A deer destroyed my SX4 a few weeks ago so I had to get a new car. I went back to a Mk4 VW Jetta TDi (Turbo Diesel). I just have a love of these cars I cant explain. My old Mk3 TDi when i traded it in had over 600,000 miles still going strong. It's got torque for days that makes it fun to drive along with averaging 80+mpg. I put in a intercooler, 3" exhaust, and tuned the boost to get those numbers with more pressure.

I am curious if anyone else feels the same way I do about them. All the fetishes I enjoy and happily take part in have never been about the sexual stimulation with me. I just find them fun and exciting in other ways that I have never been able to describe. I guess it is part of being Asexual to not really become sexually stimulated in general. It's strange that after all the stuff I have done and love doing whenever the chance comes up to do it for reasons besides the sexual stimulation that seems to drive the majority of the fetish population.

I think what I'm asking is why do you do the things you do? I'm not asking for details of EXACTLY what does what. I don't intend on making anyone uncomfortable.

Just random thoughts rolling around in my head lately.

Episode 10 of season 2 makes me cry. In how he turns himself in for his family but more for the song they play the entire time. Every time I hear Hurt from NIN it almost makes me cry. In that context it put me over the edge.

So anyone else seen that one yet? the wedding one that brings an end to the show.

I was able to get a amazing crux suit built by  dombrus over the weekend while visiting  mike2501

Mike has had him for a while and knows I have been in love with that suit since I laid eyes on it at MFF 2013. after some negotiations he is now in my hands and I plan on wearing him for the foreseeable future when not in my character Kali. I named him Rai because it just kinda hit me on the way home from mikes house while the head was riding in the passenger seat.

A VERY close friend of mine  konicoon is at risk of loosing his home due to irresponsible family and he is doing YCHs along with cheap telegram stickers to try to pay what they owe before they are evicted. He is almost to his goal and only needs a little push to take him over the top. He does some of the best telegram stickers I have seen so far anywhere along with amazing completed YCHs.


Info about what's going on: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17821352/

already finished YCH from the weekend: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17818791/




(update) Goal was met!!!!

Where are you staying?
Con hotel

What day are you getting there?
Thursday

How are you traveling?
My cute little Orange SX4 CrossOver! Also tying  korth to the roof for the trip.

Who will you be rooming with?
As of now. Nobody! I got a room all to myself.

How is the best way to find you?
Telegram: Kali_AWD
Twitter: cleoforever18
Big bunny/skunk hybrid bouncing around.

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Not sure?

What do you look like?
I'm a chubby tan guy with a soul patch and short shaved hair out of suit.

Will you be suiting?
YESSSSS

Do you do free art?
No artistic ability

Do you do trades?
I can't draw.

Do you do badges?
Seriously, I struggle with stick figures.

What is your gender?
Male

How tall are you?
5'10"

Can I talk to you?
I love meeting people! In suit I try not to talk much.

Can I touch you?
Out of Suit: give me some warning please. I have bad anxiety issues.
In Suit: feel free to jump me! I'm fair game.

How can I find you?
Text me if you have my number.
Telegram: Kali_AWD
Twitter: cleoforever18

Can I visit your room?
If we sorta know each other.

Can I buy you drinks?
I don't drink much.

Can I give you stuff?
As long as it's not awkward!

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
In so many words... yesssssssss

Are you nice?
I try to be nice to everyone.

How long are you going?
Was leaving Sunday. Now extended to Monday because...why the fuck not.

Do you have an artist table?
We have been over this.

Will you be going to parties?
If I get invited to one, absolutely. *cough* kinky fur *cough*

Will you be performing?
Hahhhhh my white chub don't dance.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just yell Kali or Kyle.

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Roaming in suit or attached to  korth

What/where will you be eating?
I will have my car so not sure what I will be getting into for food. Giving my extra key to Korth so she can go eat as well.

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If we're friends, sure!

Can I take your picture?
Only If I'm in suit, otherwise it might be kind of creepy...

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
+Fursuit a shit ton
+Have a bunch of fun
+Meet people I don't usually get to at bigger cons.

I'm going to be at IFC this year from Thursday to Sunday. Driving my new car I just got yesterday *high five*  korth and I are driving together for some road fun! Anyone I know gonna be there?

I seriously don't feel bad admitting i spend most of my time over on InkBunny now with how fucked this site is. It's the best alternative and with its ability to block specific keywords you will never see anything you don't want to. Even if someone doesn't tag a submission correctly anyone can add tags to it permanently protecting others. I tried weasyl but I just don't like it's layout at all.

Hopefully for just one more day. All week the T-Mobile tower in my area (yea I seriously have 1 tower) has been down for maintenance. I get a month of free service because of this outage but damn. It is strange basically not having a phone at all for 4 days. In my house I'm on WiFi so those of you that have me on Twitter just PM me or note me here. At work I have service but I haven't worked this week yet. LOL

To put it bluntly this is basically going to be a poorly written journal about me that not a lot of people know about. It's not going to be a good one.

That was your warning.

I just want to apologize to anyone I have met that may think I came off a bit rough or seemed like an asshole to them. I try my hardest every day to put on a smile and great every new face like an old friend. However this is extremely difficult for me on many levels. I am extremely bipolar, along with that comes suicidal depression(I don't need a shoulder to cry on) and complete insomnia. I am on medication for this but causes extremely painful headaches at times. Since birth I have been cursed with the ability to read emotional waves people emit from their bodies like a change in temperature. I can feel it in large groups and even small ones making me incredibly uncomfortable and I will randomly scurry away from crowds to clear my head and just calm down.

On to my romantic life. Let's not talk specifics (seriously)... Basically I am Demisexual, this means I don't care if you are female or male. Mainly I don't care because in all honesty the act of sexual relations with anyone I'm not emotionally attached to does absolutely nothing for me and usually is a turn off more than anything. Sorry but I can't change it as much as I want to.

I live at home with my mom for now till I finish a few classes and get a better job. Not that my job currently sucks. All I do is drive a forklift 12 hours a day 3 days a week for 15 an hour. With all the OT I want. It's just not what I see myself doing the rest of my life.

On the brighter side I do have wonderful friends that know who they are that have kept me alive over the years. One has done so literally and she knows exactly who she is. I have a newish car and motorcycle that I really enjoy and am reconnecting with things I enjoyed I lost touch with long ago.

Sorry for the semi rant/info guys. It's just been a rough couple of months.

I have one now. Add me ppl. I have no friends on there. I am currently addicted to Horizon 2. My gamer tag is Kali Da Bunk

I've been bouncing back and forth on the idea of shaving my head. I have a bald spot on the back and my hair line is receding a little. I kinda just want to see what it looks like. It's hair so it will grow back if I don't like it. I'm going to leave it up to you guys. So let me know your thoughts. If you make a compelling argument it may sway me more than the actual tally. You never know...

I see myself making a move very soon to a new house. It's a surreal feeling for me. Never really NEEDING to move. I currently live in the same home I grew up in, but it has since been deeded to my name first and my mothers second since I am paying the majority of the bills. Recently against my opinion she decided to remarry to a man who "loves her more than anything". Here's why they didn't move into his house... he was losing his house due to money, is retired, and was basically looking for a place to squat with a woman that was still working that would take care of him. With my mom who does everything to make everyone but herself happy he basically hit a home run. I now find myself still paying the bills without help, but instead of it being my house it's THEIR HOUSE.

And so dear friends I find myself deeply considering just packing my shit. (Almost everything inside this house with receipts to prove it) and leaving mom who refused to see what was happening and still does to pay all the bills and just chilling with dad for a bit till I find a new place to call my own once again.

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Experimentalist
84% Bondage Receiver
84% Masochist
80% Bondage Giver
79% Non-monogamist
79% Switch
71% Degradation Receiver
70% Sadist
64% Degradation Giver
64% Submissive
63% Brat
58% Daddy/Mommy
52% Brat Tamer
46% Dominant
41% Girl/Boy
39% Primal (Predator)
39% Primal (Prey)
34% Vanilla
33% Pervert
13% Slave
8% All-Rounder
8% Exhibitionist
8% Master/Mistress
8% Voyeur
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=59483

I had worked up quite the backlog but when this was completed by  Candy http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15381717/ I just had to post it immediately. So I uploaded all my art I've gotten over the year finally.

Already here hanging out in the lobby by myself. Who else is already here?

Ohh jeez guys. I officially see my fullsuit for the first time tomorrow when I get to TN on vacation.  Cloveroo has only sent me pics of parts but not the entire thing. (I claim intentionally but she's my close friend so she's allowed to screw with me) So just prepare yourselves for a flood of fursuit pics and journals of me loosing my shit. I'll be in TN until Monday enjoying my time with Fauxpaw. Honestly you may not hear me loose my shit till I get back home, if I'm having that much fun I tend to unplug be it by my choice or otherwise.

It's officially my birthday!

I'm at work. Boo....

After several months (almost a year) of being out of the picture at one of the largest fetish studios and night clubs on the east coast due to ownership issues and my close friend leaving ownership to the other co- owner. It has now shifted back into his hand from circumstances that can't be discussed right now. I've been asked to return and head up the photography operation to help get things set up as well as help with redesign the layout of the main dungeon as well as the smaller ones. (over 30,000 sq-ft facility in total.) Also, he just wants his furry back or it's not home. Hopefully this time some people will take the furries advice that can detect people's true intentions.

In short. My life just got a whole lot more hectic but damn I'm back on the scene. *blows dust off his trunks of fetish gear*

ALSO, PA piercings hurt like HELL, but are so worth it and look amazing. Just saying. Had mine done Tuesday.

I'm over it! Finally over my holiday depression! *throws confetti everywhere* I made a corset the other day since I was in a better mood. I'll post pics eventually. I also have some new art to post. ^^

I really hate this time of year. I hate the holidays in general. Not the gift giving in particular but the fact that a day is specified to do so. I get family and my close friends gifts randomly through the year so anyone calling me cheap in the comments will be smacked. I just do not like all the stupid expectations on Christmas Day. My dad always hated Christmas and I never could understand why. Over the last few years the entire month of November and December all I can think about is it just being over with. I understand those of you gifted with families you can actually tolerate being around more than 30 seconds enjoy this time of year for gathering, but to me all this means is my moms baptist family pretending I don't exist, dads house has his wife, her 2 kids, and 2 grand kids all fighting, and my grandparents on my dads side where I usually hunker down for the day due to the least stupidity is also visited by 4 family members that absolutely hate me.

I was asked what I wanted for Christmas today and my response was "an airplane ticket to PHX so I can get the hell away from this and see someone who matters to me"

Who am I gonna see? :)

I'm staying from the 27th to the 30th.

I've been looking for a cheap drawing tablet like a bamboo for a little while now. Yesterday a new all in one computer was found while cleaning out some things at a "location" told I could have it. After inspection I realize its a flat top digital design computer made to sit flat on a desk and draw on top of. It's a 21" widescreen multitouch high resolution display that you build into a desk. When I want something tiny I am randomly given this. >.> That i will never use to its potential.

You tell your boss you have to travel to Oklahoma to train some employees for 2 weeks and his response is pulling out his wallet asking how much it would "take" for me to tell Oklahoma to find someone else to do training. A few weeks ago I tried changing shifts to stay on nights and was told I would be chained to a machine if I tried that shit.

That's going to be searching my checked suitcase tomorrow. On top we have clothing but below we have a straitjacket, gas mask, rope, full set of leather cuffs, birdlocked, and a latex bodysuit. *dies of embarasent*