So some days ago.... I met someone who i kinda grew a liking to on twitch, this person doesn't stream, just watches streams, snd i feel like we hit it off.... But then i barged myself onto a stream she was interacting in and i just had no control... And then... I found her and i apologized, but uh..... What she said after.... Was something i caused because i had no control of myself.....i overstepped her boundaries, i made her feel uncomfortable, and i have only myself go blame... And don't take this as me wanting sympathy, i just wanted to get this off my chest and that's it.... A lesson in all of this is, respect people's boundaries and their word, and if you don't do so.... You're only in for a world of hurt... Thst is a lesson in all of this.... But I had to learn it the hard way....sadly. But that's fine, i can accept my mistake and move forward.

Hey everyone, i ain't dead.... Wait, how many times have i said that?.... Hmm... Anyways, thstllat doesn't matter right now, to keep it simple, a few days ago,i got a notification by who i thought was named brazatheflareon on Discord, and i almost got bamboozled by some scammers, but now they highjacked my account under the name Kung-Fu_Bunny, if y'all hear me or say "Hey, can you help me with something?" Or "hey accidentally reported you , so yeah" Don't believe any word of it! These scammers are now using my account to continue their shameless scamming operation so that they can steal money, please spread the word to your friends, on discord, fscebook, X (Twitter) or anything

SOMEONE HAS BEEN IMPERSONATING BY SENDING TO RANDOM PEOPLE MY LINK TO MY ACCOUNT!!!! Here's what's happened https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....50/unknown.png this pic will explain everything!!!

If you that username "Hunk Brian Griffin" that is not me!! There is one AND only ONE Kung-Fu_Bunny, and that is me!!

And if you don't believe me, then let's chat, so that you can know who is.

Hey guys, so things have happened during the last of last year and the begining of this year, so I got some sweet gifts, I got sick, had to go to the emergency room and stuff, but then an earthquake happened yesterday and I just got 6.6 earthquake magnitudes here that shook my house, twice. So yeah, I may not be active for a while until I give another update about my situation, but I hope everyone is enjoying this year well.

Hey guys, to let you all jnow about what’s happening, Discord announced on Twitter that hey are down for maintenance, so if you are logging in and is still loading, or if you alre already logged in but is still loading, then that means that discord is currently fixing the issue at hand, go to their twitter page and you’ll see a very recent tweet saying that.

Update: It's now working again, go check it out.

So idk if all of you have heard about what happened with YouTube and with the COPPA, so for those who don't know, back in September 4th, 2019 of this year, YouTube and Google were fined with a hefty $170,000,000.00 in a settlement and now Youtube had now passed their failure and faults onto the content creators by throwing everyone under the bus, and by "Everyone" I mean, every single YouTuber that is on the Platform, and THAT includes Furry YouTubers in that process, I have heard and read the COPPA Law, and its outdated as hell, and for anyone who has a YouTube Channel, you go to your YouTube Studio, go to setting, Channel, Advanced Settings, and there you will a new feature that you need to do in order to figure what audience you are targeting, whether its "meant for Children" or "Not meant for children' if you pick "Meant for kids" Your channel will be buried, you will lose comments,Notification notices, likes, save to playlist, save to Watch later, recommendations Live streaming, and lLive Streaming Donations, basically that, your channel is dead at that point, and here some of the things that is said in the COPPA law that are just so unbelievably Vague, Go and look it up and read it for yourselves, because i worry for everyone on YouTube.

I swear I am livid at YouTube, idk how many content creators are feeling right now, this whole thing is just one big old spiral, and it's making me feel so STINKIN' uneasy. I was hoping to at least make some vids for my channel, and I might as well just don't do and put them somewhere else. How many of you feel about this? If you need to let it out? Do it? It's never good to keep that frustration bottled up. But yeah, I'm just as pissed as anyone..... Man.

Hi everyone ^^ guess what? :3 it's my birthday today! :3 weeeeee!!!! :D

So, I know there are artists here who have a Twitter account so that they post their artwork and/or commissions from others, I have been on Twitter for a few years while juggling between two accounts, but after what happened last week, i've noticed that I shake when I use Twitter, or even my other account, and I get so nervous that I had to check my followers on my furry Twitter account, because I think I have fears of having discovered, but why I'm fearing that. Well imagine when you spent 2 or 3 years trying to do a portfolio, but could get to the conclusion due to the stress of job hunting, chores, and having to hear one's mother complaining about why her life sucks. It gets to a person, it's get to where that person cannot take it. Wait, I'm talking about why do I have a fear of using Twitter now. so back to topic, I keep getting nervous of using any of my Twitter accounts, because my mom had to follow one of my accounts, my main one, that is, she has no idea that the other account exists for the purpose of furry stuff, and it's best to stay that way or just get rid of it so that there's one less account to deal with.but still, I feel like ending both Twitter accounts, but I can't, call me a horder, but is also another reason why I can't, so that I don't create suspicions in my mother, I feel like a dog in a cage that can't find a way out while dog catcher is out there watching me. I have myself to blame for not doing for what I was suppose to do and instead I just been lazy from when I lose my interest and motivation for what I do, but then it comes back again, and it's reasons why I can't stress myself even further than I already am, that part of me has to change, not just for myself, but for job-wise, I just wished my mom wasn't so worried that it makes me feel depressed and I wished I wasn't such a comemierda of a man. But yeah, the fear of Twitter is fearing that I might mess up again or worse, lose everything have and get thrown out the door, or worse, having my mom call the cops on me for something that is harmless.

You all wanna know why I hate going onto cruise ships, because of that stupid rule if you don't at the sound of 4 fog horns, you're screwed and left there to get fucked, it's been that one fear of mine that I don't like, I have already seen videos of couples and parents who get left behind, and yeah I know that the other passengers paid for a cruise, but is this rule out in place? Every has what they want on the boat, like restaurants, drinks,shopping, a freaking pool. So yeah, it just puts me in this position and question that rule and I think that rule is so stupid, no one is gonna complain, but yeah, I just don't like seeing people getting left behind to fend for themselves, it's just seems to wrong, in my view.

Ok, I know I hate posting these depressive journals... But I gotta ask you all. At what time did anyone of you got caught by your parents?

Hey everyone ^^, so I wanted to let you all know that I'm ok......ish, just not been feeling those the most well, last night I kinda had a panic attack after the most stupidest thing I could have ever done, I'm not gonna say it, because right now I've become now paranoid with a mix of anxiety. I couldn't sleep last night and had cold sweat, but to keep it simple, I was a total mess and I am trying my best to keep myself calm at all costs. But yeah, my head is just flushed with so many paranoic things right now that I sometimes loose control of my thinking process, there would be times where I get so stressed that I cry, idk if any of you had been through that stuff, so you all have been through stuff like that or want to know what REALLY happened, then you can Note me, no comments here, ok? Just Notes, I rather keep it that way, at least just for this journal. Anyways Happy 4th of July, hope you all have fun ^^, stay fluffy everyone :3 "Fluffs up" curse nah fur...

Hey everyone, so with regards of me being still completely inactive with my artwork, to everyone know, i just got back once again my art mojo back because of personal issues i had to deal with, that and dealing with the water payment issue, which will be explained in a difference journal, but to let everyone know, i'm kinda working on a few pics, still haven't finished a few requests that i'm still currently in development. but i guess since you guys still see me faving pics from other great artists, at least it shows that.... I ain't dead... ok now i don't even make sense XD, but anyways, i'll be posting don't know when but a ref sheet in the process and hoping to finish one fo my requests for my friend  inderezzed before the big movie premier of Godzilla. So yeah, this one is meant something. but anyways, hope you lovelies are doing alright ^^.

Well I never told this in my most re sent journal of why I was depressed, it was because two friend replied to me at night and couldn't respond because it was late, I was asleep at the time, but when I saw, I left like I was going to lose them, I was able to make contact with one of them,but the other... Nearly had it, but still didn't go so well, if I had just held it up more... I know one must not stay up, but I wanted to stay up, but I think the problem for me was my sleeping position, and I am worried nightly nothing could cost me yet another friend... So yeah, still feel like absolute shit.

Ok, I apologise for leaving this depressing journal out, but I've been having way too many problem just in the beginning of the new year, and those tell a sigh that 2019 for me is gonna WAAAAAYYYYYYYY WORSE that the other years, I feel like I'm gonna crumble....and something way worse as well...

Just a few days ago, I think I may have crossed that line with an old friend of mine and now she doesn't wanna deal with me anymore all because I keep falling asleep, I feel like shit, but at the same time, she should have known by now that my sleep cycle has been altered, but yeah still like absolute crap after what happened...."sigh" now I really want 2018 to finish...

After being many ears in the furry community, all I can say that i am really thankful for everything, it taught to always be proud of myself, to never be afraid of making new friends and even be brave, but the dommunity does have its ugly at times, but i just love being in the community for what ai love, and for the people who i met that helped me pushed me out of my comfort zone, but this doesn’t mean i’m leaving, i’m still sticking around, continuing what I love to do and make new friends, i still love being on this site, i just wish i was more active, but chores keep getting in the way and finding a job that will hire me is hard, but i won’t stop, i’ll keep hopping :3

Hey everybody, so I want to tell you all something that happened so on Monday I sent a job solicitation to Best Buy and see if I can get a job from Been crossing my fingers and see if I got it, but this Monday night or yesterday night I got an email from them and they said they were not going move forward with my solisotation and so now I feel a little trapped it's been a year-and-a-half since I have looked for a job and now I feel like I'm a little bit stuck at this point as to what am I going to do if I don't have a job so what do y'all think I should do?

Well my phone just ran out of hotspot data to use the internet on my phone, now I have to wait till the end of the month just to use it but only on weekends now.... So yeah, fuck me. But at least my phone has unlimited everything from Boost Mobile.

well everyone, i'm now 24 years old, Weeeeee!!!! :D "rolling around like a fluffy silly bunny" X3 I had fun on my birthday, though :3

Today, we were gonna go to Loiza to start our vacation, but my mom ended up with buying a new AC (note: my aunt let us use her summer home for the week) it got installed, it worked and my mom with glee, has AC again, which means...... I CAN FINALLY HAVE MY ROOM BACK!!!!! XD WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! OoO

after what happened on Tuesday, I've been feeling hating my console and the game fortnite and shun them from my life, and I don't know why I'm feeling like this, I feel like I just wanna be alone in a room and cry, but again that's just what I'm feeling, but I think I may have to see sometime a specialist because I think it may either be depression, or maybe I'm just overreacting.

A friend of mine told me that he and his mom are opening a business called Paperboy Works, I knew he was gonna do something like that! I need to get a portfolio ready! I need some animations done!!!! D: This might b my only chance to get a job, so yeah!!! Its says on that Facebook page

"Paperboy Works is a company that dedicates to making animation and art, our logo represents a child like person made from paper with an open book behind him. This is a message that we write our own stories and that every idea begins with a pencil and paper."

So yeah! now I have newfound motivation to do some pics for my portfolio!!! and this time is desperately!!!!!! because that way my mom can calm down and I can be in a job where I can be happy!!! "Squealing happy" :D "Flops" :3 oh yeah!

https://www.facebook.com/CELO2018/?ref=search

Check out his business's Facebook page!!

"Sigh" today is one of those days where I sometimes question my life, one in partculat started off with not cooking a chicken breast for my mom and my mom thinking video games make people stupid, saying that I don't draw, or just being lazy, and I'm sick of her ranting, I'm of her always blaming things just because its not making me do things "productively" and also just to show off my success as If it was her success, I've hit depression to a new low, and I'm sick of my life...

Forgot to tel you all that my photoshop's subscription is ending this Friday, but I'll begging to Best Buy to buy a subscription card, but idk when I'll be getting it is the question, because depending when my mom is getting paid.so yeah

Also, for requests, they are now officially full, as of today, Idk when I'll be opening them again, sp please bear with me, do not note me for request when I have annnounced, no insisting and no anything. also to let everyone know, I will only do requests when I feel like it (sorry for sounding like a jackass ^^;) also to the limits of request rules, just to let you all know

1. I only do muscles
2. swimwear
3.thicc boys and/or girls
4.nsfw or sfw

and 5. action (usually optional XD)

anyways just wanted to get the rules out and to let everyone know because I have already filled these positions for the requests and yeah may take a while for me to draw them.

anyways, thanks everyone for listening and understanding.