commission prices, here's what I can say about them; I try to get in about 20 USD per hour.
An hour gets you a good sketch with some rough shading and details.
My painted digital pieces easily end up taking many, many hours - I'm sure we can agree on a good price cap solution though.
I will do icons and portraits, let me know your budget and I will tell you what I can do.
I sometimes do free requests while streaming, they'll be random in quality.
I'll happily spend some hours designing something for you - a costume (front+ back view and some sketch details) - a set of weapons in a theme, stuff like this, for 50 USD if I get some artistic liberty.
In general, the better you explain the spirit of what you want, the better results you will get. I'm not much for anal retentive precision work, but I'm all for capturing character. Good ideas move me. Don't worry too hard about giving me topics that I seem to already like (trans, satyr, etc.), it's fine. But accept I have a flair for drawing things long and crooked. Being nice and chatting up to me is bound to get you more than you paid for. Remember, I'm an artist, and a human being, not a machine.
If you want a specific inking/colouring/rendering style, plz have refs.
There's a lot of porn I wont draw, I don't even know if I'm more or less restrictive than average since people's idea of what is STRANGE and GROSS vary, so, just ask - we can work out a list. I will not draw cut dicks btw.
If I fuck up and take to long to fix anatomy, don't worry! That's coming out of my pocket. But if you want a lot of other revisions, it's coming out of yours for the extra time spent. If you get unreasonable, I will refund you and terminate the work. Don't be a jerk.
I will totally stream any commission for you, and I prefer to do so.
You will be given a full quality .PSD or .PNG image file of your purchase, and a license to post it on your personal galleries, and colour it if you wish. You are however not licensed to use it for commercial purposes. If you are asking art for a commercial purpose we need to agree on a difference price.
Statuses;
Commissions: Open
Trades: Open (1-2 hour works at least)
Requests: Happen spontaneously during streams, try. edit: Seriously, ask nicely and don't be pushy.
Disclaimer: I reserve the right to refuse any business with anyone, for any reason, should I desire to.
An hour gets you a good sketch with some rough shading and details.
My painted digital pieces easily end up taking many, many hours - I'm sure we can agree on a good price cap solution though.
I will do icons and portraits, let me know your budget and I will tell you what I can do.
I sometimes do free requests while streaming, they'll be random in quality.
I'll happily spend some hours designing something for you - a costume (front+ back view and some sketch details) - a set of weapons in a theme, stuff like this, for 50 USD if I get some artistic liberty.
In general, the better you explain the spirit of what you want, the better results you will get. I'm not much for anal retentive precision work, but I'm all for capturing character. Good ideas move me. Don't worry too hard about giving me topics that I seem to already like (trans, satyr, etc.), it's fine. But accept I have a flair for drawing things long and crooked. Being nice and chatting up to me is bound to get you more than you paid for. Remember, I'm an artist, and a human being, not a machine.
If you want a specific inking/colouring/rendering style, plz have refs.
There's a lot of porn I wont draw, I don't even know if I'm more or less restrictive than average since people's idea of what is STRANGE and GROSS vary, so, just ask - we can work out a list. I will not draw cut dicks btw.
If I fuck up and take to long to fix anatomy, don't worry! That's coming out of my pocket. But if you want a lot of other revisions, it's coming out of yours for the extra time spent. If you get unreasonable, I will refund you and terminate the work. Don't be a jerk.
I will totally stream any commission for you, and I prefer to do so.
You will be given a full quality .PSD or .PNG image file of your purchase, and a license to post it on your personal galleries, and colour it if you wish. You are however not licensed to use it for commercial purposes. If you are asking art for a commercial purpose we need to agree on a difference price.
Statuses;
Commissions: Open
Trades: Open (1-2 hour works at least)
Requests: Happen spontaneously during streams, try. edit: Seriously, ask nicely and don't be pushy.
Disclaimer: I reserve the right to refuse any business with anyone, for any reason, should I desire to.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <3
Posted 13 years ago3 years of application terror has ended, I have been accepted to the Viborg animation workshop to learn the CG artist trade.
My disbelief
Posted 13 years agoMy mother hopes I will find God one day, as it has always brought her peace and comfort and whatnot. This makes me uncomfortable, to be honest.
The last couple of months have been exceptionally church-involved for me, with funeral and baptism, and the topic of faith has come up often. To me, the whole deal just passed along with believing in Santa, and I might just be a nihilist in a lonely meaningless universe (I will go to church and sing along, but I wont pretend to pray or take blessings or anything - don't want to stand there and lie.)
My roomie is a Christian as well, with creationism and everything, but we don't really argue about it. I think it's weird because I know the bible (...and the biology book) quite a bit more than her... but then reading the bible is what made me stop believing in the first place. I can't really deny the powerful experiences she's had, but they aren't my experiences anyway.
I guess it's also okay if someone comes around to comfort me with "your dad is in heaven now" or "I'll pray for your family", which is very nice of you, but again I'm not sure how much sense that makes. People live on inside us and between us, that's about it. The world is of course ripe with people being absolutely stupid in the name of a god, but that's actually beside the point I'm trying to make, the point that none of this makes any sense to me.
Meh. I do recognize the spirituality of man, which I think is very cool... but I think where others might see SUPERNATURAL!! I see somesort of collective unconscious thing going on. I think that's why I find mysticism and the description of God found in texts such as the Judas gospel to make much more sense to me. I can see some really big connections in everything. I like playing with the idea of religion as a story theme too.
To myself... we aren't here for a reason. Things only have the meaning we give them.
That thought is depressing and liberating at the same time.
The last couple of months have been exceptionally church-involved for me, with funeral and baptism, and the topic of faith has come up often. To me, the whole deal just passed along with believing in Santa, and I might just be a nihilist in a lonely meaningless universe (I will go to church and sing along, but I wont pretend to pray or take blessings or anything - don't want to stand there and lie.)
My roomie is a Christian as well, with creationism and everything, but we don't really argue about it. I think it's weird because I know the bible (...and the biology book) quite a bit more than her... but then reading the bible is what made me stop believing in the first place. I can't really deny the powerful experiences she's had, but they aren't my experiences anyway.
I guess it's also okay if someone comes around to comfort me with "your dad is in heaven now" or "I'll pray for your family", which is very nice of you, but again I'm not sure how much sense that makes. People live on inside us and between us, that's about it. The world is of course ripe with people being absolutely stupid in the name of a god, but that's actually beside the point I'm trying to make, the point that none of this makes any sense to me.
Meh. I do recognize the spirituality of man, which I think is very cool... but I think where others might see SUPERNATURAL!! I see somesort of collective unconscious thing going on. I think that's why I find mysticism and the description of God found in texts such as the Judas gospel to make much more sense to me. I can see some really big connections in everything. I like playing with the idea of religion as a story theme too.
To myself... we aren't here for a reason. Things only have the meaning we give them.
That thought is depressing and liberating at the same time.
yay done
Posted 13 years agoHere's the final portfolio http://kriscrash.dk/2012/ (some NWS)
I'm super tired, relieved but anxious. Going out for ice cream soon... it's gonna be a busy day still. I slept about 4 hours so we'll see how long I last :)
I also did a small interview for the umbrella organization the school is under, they've interviewed a few applicants for different branches (I think a nurse was one?) and it's gonna be in the local paper :) He asked what I'd do if I didn't get in, I said; go hysterical. That's probably the most honest answer
Things are starting to get solved about my late dad's company, so that's looking up too.
Annd there's 100 things I want to dooo.
I'm super tired, relieved but anxious. Going out for ice cream soon... it's gonna be a busy day still. I slept about 4 hours so we'll see how long I last :)
I also did a small interview for the umbrella organization the school is under, they've interviewed a few applicants for different branches (I think a nurse was one?) and it's gonna be in the local paper :) He asked what I'd do if I didn't get in, I said; go hysterical. That's probably the most honest answer
Things are starting to get solved about my late dad's company, so that's looking up too.
Annd there's 100 things I want to dooo.
2012 portfolio status, for the curious
Posted 13 years agoIf you wanna see where my portfolio is at so far, head here
http://kriscrash.dk/2012/03/2012etc/ (a few NSFW pictures)
I'll try to keep it ajour, but I wont make any promises before the deadline... then I'll make a final update so the school has a web copy to look at too.
http://kriscrash.dk/2012/03/2012etc/ (a few NSFW pictures)
I'll try to keep it ajour, but I wont make any promises before the deadline... then I'll make a final update so the school has a web copy to look at too.
check out my minecraft build :3
Posted 13 years agoMinecraft is the best procrastination tool
check out my new build
http://tigr3ss.deviantart.com/art/2.....ight-288536602
http://tigr3ss.deviantart.com/art/2.....-WIP-288536677
check out my new build
http://tigr3ss.deviantart.com/art/2.....ight-288536602
http://tigr3ss.deviantart.com/art/2.....-WIP-288536677
being
Posted 13 years agookay so;
I have a school application deadline on march 15th
after that I can hopefully become a human being again, you know
be responsive to the world around me
game with good conscience
take commissions and finish the one I have. I'm actually thinking I WON'T accept porn commissions, because it feels weird and private to draw other people's fantasies. Character-with-boner-pics, ok, and even if I did draw your porn ideas, I'll only draw vaginal, Frot, etc., no 'hard' fetishes.
make a silly 8x8 minecraft texture pack
get laid
see how the creation kit works and if there's working niftools
do colour studies, I think it's high time
higher poly stuff.
working on backgrounds & environments now, it's actually quite complex... unless I'm just making it hard for myself. I've set out to not just put merely random pretty things in my portfolio, but also some with more depth. It's opening a whole can of worms once you think about it.
I have a school application deadline on march 15th
after that I can hopefully become a human being again, you know
be responsive to the world around me
game with good conscience
take commissions and finish the one I have. I'm actually thinking I WON'T accept porn commissions, because it feels weird and private to draw other people's fantasies. Character-with-boner-pics, ok, and even if I did draw your porn ideas, I'll only draw vaginal, Frot, etc., no 'hard' fetishes.
make a silly 8x8 minecraft texture pack
get laid
see how the creation kit works and if there's working niftools
do colour studies, I think it's high time
higher poly stuff.
working on backgrounds & environments now, it's actually quite complex... unless I'm just making it hard for myself. I've set out to not just put merely random pretty things in my portfolio, but also some with more depth. It's opening a whole can of worms once you think about it.
The Animation Workshop 2012 graduation films!
Posted 13 years agoPremiering last friday, the bachelor films were uploaded a few days ago for the world to see.
Here's some links to view them, and my thoughts;
Space Stallions:
Judging by the cheers, the audience favourite at the premiere! Not always the best 3D, but, gods, MOAAAAR
also, it's gone viral :3
Vaesen(being/creature):
mostly classic animation. Beautiful, imo. Feels a bit more spiritual/psychedelic that makes me wish I understood it better. Again a few weird designs but they seem more deliberate.
Slug Invasion:
Hilarious, great use of story contrast.
Ride of Passage:
I'm puzzled by the design choices here and there, but I think it works really well and has one of the better stories for a short film. It's cute and consistent.
LOAD:
Another audience favourite. It's got good things and bad things, to me. Feels unfinished in more than one aspect.
Wing:
My least favourite overall. Confusing story until you watch it again, bad forms overall. Could be a stylistic choice, but...
This is the school I want to get into, btw. I took a drawing course here and now I'm hanging out to make portfolio. It's a great place, with happy students (tested to be at least 15% happier than other bachelor students in the region!) and lots of skilled people. Yay!
Here's some links to view them, and my thoughts;
Space Stallions:
Judging by the cheers, the audience favourite at the premiere! Not always the best 3D, but, gods, MOAAAAR
also, it's gone viral :3
Vaesen(being/creature):
mostly classic animation. Beautiful, imo. Feels a bit more spiritual/psychedelic that makes me wish I understood it better. Again a few weird designs but they seem more deliberate.
Slug Invasion:
Hilarious, great use of story contrast.
Ride of Passage:
I'm puzzled by the design choices here and there, but I think it works really well and has one of the better stories for a short film. It's cute and consistent.
LOAD:
Another audience favourite. It's got good things and bad things, to me. Feels unfinished in more than one aspect.
Wing:
My least favourite overall. Confusing story until you watch it again, bad forms overall. Could be a stylistic choice, but...
This is the school I want to get into, btw. I took a drawing course here and now I'm hanging out to make portfolio. It's a great place, with happy students (tested to be at least 15% happier than other bachelor students in the region!) and lots of skilled people. Yay!
I want to bitch and rant
Posted 13 years agoDon't you love when people who are dicks make you feel like you are the dick?
Lure you into something, make you try, then bitchslap
Lure you into something, make you try, then bitchslap
Amsterdam trip diary.
Posted 14 years agoI'm in Amsterdam with our two drawing classes. Every other shop on the street of the hotel is a weed shop, and then there's the "gay cinema" and "dirty dicks" across the street, and our neighbour the creepy leather&rubber shop and this cozy Irish pub from which I am writing now. Basically it's difficult to find regular groceries, but diamonds and drugs are readily available :lol:
The bus trip down here was tough as was difficult to get any sleep, but it did not prevent me from enjoying the beautiful van Gogh museum today. They also had an exhibition on old Japanese prints and who had been inspired by them among Vincent and his contemporaries.
Cheers!
The bus trip down here was tough as was difficult to get any sleep, but it did not prevent me from enjoying the beautiful van Gogh museum today. They also had an exhibition on old Japanese prints and who had been inspired by them among Vincent and his contemporaries.
Cheers!
Some people sleep through their lives...
Posted 14 years agosome people sleep through their lives
I can't stop being awake lately. Like my head is convinced it'll miss out on something at 3 in the morning.
Believe me, becoming aware is an amazing feeling, but I think a big part of me is afraid of letting go of that control. I know I had that fear even before then.
Not sure what more to say on this. Several days of only squeezing 5 hours of sleep in sucks. I get physically and mentally tired, but not sleepy at all.
I can't stop being awake lately. Like my head is convinced it'll miss out on something at 3 in the morning.
Believe me, becoming aware is an amazing feeling, but I think a big part of me is afraid of letting go of that control. I know I had that fear even before then.
Not sure what more to say on this. Several days of only squeezing 5 hours of sleep in sucks. I get physically and mentally tired, but not sleepy at all.
summer is ending
Posted 14 years agoMy internship is over tomorrow
I have learned a billion things, like using splines and not doing things the stupid way. I mean, for 3D stuff. I also got to impress with obscure knowledge about UVW unwrapping and how 64-bit 3dsmax can't open VRML when 32-bit can. I modelled two houses, I am looking forwards to when the clients will release them so I am allowed to show :B
... and in two weeks time I am moving outta here and beginning a drawing course. I am excited and scared.
My living space will be downgraded from a spaciousghetto flat to a 10m² cupboard-size and sharing kitchen and bath with someone (at least I will have personal space, I really go crazy without). But I have a feeling I wont be home much anyway, heh. Draw draw draw.
also I wanted a better journal upfront :P goodnight, and thanks for hangin' out at the stream even if it was short.
I have learned a billion things, like using splines and not doing things the stupid way. I mean, for 3D stuff. I also got to impress with obscure knowledge about UVW unwrapping and how 64-bit 3dsmax can't open VRML when 32-bit can. I modelled two houses, I am looking forwards to when the clients will release them so I am allowed to show :B
... and in two weeks time I am moving outta here and beginning a drawing course. I am excited and scared.
My living space will be downgraded from a spacious
also I wanted a better journal upfront :P goodnight, and thanks for hangin' out at the stream even if it was short.
foreskin - haters gonna hate
Posted 14 years agoIt may or may not be news to you that I'm a fan of the intact penis, and think that circumcision is the worst bullshit anyone ever thought of. Thankfully it occurs next to never in Europe where I live, but I am sad to see all the stupid arguments for it. Because while we don't really discuss it in Europe (duh, foreskin is just another part of man), going on the internet I can't avoid seeing it. Such as "amputating penis skin reduces your risk of catching HIV by 60%" from one old study whose results were not reproduce-able. And this just in;
How the circumcision solution in Africa will increase HIV infections <--- your tax dollars go here.
I know someone has previously criticized me for linking non-neutral sources for facts about the problems with circumcision (even if they were flat facts), but here's a neutral source.
Everytime I see someone say "hurrdurr foreskin is some evolutionary remnant so useless" etc, I cry inside and I want to stab someone in the balls. But it's pretty hard to argue about with these people, they gloss over reason and logic - foreskin is seen as the anomaly, and as "weird"
Here's what I mean:
How to write about circumcision - every circumcision article ever is like this. Go read it, no matter which side you are on, it's funny.
Please don't post comments like "but my parents cut me so I can't help being cut" (yes people have said this), because I am not judging anyone on that - as well as anything else described in the last article. It's why I don't want to argue circumcision anymore.
I would rather think about delicious penis.
How the circumcision solution in Africa will increase HIV infections <--- your tax dollars go here.
I know someone has previously criticized me for linking non-neutral sources for facts about the problems with circumcision (even if they were flat facts), but here's a neutral source.
Everytime I see someone say "hurrdurr foreskin is some evolutionary remnant so useless" etc, I cry inside and I want to stab someone in the balls. But it's pretty hard to argue about with these people, they gloss over reason and logic - foreskin is seen as the anomaly, and as "weird"
Here's what I mean:
How to write about circumcision - every circumcision article ever is like this. Go read it, no matter which side you are on, it's funny.
Please don't post comments like "but my parents cut me so I can't help being cut" (yes people have said this), because I am not judging anyone on that - as well as anything else described in the last article. It's why I don't want to argue circumcision anymore.
I would rather think about delicious penis.
Drawing Academy: success! // commission prices, what do?
Posted 14 years agoWoo, got admitted to the animation workshop's Drawing Academy semester course!
Now I just gotta cough up €5,000/$7,000 (and move to Viborg).
so uh, commissions anyone?
I am aware with the low dollar value and the generally higher wages (and living expenses) where I live, plus poor furries, I am not really well set out to sell commissions here - I would like to find a business model where I don't feel I am underselling myself and you guys still feel you can afford it. I wouldn't mind hearing some "product suggestions" from you guys, as I have a feeling the $50-100+ full colour pieces don't see much action here.
At the same time, two dollar sketches like I see around.. not gonna happen. That is my current issue with the commission market, now that I am feeling better and have much better consistency, wages start at $21/hour here and below that I'm better off schlepping as a mail temp (which I will probably do anyway).
What do?
Now I just gotta cough up €5,000/$7,000 (and move to Viborg).
so uh, commissions anyone?
I am aware with the low dollar value and the generally higher wages (and living expenses) where I live, plus poor furries, I am not really well set out to sell commissions here - I would like to find a business model where I don't feel I am underselling myself and you guys still feel you can afford it. I wouldn't mind hearing some "product suggestions" from you guys, as I have a feeling the $50-100+ full colour pieces don't see much action here.
At the same time, two dollar sketches like I see around.. not gonna happen. That is my current issue with the commission market, now that I am feeling better and have much better consistency, wages start at $21/hour here and below that I'm better off schlepping as a mail temp (which I will probably do anyway).
What do?
What Should I Draw More Of??
Posted 14 years agoHello, watchers/fans/casual viewers. This is one of those journals where I poll you about what you want to see me do.
What would you like to see more of?
What would you like to see less of?
What am I not doing that I SHOULD be doing?
it's fine to say multiple things
I will say, a few people have asked me for art trades, and it's not that I don't like drawing for art or even just "thanks!" in return, I'd just like to get to know people first 'cause that has more meaning to me.
list of stuff to draw
(will be edited based on feedback from you and new ideas I get):
Anthro birds; I saw some around, I think they can look amazing with lots of colours and details and glam and whatnot.
Moe; maybe.
Digitigrade leg STUFF
Taurs (kris: maybe griffons too?)
Speedpaints (argh my weakness!)
Womens
More body types (fat, bony, muscular, stocky, short ...)
Do body type experiments combining somewhat unlikely features, exaggerate. Or with randomly arranged features.
Androgyny type experiments.
environments - landscapes - interiors
pottery - there's kind of a physical limit on this atm, but I suppose I can design some.
costumes, and alien fashion
Age variation: Someone older than 40 and someone younger than 20, etc.
Finish more: I can't promise this. I kinda need a better system so WIPs don't get left behind.
Animals.
Alien/species designs.
Monstrous people
Masturbating sexy women.
tl;dr draw more
It's awfully hot in Denmark right now, and I feel quite sluggish from the heat x3 melting.
What would you like to see more of?
What would you like to see less of?
What am I not doing that I SHOULD be doing?
it's fine to say multiple things
I will say, a few people have asked me for art trades, and it's not that I don't like drawing for art or even just "thanks!" in return, I'd just like to get to know people first 'cause that has more meaning to me.
list of stuff to draw
(will be edited based on feedback from you and new ideas I get):
Anthro birds; I saw some around, I think they can look amazing with lots of colours and details and glam and whatnot.
Moe; maybe.
Digitigrade leg STUFF
Taurs (kris: maybe griffons too?)
Speedpaints (argh my weakness!)
Womens
More body types (fat, bony, muscular, stocky, short ...)
Do body type experiments combining somewhat unlikely features, exaggerate. Or with randomly arranged features.
Androgyny type experiments.
environments - landscapes - interiors
pottery - there's kind of a physical limit on this atm, but I suppose I can design some.
costumes, and alien fashion
Age variation: Someone older than 40 and someone younger than 20, etc.
Finish more: I can't promise this. I kinda need a better system so WIPs don't get left behind.
Animals.
Alien/species designs.
Monstrous people
Masturbating sexy women.
tl;dr draw more
It's awfully hot in Denmark right now, and I feel quite sluggish from the heat x3 melting.
ye olde analytical psychology
Posted 14 years agoI have realized that nearly all of my couples are a sanguine and a melancholic together, those ol' four humours before all this modern personality type stuff are cool. Especially because they are tied to elements and are very simple archetypes, they do not become 'negative' - and often archetypes highlight what I like in a character: simplicity. I can say for a lot of my characters that I really enjoy, they're some sort of simple pillar inside and the rest are just superficial details that iterate off that, a lot of these details just click for me if I let them sit at the back of my mind for a while. If I took that pillar and changed their environment and details completely, it would sort of still BE that person (despite being another sex, species, age ...), and I actually have some figures that feel that they are such 'clones' of each other. I sometimes like to leave tiny hints of this relationship, but it's not really consistent or pervasive. You could definitely say I have my own set of archetypes to work from.
Also many of my themes take root in my own thanatophobia, but I knew that already.
(I forgot what I wanted to say right here.)
For the record, Carl Jung was badass. It seems to me if you read enough philosophies from around the world, some themes seem to permeate them all, as if these theories are different ways of explaining the same thing - and honestly if you start to look to fantasy novels and fairy tales they even have those themes.
I am afraid of clichés, and that fear can actually ... keep me from doing something that I kinda want to do. But I also have to accept that there are things that just work for us, as humans. Ironically some of those people who try very hard to not be so human... think in incredibly human ways.
quote of the day (about 'binding the spirit' (which isn't porn))
(6:04:27 PM) horrible person: your porn is so pomplex
brb drawing
edit: I should add... I don't actually think consciously of these things while drawing. Sometimes I just stop to recount, see how pervasive some things have become.
Also many of my themes take root in my own thanatophobia, but I knew that already.
(I forgot what I wanted to say right here.)
For the record, Carl Jung was badass. It seems to me if you read enough philosophies from around the world, some themes seem to permeate them all, as if these theories are different ways of explaining the same thing - and honestly if you start to look to fantasy novels and fairy tales they even have those themes.
I am afraid of clichés, and that fear can actually ... keep me from doing something that I kinda want to do. But I also have to accept that there are things that just work for us, as humans. Ironically some of those people who try very hard to not be so human... think in incredibly human ways.
quote of the day (about 'binding the spirit' (which isn't porn))
(6:04:27 PM) horrible person: your porn is so pomplex
brb drawing
edit: I should add... I don't actually think consciously of these things while drawing. Sometimes I just stop to recount, see how pervasive some things have become.
blogblogblog
Posted 14 years agoSo I said I would make a blog and now I did!
http://kriscrash.dk/
No longer is my main page some sort of mysterious shell not really containing anything... now it can get CONTENTS!
Anything not worksafe will be warned about (red thumbnail borders, and/or behind journal cuts), so it should be safe to browse for you unless you or your boss finds man nipples offensive. IDK, in Denmark you can show naked breasts on street posters. But that is a tangent, I am sleepy tired. I don't know if I'll have the guts to post anything naughtier than that, we'll see. This is looking towards a new era of openness on my site.
So ya, hopefully it will in time become a shiny awesome thing full of resources of what I do, if it interests you to read about it and not just look at the art. There'll be art too!
It's in read-only 'cause I meant it to be a website primarily.
http://kriscrash.dk/
No longer is my main page some sort of mysterious shell not really containing anything... now it can get CONTENTS!
Anything not worksafe will be warned about (red thumbnail borders, and/or behind journal cuts), so it should be safe to browse for you unless you or your boss finds man nipples offensive. IDK, in Denmark you can show naked breasts on street posters. But that is a tangent, I am sleepy tired. I don't know if I'll have the guts to post anything naughtier than that, we'll see. This is looking towards a new era of openness on my site.
So ya, hopefully it will in time become a shiny awesome thing full of resources of what I do, if it interests you to read about it and not just look at the art. There'll be art too!
It's in read-only 'cause I meant it to be a website primarily.
things to make and eat
Posted 14 years agodelicious pasta salad discovered yesterday:
short pasta (such as squid ink riccioli), boil it as you normally would
spring/summer potatos (don't peel them), boil 'em, cut to bite size
The amount of potatos and pasta should add up to the amount of starchy foods you'd generally have in your meal.
A couple of tomatos, cut to bite size
Spring onion, chopped
mix the above in a bowl with a couple of spoonfulls of a pesto you like (we used pepper fruit & walnut)
Chop and fry the following on a pan:
pepper fruit (bell pepper)
lots of mushrooms
bacon
garlic
courgette
(olives) we forgot this but it would totally fit.
if you add a bit of oil to start, it should form a sauce. Don't over-cook it, leave the veggies a bit crisp. Don't bother salting it, the bacon (and later feta) is often enough.
Mix that in with the bowl, and crumble some feta in there and turn it all around (though be careful to not crush the potatos if they're a bit over-done).
Serve lukewarm on a bed of lettuce, such as mixed baby leaves.
short pasta (such as squid ink riccioli), boil it as you normally would
spring/summer potatos (don't peel them), boil 'em, cut to bite size
The amount of potatos and pasta should add up to the amount of starchy foods you'd generally have in your meal.
A couple of tomatos, cut to bite size
Spring onion, chopped
mix the above in a bowl with a couple of spoonfulls of a pesto you like (we used pepper fruit & walnut)
Chop and fry the following on a pan:
pepper fruit (bell pepper)
lots of mushrooms
bacon
garlic
courgette
(olives) we forgot this but it would totally fit.
if you add a bit of oil to start, it should form a sauce. Don't over-cook it, leave the veggies a bit crisp. Don't bother salting it, the bacon (and later feta) is often enough.
Mix that in with the bowl, and crumble some feta in there and turn it all around (though be careful to not crush the potatos if they're a bit over-done).
Serve lukewarm on a bed of lettuce, such as mixed baby leaves.
If You Have A Cross To Bear You May As Well Use It As A Crut
Posted 14 years agoI had an agreement with that woman that she shouldn't talk to me (until I had calmed down, which to me is a sort of "don't call us we'll call you", ok?). She seemed to understand when I told her she was simply annoying.
Then I got another dA subscription gift, but from "anonymous" - I can't really do anything about that, so, moving on -
She really used my forum as a blog so I tampered with it to temporarily break it and left a page saying it would be back up when I felt saner.
For me IT'S A PRETTY RASH STEP TO TAKE, regardless that the forum is rather dead right now. I also made backups to make sure she wouldn't DELETE EVERYTHING if drama happened. I like to keep logs (even if I didn't read all her TL;DR). I only replied at one point to say something to her about some shit from her childhood, and I guess she takes those little things as outright encouragement.
She could have possibly believed I closed the forum because I felt down over the art school rejection, but managing it is really not taxing on me at all and besides I try to stay very professional with forum modding and be in the best interest of the userbase.
Now a few hours ago she gave me 5 dA points, (which is nothing but) NOT EXACTLY AN EXAMPLE OF LEAVING ME ALONE.
I ignored it for a while. Then I PM'ed this:
tigr3ss to zananeichan:
Hey, I told you to not give me stuff. So don't.
her reply:
I did not need them, thought I would give them to you to help you feel better, as I saw this "Closed until I regain my sanity." when i wanted to contribute another zwitter lone elf to help mer feel better as I am having an art block and tidy up my posts as i was deleted from photobucket, so the posts were damaged, and edit the links out
I apologise
So she doesn't really remember she is the cause of my being upset. Obviously I should be more upset over the art school shit right now, but I swallowed that camel and deal with it constructively even if I feel down right now.
My reply:
Well sorry but gifts do not make me feel better. "My sanity" refers to my calm, remember I told you to not talk to me before I got it back? What would make me feel better is if you respected that.
So yeah. Don't give me stuff.
I closed the forum because you use it as a blog.
I have to protect myself because I can't handle your problems, I have problems of my own. You have a lot of better friends online and I think you should stick to them.
I thought for a minute about waiting for a reply, but then I just returned her 5 points and blocked her again.
***
I have absolutely no qualms about sharing the correspondence anymore. I told her on 2-3 occasions not to give me gifts, several times to leave me alone and not initiate conversation or try to comment at me (even if my forum doesn't directly constitute talking to ME, blogging on my forum is over the line - her posts about her ideas were acceptable but not her spilling of her life story).
She believes I got the idea to block her from ED's charming page about her, but it's her own posts that convince me - she cannot lose an argument. (ED had collected links to these posts, that is all.)
Being near people with mental problems is REALLY rough on me because I have the issues I do, I know more stable and balanced people would have a much easier time just shrugging this shit off. But I don't have that armour right now.
I just noticed "zwitter lone elf" (she calls her things lone elf) though I can hardly copyright zwitter...
I really don't like this person.
She is a really unfortunate individual, victim of some dumb shit she couldn't help. But then she has ELECTED to make things worse for herself in life, including all the shenanigans she pull on dA. They're not my business, but these are just some of the things I've had to deal with:
You don't walk up to people you are a fan of and claim to be their friend.
You don't start talking about yourself, without first asking: first it was unwarranted self importance, then she starts all the sob stories.
You don't keep giving people gifts when they ask you not to.
You don't circumvent blocks by trying to get messages through via friends, clubs and fora.
You don't suddenly join every group I am in because I decide my elf is a SPACE elf.
You don't pretend that we've made up when I said I only tolerate you.
You don't insult me by insinuating I dislike you for being intersexed, trans, or being on ED.
You don't excuse your behaviour with "it's hard for me to communicate with Earthlings"
You don't make new clubs copypasted from mine but with different rules to allow precisely your thing, AND THEN INVITE ME TO THEM.
You don't make polls and journals that obviously refer to me and have your nod-dolls agree what a horrible person this is when they don't know both sides of the story.
You don't try to get sympathy by showing how suicidal you are.
You don't say you prefer to say FRIEND instead of random STRANGER.
(If I ever do any of the above, you are each allowed to punch me really hard for each infraction.)
(music: Moloko (Things To Make And Do) - If You Have A Cross To Bear You May As Well Use It As A Crutch)
edit: she emailed me:
I am sorry,, i did not know that your sanity refered to your calm...
I am sorry I did not mean to use the forum as a block I did not know that I was doing it I just wished to be accepted and not rejected.
Why do you reject and hate me ?
Taking votes for just emailing her the "you don't" list. Quite frankly making it makes me realize how harrowing she has been in the past month, where before I somewhat forgave or forgot things partially.
Then I got another dA subscription gift, but from "anonymous" - I can't really do anything about that, so, moving on -
She really used my forum as a blog so I tampered with it to temporarily break it and left a page saying it would be back up when I felt saner.
For me IT'S A PRETTY RASH STEP TO TAKE, regardless that the forum is rather dead right now. I also made backups to make sure she wouldn't DELETE EVERYTHING if drama happened. I like to keep logs (even if I didn't read all her TL;DR). I only replied at one point to say something to her about some shit from her childhood, and I guess she takes those little things as outright encouragement.
She could have possibly believed I closed the forum because I felt down over the art school rejection, but managing it is really not taxing on me at all and besides I try to stay very professional with forum modding and be in the best interest of the userbase.
Now a few hours ago she gave me 5 dA points, (which is nothing but) NOT EXACTLY AN EXAMPLE OF LEAVING ME ALONE.
I ignored it for a while. Then I PM'ed this:
tigr3ss to zananeichan:
Hey, I told you to not give me stuff. So don't.
her reply:
I did not need them, thought I would give them to you to help you feel better, as I saw this "Closed until I regain my sanity." when i wanted to contribute another zwitter lone elf to help mer feel better as I am having an art block and tidy up my posts as i was deleted from photobucket, so the posts were damaged, and edit the links out
I apologise
So she doesn't really remember she is the cause of my being upset. Obviously I should be more upset over the art school shit right now, but I swallowed that camel and deal with it constructively even if I feel down right now.
My reply:
Well sorry but gifts do not make me feel better. "My sanity" refers to my calm, remember I told you to not talk to me before I got it back? What would make me feel better is if you respected that.
So yeah. Don't give me stuff.
I closed the forum because you use it as a blog.
I have to protect myself because I can't handle your problems, I have problems of my own. You have a lot of better friends online and I think you should stick to them.
I thought for a minute about waiting for a reply, but then I just returned her 5 points and blocked her again.
***
I have absolutely no qualms about sharing the correspondence anymore. I told her on 2-3 occasions not to give me gifts, several times to leave me alone and not initiate conversation or try to comment at me (even if my forum doesn't directly constitute talking to ME, blogging on my forum is over the line - her posts about her ideas were acceptable but not her spilling of her life story).
She believes I got the idea to block her from ED's charming page about her, but it's her own posts that convince me - she cannot lose an argument. (ED had collected links to these posts, that is all.)
Being near people with mental problems is REALLY rough on me because I have the issues I do, I know more stable and balanced people would have a much easier time just shrugging this shit off. But I don't have that armour right now.
I just noticed "zwitter lone elf" (she calls her things lone elf) though I can hardly copyright zwitter...
I really don't like this person.
She is a really unfortunate individual, victim of some dumb shit she couldn't help. But then she has ELECTED to make things worse for herself in life, including all the shenanigans she pull on dA. They're not my business, but these are just some of the things I've had to deal with:
You don't walk up to people you are a fan of and claim to be their friend.
You don't start talking about yourself, without first asking: first it was unwarranted self importance, then she starts all the sob stories.
You don't keep giving people gifts when they ask you not to.
You don't circumvent blocks by trying to get messages through via friends, clubs and fora.
You don't suddenly join every group I am in because I decide my elf is a SPACE elf.
You don't pretend that we've made up when I said I only tolerate you.
You don't insult me by insinuating I dislike you for being intersexed, trans, or being on ED.
You don't excuse your behaviour with "it's hard for me to communicate with Earthlings"
You don't make new clubs copypasted from mine but with different rules to allow precisely your thing, AND THEN INVITE ME TO THEM.
You don't make polls and journals that obviously refer to me and have your nod-dolls agree what a horrible person this is when they don't know both sides of the story.
You don't try to get sympathy by showing how suicidal you are.
You don't say you prefer to say FRIEND instead of random STRANGER.
(If I ever do any of the above, you are each allowed to punch me really hard for each infraction.)
(music: Moloko (Things To Make And Do) - If You Have A Cross To Bear You May As Well Use It As A Crutch)
edit: she emailed me:
I am sorry,, i did not know that your sanity refered to your calm...
I am sorry I did not mean to use the forum as a block I did not know that I was doing it I just wished to be accepted and not rejected.
Why do you reject and hate me ?
Taking votes for just emailing her the "you don't" list. Quite frankly making it makes me realize how harrowing she has been in the past month, where before I somewhat forgave or forgot things partially.
I have pictures in my head that I cannot begin to do
Posted 14 years agoI need to ... evolve.
I get petty, have so many prejudiced ideas, all the small jabs of fear, suspecting. I also have concerns for people who really don't deserve it.
Would be nice to snip off this mental garbage, replace it with more worthwhile thoughts. To the extent that it is possible. It's not truely part of who I am.
Get involved in the world again.
Any good guides to self reinvention?
And obviously my art needs moar practise but yeah. No art school this time, but maybe their classic drawing course, depending on feedback, funding options etc. BUT MORE ON THAT WHEN I KNOW IT.
But I also feel the first is important. I hate my petty thoughts, I really do. I want to be more accepting, even if there are people/behaviour I have issues with and that I don't understand - this is a lot of stuff, because I am a sceptic. 'Nother thing I am starting to notice is how many of my fellow ADHD persons end up in the unemployment system. Feels bad, man :(
I get petty, have so many prejudiced ideas, all the small jabs of fear, suspecting. I also have concerns for people who really don't deserve it.
Would be nice to snip off this mental garbage, replace it with more worthwhile thoughts. To the extent that it is possible. It's not truely part of who I am.
Get involved in the world again.
Any good guides to self reinvention?
And obviously my art needs moar practise but yeah. No art school this time, but maybe their classic drawing course, depending on feedback, funding options etc. BUT MORE ON THAT WHEN I KNOW IT.
But I also feel the first is important. I hate my petty thoughts, I really do. I want to be more accepting, even if there are people/behaviour I have issues with and that I don't understand - this is a lot of stuff, because I am a sceptic. 'Nother thing I am starting to notice is how many of my fellow ADHD persons end up in the unemployment system. Feels bad, man :(
The B button, always.
Posted 14 years agoArt school application sent Tuesday, now it remains to be seen if I'll be judged worthy to take the test+interview (I think so, since I got invited to the test last year, and I've improved since), annnd then it's a matter of being in the top 25 of the tested ones too. But that will probably take place in April, I am guessing.
Sought an "internship" (more like a job where the unemployment office pays me so it's free for the company) with an Århus based Unity developer last week, but they didn't want interns. Applied for another today, somewhat larger company which'll probably help.. but there are a total of those TWO game developers in Århus (outside of projects that are not yet companies). But maybe I'll just have to be brave and mail IO Interactive out of curiosity, even if it's in Copenhagen and I'd have to negotiate with the unemployment office about it all, but it might just work.
Bought a new phone because my old one failed to connect more and more (people would call me and it didn't ring, basically)... and got a new phone company, I'll be transitioning my internet to them as well because I got a good package deal. So now I have a smartphone, which is pretty handy, you guys should email me more so I can justify having a phone with email.
Spent Thursday-Sunday visiting my boyfriend, playing gamecube (for ~30 hours according to my file), completed Paper Mario TTYD again, I don't think I'll ever tire of that game, somehow, levelled a bit differently this time... but I am sure you are not interested in my Paper Mario battle strategies :P
BUT MY POINT WITH THAT IS... my hand feels a lot better now. You wouldn't think a gamecube controller was GOOD for your carpal tunnel, but there you go.
Got back Sunday, but I pretty much only.. watched some youtube and collapsed on my bed to sleep. Got on today to see some update on drama; the art I had reported for having bits of my drawing in it had gotten removed, AND she had been suspended from dA (which I think is overkill but ok).. and it seems that being blocked from dA has made her post on my forum a lot. I don't think she realized I had reported that stuff, just some rants about bureaucracy. She had also PM'ed me to ask for help on software/autodesk Maya (which is the usual with people trying new things, seriously people :P ) .. so I told her Google could help, and she apologized for earlier and asked to be unbanned in the club Chael and I have... and I have to say No, I don't like you, I just tolerate you.
But seriously, poor kid. She's so messed up, it's a darned shame.
(And while yes I should block her again, I generally prefer to just ignore people//clearly, blocks just make her frenzy in other ways any way)
I also doodled some clothes and it makes me want to make sort of.. a 3D paper doll. And a 3D puni.
But there is also Dominance War http://www.dominancewar.com/2010/main/en_rules.php
... and Polycount Brawl to think about http://www.polycount.com/the-brawl-tournament
2 contests I've been looking forward to, I'd like to at least attempt to follow.
Sought an "internship" (more like a job where the unemployment office pays me so it's free for the company) with an Århus based Unity developer last week, but they didn't want interns. Applied for another today, somewhat larger company which'll probably help.. but there are a total of those TWO game developers in Århus (outside of projects that are not yet companies). But maybe I'll just have to be brave and mail IO Interactive out of curiosity, even if it's in Copenhagen and I'd have to negotiate with the unemployment office about it all, but it might just work.
Bought a new phone because my old one failed to connect more and more (people would call me and it didn't ring, basically)... and got a new phone company, I'll be transitioning my internet to them as well because I got a good package deal. So now I have a smartphone, which is pretty handy, you guys should email me more so I can justify having a phone with email.
Spent Thursday-Sunday visiting my boyfriend, playing gamecube (for ~30 hours according to my file), completed Paper Mario TTYD again, I don't think I'll ever tire of that game, somehow, levelled a bit differently this time... but I am sure you are not interested in my Paper Mario battle strategies :P
BUT MY POINT WITH THAT IS... my hand feels a lot better now. You wouldn't think a gamecube controller was GOOD for your carpal tunnel, but there you go.
Got back Sunday, but I pretty much only.. watched some youtube and collapsed on my bed to sleep. Got on today to see some update on drama; the art I had reported for having bits of my drawing in it had gotten removed, AND she had been suspended from dA (which I think is overkill but ok).. and it seems that being blocked from dA has made her post on my forum a lot. I don't think she realized I had reported that stuff, just some rants about bureaucracy. She had also PM'ed me to ask for help on software/autodesk Maya (which is the usual with people trying new things, seriously people :P ) .. so I told her Google could help, and she apologized for earlier and asked to be unbanned in the club Chael and I have... and I have to say No, I don't like you, I just tolerate you.
But seriously, poor kid. She's so messed up, it's a darned shame.
(And while yes I should block her again, I generally prefer to just ignore people//clearly, blocks just make her frenzy in other ways any way)
I also doodled some clothes and it makes me want to make sort of.. a 3D paper doll. And a 3D puni.
But there is also Dominance War http://www.dominancewar.com/2010/main/en_rules.php
... and Polycount Brawl to think about http://www.polycount.com/the-brawl-tournament
2 contests I've been looking forward to, I'd like to at least attempt to follow.
intelligence of me
Posted 14 years agotired
carpal tunnel ish
deadline in 24 hours
making art school applications in (good) time? LOLWHY
this is how it looks so far: http://kriscrash.dk/2011/ still a few missing things but I am proud of what I have achieved and how it works out.
oh and update on drama person; I had to unblock her because she started to message Rime to get to me, I guess you don't mess with my friends. So I let her in again and she is behaving more normal (albeit still gives me more attention than I like), but I will be frank .. I don't like her, and none of my friends do. They message me "oh SHE is commenting again :(" and "darn, the stalker is on your forum now". She is of course a lot more timid now but that can be annoying in its own way. But for me it is a better solution than her being agitated and whatnot.
carpal tunnel ish
deadline in 24 hours
making art school applications in (good) time? LOLWHY
this is how it looks so far: http://kriscrash.dk/2011/ still a few missing things but I am proud of what I have achieved and how it works out.
oh and update on drama person; I had to unblock her because she started to message Rime to get to me, I guess you don't mess with my friends. So I let her in again and she is behaving more normal (albeit still gives me more attention than I like), but I will be frank .. I don't like her, and none of my friends do. They message me "oh SHE is commenting again :(" and "darn, the stalker is on your forum now". She is of course a lot more timid now but that can be annoying in its own way. But for me it is a better solution than her being agitated and whatnot.
