Due to some inner feelings on the comic, I wasn't happy with it. Will I try again? Some day maybe, But at the moment I don't have the skills for it.

So yeah, I've been slowly getting some DM experience under my belt. Almost done with a long game (4/5 months ongoing, and to the contrary, every week for 3 hours, on average). Sure, a game can last years, but this depends on the pace of your players.

I worked on a one-shot and a campaign idea, while it's loosely based on an irc room and a bit of Planescape/Sigil (the city that serves as the center of the D&D multiverse as seen in Vecna Eve of Ruin)

The Adventure working title is Into The Nexus Or Order of the Flaming snake Presents: Into the Nexus a D&D adventure.

Other titles could be: Shattered Realities Beyond the Realms or something else. Lets say it involves abominations making worlds using pieces or other realities to create a new one to consume it. (I know it makes no sense, that's the point. You cant truly know what you can't understand.

However, those are just ideas. The hardest part is the fact that the campaign begins based on players' choice and how well or poorly they do.

Then both adventures converge on the "Nexus," WHere they must face down the abomination.

But at the moment Im running premade games:

Wensday: Phandelver and below- Next: Ruins of Hammer Fell (prequel)- Curse of Strahd

Thursday: Dungeon of Drakenhime *(player) Oath of the crown dragonborn who was mutated badly...Twice one sess after the other lol

Saturday: Dragon of Icespite peak- Icewind Dale: Rime of the FrostMaiden

I mean I’m not sure if my art is work paying for.

I’m thinking pricing $5/$10 for my drawings maybe

Wayward Souls:
beings that cant go into an afterlife but rahter are constantly reborn into a new world/reality apon death. This is similar to Quantum Immortality
(which is 100% a thought experiment and there is zero proof that multiple realities exist irl). Wayward souls are made by multiple Gods using a ritual, Some drgaon blood may be used the purpose of a wayward soul depends.
Mostly to keep things in check and prevent the unmaking of reality. The horror comes form the fact if they exist in another reality thier bodys are souless, they have dull liefless eyes, Monotoned voice, Dress in dull colors, And are robotic in nature. This tends to make people unease. When they awake, they awake at the age they die last. (so the older they are the longer the Husk phase lasts.) How ever husks have the same self preservation and abilitys to fight.
In some cases when a wayward soul dreams they can Leap into a soulless husk, though 99% of time is because they die.

A awakened looks and acts normally, Fire in thier eyes, Dresses Normally, Talks normally.


Shards of Uncreation:
No much is known about Denux or The Unmaker. Since the dawn of time, this thing was shattered by Jova and in turn it shattered him. Weakened him and send him to become mortal. However they can cause the literal unmaking of the universe if ever reassembled

Abominations of the Abyss:
Are sentient forms of Uncreation given god like powers? They tend to want to drive people mad to gain more power. They gain bower by feeding off weakened, insane souls. They rarely make sense, and live within the realms of Reality how ever are sealed for the most part

Realm of Realitys:
Is a star-like plane of existence it's like walking in space, except you don't need a suit. The realm is extremely dangerous, even if your a soul traveling into the realm. This is loosly baised on The Realm Between Realms for the Magicians Assistant aka Chronicles of Narnia. You will constantly feel sleepy, if you fall asleep, you wil never wake up and eventually die of starvation. If a wayward soul does that thier soul dissapate and they cease to be, however the forces that be wont allow for it.

Reality Crystals:
Every world/reality is represented as a Crystal, Touching it as a soul will allow you to "Wake up". Looking into you'll see images of what happened or is happening the past present and some future is shown but most of the time you cant decern the images.. If one gets broken it can result in a unstable realm, which in turn can cause many issues. When a reality dies the crystal loses all light and it breaks.

Nexus Shards:

Abominations have an odd ability to throw other shards into one another. It takes a lot of energy and a lot of turning worlds Mad to toss a Reality shard into another realm. When a Reality shard enters a realm, it begins to corrupt it in subtle ways, before becoming full-blown and obvious. Each realm can be dragged into one another, becoming one singular realm where the god can consume the madness within.
Nexus Realms look like Mutated crystals with multiple growths on them. These realms are highly dangerous, as sometimes Things can Port in and kill someone (like a house). Sometimes, there is only one way out or the realm is sealed,d leaving death as the only option. Magic tends to get screwed up, and or Ther emay be others ways if people discovered dhow to make it work.. The intention of making a Nexus is to be used and consumed by the Abomination. When a nexus is consumed, the same effects happen as if it's unmade. While there are Nexus realms that were made by other means, those are not in this universe's canon, as it's copyrighted. This is my own Interpitaion and not inteded to breach plagerize any other simular settings.

Unmade Realitys:

Any info is gone as if it never existed

Cannon:
When something becomes canon, essentially it's when a character knows, remembers or interacts with the Order of the Flaming Snake or things not of their original Realm. This can cause issues, but most often things will be Fine.

Non-Cannon:
When the character no longer remembers what transpired when interacting with The Order, this is what they tend to do most of the time. If things seemed to die and could break the Reality Continuity. (Pls don't break reality)

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https://picarto.tv/kylr23

Yes I have an account I don’t use Social much tho
https://bsky.app/profile/kylr23.bsky.social

Regarding FCL for those who know me at lest and met me once or twice or never....
I wont be going this year for several reasons:

Main reason: Money
Second Reason: I got sick last year (stone), and I took it as a sign that many I should ease away from Cons.

Last reason: I wont say much but there is a Staff member who I don't get along with, I neither trust them nor feel safe with them in such a position.
(If you know who I am referring to please refrain from saying their name.)

I can forgive But I wont forget and the person has done Nothing to gain my confidence nor trust back. (and isn't going to)

In the last I had several adult story’s mostly baised around ctf and such. Some of it had other people’s characters and such, sadly all of my old content has been wiped from the face of the earth. Any more inquiries to my old content will be iqnored any content I do have will/might be reposted on my ad account.

Anything I say here is Not meant to bash, Hurt or crap on anyone

So yeah, I've been trying to get back into the flow of things. Unfortunately, many of the Rooms In question aren't as active or are active when I'm working.

Secondlife
I been roleplaying in Spira as my main sadly its currently undergoing Rebuilding and well No one is there at this time. And I haven't found anything that interests me

Table Top
I honestly want to get back into ttrpg, I'm familiar with PF 1e and D&D 3.5 and a little bit of 5th. I just need to relearn the system If anyone has a game or Starting an online one soon let me know! (wensdays,thursdays,saturedays Late)


Freeform

So, the one I like the most, FFRPG or CWGRPG, Allows me to be a bit more creative. However, I suffer from a lot of issues. Mainly, I am not the brightest.

Part of me Was/been Tempted to Try and apply to get back Into A certain Room on irc. However several things are preventing me from wanting to try, Mainly Due to past drama(Not getting into that), And I don't think I meet the standards anyways... (I can't make a Mundane Story to save my life anyway. Nor make them detailed...) And honestly its better to burry the past where it belongs...

But I would admit, My experience with That room kinda helped me in several ways. And over time helped me develop what used to be me...But fantasy to What kyle Silverfall is. How ever my account been eradicated From the forums anyways.


I rejoined one I was apart of sometime ago, so there is that! But Im looking for other things atm. Maybe I can make my own again but the last few times where disastrous

Kyle Silverfall dec 12 (age 35)

Lyra Clearwater/silverfall augest 1 (age 31)

Hiro Silverfall June 13 (age 25 time displaced)

Ethan sept 24 (age 22)

It’s almost midnight your watching the ball drop, they count down,
10; you feel your ear get longer and pressure on your forehead,
9: you feel a tingle at the base of your spine, pins and needles all over your body,
8: brown fur begins to grow, if your wearing cloths they become uncomfortable.
7: your vision becomes sharper, muscle grow on caths as your pants begin to rip.
6: the pressure in your forehead lessons your unaware that you now have antlers.
5: more fur grows you feel a pressure in your feet and toes. Your shoes becoming tight.
4: you fee a pressure k. Your face, it feels plesent. You do feel hot, so you decide to take off your shirt.
3: your pants are now in shreads a little bunny tail wiggles the pressure in your shoes become more unbearable.
2: your shoes burst slowing your new cloven hooves to clack on the floor.
#1: you look down. Now realizing what happened your now a


HAPPY NUDE DEERS

@kylr23@mastodon.social

I’m on there now

So yeah in the past I had made and posted adult works on this page. Ive long since disabled it to this account. How ever I mad a AD account

 KyleSilverfallad For any and all wierd kinky shit (aside form hivestone nonesense)

The reason for this is to serpate any and all adult content form this place. And well Because I dont want minors following me and seeing that shit (as not haveing a nsfw option or thing to poke doesnt prevent nsfw content fomr showing up in your watch list.)

Some films I saw recently and my thoughts

Scream 6: core four rules, good but Hoenstly felt cheated and didn’t like how gale was reverted back to being a greedy news anchor. And didn’t die

D&D honor among thieves: a really fun and amazingly funny movie.

Evil dead Rise: bloody, Gory, and very disgusting (don’t eat if your going to see this)

Super Mario: not bad but not good either, it was ok.

Gotg vol 3: the feels man, the feels I’m stuck on a feeling.

This week I’ll be hosting a charity stream feuturibgg shirt folks for hood.

https://www.twitch.tv/kylr23

While I’m not using tiltify the links do go to a fundraiser page all proceeds will go to short folks and I will be making a donation my self.

This isn’t affiliated with furrys United network,
Or furcation land it’s it’s own thing

Schedule :

Wensday 3pm-8pm planet coaster
Thrusday:9- 12: planet Zoo
Saturday 2-8pm dragon quest builders 2

There is a sequence that is in the work and for the first time in years adult content will be posted , chances are it will be put on wtf fa or some other place so w/e…



Eggs

Today I’m older… here’s a little skit I had in my mind with Kyle and Lyra.

Lyra: happy hatch day, wait is it hatch day or birth day?
Kyle: birth day?
Lyra: welp either way. *lyra opened the fridge and produces a little cupcake with a candle on it.
Kyle:cute
Lyra:you know I can see the greys growing right?
Kyle:*looks rather annoyed* silver hair is common among my family thought typically it’s mostly females like my mother and grandmother….
Lyra:you have a grandma?
Kyle:*shrugs* anyways thanks! *blows out candle, despises it and takes a bite.
Lyra begins to grin, her eyes begin tk brighten as she watch’s.
Kyle looks at her frowning and looks concerned.*what did you slip into the AH!”

Lyra beams: You will seeeee

Kyle proceeds to transform into a large pear shaped goodra. How ever Kyle had a more rubbery sheen than a gooy one.

Kyle: DANG IT LYRA!

So it came to my attention some one I drew was a racist fuck, went by the name of Flint. It took some plying from another artist to learn about it as as I had zero clue about his behavior. I’ve deleted all of my “trades” with him and will take the instant block route.


If there is a problematic person that I drew or had draw. Let me know.

Ive asked about this befor and Im thinking about it once more. Should I open up for coms? Is my art even worth paying for?ect

The answer is No as the sign indicates how ever I will go through the why . But a note the places I will Mention are baised on my experiences and thoughts at that time and doesn’t reflect the rooms/sims in their current state.

The Realm of Kaerwyn: This room ln irc was actually the first time I did free form, or in the case of the room was apart of a Creative writing group. Let’s be honest, It was a bad choice as a first place to learn the ropes. Kaerwyn was really gear to those who are already experienced in writing, and the ins and outs of being in a free form environment. And as a results I was kicked from the server for not meeting standards, while I do not agree with everything that they did, Ie: having a wall of shame. It did drive me to find another place and learn. Of course at the time I wasn’t happy and acted out. But I learned what my major weakness is I can’t write a good mundane character to save my life.

And Jackal I am not trying to bash your room, it’s your baby and it’s on your own server so it’s your rules. Either way best of luck.

After that

Infintras/ Atlantis/other sorcery.irc chans

After that (I’ll get to secondlife afterwards) some of the people who where kicked from Kaerwyn made their own channel on sorcery. It’s where I found Atlantis and some other ones to. still a fool, I continued to learn and slowly develop, I did meet a few notable people mainly Dimitis player. Who I’ve met irl. Infintras was fine and was one of the many stepping stones to develop Kyle, Atlantis… while it started good I made a loyal mess of things and let’s be honest was banned rightfully. (Through I don’t know if it’s still inactive or was revived) though as time went on, and no thanks to the issues that I caused or ended up happening. I eventually left irc for good.
Also Jen if you read this as stated with Kaerwyn not bashing your channel. The events that played out where my own fault.
Second life: The wilds, Blck Gaza,and other sims.
If I remember correctly, rightly around the time the Kaerwyn situation was happening I joined or rejoined secondlife. It was there I started role playing in the wilds. A little befor the sim was shut down for good, through it was partly revived befor dying again. Than I sim hopped for years through mainly sticking to BG, the biggest reason besides drama that happens was, roleplay for me went in a singular rule 34 direction. And honestly o needed to change directions for my self. While secondlife helped made Kyle Silverfall the way he was presented in wayward souls.(my shitty novel) I needed to push away from the adult side. So as with irc I deleted secondlife and honestly don’t go on it at all.
Sides when ever I have a character relationship with another players character it never ends well.

Tldr: to many things happened, my skills, drama and ect makes me stay away from the roleplay scene.

I am not a blimp yet people don’t seem to believe me.

So now imma crux there to…and a kobold

There arnt allot of good inflation content on vrc or as far as I’m aware neos as well. Ie avatars with inflation elements

Here is the thing I never gone into crypto, nor do I care about an unregulated market. Here is the thing…. Nfts are a joke and need to not only stay away from games but also, need to stay the fuck out of our fandom.

*nfts: are just receipts proving you”own” a crappy peice of art. Most of the time it’s stolen art, or badly done and ugly. But it’s also not worth anything. From what I read, you can simply scam people by making a new wallet selling it to your self and fooling someone to think it’s worth more.

*if the value of the toke goes up expect it to go to 100 to 0 in an instant. A large chunk of these tokens are pump and dump scams, built around hype, only to be dumped to give the makers more money. Ex:save the kids

*if the service goes down grids what you now have a useless receipt in your wallet woth nothing.

*nft in games is another invasive monization method, remember how oblivion sold horse armor then sometime after that we got games with micro transactions? Sure it started out as cosmetics then we got time savers,surprise mechanics ect. Ptw bs you may say but I can sell it and make money. Reality check no one will pay you 10 k on crypto for fucking blue

I thought long and hard about this before deciding to just throw in the towel. THe idea of publishing a book was a dream of mine. How ever like every other dream it get crushed due to my own inability to graphs simple things. Things anyone and everyone knows how to do. But NOT me I'm to fucking retarded.
Yes I know plenty of authors out there had learning disability's, But the differences they had is they had the talent, I do not have such thing.

It often hurts to get to the honest truth but in the end it is what it is. I cant show with words I cant set the scene with the characters. The only way I can do it is list it as I listed it. And its frustrating, I looked at the first block describing Fredrick and I ended up only rewording it instead of showing. I tried with Kyle same deal, juts reworded and wasn't showing crap.

I look at the samples I look at articles No mater what I do I simply cant do it. So I do what I do best give up and move on.

Lets face it some people arnt meant to do great things. SO what ever. Back to drawing I guess