OK so this bitch ass dude slaps my lil sister kayla and she calls and tell me i go to his house and talk to the guy he say hey im sorry ill tell her sorry,......kid does it....i know WOAH kid does it but the fucking kid mom calls the cops saying im bulling her son and i get locked up and now im out and wrote some nice MAD POETRY

Hi journal its been a min since i have written to you. I been going tho a lot but i can say im happy and have been writing.Oh Yeah I'm getting a OC made by my big bro so journal check him out http://www.furaffinity.net/user/foxy101/

>////> so have a pet now and she new to fa and is very sweet so tips are needed to become a good master

After all the bullshit i been going in and out of i kinda just quit FA but a close friend of mine told me not to give up and keep writing and looking for voice acting jobs...but to tell the truth i been looking for voice acting jobs as hard as i been getting on fa. So yeah,,,,not to hard but i still got the love for it just dont seem like jobs are coming. -_- ok i know some of you if any will be like jobs will happen just wait yeah i know but still....SIGH on the other hand im out for summer brake so BOOYA!!! but got summer classes for math so thats fun -_-' but i called it on myself. OH also journal i wanted to tell you i been writing a few stories and poems of all kind

well Jounal i know many of my FA friends will read you so im going to say this hi all

T^T i cant think of a topic to write about its making me wanna pull my hair out

I know people say you cant rush great work but i would like to get another poem out by today or tomorrow

Well you see guys i been gone for awhile now. Been facing a lot of things that i have to face alone with myself lol alone with myself [lol made myself giggle] （￣ー￣）

but yeah on a better note i have not talk to you guys in a good min and i miss you all

I've climbed that mountain Felt the stars at my feet Saw the air below me And dove head first into cold concrete

I've been stripped bare Laid out shivering before a crowd of angels Shown a destiny that was never meant to be mine to hold And tasted the blood of the lamb See love is a lot like religion It requires faith to grow Belief I had plenty of But faith never showed

So here's lesson one Never confuse two Faith flows in time to music But belief will leave you blue Your heart may ache for perfection But your soul cries out for grace Never settle for perfection Perfection will spit in your face

Love is a realm where smoke hardly ever means fire Instead mirrors are always in bloom Never miss the opportunity to look at yourself This is lesson two You may be searching for completion Someone whose soul may melt with yours Try to steer clear of that illusion Complete the self first And always love it more

I know what it's like
To lie awake each night Listening to the sounds of your heart breaking (Mine sounds like a frozen lake Upon spring's first awakening) I know what it's like also When sleep finally comes To dream of the one you've been longing for And the feeling the morning after That you've been beaten to a pulp Because dreams aren't reality And reality will swallow you up

So here's lesson three Let the tears fall easily Baptize yourself in them And never wipe them from your face The time will come When you will learn To savor their salty taste The more you fight the sadness The stronger it will grow Destroying both the body and mind So let the tears flow

The hardest lesson of all I've saved for last It's number four You may always love them But learn to shut the door Remember your love for all it was Their scent The way your bodies fit But never harbor fantasies And wipe your hands of it I know it's hard And trust me I've failed at this several times I've tried to capture what once was I've used misdirection And I've suffered for my crimes

But this I have faith in Faith, not belief, Remember lesson one Sometimes the path to truth is found alone Stand strong And it will carry you home