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Posted 12 years agodon't expect me to post anything for a while
just gotta keep telling myself
Posted 12 years agoeverything will be alright
girls
Posted 12 years agoi really like cute girls omg
F5
Posted 12 years agojust changing my icon to something the wonderful 
drew <3
drew <3wisdom teeth
Posted 12 years agoso yeah i got four impacted wisdom teeth removed on friday and i'm still recovering. i feel like shit, my pain killers are making my stomach upset, and my cheeks are very swollen still..
i have to go to school tomorrow and i'm not looking forward to that at all. luckily i mentioned to my teachers that i was going to have a surgery and they were understanding and told me to "do my best" and "take my time" which is great because i haven't done anything except stay in bed at play video games the past 72 hours..
i don't know. i want this week to be over with, lol.
i have to go to school tomorrow and i'm not looking forward to that at all. luckily i mentioned to my teachers that i was going to have a surgery and they were understanding and told me to "do my best" and "take my time" which is great because i haven't done anything except stay in bed at play video games the past 72 hours..
i don't know. i want this week to be over with, lol.
FWA
Posted 12 years agoafter much begging, pleading, crying and screaming, my mom is still refusing to let me go to FWA. I have a ride and a place to stay, and i am 18, but she is completely unreasonable about the situation. I'm so upset and frustrated that I can cry lol. but whatever.
to everyone going, have tons of fun for me <3
to everyone going, have tons of fun for me <3
frustration
Posted 13 years agoi don't think i've ever been this sexually frustrated before.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
big news i guess?
Posted 13 years agoi received the presidential scholarship to the state university here. it's about $8000 a year.
i should be excited/happy/relieved, but.. i'm disappointed and annoyed and sad because now i can't leave this godforsaken place.
i should be excited/happy/relieved, but.. i'm disappointed and annoyed and sad because now i can't leave this godforsaken place.
smoking hookah in a fursuit
Posted 13 years agobest thing ever
thanks
<3
thanks
<3I have a problem
Posted 13 years agoI spend money like I'm a millionaire when I'm actually really poor lol.
Oh well whatever. idgaf
Oh well whatever. idgaf
2013
Posted 13 years agoi really hope next year is good to me. 2012 was so horrible. and i'm so excited to begin fresh and hopefully start living my life as i want to.
i'm going to new york in april as part of a field trip, but my mom and sister are coming with me, which sucks. i say i'm still attached at the umbilical chord because my mom follows me everywhere. she isn't even letting me move out, even though i'm an adult and can afford my own place. hopefully she'll lighten up next year. if she doesn't, i know my relationship with her will deteriorate.
i wish i weren't going to the college here. i hate this godforsaken town and state. i want to move somewhere, preferably where there's an ocean. i just. ugh, i don't know.
i'm hoping to see in person next year too. i'm literally trying to hard to somehow end up in the same place as him. but, it's gonna happen, like, no matter what.
basically what i'm trying to say is that i'm hoping for the best of 2013 but expecting the worse. i mean, that's usually how it's been for the past five years or so. anyway. yeah. pointless journal is pointless~
i'm going to new york in april as part of a field trip, but my mom and sister are coming with me, which sucks. i say i'm still attached at the umbilical chord because my mom follows me everywhere. she isn't even letting me move out, even though i'm an adult and can afford my own place. hopefully she'll lighten up next year. if she doesn't, i know my relationship with her will deteriorate.
i wish i weren't going to the college here. i hate this godforsaken town and state. i want to move somewhere, preferably where there's an ocean. i just. ugh, i don't know.
i'm hoping to see
in person next year too. i'm literally trying to hard to somehow end up in the same place as him. but, it's gonna happen, like, no matter what.basically what i'm trying to say is that i'm hoping for the best of 2013 but expecting the worse. i mean, that's usually how it's been for the past five years or so. anyway. yeah. pointless journal is pointless~
finals week
Posted 13 years agomy first final is tomorrow.
I hate school and I'm kind of freaking out because I missed four days of school last week. I had strep throat, and because of that, my grades have plummeted. I have a D in my English class and I don't even want to know what I have in my business law class
I want this week to be over.
I want this fucking year to be over.
I hate school and I'm kind of freaking out because I missed four days of school last week. I had strep throat, and because of that, my grades have plummeted. I have a D in my English class and I don't even want to know what I have in my business law class
I want this week to be over.
I want this fucking year to be over.
3 things meme
Posted 13 years agobecause i'm bored and have no friends to hang out with on a friday night, lol.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Kylemore
2) Skunk
3) AJ
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) Kylemore
2) sweet, sweet luna
3) SkunkALunk
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) my musical ability
2) my physical appearance (sometimes)
3) my sense of humor
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) i'm extremely depressed
2) i haven't been in a relationship in over 3 years (and even then, it wasn't technically a "relationship")
3) i take things way too seriously/get hurt easily
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) death
2) being cold
3) my sister's cat
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) coffee
2) cute clothes
3) porn. no joke.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) t-shirt from pacsun
2) grey senior hoodie
3) my favorite pair of black skinny jeans with a ripped back pocket
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
1) Radiohead
2) Pixies
3) The Smashing Pumpkins
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1) "Lightning Crashes" - Live
2) "A.D.H.D." - Kendrick Lamar
3) "Oblivion" - Grimes
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1) sex
2) college (i guess)
3) living on my own
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1) sense of humor
2) taste in music and movies
3) lots of kisses and snuggling
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE IN NO ORDER
1) i'm a virgin
2) i have two tattoos and one piercing
3) i'm socially awkward and shy
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (SAME) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) smile
2) hair color/style
3) any body modifications
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1) cook (i really can't)
2) perform a guitar solo
3) dance
THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1) play seven musical instruments
2) sing
3) work well under pressure
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) smoking (i'm such a fucking stoner)
2) playing/learning new music
3) watching (good) movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) get high
2) go to the christmas tree lighting in old town (i can't though ugh)
3) this one boy i guess
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1) Musician
2) forensic scientist
3) ...barista?
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) India
2) New York City (going in april woo)
3) Seattle
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1) Stetson
2) Allison
3) Jesse
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) have someone love me back as much i love them
2) live as a professional musician and tour the united states at least once
3) appear on late night with david letterman
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Kylemore
2) Skunk
3) AJ
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) Kylemore
2) sweet, sweet luna
3) SkunkALunk
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) my musical ability
2) my physical appearance (sometimes)
3) my sense of humor
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) i'm extremely depressed
2) i haven't been in a relationship in over 3 years (and even then, it wasn't technically a "relationship")
3) i take things way too seriously/get hurt easily
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) death
2) being cold
3) my sister's cat
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) coffee
2) cute clothes
3) porn. no joke.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) t-shirt from pacsun
2) grey senior hoodie
3) my favorite pair of black skinny jeans with a ripped back pocket
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
1) Radiohead
2) Pixies
3) The Smashing Pumpkins
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1) "Lightning Crashes" - Live
2) "A.D.H.D." - Kendrick Lamar
3) "Oblivion" - Grimes
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1) sex
2) college (i guess)
3) living on my own
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1) sense of humor
2) taste in music and movies
3) lots of kisses and snuggling
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE IN NO ORDER
1) i'm a virgin
2) i have two tattoos and one piercing
3) i'm socially awkward and shy
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (SAME) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) smile
2) hair color/style
3) any body modifications
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1) cook (i really can't)
2) perform a guitar solo
3) dance
THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1) play seven musical instruments
2) sing
3) work well under pressure
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) smoking (i'm such a fucking stoner)
2) playing/learning new music
3) watching (good) movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) get high
2) go to the christmas tree lighting in old town (i can't though ugh)
3) this one boy i guess
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1) Musician
2) forensic scientist
3) ...barista?
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) India
2) New York City (going in april woo)
3) Seattle
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1) Stetson
2) Allison
3) Jesse
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) have someone love me back as much i love them
2) live as a professional musician and tour the united states at least once
3) appear on late night with david letterman
happy thanksgiving
Posted 13 years agoi guess. i mean.
post-birthday depression
Posted 13 years agoi really just want to crawl into my bed and just cry myself to sleep right now.
i feel alone and isolated and disassociated from everyone, both online and irl. i don't know. i wish i were going to mff. birthday was disappointing. i'm just generally sad all the time
and i wish i didn't think about certain things as much as i do. it's killing me.
um, yeah. sorry.
i feel alone and isolated and disassociated from everyone, both online and irl. i don't know. i wish i were going to mff. birthday was disappointing. i'm just generally sad all the time
and i wish i didn't think about certain things as much as i do. it's killing me.
um, yeah. sorry.
birthday~
Posted 13 years agoit's on saturday, the 10th.
woo~
woo~
i need to stop thinking
Posted 13 years agoi give myself migraines
stressssssssssss
Posted 13 years agoafter a five day weekend, i thought i'd be relaxed and ready to take on the world.
i was so fucking wrong ugh a;sdjavkljakjfihjaiojhn.
i hate school.
i was so fucking wrong ugh a;sdjavkljakjfihjaiojhn.
i hate school.
the black keys and tegan & sara
Posted 13 years agothe best concert ever. holy shit.
i drove down to las cruces to see them live, and my god. it was so fucking worth it.
tegan & sara debuted a new song for us, which was fantastic. their set went by too quickly though; it was only 45 minutes, so they didn't play two of my favourite songs, which is a bummer, but, my god they ruled. they sounded perfect..
the black keys took the cake though. best live performance i have ever seen. so much energy and stage presence. the lighting was fantastic, the sound quality was stellar, and the setlist was flawless. they played all of my favourite songs, and dan & patrick played a few songs by themselves, which was just perfect. they melted my face off.
i bought two shirts at the concert. and yeah. wow. holy fuck.
i drove down to las cruces to see them live, and my god. it was so fucking worth it.
tegan & sara debuted a new song for us, which was fantastic. their set went by too quickly though; it was only 45 minutes, so they didn't play two of my favourite songs, which is a bummer, but, my god they ruled. they sounded perfect..
the black keys took the cake though. best live performance i have ever seen. so much energy and stage presence. the lighting was fantastic, the sound quality was stellar, and the setlist was flawless. they played all of my favourite songs, and dan & patrick played a few songs by themselves, which was just perfect. they melted my face off.
i bought two shirts at the concert. and yeah. wow. holy fuck.
filler journal woo~
Posted 13 years agofeel free to ignore.
i'mma skunk. :B
i'mma skunk. :B
my best friend died last night
Posted 13 years agohis name was cesar, and he lost his battle with cancer last night, september 26, 2012 at 9:11 pm. i'm shattered. i can't even begin to describe my emotions right now. i'm numb and in shock and i've been crying for most of the day. everyone at my school was crying as well; they had actually brought in social workers and counselors for both faculty and students to help with the grieving process. unfortunately, some of the younger students who didn't know cesar went into the counseling rooms just to get an excuse out of class, which just shows how disrespectful and inhumane some people can be.
either way, i'm just at a low point in my life right now. my father passed away in may due to cancer as well, so...
i don't know. thanks for reading i guess.
either way, i'm just at a low point in my life right now. my father passed away in may due to cancer as well, so...
i don't know. thanks for reading i guess.
F5
Posted 13 years agonew icon courtesy of <3
<3busy busy busy
Posted 13 years agofuck this week has been busy. & being sick is no fun.
i had to fund-raise at an open house event for one of my clubs on monday, i had a jazz concert on wednesday, i took photographs on thursday, and i have to work today & tomorrow.
someone kill me ughughughuahg;adjfvka.
i'm so elated fall is here though. tis my favourite season yes. <3
october is going to be so fucking epic omfg i cannot wait.
i had to fund-raise at an open house event for one of my clubs on monday, i had a jazz concert on wednesday, i took photographs on thursday, and i have to work today & tomorrow.
someone kill me ughughughuahg;adjfvka.
i'm so elated fall is here though. tis my favourite season yes. <3
october is going to be so fucking epic omfg i cannot wait.
holy fuck
Posted 13 years agoi feel so amazing right now
so uh
Posted 13 years agoi got a cat.
well, -i- didn't get a cat; my sister did, but i know for a fact she isn't gonna take care of him, so, yeah.
his name is robin & he's only six weeks old. he's pretty much the cutest little fucker on the entire planet.
well, -i- didn't get a cat; my sister did, but i know for a fact she isn't gonna take care of him, so, yeah.
his name is robin & he's only six weeks old. he's pretty much the cutest little fucker on the entire planet.
