It's not even June and is already 101F outside. The heat is not bad. It's the heat with 45% humidity that's making me hide in the house today.

My age on this site. *flails* I'm getting old.

I got Monday and Tuesday nights off work due to emotional issues thanks to my boss. For those who know me in person know that I have really bad anxiety issues when in groups of people I don't know or in a new place. To the point I will flip out and go cry in a dark corner somewhere. Because of this I only work in my "home facility" (the factory I was hired in and spent the last 6 years in) but now we have several facilities around my area and we are now forced to share employees. My condition makes me exempt from such horror luckily. Tonight my boss decided to put me in a different facility working for Monday night. I freaked out and called him only for him to tell me I had no choice that I had to start working in the other factories. I immediately broke down and lost it. I do have a doctors statement saying they can't do that so I would not have to show up Monday night and not get in trouble,but just the thought pushed me right off the cliff. I'm working still till I finish my shift do I don't screw my employees by making them do my work as well.

I'm done complaining now.

Edit: quit my weekend job as a fetish photographer.

After putting everything back together and turning the key I got a fuel injection warning telling me something was wrong. It started right up even with the warning and ran fine. The dealer wanted 50.00 just to hook their Dealer Mode switch (makes my digital readout say exactly what the issue is and not just FI malfunction) to the communication port. I made my own with some spare wire and a diagram in 4 min and sure enough it did the trick. It said that my intake temp sensor was unplugged. Upon inspection it was plugged in but with all the jerking to get it put in I broke the tip off the sensor that cost 15.00. Crisis averted! Still riding till the new part comes in seeing it does not affect the engine much unless you really get into the throttle and then it starts flipping shit.

Literally. There is nothing that freaks me out very much till now. My view on V-twin motorcycles has just changed forever. Just no company but Suzuki has figured out how to make them into a fucking demon on 2 wheels. I just got a 2007 SV650-S that has a 648cc V-twin fuel injected engine. I think "no big deal. This things not going to be fast at all compared to my 2008 ZZR600 or my long since sold Yamaha V-star 1100 classic." Oh shit was I wrong. It feels like you have a Lear jet welded to the back of the bike if you even think of twisting the throttle more than 1/4 open. At 1/2 throttle the front tire is not in contact with the street anymore.

Got to spend the day with  yamihi_ookami.

We went to Ruby Tuesdays then lurked around Sam's Club and Walmart before heading back to my house. Did some repairs to his fursuit then put him in my straitjacket. I missed having him living 10 min away.

Boredom has struck. I'm listening to Dubstep on slacker and randomly thumbing around FA.

(also wanted to get that long ass meme off the screen)

Stole it from  messymutt


1. What is your natural hair color?
Deep brown with a few gray hairs.

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
It's drawn

3. What's your middle name?
William

4. Your current relationship status?
Happily partnered with  heffboom_konijn

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
I know he does <3

6. What is your current mood?
Bored and mildly depressed

7. What's the color of your underwear?
What underwear?

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Being able to call my partner mine.

9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?
 yamihi_ookami

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Meet Heffboom several years ago and keep him from what he's been threw.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
A skunk.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
I would rather not talk about that.

13. Something you do a lot?
Work.

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
Whatever song is on the Saints Row 3 main screen.

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
 messymutt

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
No idea

17. When was the last time you cried?
Last night.

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Hell no

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Teleportation

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Nothing.

21. What's your biggest secret?
Something I keep between 3 people. (Sorry guys)

22. What's your favorite color?
Purple

23. When was the last time you lied?
When I first told my mom why I was flying to Arizona, but now she knows.

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
I don't call Anime kiddy movies or TV so no.

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Water

26. What's your favorite smell?
The smell of a clean wetsuit. (Honestly)

27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
Not possible

28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
A friend from work last week. We where both having a bad night.

29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
Nope

30. What are you thinking about right now?
How much I want to be with Heff

31. What should you be doing?
Sleeping for work later

32. What was the last thing that made you upset?
My own thoughts.

33. Do you like working in the yard?
I like cutting the grass. My mower is as old as I am and a beast. :3

34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
My real last name or Heffs last name.

35. Name 5 things in your closet:
Rope, wetsuit, Heffs old cellphone, assortment of clothing, hidden fire safe with money and a SDXC card, and my fursuit.

36. Do you act different around your crush?
I act like myself.

37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
I fall asleep with a skunk on my nightstand that ends up with me when I wake.

38. How many times do you take a shower a week?
Daily! Sometimes twice.

39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
Duh.

40. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
I do when I don't know how to express my feelings.

41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
Been to one Washington Capitols game.

42. Do you lie about your age?
I don't see why I would.

43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
Yea, who hasn't

44. Do you pick your nose?
Only at work. I have no shame there.

45. What's the one food you hate?
Sushi.

46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
Honestly I don't have one.

47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
I always knew.

48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?
Yes, just to make sure it's not bleeding.

49. Describe your favourite underwear you have?
Spandex bodysuit count?

50. Did you lie in any of these questions?
Not a single one.

I get my internet back and enjoy my high speed for 3 days then my router starts burning out. I cant really complain seeing it is a 5+ year old netgear G router from Walmart that only cost like 35.00. It still works somewhat but not fast at all. I'm just going to upgrade my cable modem to the new Motorola that has internal WiFi and return the Comcast one I'm renting for 7.00 a month.

I'm staying with some of my best friends for the weekend in a house that has more fully stocked dungeons than bedrooms. I love my friends! Have a good weekend guys!

Well its been 8 days since my surgery and even with all the stitches down my thigh it doesn't hurt at all anymore. Even bumping the stitches accidentally doesn't hurt that much. I am getting my stitches removed Nov 1st. I love the hospital I chose to do the surgery. They actually call me every other day to make sure I am doing ok.

Well I had leg surgery earlier today that went from a cyst removal to splitting my thigh open digging out all the cyst tissue that spread over my thigh. The surgeon I had did a wonderful job and I even have full motion with my thigh being just stitched together. I didn't post anything prior to having it only because I didn't want to worry anyone. Honestly my leg feels better now with 5 inches in it than it did prior to the surgery. I can never thank my mate enough for talking to me the entire time prior and after keeping my hopes up.

Woke up, stood out of bed, face planted into opposite wall, swayed my was to the bathroom, and couldn't even stand up to use the toilet. I HATE sinus infections!

Cuz I can!

A story I'm Working on Is now posted on this picture! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8477832/

comments on it are greatly appreciated!

I'm going to try writing a new story based off a commission from  agent that's was done this morning. Don't expect anything right away I have a lot going on right now including a house guest for several weeks arriving via plane Thursday. For a idea of what the story will be based around just check out this commission and description. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8477832/

I have a rough draft in my head its just the matter of putting everything together. Any interest, ideas, or insight is greatly welcomed below in the comments!

I
Fucking
Love
My
Job
!!!

I get to wear my tail and paws to work, I get hugs, and I spend all night in my secluded office listening to dubstep and rave music dancing if the mood strikes.

No, I'm not self employed. I work at a international printing company as a systems mechanic and electrician lead.

I wired up a 5v 30x30x10 silent fan to 2 sets of 2 AA batteries connected thru a low loss regulator. I wanted to see if the battery life made it worth installing into future fursuit heads. The battery pack I wired had an output of 3v and 4,000 mAh of charge. That fan created a very nice breeze silently for 16 hours before stopping.

This is absolutely going in future heads!

This was the best year I have had. Actually, the best time of my life was the last 5 days. Thanks to my awesome roommates *hugs you guts*, my fursuit, and getting to meet so many people I look up to and getting positive comments on my first fursuit head from everyone. I got a new badge from Signal, paws from Signal, a furry charm for my car, furry related emblems for my back window of the car, and a wonderful sketch from the lovely Korth that is being mailed to me.

Finished my fursuit head just a bit ago. Be on the look out for a skunk head with bunny ears and a pink nose! The hood and ears where rushed so are not my best (this is the very first head I have ever built or sewn more than a simple tail for that matter so cut me some slack).

Also putting the finishing touches on my friend Mizus tail.

A perfect example of pushing just one more rusty bucket under the cow to try and milk a few more dollars out of it regardless of how many fans they piss off.

Just to be more clear Prometheus absolutely sucked in every way imaginable. It's an embarrassment for those of us that grew up loving the original 3. This must be how Star Wars fans feel. (yea I went there)

Who's going?

I'll be relaxing at the doubletree as usual if anyone else is staying there and wants to watch netflix movies after the nightly dances

Copied from 's journal

I thought id be going to AC with about 500$ but nope my va desided hey we are gonna take a full 100$ of your benefits cause your school had (ONE) day off between quarters.... Fuckers now my grandmother desided to have me start to pay for internet along with rent that will be 490$ out of 860$ then i got my phone bill $98. and then bus pass 72$ YAY...NOT...oh and my military health insurance desided i had to pay my doctor bill... 114$ amazeing how a chest exam for possible cancer wouldnt be paid for by them.... i will have nothing.... sigh well guess ill just starve myself

This is the first con ever im going to be going to and seeing as im going there from here in washington state ima be very far from home i hate to ask but would anyone be kind enough to donate a little for me to be a bit more comfortable? my friend who made the hotel reg said i can wait till later to pay him back so YAY on that one Thank you kyle so much for that. first furry con i will be going to. and i cant even bring anything home... my paypal: alandron1990[at]hotmail.com goal: 0/250

also the only thing i could offer to earn money is coloring in skeches and lineart im not very good with shading but im alright with flat color Examples: sketch: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7743044/sketch colored: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7745471/lineart: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7980874/lineart colored: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8054197/(f5) for my attempt at shading

Willing to Stream as coloring if ud like i dont no what i should ask for so ill start out with 5$ for one and 8$ for to and 3$+ for any other chars

also if anyone could pimp this page out for me that would be so amazeing please any help would be amazeing.

Ps. Thankyou for reading! <3

Turning 25 in 7 days. Usually I am ok with being alone. This year it is bothering me enough to keep me from sleeping.

I don't usually say depressing things like this in a journal but it is bothering this much.

I'm looking for one of my watchers to be in a piece of art with me. I'm not doing it to get more watchers or anything like that. Just giving the furs that have been following me for some time a chance at free art. It would involve me wearing a skirt pulling it up to show a chastity device under my skirt. The other character would be hugging me from behind with a grin.

I haven't thought of an artist yet but I'm thinking Messymutt