Eeeeee I'm so excited. ^^ June 2nd.

this years going to be interesting because I'm having a joint birthday party with my best freind  TigressStar (since ours are so close together) so it will be like, double the partyness!

as far as presents go...i've got a buncha games on my steam wish list, and I always like gifty art, so there. XD there's other stuff I want to, but I'm not expecting material gifts from my internet friends. :p

which reminds me, when you see this Kitty, let me know some stuff you're interested in so I know what to get you. <3

So, yesterday was a really cool day. I went exploring with my freind  tigressstar and my cousin, and we not went to an abandoned mall, but also 2 stores that sell old games. I had no idea such stores existing right here in Rhode Island! It makes me really happy. I got some Genises, psone, N64 and SNES games yesterday...and a TOE-JAM AND EARL POSTER!
I love that game...>> I also got to meet one of Kitty's awesome friends. :heart:

But alas, today - I am sick. blearggh. I woke up with my throat all raw and sore, post nasal drip and whatever my sister caught seems to be taking its toll on me. I was hoping to visit Kitty tomorrow, but now I have to see if I am better by then - which..is not likely, I can only hope for the best.

By the way for those of you are Steam buddies, my new computers hooked up downstairs again til I can get my wifi adapter and put it back in my room. This means I am available to play games with you. ^^

ooooh and rant time. :dance: I almost never rant, but it's fun,I have to let it out just this once!!!

I have a thing against Twilight bashers. they're annoying as hell. Twilight fans have never bothered me. I never noticed Twilight, it breezed past me like all the other boring or idiotic movies that Hollywood churns out every 2 days. ._.
And it's fine to not like something, but to be rude, or whiny or dramatic about it? Ew. Just...ew. stop doing it. The drama is so lame and annoying.

see, for example, I HATE Family Guy. But, it's popular and well-liked, so I'd be scrutinized for reacting to it the same way people react to Twilight (which I am sure is more entertaining than Family Guy. I may find it boring/depressing/cheesy, but atleast it won't make me hate myself like Family Guy.) It's like hating on something is okay as long as it's hip to hate it at the current time...
/rant

posting my rant on Drama Affinity was probably a bad idea, but that's just too bad, haha!

DON'T WORRY, I LOVE YOU GUYS! *giant obnoxious hugs all around*

I finished posting the rest of my collection photos on DA, because of the controversy of whether or not they're still allowed here. :B

Sega
http://tails-sama.deviantart.com/ar.....2010-157846613

Xbox
http://tails-sama.deviantart.com/ar.....2010-157846714

Controllers
http://tails-sama.deviantart.com/ar.....2010-157846986

Consoles
http://tails-sama.deviantart.com/ar.....2010-157847125

Sonic
http://tails-sama.deviantart.com/ar.....2010-158072658

oh...also...
NEW COMPUTER!!!!

And it's awesome. it's not online yet though. but when it is and I get a better mouse and stuff, I'll be able to play games online. ^^

(oops, pushed enter prematurely. ^^; )

If you've seen this journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1258249/
then you'll know that s father is in need of help. I am participating in the fund raiser by offering commissions, where the money will go toward the cause, not to me.

(This is my first time seriously offering commissions, bear with me :/ )

-5 dollars for a full color picture of one character, colored digitally or traditionally, whichever you prefer.

(do note that sometimes a picture will look better colored traditionally - and also, it will be completed much quicker. Depending on the subject matter of the image (i.e. fetish-related, will only work on alone), I can only work on digital images when I have privacy.)
hint hint: I'm getting tired of doing fetish art...but I can reason. I just don't want to end up like, drawing 10 maids/ballerinas/tied up people in a row or something.

-5 dollars for each additional character in the picture.

*also, keep in mind donations are glady accepted to the fund.

Hey guys, just some life updates.

a pretty big one, in fact: I finally came out to my mom, for those who don't know - and she has (mostly) accepted me.
So, I'm bonding with her again, and I feel genuinely loved like I haven't for years. I'm also happy because now I don't have to feel scared or paranoid when my parents are around me and my friends.

I've also been working on updated photo-shoots of my collection. It's been allot of fun so far, and sometimes challenging to fit everything in one shot. my, how having a job can ease your game collecting experiences!

I was supposed to take my freind snow tubing tomorrow, but I don't know if it's gonna work out now. :/ But! I'll still get to stay over his place this weekend. Yay, social interaction!!! (seriously, it's like the best thing ever to me. I am *so* lonely. video games are the only things keeping me sane in this house )


DRAWHR, oops, I got tagged for a thing. Look how cynical my answers are! I could only think of one not-depressing thing about myself.

RULES
1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag backs

1. I don't handle last minute changes well, I end up not knowing what to do with myself.

2. Hurting a friends feelings is one of the most devastating things to go through, to me.

3. I tend to hesitate and mumble allot when dealing with strangers.

4. I love singing to my music while I drive to work. n_n

5. Half of the contents of my bedroom I haven't touched in years, and haven't ever bothered to thoroughly sift threw.

6. The only really good way to calm me down is with solitude, music and something soft.

7. in spite of my angry and bitter thoughts patterns, I am told that I am nice, too nice even, for my own good.

8. Even though I am normally pretty confident in public, I feel vulnerable while I am at work.

9. one of my proudest moments was actually getting a freind to know Jesus. (even though he later denounced his faith)

10. Even though my greatest wish is impossible to achieve, I am happy because I have friends who treat me in a way I love.

http://mad-cheshire.deviantart.com/.....rnal/29953152/

Her boyfriend's steam account got hijacked by some fat sack of crap...

and She's doing a 'fund raiser' of 10 dollar commissions to raise money to help get him his games back. So, anyone who can afford to help out, please do!

*sigh* I went to get my new haircut today...the hairdresser couldn't see the picture of the style I really wanted, and she just gave me this random ...skater/emo/whatever thing...it was supposed to be like my moms.

I hated it so much I cried when she done, and then she felt bad. I hate making people feel bad...I still think it looks quite bad, but mom suggested I get som hair gel to maybe fix it. (it's all over the place, and poofy - makes my face look fat and stupid.)

and I need to call my hairdresser back and apologize....

so...I dunno...I guess it looks "better" but I think I look less feminine than before. this is not what I wanted at all...I just hope I can get used to it. atleast my hair grows back pretty quickly

So, if I'm a bit down or moody, don't worry or take it personally.
I'll get better. Thanks for reading..I love you guys.

update
Well, the hair style is starting to grow on me a bit...I actually think it looks kind of nice now. and ...now that's its behaving, it actually does look fairly cute/feminine to me. :3

I...I should really update my journal more often. XD;

Anyway, my Christmas went well. We opened our gifts early (last Sunday) and then on Wednesday we went up to visit my grandparents until Sunday. Overall, spirits were very pleasant and I didn't feel so lonely this year. :3 and the food....there was sooo much good food.

I got a bunch of stuff, mostly games as usual :

-a classic styled Knuckles plush (yes!! its so cute)
- Rayman 3, rayman raving rabbids, namco museum, freedom fighters, FF5, a ton of Steam games
- how to draw fantasy creatures book
- Mega Mad Libs book (mad libs never get old XD)
- more mario and sonic dvds for my collection.one of them had the super mario world cartoon, I used to love that show. the caveman guy is a dork but Yoshi is soooo cute. ^^
- lots of hugs
- Demo hunter:summer of darkness and TobyMac: live album.
i dont remember what else, but I'm happy.
I ALSO ALMOST BOUGHT MYSELF A 360 BUT the car was so crowded I didn't want it getting broken. XD;

but...soon...maybe. I want ps3 too...i wish i didnt have to choose. i honestly like ps3 more for its games but 360 seems to have better features and is cheaper.baah...well atleast I know I can settle on getting a DS eventually too cuz it has so many neat games...

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SECOND LIFE

I got my account set up, I'm Krissie Roxan. I've already added some of you, but once I updated my emerald viewer SL kept crashing, AND now the entire family pc is dead because it got malware and my cousin reformmated it but could't get the stupid Nvidia drivers working again. pssssh computers.

so we're either gonna get it repaired or replaced. I hope replaced. ITS SO OLD 512 RAM doesn't even cut it these days. we need atleast a gig. and a bigger hard drive.

but yeah, you probably won't see me on there again til we fix that up. ^^;

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IMVU AND STEAM

Steams Christmas sale is awesome. I've gotten so many games I've wanted cheap.

BUT its kind of scary that apparently my dads credit card company thinks I'm using his Visa card for fraud. XD so I can't buy any more games until that's cleared up.

I haven't been on imvu for ages, but I'm LittlestKitsune on there. I'd like to add more new freinds to talk to, I miss using it, trying to reinstall it now...it ran ok on my laptop, before.
Also, want more steam buddies, more people to play with! I'm Industrial Fox(avatar is a flaming skull) , if you're a freind, please add me. ^^

I'm really curious about it. I do know a few folks who play..assuming I can RUN it, it could be pretty fun. ^_^ let me know if you have an account.

Also! speaking of accounts.

my GoogleTalk and AIM freinds lists are very bare.
if any of my msn or yahoo buddies have one of those can I have them? especially google talk. I'm on there fairly often, and it doesn't bog down my computer like msn and yahoo do.

<b>UPDATE:</b>
okay, so instead of taking some new photos I just decided I'll present you guys with some older ones I already have..can't find the camera right now, anyway and I need it to make my new DeviantID >.< I look pretty ugly in the second one, but whatever xp
http://s28.photobucket.com/albums/c240/TwistedReality_/?action=view&current=l_2cd9fed04cf4a2c45651512cace11dc0.jpg
http://s28.photobucket.com/albums/c240/TwistedReality_/?action=view&current=12meandElise.jpg

So, what I'm looking for in feedback is <b>pictures or photos of hairstyles</b>. if you have an idea of a style that would help me look cuter/prettier instead of dumb and fat, please share an image of it.

*flails* um..uh...

Well, my cousin moved down last Tuesday and things got very hectic. My aunt still hasn't cleasred her stuff out of the room he's supposed to be staying in, so he's been at my house, which is why I pretty much haven't been on at all. >_< being with him is fun, but I need my alone time as well. I miss you guys. <:U and I only got to talk to Rush a little on his birthday cuz of college, Nick, and the dentist.

Anyway, I'm looking for suggestions on a new hairstyle...I just remembered I need to post some photos so people can actually know what to suggest. I'll do that later, somehow...

But yeah, my long straight hair looks bad because it just makes my long face look longer and stupid and evil. I'm looking for a style that would probably be shorter, but still cute and/or pretty. I'm unhappy with my appearance, always have been, and I'm trying to do things about it finally (atleast...the things I can change, some I am stuck with).

that's all I can think of, for now.

As some may know the family digital camera was broken just before my trip to Iowa, and I'm still kinda mad about that, missed allot of photo ops in Iowa.

Good news is, my dad may be getting us a new, better camera in a week or two. and he has got a 1 TB hard drive, so I'll be able to cram even more games into the family pc, er, with permission, of course. >.>

In other good news, I thought I was short on money for my college class, but then I found 100 dollars while cleaning my room. XD So I'm good to go and close to being back on my feet financially soon.

College starts next month, God I miss it, and my cousin will be moving down here around then to.
unfortunately, that means I <i>may<i/> be online less often, since he'll be by more often, but I'm sure as heck not leaving or anything.

It's a coloring contest that Rush thought of. http://tails-sama.deviantart.com/ar.....test-130617676

All you have to do is...uh...color it, of course! Nice backgrounds/effects are optional, but it may help you win! You can either upload or send me your colored peices. Whichever is my favorite wins, and I'll do a cg-colored picture of a character for you. :3 (only G/PG themed images, please)

I think I remember  C-jen and/or  UberAngus wanting some lineart to color, so hopefully that means atleast 2 entries. ^^;

..This is my first time hosting a contest, so please bear with me. ^^;

so, if you're entering, please leave me a comment letting me know. Then once all the entries are done, I'll pick my favorite.

ENTRANTS
 MaverickSwiftfoot http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2573913
 JapaneseKanji
 TigressStar
 Rennontheshaved http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2588463
 RJ-Wolfox http://rj-wolfox.deviantart.com/art.....test-131670364

Wayra didn't enter, but she did color it! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2564947

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Also, a close freind of mine made this really sweet picture for me as a gift, and he's only on DA. It's one of my favorite pictures of me ever, especially because of the comments he put on it. http://ethereal-crow.deviantart.com.....Lass-130416552

if it puzzles you, yes, I am transgender to a certain degree, I've to consider myself more of a "male vixen" than a crossdressing/gay man and it's a bit complicated, but if you're really curious just ask about it. XD

 KrissieFox RushEloc

Spiffy new avatars courtesy of  MaverickSwiftfoot :3

I'm psyched! The next two months are gonna be a super adventure! :dance: Two camping trips (one with my freinds from Church and the other with  TigressStar and  Lithe-Fider) and then I get to go visit  mdowns2 and  rusheloc

oh yeah, and I'll be gone til Monday, family visiting for the 4th and such! Leave all questions, complaints and fruit smoothies at the door and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

*beeep*

My birthday is coming up soon, June 2nd. I'm trying to plan a little party for later in the month, and to go the mall with my mom and with  TigressStar (on sepearate occasions, of course). And I might be getting a Sega Saturn from my cousin and be one step closer to completing my core Sega collection ^^ (All I need is a Game Gear! ). So I'm pretty excited. ^^

Work hours have been getting longer, so I'm a bit worn out, but hey, more money!

What else is new...? Well, I recently purchased the new Killing Floor on Steam because it claimed to be able to run on a 512 RAM machine, but it really can't, I guess my crusty old Nvidia card isn't good enough. =p (yes, it loads, but it lags so badly upon starting the map, that you die instantly because you can't move away form the zombies >_>). I just hope some people still play the regular mod, cuz I don't wanna give up on it just because I can't run the latest version.

I'm also hoping to take  RushEloc camping this Summer, and we may even be able to go visit  mdowns2 as well. So, I have plenty to look forward to and to keep my spirits up. :3

It's true!

Mini Mechazawa :>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pO0eGyzD1a4&feature=channel_page

Internet Trolls :c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrI7QUJfkvI&feature=channel_page

Pets!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qssMO3CLdkA&feature=channel_page

PENCIL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kS_bEEW0PsE&feature=channel_page

If there was ever an anime I'd go and actually buy, it might be this one.

And I want friends! Anybody have an account? I keep mine private/hidden..I can add you though. :3

I'm a member of a furry group on there too, it's quite nice. :3 I was invited by it's owner/co-owner (can't remember which ^^; )

I been home alone since yesterday, and having the house to myself is quite relaxing. :3 I played a buncha Half-Life 2 last night since Gmod wouldn't let me play with Rush, and it was quite a blast! But golly, it is ever blazingly hot and humid out today. Xc We gotta go dig out the fans from the attic...

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 Blood-Red-Fox did this video game meme a while ago, and it looked fun, so I did it...as well!

1) What was your FIRST video game console?

NES. :D I got it with Double Dragon, which my parents were very offended by!
It kinda dissapeared..I have no recollection fo where it went. ._. But I got another new one when I was like 15, but it's dead now. I need a new one...

2) Name a few games you played on said console. The ones you played the most.

Duck Hunt, Super Mario 1 and 2, and Double Dragon were always my faves. on the second one I got, I loved playing Cabal with my cousin.

3) Excluding handhelds, how many VG consoles do you own presently?

10: nes, snes, n64, genises (I count 32x and sega cd as addons), dreamcast, psone, ps2, xbox, gamecube, atari 2600

4) Were you a Street Fighter nut? Any character in particular?

I was never deeply into Street Fighter. I just have SF2 Championship Edition for Genises, which I like.

5) If you think Capcom is a F***ING awesome company with kickass character designs, I would like to hear a "Hell yes" followed by a Capcom character you love.

wow, someones a little overdramatic. ._.
Anyway, I am rather fond of Leon Kennedy and Megaman. Can't think of any others I really like at the moment.

6) Here's the scenario.. You had some friends over and you all ate FRIED CHICKEN! After the meal you all decide to play some video games. As your friend reaches for a controller you notice his/her hands are very "greasy." Are you the type that would insist they wash their hands before pawing the controller, or is it no big deal

Oh Geez no! :c I'd make the greasy hand fellow/gal wash up first!

7) What's your favorite RPG/Action RPG? I will allow a second and third fave if you want.

Final Fantasy 8 is pretty awesome! I also love Brave Fencer Musashi...can't think of any others.

8) Do you prefer 2D games or 3D games?

Well, 2D games do tend to be better (I can think of allot of dumb 3d games but not many 2d games)
But I really don't care, as long as they are fun for me.

9) Are you an SNK fan?

Well, I bought the SNK colelction thingy for PS2, but haven't really played it much, yet...I am very fond of the Metal Slug series, though.

9) Are you good at DDR?

Nope! :B

10) Who wants to kick that dog's ass from Duck Hunt?

I guess you do! :B

11) Have you skipped out on important events in life because of video games?

I did quit Boy Scouts for cutting into my game time. Which, looking back, added to my childhood and all, but some of the kids were creeps anyway. My Genises is much more polite than greasy little boy scout people!

12) Do you listen to video game music?

All the time!

13) Have you ever cosplayed a VG character..?

I dressed up as Tails for a Noahs Ark festival at Church one year. We were supposed to be an animal, so I got away with it. Though I got kind of beat up.

14) Have you ever been in an arcade playing a fighting game, KICKING ASS, and then some 6 year old asian kid comes in and OWNS YOU??

I was never good at arcadey fighting games, mr. capslock drama swearing guy! ...and where do these 6 year old Asian kids come from? I see asian people once in a while at college, that's about it. ._.

15) Name three games you would love to see remakes of if it was done properly.

Sonic 1-3, remade by someone who isn't Sonic Team! I would want them to be in their old styles, too. The new ones scare me.

16) Mario or Sonic?

I'm a big Sonic fan, but Mario is very awesome too.

17) When a movie shows up in the theaters, let's use SpiderMan as an example, are you likely to buy the GAME version? It doesn't have to be SpiderMan btw.

ONLY if I LIKE the GAME vErSiOn!!!1111 what is with you and capslock?


18) What is your LEAST favorite genre of video games? (ex. fighting, sports, shooters, etc.)

Sports and also the ones where you play as a butthole and do butthole things!


19) Is there a game out there that you feel was unique and didn't get enough love? You can name a few if you want to.

Well, golly, yes! Have of my favorite games are ones nobody else cares about because they aren't based around sex and stupid and bloom lighting and guitars and Halo! :B
James Pond 3, Rayman 1, and Croc are like some of the best platofrm games I've ever played in my life. :c They are big and pretty, with great music and tons of fun stuff to find and things!

20) Have you ever verbally abused a game because you couldn't beat one of the levels and/or bosses?

Probably more when I was a dumb little teenager, but I still get mad if the game is being unfair. *cough* Okami celestial brush not doing what I told it to do*cough*


21) Do you own any VG apparel?

I nab any old-school Sonic realted apparel I can, and I also have Nintendo and And a Metal Gear Solid shirt.


22) What are your thoughts on the live-action Super Mario Bros movie?

I got it for Christmas this year. :D The fact that everyone chose to be offended and angry at it just makes me want to see it more! (just like that new dbz that Rush and I totally gotta go see because it looks dorky! ) I think silly and absurd movie concepts are quite fun.

23) On that note, what did you think about the live-action Street Fighter movie?

I never saw it. But the corny-looking Sega Saturn adpation is something I want to try. XD

24) Who hottest out of these three KOF chicks IYHO?

None of them are really attractive, some are creepy/gross, but most of them are just cute or fun. :3

25) Do you say "old-school" a lot when you're having a VG conversation with others?

I might, considering I tend to like games that are from the 80s and 90s more than the ones today.

26) Have you ever lent someone a game and they returned it to you damaged?

Yes...or it got stolen from them...or they moved away with it (thus, basically stealing it from me)...or they broke it...*twitch*
That's why I'm a collector now. No more "borrowing". if a freind really wants to play one of my games, they can come to my house, or I can get them a copy.

27) Do you own any imported games?

Nope...as much of a collector person I am, I don't know the littlest bit of import games or how to safely mod my consoles for using them.


28) Are you ready for this meme to be over, or could you keep going?

I can only tolerate gamer talk for so long before I start shooting my eye lasers.

29) In this scenario, let's pretend you're going to get a video game tattoo! What would you get and where? This can be simple or elaborate.

It would defintly have to be an old school Sonic one, haha.

30) Have you ever cried after you beat a game? If so why?

Games with really emotional endings, yes. Metal Gear Solid games make me cry allot.

I have my cousin coming to visit tomorrow, and he'll be staying for a week; so I won't see you guys for a whole week. I'll miss you guys..8< Have a good Easter! And be good little buggers!

Apparently it was said on the news today, that if you go online tomorrow, you'll get a computer worm virus.

However, also take it to consideration that tomorrow isApril Fools Day.

So...it could be a prank..or not. But I'm gonna play it safe, and paly video games all day. or...something.

Laugh at my gullibility if you must. 8<

FA will just randomly log me out, even when like da and stuff are still remembering my password.

I don't know if someone is like messing with my account or something, but if anyone gets like weird spam from me or something lemme know. ._.

Now I shall go back to my stupid pointless pouting! 8<

My buddy  MaverickSwiftfoot is semi-new here and is lonely.

He does some freaking colorful things that are like happy drugs for your eyes (without the mood swings and shortened life span)! Also, cuteness!




and I uploaded a song that isn't all that amazing, but hey, I decided to music at you poor people anyway!





...While I'm promoting friends, I wanted to feature a really really cute gift art done for Rush and I by one of my freinds,  Bitchwolf http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2060202

I just felt like updating my journal since I updated me page, and so...I'll try to think of new stuff. Oh wait, there are some things!

Well, I am working to resolve my college problem, I'm gonna try to meet up with my teacher alone soon so she can help me understand this evil homework assigment of doom.

My new room layout is making me feel a little better, stuff is easier to find and such.

 Angelgothfox sent me a set of 512 RAM stick things for my laptop. But we still have to work out the details if they're right for my laptop, and I'd have to get someone to install them cuz I'm certainly not going to risk shorting out my main method of contact with intelligent life-forms. :p
If that all goes well, I will be in pure bliss!

I am sooo jonesing for a PSOne power cord. 8< I have so many new psone games and no power cord for this darn thing. >.<

Also in video game news, I finally beat the extremely annoying digging mini game with mr. bamboos grandaughter who was incredibly stupid and irritating to escort! ...in Okami. I'm typing like a slob, ehe.

That's all I can think of for now!

Well, I didn't get much feedback last time I shared stuff, I'm doing it again anyway. :B (well one person replied last time, that counts!)

As a small amount of you may know, I make music mix albums as a hobby. Well, I took the liberty of uploading all the free albums online to share with my watchers.
These are all again, songs released for free from the artists or part of free software/downloads, so no worries of piracy or anything. :p
Any additional free mixes will be posted in the future.

Also, speaking of music..I've started playing around with making music and I like collecting samples (it's mainly what I'm gonna use to construct my songs, drum loops, sounds, etc)
so if anyone knows any good sites with such things please let me know. ^^

UPDATE:
one of the musicians on DA has contacted me, and out of respect for the artists, I have removed the download links. I apologize for the CC violations (I should have included any original archives and gotten permission to host the songs).

I just got a few updates...and some really fun sites I wanted to share!

I started my new college class, it took a good chunk out of my money and I'm going to be in debt for a while. ._.

and today I baked my own gingerbread, whee!

Anyway, there are 3 cool sites I've recently found.

http://www.evilspacerobot.com/lifewithleslie/?p=1
This is a hilarious webcomic, and you can especially relate if you're a nerd or a lonely single guy just making ends meet, heh. Even if you're neither of those, it's still very fun.
As a warning, there is occasional foul language, but it seldom occurs.

http://www.sonicstyle.org/
If you are a Sonic nerd, you will love this site. Allot of concept art, rare stuff, tons of music...^^

http://99rooms.com/
I haven't gotten the chance to play through this site yet (noisy busy household), but it is very interesting and immersive, at least for me. Think of Something like Myst placed in a mildly Silent-Hill esque enviroment.