Yes, I feel like making a journal here now. XP

To those of you who have seen Frozen... does it piss you off when people claim it to be gay supportive? Because it pisses me off a lot. Mostly because it's a big fat lie - Frozen is NOT gay supportive.

If you wonder why I think it's not, here's a link to my journal about it on DeviantART where I explain why in full detail: http://fav.me/d8b7zjx

I don't think I will post more stuff on this site. I guess I wanted to try it out, but... really, DeviantART is basically my home. You can always find me and follow me there: http://kurvosvicky.deviantart.com/

I will still keep this account up and all the stuff I've posted here, and I will probably occassionally add stuff to favorites. But... yeah, I just feel like I got nothing to do on this site any longer. :/

So, there's this person who's willing to draw free art for you if you could ship any Disney movies to said person. More info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12944277/

Just thought I'd inform. :3

So, since I feel a bit iffy about drawing more sexual-related stuff here, I feel like at least mentioning to people here that I got stuff on DeviantART as well. And while I'm rather slow at working at it, here's my Dr Metal comic pages: http://kurvosvicky.deviantart.com/gallery/45754846

Just in case it's to people's interests. o3o

Why are the submissive guys almost always depicted as girly effiminate ones, personality wise AND with physical features? Can't a more rough masculine-looking guy be submissive? Can't a cute girly effeminate guy be dominant? I'm asking, because I find it very sexy when a cute innocent adorable girly cuddly sweet caring guy can be the dominant one, and it drives me nuts this is so freakin' hard to find anywhere.
Shouldn't LGBT-friendly people try to destroy gender roles? Because this isn't helping. This is just suggesting that male gay couples should have the same stereotypical gender roles as straight couples have. I didn't know gay and bi guys had safety zones with this, but... apparently, I was wrong. :(

There's a comic here I've been desperately really hard trying to find for one and a half hour, with no luck. It's oddly enough a comic I hate, but I want to use it as an example of how I do not wish for yiff comics to be like. It's a comic where a guy (either cat or mouse) with geeky glasses dominate-fucks some girly guy (cat or mouse or bunny or something) in the ass really hard, making the girly guy exhausted and torn apart, then he falls down on the floor exhausted, being cold, as the guy with the glasses throws a towel over his shoulder and just turns around and leaves through a door-opening, uncaring and indifferent and cold...
Can anyone please help me find this comic? It has ever since I saw it been haunting my mind. If I could have located it through me leaving a comment on it, it would have been SO much easier, since I remember leaving a comment on the last page (think it was 2-4 pages long or something).

*Fair warning - this is a long journal, you really don't have to read it unless you want to*

There's something I've felt like sharing for a while now. I did for some time realize exactly why made me change from one year turn out being bi to then the next year say I'm gay to nowadays say I'm bi with a gay preference. I talked to someone about it (here in Sweden, IRL), and she and I concluded it has a lot to do with my bad history of being used. This isn't about generalizing - I just have a history of being used by and tricked by and lied by people I've dated online who all have happened to be of the female gender. I've dated assholes of the male gender too, sure... but it wasn't the same thing.
I was even used by one girl in particular to a point of thinking someone would come to me in Sweden from the US, and I actually waited for her at an airport. This was 4 years ago now, I think. Anyway, she obviously didn't come... then she told me the next night she was going to die soon. I got devastated and cried and scream more than I've ever done about anything... then I put all the pieces together, seeing a lot of things she has said to me and done that doesn't add up... realizing she's been lying and using me. So then I cried for that shit. It ended up with me getting into a state for maybe 2 days of not having any emotions, like some sort of defense response from my body to not get completely fucked up by sadness, you know?
It's not that I of course don't feel like I could end up together with a girl as well as with a guy. At this point, I've realized it doesn't matter to me. I just have a "preference to guys", being more cautious and careful with girls, being scared to death of being used ever again like I've been. I know it's stupid and prejudgmental, and I know guys can use people too... not to mention, I AM cautious with guys too thanks to shitty experience dating some of those too. But this is a scar I'm left with... something I've been working on a lot to get rid of. I can't completely get rid of it, but that's just how it is. It still doesn't matter what gender or sex or whatever the person will have I'll end up with - what happens, happens.

... I'm just scared I will now with this personal information upset or hurt anyone. I really don't hope so. I am very grateful to my friends regardless of their gender. Like I just said, it doesn't matter. If anything, the female friends I have gained online tend to be more like me - they're cuddly and loves hugging and just being overall sweet. Guys can be too, but... let's face it, it tends to usually be more "distancy" with lots of us. We tend to just shake hand, pat shoulder, and very rarely hug... and usually when it comes to hugging, it's a rather "non-soft" hug, either being a getto hug or a tackle hug.
This is something that really makes me feel pissed off in real life honestly. I get this type of "emotional support" only from my mother and to a less extent from my grandma. Remember my "closest real life friend" I've talked about? The one I see, like, once every second month; once each month at most? We've never hugged each other. Ever.
And the only gay guy I know in real life (well, technically bi with a gay preference like me)... been trying to hang out with him, sure. But not only would he never hug me or anything... he once gave me this incredibly awkward question if I wanted to be his "BJ buddy". Yes, it's exactly what you think it is. Someone who never kissed or cuddled with me, hugged me or anything... he wanted me to occassionally give him a BJ. Delightful.

Sexual acts might be fine in a relationship, but I would only want it as an expression of showing the unconditional pure caring like I'd have for someone, not just do it for the sake of it. All I want is to have someone to live with. Someone to give me emotional support whenever I need it, someone I can give emotional support whenever he or she needs it. Hugging, cuddling, falling asleep together... someone to make me feel safe and loved and forget my problems. That's all I'd want. I think that would make me more stable as a person. I don't care if it's a guy or girl or anything inbetween.
Hmm... doesn't that make me "pansexual with a gay preference"? Nah... that makes no sense. >_< Uhm... anyway, just felt like sharing all of this with me. If you actually decided to take your time to read through all of this... thank you. I hope any of this gave you something. It sure feels good to be able to just get it all out. *hugs you* :3 <3

Just wanted the word out that my bestest friend ever needs help with an RPG he is working on, art-related. Here's the journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4986987/

Hope you'll give it a peek. He's a real sweety and just want to have it working for him. :3

You know, there are a lot of so-called "jokes" you see in especially controversial stuff such as The Simpsons, South park, Family Guy, Ren and Stimpy and so on that to me feels more like obvious sexual repressions. Like for instance, seen when Peter Griffin got raped by a bull in Family Guy? Obviously, there is absolutely nothing funny about this. In fact, if it was Lois instead of Peter who got raped by the bull - feminists would sue their asses. But now when it's Peter? That's apparently totally fine. But I mean, what could their argument for it be if they got sued? "Oh, it was just meant to be a fun little innocent joke"... uhm, okay? About what?
This is something I find fascinating with humans - particularly commonly with men. When there are things they are into that might be viewed as too wrong or too unmanly or such things, they try to cover it up as a joke but still satisfy how they want to portray it. People might laugh at it, yes - but it's more out of uncomfortableness and sexual repression, since that's what it to me essentially is. Am I saying the creators finds the idea of being raped by a anthropomorphic bull sexy and erotic? Well... yes. Nothing you have control over though - you don't control what gives you a boner and what doesn't give you one. But they are doing something with it I consider wrong - they make an offensive joke about it and tries to get away with it. And they do.

I can think of a lot of other examples... focusing on fat round butts for jokes like someone being forced to shove his face between the butt cheeks of Powdered Toast Man in Ren and Stimpy - that's another example. Especially since in the scene is so forcefully made in the specific way to set up for him to be forced to do so. Again, is it a joke? It might be viewed as one, but I think once again it's about sexual repression. Things like shoving your face between buttcheeks is so taboo, you will in fact probably laugh out loud by me just saying this right now. That's one of two common reactions - the other one being that it's repulsive and gross.
No one seems to be aloof for this - you either hate it or love it. And most that loves it covers it up with laughter for the sake of making it seem like they aren't into it.

Uhm... this is a really weird journal. XD I need to make a disclaimer - I don't mean to say I know how this is 100%. This is just one of several observations I've been analyzing for years. I simply felt like sharing my thoughts with you about it and see what you might have to say. o3o;

I've drawn a picture of characters from Alice in Wonderland. My own take on it, that is. Please feel free to check it out over at DeviantArt through this link: http://fav.me/d6d0uyw

This is something I tend to discuss a lot with my friends. When you see pictures or comics of character having sex or doing anything sexual, it tends to... well, not be "love" love. It's almost always about raping and forcing and being harsh and mean.
I mean, sure... when you work on a comic and the sex gets more intense, it can be rough and harsh words and actions can occur till the "moment". But after that and BEFORE that especially, it should be loving and caring and tender and... well, sweet. Or, is this really subjective? I personally don't think so.

I mean, just think about it. If there's no actual love involved but it's about using someone for sexual needs... how will it feel afterward you're done masturbating if you do? You will feel empty and lonely and regretful. Not only is there a bigger chance of those feelings going away if there's romance and love involved into what you so happen to jerk off to, but you will also most likely have a much better orgasm for it.

I got into an argument with someone about lethal vore once. And while I think there's no such thing as a fetish/kink/turn-on that is wrong since you can not help what turns you on... I just think it's downright horrible to create stories/comics and such where someone ceases to exist. It's heartbreaking to me. That's the complete opposite of love - to kill someone to please your own sexual needs, like with mouth vore or anal or cock vore or unbirth, etcetera. Heck, even none-vore can be lethal.
A friend of mine has talked about checking inflation stories that made him sad, because it ultimately goes into explosion territory with it, therefor killing the character. And... yes, I DO think that's horrible too. Sorry to break it to you others who gets into it, but... lethal never really feels that great in the bigger picture for anyone, if you ask me.

Yes, I'll admit. I AM a romantic type of person. I care about love a lot. Maybe some other people are into "raping", but... the thing is - if it's literally only about pleasing your own sexual needs and not about love at all, then what's the point? Sure, "rape" in the sense of playing around with your loved one can be sweet. I mean, it's not "rape" in that sense in that case - it's more like the dominant one bangs you whenever he (or she) pleases. That can be kinky, I really do understand that, and... well, can love the idea of it. ^////^;
But I don't know... I just felt like sharing my opinion on this whole matter, because I think about it a LOT. I wish I could find more well-drawn comics with sweet romance that ultimately after a while gets rough and all that. It's really hard to find though. But I mean, am I really the only one along with the few friends of mine who prefers to not feel like trash after I'm done fapping/pawing/whatever term you prefer? XP

I miss love, is all. Especially since it can be a great way for me to feel better about being single... ; 3 ;

Check it out: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4615650/
Seems like a fun thing. I'll try it out myself. :3

You might not know, but I am against gender roles. But this is mostly just for fun. Been allowed to steal this meme from Rai: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/-rai- so it's not my original one. ^^; So, here we go.

Male side:

[] You love hoodies.
[] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[] You own an X-Box.
[] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool. (I don't watch movies for the gore, but don't mind gore.)
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football (soccer) games.
[] You used to/do collect hockey cards.
[] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (They can be cozy - but cool? Nah...:P)
[] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (I love all colors, so... I won't x-mark this one. )
[] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (I love to be silly and stuff, but I care and think about what others think.)
[] Sports are fun.
[] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

Male Points Total = 2

Female side:

[] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop. (Not crazy about it, but... when it comes to shopping certain things like movies or games or action figures or stuff, sure.)
[] You wear eyeliner. (Not yet, but tries to get brave enough one day for it... >.<)
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink. (Technically not yet, but am about to.)
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (I wish... >.<)
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (I don't put on make-up... I wish I dared to, but anyway... >~<)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. (Hey, it helps my depression...)
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[] You wear girl underwear. (Wouldn't dare to as it is... v///v)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (Hey, don't look at me like that! XP)
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (Occassionally...)

Female Total Points= 8

2 on male, 8 on female? Hmm... go figure. o3o; Might one day get more female points. XD

Thanks to my sweet adorable cute caring new friend here ZENX49, I've now been able to get rid of the problem I had with getting Skype to work, and have now made an account there. ^^ My username is Kurvos_the_Vik, because... someone has stolen "Kurvos" already. :P LOL
So yeah, just felt like saying. :3

I've just now been posting a rather subjective list on DeviantArt of what I consider to be true love. If you're curious, feel free to check it out: http://fav.me/d60znha

Feedback is most appreciated. :3

I can not do or ask for commissions. Not only do I not have that much money to buy stuff for, but I lack a web bank account. XP

That being said, I am more than open for art trades. You might think I've been drawing too little so far to make you know what I can do and not do? Sure, understandable. I can give it time and just see how things go. But either way, I would love to see stuff I'm thinking about drawn by other artists.
Like what? Well... basically my fursona Vicky being dominated by one of the artist's characters, or maybe a new character for the picture. While I might be able to draw stuff like that myself... I can not get turned on by my own art. Not because I think it's not good enough or anything - it's more about the whole idea of me being the one who draws it that is a bit of a turn-off for me. Don't know why, and can not explain it. It's just how it is.

So yeah, that's about it. Not much more to say for now, really. o3o;

Hello, everyone. ^^' Just felt like I wanted to post my first journal on this site already. :3

I feel happy about joining this site. Feels like the best decision I've been doing in a very long time. I finally feel like I can be open about anything, not being forced to restrict myself from talking about sexual naughty kinky stuff. And the people I've talked to here so far are just so sweet and adorable. X3
Also, this site is a LOT more gay-friendly than most other sites, DeviantArt included to mention another art site. I don't think any homophobe would feel the need to join this site - and that makes me feel calm and not as sad about all the horrible shit they say and do. >3<;
No reason for me to feel depressed here, in other words. ^^'

I don't know much else to say for now. o3o Just that this 100% submissive horny cum-loving little kitty loves this site a lot already, and I hope I'll be making some strong friendship bonds here worth keeping. <(^w^)>

Feel free to comment and discuss anything with me and ask questions about anything you wish, if you want to. :3