... Yeah the nearly black hair is getting grey on the temples XD

Strange feeling like 20 in your head but your body says: come on. you know you need some rest, old fart XD

I came across 'Far beyond the world' by Kaeltiger and I must say. I really really dig Tano XD Yeah. Kill me for it. But the snowball is really the type of character I like: witty and you never know his goals. You want to slap him and cuddle him the same time. Better expect some of my rare fanart of him ^^

I have been asking in the last journal and under the last upload if there would be interest in me doing such kind of adoptables..
I got three comment and a big load of views and faves. but.. well. aside from three comments..

Actually.. is anyone reading descriptions at all?? I cannot read by no comments but views and faves if I should work on more adoptobles or not.

(thanks to those who answered still) ^^ hugs going out to you

Pleace check out the pic and my question. ^^ thx

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45369912/

When 2020 ended I sent to several friends a meme - the first meme I've ever sent as I am feeling too old for memes usually. It was this joke about it being December 31th 2020. the clock turning 00:00 and the date is saying December 32th 2020...

now, 364 days later I cannot laugh about this anymore. 2021 was indeed 2020 2.0 ! I feel like this is December 395th 2020. Just let it end. It is not only that Corona has been a pain. Everything has been... argh. A year filled with bad mood, bad vibes. People attacking each other over nothing. An election in my home country, poisoned with hate for each other like they want each other dead.
Our two cats becoming sick in December one ofter the other.
Problems with out flat, with this house in general.
People around me being hurt, feeling pain. My uncle getting a stroke after being vacct. Constant troubles with the program of the tax office.
I am so much filled with anger at the moment. Anger and I am tired also. But I keep reminding myself: better times can be ahead, I do not know.

I just know one thing. I will not send this stupid Meme again, fearing 2022 will not be better just because I send this meme.

Be fine everyone. I hope you are doing better than me ^^ Hugs.
No matter if we agree on therms, on opionions or politics. Stay safe.

Just enjoy your time with those you love, let this madhouse do not get you. In the end we are just humans

Happy Xmas ^^ to everyone even though you like me or not ^^

Yeah. Finally , after many years, I have found a series I actually like again. The humor has bad taste in a good way and it is a pardoy of TV shows of my childhood. the late 80s early 90s Saturday monring cartoons not only US american kids have seen but also we over here in Germany. And every one who was a kid at this time should be able to spot the parodies.
And beside that all. I might have watched Strongimals. Come on Tigor is hot, isn*t he? ;) I wonder when there will be the first fanart.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44876793/

He got a nice ass, huh? ^^

I really loved the Borgias wieth Jeremy Irons and the White Queen. So I thought about other Drama series I would love to see or would at least LOVE to see .

1. A series about Chinese Empress Wu Zetian , only Empress of China inher own right... https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wu_Zetian I think it would be interesting to have a series about her. How she became Empress and how she fought to keep power.
2. A series about the the Armagnac–Burgundian Civil War https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Armag.....dian_Civil_War Starting the madenss of Charles VI of France, ending with the coronation of Charles VII. So much plotting and murder
3. A series about The rise and fall of Cixi https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Empress_Dowager_Cixi blood, murder and conspiracies in a beautiful environment.


Just me. I think these could be interesting.

Yeah... two factors authentication seems to be good . but just as long as you do not loose your fucking smartphone or forget it at home while you are at the workstation and cannot work because you forgot it. And then this two factors authentication is so dumb you try to install the program on your desktop PC but then it asks you to verify your Account be sending your phone a number. YEAH Fucktard, guess why I have to install it? And there seems to be no way to maybe get the code by email. Fuck this. Holy damn. Better never loose your handy.. you will be fucked Oo I will delete my 2p2 connection as soon as I am home again.

Sorry for the rant but really now.. Had no one thought this through?

Yeah. Had my second shot on wednesday last week. Felt like in the middle of a heavy cold during whole Thursday and Friday was all fine again. That is all. I will keep social distancing and wearing masks in store but I feel a little bit safer now.

Stay safe.

Kumbartha

I want to know. anyone playing this game at all? And does anyone who is playing it also liking it? Waiting like forever in Queue. An almost NPC empty world. Worst character generator ever and nothing else but humans, who even look terrible?

I hear it being hyped on twitch while the comments about the game is saying somethign totally different.

What are your two cents?

For me this game is already a no go for .. no anthros? Not for me

Let us face it: They are f. expensive. They are good but. 5;65 Euro ONE single brush pen marker. FUCK. damn. I need to find an alternative. So. I am reaching out here. Does anyone know a brand kinda similar to them . maye not hundred percent as good but at least not cost you 2600 EURO if you want to have als 256 colors?

I jsut received a message that a comic ToaA Comic 332 has been removed for portraying Nazism.. I mean. come on. I am the loudest here to speak up against portraying Nazism and I openly made fun of nazis in this comic and people believe I like Nazis? Do I have to really explain now what is more than openly clear? that I hate Nazis?

So. for anyone about to cry about my jokes showing Nazi shit. I AM MAKING FUN OF NAZIS!!!! Get it ? Holy fuck. If you feel offended, have the balls to ask me. Are we all grown up's here or not? Kindergarden!!!

And after all. this comic is over 12 years old.. What the fuck man? So . if you see more of these jokes, just leave. I am sure you do not get that I am showing off how idiotic these people (Nazis) are.


EDIT: I will not take down the other one or two comics making fuckign fun of racist idiots... This actually feels like you want to STOP me from making fun of Nazis.

Am I the only one that thinks that the Cliffside Asylum has a lot of potential for a creepy ghost mystery story ? Just saying. I feel the built up says: Something happened here, but you may never know what...

https://www.washingtonpost.com/outl.....-kink-consent/

One opposite argument from me : *anatomic correct fursuits and other stuff* these kinks... in public...

Really?

(stay save, do not do illegal stuff)

So. apparently everyone in Germany now has to Speak up and express they are Gay friendly. Every coperate now showing off their icon in rainbow colors. Yeah. all because of this stupid thing called soccer. .
1. soccer is the most stupid sport and get a life if you have nothing else then runnign aroudn shoouting because a team far aways was able to do what they are paid for.
2. I ill not let myself be forced by public to express my alliance with any kind of group just for the reason : if you are not with us , you are against us.
3. If you cannot show you are with a certain kind of group beside it being a public relation shit, jsut shut up and do nothing. If you just show of you are sooo for gay pride now, then you are an opportunist asshole, fearing people will bash you for not speaking up.
4. After all Gay people are like everyone else: Seeking attention, cry out if they do not get it and go agressive if you just do not want to hear it.
5. I am fuckign don't care if anyone is gay. I am not in the position to tell anyone to be or not to be gay. Everyone is how he is. And it is really crazy to just show off you are okay with gay people. They are just people. Gods. It is not like I am running around and show of Heterosexual pride all of the time, right?

Be what you are, force no one to choose a side and just accept people have different opinions. If people are forced to choose a side you will end up with only one thing : People getting agressive about it. Is that what you want?
Same rights for gays. and that means: Fucking mind your own business. You have a sexualitly, yes, but you should not pull it out in public and show it around all of the time.
I hope some day we look back at these days and everyone says : Damn, we were idiots back then.

Last but not least: Ask me if you want to know my exact point of view on this. But please, accept it.

not to hate the summer which I cannot bash down on instant. I hate this time of the year.

When I have a discussion with a person who is telling me there is always a chance for redemption while I say: YOu can always try to redeem but murder, you cannot redeem it. There can only be a symbolic redemption.

Guess what. this person. Speaking for redemption blocked me over it, after telling me he has no hard feelings towards me . Well. So much for redemption and all XD Telling me you can redeem murder but blocking someone about a little disagreement XD

I am going to take it. At least I am going to talk to my doctor who is to me the most reliable person when it comes to this because he will tell me exactly if I should take it or not (I am nto going to discuss this, this man had saved my life in 2007 and takes his job serious)
My main reason to ask him is that our stupid goverment is coming up with the idea to give more freedom to those who got the vaccine. The government says those shall still wear masks and keep distance but. I am sure people are dumb, people are ignorant and self centered. I do trust no one of them. I do not trust in 99% of mankind so I will NOT trust that they will keep to the keep distance rule.
oh yeah. btw. I am done with mankind to the fullest. If I were in power I would not let the common idiot let vote anymore. If people cannot follow the simple rule of keeping distance and wear a mask in shops. then I cannot Trust them to make any senseful decision. Dumbasses voting assholes. If ever an alien ship appears and tell me, I am the only one who could save the universe. I will laugh into their face and tell them : Yeah. you are fucked and no fuck off "

To those who still have a brain : Keep safe and a honest sad hug

(atm I am between resignation and hate, cope with me)

My computer is still NOT fixed. I have just decided to upload irregular some stuff I have not uploaded yet. So, as long as I do NOT post a journal about my computer being fixed, it is not fixed XD

Today (21.04.2021) The german voice actor of Scar, Thomas Fritsch has passed away at the age of 77. I feel pissed off somehow even though I am not personally involved. My feeling go to his family

I do not want to spread this out too much. I just want to point out two things about it.
1. I was small when I for the first time came about that fact that there is homosexuality out there and I instand thought: Hm. Oh. man can also love man? Hm. fine with me. In fact I did not care. I just thought it is what love is. I foudn out later for sure about that other people cry about it and always thought the same up till now : Mind your own business. Straight people should not bother gay people and gay people should not bother straight people. Just leave each other be. Accept that some are gay others not. You have NO right to convert people to be straight as well as you should not try to convert straight to be gay.

2. LGBTQ+ / - #whateveryouare look at one. I do not care. be what you are. but please accept that not everyone wants to hear about it all of the time. Do not act like every straight person is evil. If you do not want to be oppressed do not oppress yourself. It is hard to take this serious when every time I talk to LGBTQ+ people I have to be over careful not to hurt them. YOu know what this leads to? Me not talking to them at all. And yet I want to. I want to tell them, they could be what they want to be but that I - as a RL straight person (OMG yes, I am) want to be what I am too. And not instandly be screamed on as CIS just because I may feel overfeed at times LGBTQ+ people talking all the time about how they feel triggered. And not accepting people can often say the wrong things at times.
I assure you. most people do not mind you being LGBTQ+ ; they just mind you are having nothing else beside it. ^^

Love knows no gender, and no preference. True. This caunts for all ^^
After all. I just hope you all can be happy the way you and and who you love.

Regards
a guy sometimes feed up with it all ^^

I finally came to the conclusion that the whole COvid 19 thing just shows one thing: Mankind is dumb.
There are those who believe this is a conspiracy and they came up with a full complex plan of making us take a vaccine that will change our genetics while there is a much easier way to give us such stuff... Water. come on. if government and companies working on to turn us into drones. they would simply need to poison our water XD That is what I would do. Least expensive move efficient. Everyone needs to drink ..
second... I am not against vaccine. But I am against the vaccine they are giving us now. at least here in germany. People are getting strokes from it and now our government is saying: Oh. we only give THIS one to people older than 60. Yeah. Nice idea. Working of making sure the retirement system works, eh?
They are screaming at people that for once maybe forget to put on the mask while ten thousands walking around in demonstrations. totally unharmed. What a way to show people it makes sense to keep to the rules.. DOOORRRk.
Last: We are told to use a certain type of mask and recently it has been found out that politicians are corrupt and were gettign big amount of money from mask manifacturies.. Oooh. who COuld have known. Ohh. the outrage. Politicians being corrupt. That is Soooo news..

In the end. Government are not knowing what they are doing. They do not have the balls to kick those who keep spreading the disease. They just whine about "oooh, but those are our voters. and they would not vote for us if they are not allowed to drink beer and go to parties (wah wa waaah. )

There is no conspiracy. This is just a big crisis and everyone is too dumb to do the right thing.
and this is: Hard lockdown for 4 weeks. beating down the demonstrations that keep spreading the disease and kick those who are still meeting in dozens while this is going on. But who am I to tell this.
Oh yes, I am a high risk patient. And corona non believers are saying I should better die than them not being allowed to part.
Fuck you ;)

have a nice day