Just quick sketch ideas. Could do the moth sex again or herm potion. Or just a doodle of you. Anyone interested?

My back has been out for over a week now. My desk chair is lopsided and causes me to overcorrect the slant with leaning. And I left my back massager back home all boxed up and Im not moving my stuff just yet, nor do I have the money. Possibly a bulging disk, I dunno as insurance has yet to pay for an MRI. Ive been through 6 week physical therapy already, its a reoccurring bullshit.

anyways.. Im doing some YCH pinups https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59245293 here to help afford this. As my single monthly commission only goes so far and Ive been holiday spending as well as I do love to give gifts...and needed some new things as again..left everything behind besides some clothes and stuff.

all genders, sizes, and species welcome. Nude, lingerie, or shibari optional. Xmas themed bows are also welcome. Pregnancy is also allowed of course.

If you can't buy, maybe share with friends?

I notice I don't get much for those wanting to be the breeders. So I'm pondering a male character, possibly a son, to offer to breed those who like to submit instead. Is this something y'all would like??

So lifes been crazy this past year. Dad gave me an ultimatum in Nov that I had until June to show I'm moving out. I tried to find a job and local housing with friends but due to my back and health I didn't qualify for most the jobs in the area and all my friends were full homes.

In April I got the sad word from mutual close friends that my exmate  Dracius passed away in his home. He would have turned 39 this June. I am still mourning losing him again. This time permanently.

But good news is  synxirazu-niam and  landreu have taken me into their home in California. So big move from St.Louis area, and still need to ship my stuff (expensive, so any little bit helps)

It's a new life for sure, new schedule and such. But I feel better and I'm doing so much more art than when I was stuck up in my parents attic. Hardly wanting to go downstairs to eat or pee due to my dad. (who has improved but can still be a major asshole)

I am slowly taking on commissions. So if you see some theme or style you like in my gallery, just ask. I may end up doing some more YCH as well.

And if you noticed favorites from me on years old art..its because due to my depression the past few years I let my inbox pile up to around 70k and only just now got through them all.

I rarely remove artwork, even if we hate each other I keep up old pictures.

BUT, I have removed any art of smaller first gen pokemon porn in expectation with the new rule updates as it's too vague and the pokemon are unevolved smaller ferals. I also removed a lot of feral art as Im trying to stray away from that. It just irks a lot of folks and I dont like disturbing others too much. Yeah yeah it's my art, my kink. But I don't want people thinking I'd harm any real animals either.

I doubt you'll notice much gone, the images had under 20 likes each. I'm sorry if you didn't have them saved.

Since a lot of mine just sit forgotten, I want an easy access to ones that are unclaimed. They don't time out, they just sit there waiting <3

YCH: (prices may be raised, this is also to just help me find them)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51294850/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51012142/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49729697/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30312074/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30312056/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27078769/ (person never returned on it and the slots they chose. its been years)


Adoptables:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19626026/ (silver on the left was never claimed)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24728748/ (the alicorns were taken but the rest still remain. RIP Tresh)

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This will be a working journal, so it'll change and I will probably change up the YCH posts too as I now have most of them.

Hey, I wanna know what y'all like. I still have some YCH open, but that's not everyones piece of cake. Would you prefer options of internals or the close ups like I did recently??

I also wanna do some adoptables, what does everyone like? I know breedable is a big thing XD

Not my first time and I'm triple vax'd so its more like a flu but it still sucks. Whole family has it. It's caused some fighting about the holiday (my sis tested negative before xmas, but positive after... older sis is still mad at us somehow)

I'm mainly sleeping and playing Stardew Valley as it doesnt use much of my poor clogged brain.

It's spooky season!!!
And while I'm still working on old due art, I need practice getting into the groove again (thanks Feesh for the boosty talk)
I keep looking at self taken pictures, and fave gifs. and thinking I just wanna do these as lil doodles, maybe some good color.
So I'm going to set up a bunch of doodle practice and just plain pose practice based off references and then offer to turn them into you guys for small commissions.

But what I really wanna do is little clay figurines, I have 2 in the works for my dear friend Blackerst who wanted lil owl Borbs.

AND..
What many may not know is I'm a witch, medium, and am learning to perfect tarot (I dont have all the cards memorized so I need book help, but I'm still good at readings)..
I wanna offer tarot, astral readings of past lives and your inner beasts, help answer questions, do blessings and small spells, and even try my pendlum (they can be moody and not answer sometimes lol)

Just figuring the pricing, will post proper list soon.

Welp..time to work on art. <3

I am still slowly finishing up old art. it's been difficult for me to squeeze it out. I feel like I lost my ability to do digital. I love doing traditional though and it flows so much better.

As far as my health, mental health is controlled..but I am bored and depressed due to how my future looks.
I injured my back in 2020, and since then have 3 more times had it lock up with spasms in the most painful moments of my life. Screaming my throat raw, unable to dress myself, sleep, or even pee on my own. It is embarrassing to be so debilitated.

Once again I am healing, resting, unable to take my daily nature walks or sit in a chair for too long, or stand too long. And even laying leaves my leg numbing out or hurting.

Insurance is a battle ground to get the MRI my doctors want.

I know I have family and friends..but I feel so very alone. Why would anyone want a disabled me? I dont joke as much, I cant do tasks that make my stay worth while...Im just freeloading and scraping by to pay my phone bill.

Once I finish the owed digital art, I am sticking to traditional media. And will be charging more my worth. I do clay, and am learning basic jewerly, I want to do resin, and I of course paint and draw. I look forward to coming back to y'all...if I can support myself even a little, I think I can see some light in the world.

It has been a long while since I gave a journal, or posted art. Since I moved back to the USA life slowly spiraled down, not just Covid. My mate at the time, fiance of 6 years, grew more distant, we suffered the loss of his mother, I dealt with a lot of physical pain and my mental illness has just grown worse. I was doing SO good for a time being..feeling strong, beating my depression and then it just..it CRASHED. Dracius and I are no longer together, please don't bother him, it's his decision and I accept that. I know I'm not what everyone wants. This year has just been me trying to survive my own mind, I'm on stronger meds and seeing a therapist. I miss doing my art and i am trying to touch it again. I lost joy in almost everything, games, art, nature. It's been slow but I'm getting back into it again. I used up all my savings and now I'm in the negative, hoping into another retail job because anything more drains what little mental capacity I have. We're going to do a sleep study on me as I am so fatigued but my thyroid and vitamin levels are fine.

I want to finish my old due commissions and just.. recreate myself. I plan to retire this account and start a different one once I do.

You can find me on Discord and Telegram still, always on my phone and PC for keeping in contact.

If you want to help me get out of the negative and get my phone bill paid this month, my paypal is ejane1182[at]yahoo.com and I will practice doodle your face or something. Maybe just a busty hug of thanks.

Also, I'd love to know everyone in Oregon as I may end up moving there in the future...

So working in retail, I know it was inevitable but still came as a blow. Thank god its so far just like a migraine/flu/allergy train being run on me without a fever feel..but yeah Im just so tired and sore.

Anyways...

I have covid. -waves- ..really only told family and those who have been close to me. But yep.. so uh. ta da thats my update..

Since Feb I have been working at a Lawn and Garden center. It has been pretty tough physically outside for long shifts most the year but has now calmed down into smaller less frequent shifts. I am once again working on art. It feels good to finish off old things. I am still stuck in the USA 9000mi away from my mate. It is constantly on my mind. Sept 10th is the last time I saw him, coming up almost a year apart. Covid has closed off travel and will keep us separate for much longer. Feels so lonely even if I'm surrounded by tons of people every day. I'm more awake and social than ever but so depressed inside. I know it will all be ok in the end but..right now is just very difficult.

Righto.. so Buster is passed and buried. I had Xmas with my cousins and will see my immediate family for New Years (bleh).

Current goal is to get over my mental hurdles and find a local "real" job. SO..if anyone is in the St.Louis area and has simple part time stuff for a stupid achey mental dragoness... please message meeee

I hope to sell my art local, but once I get enough going I'll make a new FA page for it all. (pet portraits, painted boxes, etc)

I still really wanna do an anti-anxiety/asmr youtube kinda channel.

I hope to finish all the art owed since no one wants a refund XD..y'all too kind.

And then maybe a weekly or bi-monthly stream of simple sketches again.

Love to you all. Wish me luck.

Hello again, I'm settled in my new home with my best friends. But 9000mi away from my mate, don't know when we will be together again. Visa's and money and bullshit keep us apart. I'm hoping I land this job or another simple retail one so I can have an income while I sort my shit.

I have not been doing much art and I am very sorry for it..but even with my new surface pro I'm struggling. It's all new, doesn't work with SAI which I used before, and its different than a normal tablet.

I feel like maybe I ..when I have the money.. should give refunds. But so many (basically all) are just ALMOST done but not finished and that isnt fair to either of us. I did lots of work on the art, but you also wouldn't get a finished piece. That's bullshit and unacceptable.

I'm a lucky artist to have such loyal friends and customers. I adore you all. I love your characters..and I really wanna finish the art. I just can't seem to DO it.. ya know.. get my hand to do the thingy that makes the pretty colors take shape??

Maybe it's me..maybe it's the new way of doing it..maybe it's Maybaline.

Friday we put down our 20yr old ancient family dog Buster I grew up with. My dad is being shitty. It's bringing up the pain of how they put down Buddy. It's bringing up the pain of losing my Grandpa and Grandma last year this time and my beloved Aunt the year before.

I'm so tired. And yet I feel no rest. My mind won't stop dreaming. I dream of a business and future to be proud of. I wake and I face death and a whole new life here in the USA. I feel like I'm starting a new file in a game and trying out a build I've never done before.

..any of you like ASMR?

Ok well..USA isnt too bad :P

I love it here visiting my Uncle. AND THE DOGGOS..2 amazing labs.

ANyways he gave me an AMAZING birthday gift (early..mine is Oct 27th) a Surface Pro 6. Hoping that my art business will grow more.

Only problem is my SAI art program isnt working with its pen pressure sensitivity and the usual fix isnt working..sooo otta buy SAI v2. (mine is uh... a cracked free version..been meaing to upgrade anyways)


SO..still working on getting everything happy hunky dory for art again. I really wanna rip through my pile of work and be done with it. I hope this lil new fun device will help me do so. Even tho its a dang tiny screen..but I bet for more detailed stuff I can hook up to a bigger monitor and use it as a tablet whos screen I can draw on.

We shall see.

First lets just get me an art program I know and who uses my files I have shit saved in.

In 2 days I fly back to the USA to stay for a yr or two.. away from my mate. -cries- But with best friends and family..yay.

It's for visa reasons and it sucks.

And I'm going to be very busy for the first month or so.

So if you're expecting art..you actually probably already know.

Anyways I'm going to have to get PC stuff set up, whatnot..etc. BUT I will still be completing art somehow when I can.

Please forgive this horrible life change. Pray for me. Fuck..

https://www.deviantart.com/klownych.....9%3A4764580657

She is also on FA as http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sugarfrostedtits/ tho she has other old accounts with more art on them. She does mainly canines and cats as art.

Anyways, she is hoping to move to Des Moines Iowa, and away from St.Louis due to the crime rising even more here. Even our small happy little town we grew up in has a gun robbery at the pizza shops, banks, gas stations etc. Like once a month it feels like.

Any bit helps. Including helping her Husband and her find jobs there. <3

Please, share this and ask your fam and friends too!

What do you guys like the most, what would you put money towards?

Sharks
Mermaids
dragons
yuledrakes(my created species)
cute chibis
dead morbid stuff
witchy things
SPACE STUFF
cute food stuff
mossy nature stuff
PASTEL RAINBOWS
cats

I haven't been touching art much at all. I've been playing Ark Survival.

BUT WHY KURA!? WHYYYY...

because depression and anxiety is eating me to bloody pieces (literally because I pick my skin apart when I'm anxious, it's almost subconscious behavior. I look like a fucking teenager with how scabbed my face is right now)

BUT WHY...

because..well.. for Visa reasons. I have to fly back to the USA. To leave my mate, my love, my home, the friends here, this beautiful place I have lived at for over 2 years. ..I have to return to St.Louis area. And it's wonderful to see family again, to eat the food there, to live with my best friends that have a room for me. IT IS..

but it's also going to be at least a year without Dracius. Without his warmth in my bed, his hugs... I have spent every day with him for years now. The one day I spent without him cause he was on a trip with the boys, I had my worst panic attack.

And now I have to go a YEAR?

And I have to walk back into my old home to see my family and get my things. This attic I lived in is where all my nightmares choose to play out. THAT ROOM. (and first home we had too, in California.) ..this is my PTSD hellhole.

And it's all fucking eating me to pieces.

I was getting back in a groove..I was doing SO much more art again. Finishing these BIG beautiful painted pieces.

And then this fucking hits me and I have completely fallen apart. And all I can do to stay sane is try and ignore its looming shadow and play with Dinosaurs and new friends on Discord. And it's starting to wear off the closer we get to August.

I feel like I'm failing you guys.. you wait SO long for my art as is.

And I..I have no more excuses. I'm just trash. And I really love you all for your patience and kindness.

Fuck. ..once I'm in the USA though. Im really going to be..changed. And I have to suck it up, grow up, I HAVE to find a REAL job. SO I can pay off things and buy my mate a ticket to see me. I HAVE to. I have to focus on reality.

And I have to finish all this owed art.

https://www.ko-fi.com/ericacea

See? Dis!

Also I am working on art still..Im just VERY slow. My hands ache and my muse is lazy and not letting me fucking work sometimes. But I am picking away at it so do not fret.

I DO need to take in sketchy sketches again for bills soon though.

But gosh.. I always end up giving in and taking on more than just simple sketch shit.

STAHP!!! That's slow work. Sketches are FAST and EASY. Plz no add to my bigger pile. TT_TT no matter if my muse at the time is like IT WILL BE GLORIOUS..and then it like naps for a week. ITS A LIAR!

Just sketches. 10-20$

Hey guys, I have a friend that is moving and her job only paid her half whats due, and the bank charged 200$ overdraft fees. Such BS.. so she's open for art!

She's new to the furry art scene, but is a seasoned artist in cute and pixel things (even did pixel art for some games!!)

you can find her art http://www.furaffinity.net/user/Berrista and http://pixelfairy.net/?fbclid=IwAR1.....7fL_BpS8I0Bj04

for examples.

She is willing to do naughty adult stuff as well!!! Ohh myyyy (she isn't super shy, she worked at a sex toy shop for months and loves BadDragon toys so feel free to ask for naughty naughty things!)

She is offering 10$ B&W sketches, but I bet she'd take on colored things for a bit more. (go on and give her a BIG tip ;P )

AND she is up for the idea of cute pixel icons!! 5-10$ sounds reasonable for cute animated icons right??

Please share this news and help this SUPER cute new furry girl and her adorable husband out!! (seriously they're a short cute couple, and we need them in the furry scene for their cute gamey art)

We're moved into our new apartment! So I can do art at night again without bothering my mate (older small place was one single room for everything..so PC light shined right at the bed a few ft away)

I still need to keep taking on new art though as I finish the old... as well.. bills and moving is expensive! Rent increase, etc, all the gas we spent moving things back and forth, we need curtains and a couch..blah blah. Adult stuff.

SO keep your eyes peeled for deals and uploaded art!!

ALSO.. future plans: Kura needs to fly back home! (yeah that'll be like $1000 so..like a lot of art..ugh)

AND

I really want something for Earth Day
https://4ocean.com/collections/all-.....ean-collection

I've bought 3 bracelets so far in the past. Because it's a cause I REALLY believe in.

If YOU love animals, and care about the ocean. PLEASE think about this. Each bracelet pulls a pound of trash from the ocean and helps poor fishermen in countries. They fish up the trash, and we help them buy fish for their families. Also it pays for big clean ups, diving for deeper trash like tires and stuff. AND the bracelets are made of the recycled trash. AND now they have monthly themes where they donate some to like..turtles, or polar bears, etc.

SO... I wanna do Aquatic themed sketches, YCH, or adoptables. Gimmie your wants and ideas. I'll make them 20$ each. 12 things.

Not for just any commission just select art offers.

Myself and my mate Dracius will be moving in the next few months to a bigger better place. (currently in a one car garage that's been turned into a little flat. it smol)

So that means I need to make some extra income for us to help with cost.

I have opened 5 YCH for 35$ each, they will be soft colored. But I will take an offer for 20$ for just it lined.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30312074/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30312056/

I also will be open for cheap 10$ sketches. Just a doodle of whatever character you want.

<3

Update on Kura's life:
As you know.. my beloved Aunt passed in April. But also my Grandpa's second wife (Grandma Chris) passed... and well.. Grandpa Lloyd passed as well and was buried, fittingly, on Veteran's day. (he helped clean up after WWII, he served Vietnam, Korea, and years after that. Both Army and Navy. And was a Great Granpa, and father figure to many not even his own kids)

He was basically my only real Grandparent, and helped raise me. So..this years hit hard for deaths.

Still no Visa. But still living in Capetown. Trying to focus on my health but..well finances. Still in the same one room garage, but saving and looking for apartments. (also need new bed, need a dishwasher because my hands cannot keep up with dishes, and will need a couch..also I need to get a laptop to do my work on so I can be moble again.)

I've been drowning my woes in gay slow-burn fanfics on AO3, and Destiny 2. (it was free..but I couldnt resist and I spent my birthday money on an annual pass.. it's been worth it for helping me avoid anxiety and depression and for playing with brother-in-law and mate)

Art:
I'm still working on my art due. It's just such slow progress. X_X my hand just really cannot handle holding anything pen shaped and putting pressure down to draw/paint.

I love you guys for your patience. but GOD I am so anxious and depressed at how slow I am. I feel so PATHETIC. I cannot work like this. I am SO BURNT OUT. I can somehow relax and work better on NON furry stuff..and I really wanna make stuff for shirts/stickers/pins and sell them. I wish I had enough going and enough fans to just semi-support me on ko-fi and patreon. That's a dream. Just like.. 50-100 people... 1-5$ each. man.. <3

But until then..my big focus is finishing what is owed. Even if my hands fall off. ..if I could refund it all I would. But I love you guys and so much of the art is being colored and almost done. like it's in it's last stages! I just..gotta FINISH! AHHHHHH

..I love you guys. TT_TT sigh.