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i am going to try to stream my art tonight and see if i can get some critque.

so join me over at http://tinychat.com/kushaba if you wish to see.

So my buddy  mixnmatch my mate :scruffthesage: and i were walking around our hotell when we noticed a lone malimute chasing cars. We caught up with it and found out that it was abbandoned by her master. We also bumpped into a few people who were trying to find her owner as well. We found out that she was scared due to the fire works. They were nice enough to let her sleep in the camper bed. Unfortunately we were unable to find a number for an animal controll company that would come out this far. I just hope that the people who took her in will find her a good home or take her in.

And from what i feel.....i donk know anyone here. I feel iscolated and alienaged. I just staet to wonder what happened to that eager to meet people husky i use to be?

all for not. after seeing only 30 minuets of the game i've see nothing but light gun play. bad one liners and pointless mini games to boost health. not to mention the sexual inuendos and pop cutlure refrencses. half of the shit he says basicaly the old shit he sid from previous games! load times take lake longer than crash bandicoot the wrath of cortex. enemy ai seems to have the rape you instinct by outnumbering you. but i just wish i could see more use of the enviroment with these guys. excecutions are kind of cool. texturing for items are fuzzy and a abit unapealling to the eye but then again they're using the unreal engine 3 which by todays standards is now outdated due to the tech demo of the new unreal engine. need less to say im not fully impressed with duke's return. oh and lets not forget mulitplayer is online only because local replay is for fags apparently. overall im not too happy with this right now.

well after a shit day at work i decide to head down to seattle with acouple friends to go to a furmeet at folklife. after an hour of being stuck in the city trying to find parking we make it to find no furs.........*sighs* so i basicaly went to a festival full of hipsters,hippies and envirormentaliests for nothing. huge fucking let down!

idk why but i fear that my relationship with  scruffthesage is dying.....idk what im going to do.

well today was an intersting one. went to get stuff for my ryu cos play for sakura con today and wen to a friends birthday party....got a call from my mom to find out that my grandmother is back in the hosipital due to her heart and my mom foudn out about the argument i had with her 4 months ago.

needless to say, she's pissed off at me. after the talk i broke down in tears. this is just pure suckage because i was able to fully appologize to my grandmother before i left. i wanted to make things right before i left. but it seems taht the fates have pushed me down and are kicking me in the face.

so i asked my boss for the day off today and what im going to do is call the hospital where she's at and try to talk to her to make things right.

first off work is starting to suck now bceause of our team mates hasn't learnd to keep his fucking phone on silent so now were banned from keeping our phones in our pockets. so i have a speciall little spaniard to thank *clenches fist*

second of all it seems that the US government is going to shut down so now i may be out of a fucking job or something like this. just when i get my legs and FINNALY move out our government is all FUCK YOU and shuts down......fucking a!. any uk or canadian furs want to take in a blue fox and help him become a citizen?

So yeah i lost my dear tablet's styulus! And just when i was learning flash!

Sigh. I dont want to buy a new one just so i can learn flash i really dont....

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Vote no on this anti creative peice of shit!

i will say this was worht they wait. the 3d on this is AMAZING! its not like that gimmicay popping out at you 3d. its ACTUAL FULL 3D DEPTH!
i've yet to mess with the games on it but just the tech on it and the augmented realtiy cards for it are just phonominal!

i really suggest getting one when you have the cash. i am :3

Once again i head to my parents to get my car and once again i am met with dissapointment!!! I just cant seem to catch a fuckong break. Just when i think im going to be able to driveto drive up back to woodinville to be indipendant but no, my fucking water pump blew itself and now it has to go back into repairs!!!! Why do the fates like to bend me over and fuck me so damn hard!!!?

So instead of the obligitory happy v-day journal like every other fur is postin i decided to post a diffrent event today

today was the midnight release of Marvel vs capcom 3 thats right. THIS IS MARVEL BABY! anywho the launce was fun. got to try the final build before the relase and made some new friends i must say im shcoked at how fast they made chun-li now and how not shitty captain america is now. but the best two characters they give you at the start. Arthur and Deadpool! just some of the best controll and hillarious comments are made with these characters.

but all in all this is a great fighter and basiclay after near 10 years this game was deffinatly worht the wait.

so hope you had a happy v-day now for me to unlock the mango sentinal and make it rain!

ha check out this silly little commercial trust me it had me and my mate lauging our tails off.

it seems that the enevitable happend. my family couldn't hold up on our quest bill and now our phones are disconnected. :(

so to all fur friends i chat with just hold tight and i will have a new phone up soon enough.

so bascialy this happend. around saturday  scruffthesage  mixnmatch and  chaosfonja were hanging out and we decided to go up to sushi land.  chaosfonja aka bruno usualy has this techno station on when were in his car and as we pulled up were heard this AWSOME mix bewtween Beasite boy's song "intergalactic" and "gypsy woman (she's homeless)"

(here's the song. enjoy the epicness)


and i recnetly got a pair of turtle beach earforce x11 headset. lets just say its cumming in my ears with sweet rich sound. and clear voice quality.

WhY is it that When o get paid for the first time on a new jib and I have Hankerin for some late night tech shopping that the store I want to go to closes early?!!! Seriously! Scruff and I went to target cus I aNted to pick up some turtle beach headphones and by the time we got there they told us they were closed. A half hour before they were supose to!!!! Seriously fuck target. Fuck them to the bowels of he'll and back! >:(

So recently  scruffthesage  mixnmatch  sexymedicine and me went to fuck around Redmond before seeing the new movie "Black swan" and I must say that it was one of the best movies I had ever seen but first trailers!


Flawless: seems intrwsting how one little pill can improve one to the point of making powerfully enemies.

The adjustment burau: lame. Four old men contoll the world and a young guy is like fuck that because you can't keep me from the girl I luv.

Suckerpunch: What....the.....fuck? It's like an otaku a lotr fan and a WWII fan made a movie and couldn't decide on how to mix it right.

Water for elephants: never read the book but I think this might be a good remenicing romance. Like titanic in 95.

The tree of life: what the fuuuuuuck! The only way I possibly could have understood that movie was if I was fucking baked!

And now the movie

so the story is like a retelling of the classic ballet swan lake but the swans are human. The main character Nina (played by Nataly protman) is a young woman who is on a balett company that has started a revamped version of the classic balett. Warning this movie is a psychological horror and it show her decent from her mind (as the white swan) into her mental breakdown (into the black swan). And the movie touches on so many issues such as sexual discovery, abuse and suicidal tendencies. Long story short the movie is a great mind horror with beautiful music great cast and flawless story. It has it's funny moments to break tension and keeps you on edge the whole time. This movie is definatly worth your money to be seen in theater. Plus it's up for a golden globe! Go see it.

Well i just learned last night that a dog we use to own named bear Passed away last month due to euthinasia. from what we heard from the current and now late owners was that he had a really bad tumor on his neck and they had to put him down.

times like this just remind me of when we use to have him and how he'd allways run in my room in the morning to wake me up. *sigh* well he's in a better palce now.

you will be missed ya big fuzzy butt. you will be missed.

Starting at 1:00 pm on tuesday im moving up to my mates place for a month while i work for his mother at this auto licenscing agency she owns. so idk why im so nervous but i guess im excited as well. i'll keep you guys posted on how it goes.

well another year has come and gone. even though im stuck at home and its taking fucking forever i guess this has meaning because im spending it with family before i move out :3

but there was just so much to think about this year leaving.

but im too tipsy to talk about it. and i'll post reselutions later.

happy new year furs!

well i bought 2 light up 8bit shirts from think geek.com, one for my mate and one for me.

the first time they came in, one worked and the other didn't. so i asked to exchange it for a functioning one.

i ship it out before the holiday season gets worse and all was well.

after the hollidays and one happy raccon with a lighting up shirt later my shirt comes it......

it stilll.....dosn't....WORK!

so i contacted think geek and were going to try to do an exchange one more time. if it comes back later and dosn't work again im getting my fucking money back and never buying anything from them again.