So... meesa back!
Posted 2 years agoHelp an artist out
Posted 5 years agoHelp a friend in need
Posted 7 years agoSeriously...
Posted 8 years agoIf you in any way support Trump or Pence, unwatch me RIGHT NOW.
I lost a friend of ten years earlier over this and one of five years.
I don't care if he's "done good things" for you.
I don't give a fuck about the second amendment.
I don't care about guns, I care about people who want me to crawl into a hole and die.
Pence supports conversion therapy, which would have me commit suicide or become "straight" and Trump has ALREADY taken a billion dollars out of Medicaid, which is my ONLY source of health care.
So if you support them, I expect you to hit UNWATCH. RIGHT. NOW.
I lost a friend of ten years earlier over this and one of five years.
I don't care if he's "done good things" for you.
I don't give a fuck about the second amendment.
I don't care about guns, I care about people who want me to crawl into a hole and die.
Pence supports conversion therapy, which would have me commit suicide or become "straight" and Trump has ALREADY taken a billion dollars out of Medicaid, which is my ONLY source of health care.
So if you support them, I expect you to hit UNWATCH. RIGHT. NOW.
So, if you support Drumpf,...
Posted 8 years agoFacism, nazism, neo-nazism, alt-right, white nationalist, white supremacy, or anything along these lines.
Unwatch me right now, please.
I'm Bi, Trans, mentally disabled, and a few other things Drumpf and Dence are trying to kill off, [in some cases literally kill *coughconversiontherapycough*] so if you can in any way support a racist, homophobic, transphobic, sexist, misogynistic, xenophobic lardass cheeto dictator [with the tiniest hands ever] just unwatch me.
Don't leave comments about how "wrong" I am, just unwatch me.
To neutral watchers or foreign watchers from outside the US, this in no way applies to you.
Just those who drank the kool-aid.
EDIT: 8:50AM 9/5/17
This is NOT a call-out against conservatives, republicans, moderates or anything of the like.
Just making my stance against facism and hate known.
I know that not everyone who voted for cheeto are unreasonable... but too many of those who did are and expect him to uphold his NUMEROUS infeasible campaign promises.
Unwatch me right now, please.
I'm Bi, Trans, mentally disabled, and a few other things Drumpf and Dence are trying to kill off, [in some cases literally kill *coughconversiontherapycough*] so if you can in any way support a racist, homophobic, transphobic, sexist, misogynistic, xenophobic lardass cheeto dictator [with the tiniest hands ever] just unwatch me.
Don't leave comments about how "wrong" I am, just unwatch me.
To neutral watchers or foreign watchers from outside the US, this in no way applies to you.
Just those who drank the kool-aid.
EDIT: 8:50AM 9/5/17
This is NOT a call-out against conservatives, republicans, moderates or anything of the like.
Just making my stance against facism and hate known.
I know that not everyone who voted for cheeto are unreasonable... but too many of those who did are and expect him to uphold his NUMEROUS infeasible campaign promises.
When people call me a psychopath
Posted 9 years agoAbout OC appropriation
Posted 9 years agoIt's become necessary to say this, since a certain someone on FA has recently tried to force OC relationships with characters owned by my best friend 
IT.
IS.
WRONG!
I tried to tell this person that their behavior was upsetting said best friend, but they hid my comments and hid her comments, then posted a journal blaming me for their mental issues.
Here's the journal
"To a certain someone who decided to comment on my most recent work. LEAVE ME ALONE! I'm just trying to enjoy my life right now. I'm finally doing positive stuff for myself, but YOU are there once again to police me. I don't know if you're aware, but I've been dealing with personal issues and the last thing I need is you to ruin things that I do for myself! In fact, most of my problems have been triggered by YOU! I don't even know what you were doing on my page in the first place. Just leave me the fuck alone! I just want to enjoy my life! "
Now, I am not a licensed psychiatrist, but these delusions are getting worse and worse.
When asked by the owner of the character being forced a little sister upon, they just hid the comments and ended up further upsetting the artist.
Don't do this, seriously, it's on the level of art theft.
On the second OC, it's really not my business, aside from the fact that it upsets my best friend on the day before the Christmas weekend and I want her to have a GOOD weekend.
On the first, it's trying to overwrite MY OC which is the parent of the OC being appropriated.
More accurately, they are trying to erase my involvement with MY OWN OC by creating a new "mother" for them, despite being told by myself and the co-owner of the OC that it was not okay.
This person, and I use the term loosely, did not understand that both owners of the OC being given a "new mother" were not happy with this.
The character HAD parents and siblings, but this did not matter because "I'm doing something for ME!"
Stereotypical DudeBro Fuckboi behavior.
/rant
Edit: 3:23AM CST, as of right now, he's edited his submission from "little sister" to "cousin" which still IGNORES the wishes of the character owner.
He just will never learn.

IT.
IS.
WRONG!
I tried to tell this person that their behavior was upsetting said best friend, but they hid my comments and hid her comments, then posted a journal blaming me for their mental issues.
Here's the journal
"To a certain someone who decided to comment on my most recent work. LEAVE ME ALONE! I'm just trying to enjoy my life right now. I'm finally doing positive stuff for myself, but YOU are there once again to police me. I don't know if you're aware, but I've been dealing with personal issues and the last thing I need is you to ruin things that I do for myself! In fact, most of my problems have been triggered by YOU! I don't even know what you were doing on my page in the first place. Just leave me the fuck alone! I just want to enjoy my life! "
Now, I am not a licensed psychiatrist, but these delusions are getting worse and worse.
When asked by the owner of the character being forced a little sister upon, they just hid the comments and ended up further upsetting the artist.
Don't do this, seriously, it's on the level of art theft.
On the second OC, it's really not my business, aside from the fact that it upsets my best friend on the day before the Christmas weekend and I want her to have a GOOD weekend.
On the first, it's trying to overwrite MY OC which is the parent of the OC being appropriated.
More accurately, they are trying to erase my involvement with MY OWN OC by creating a new "mother" for them, despite being told by myself and the co-owner of the OC that it was not okay.
This person, and I use the term loosely, did not understand that both owners of the OC being given a "new mother" were not happy with this.
The character HAD parents and siblings, but this did not matter because "I'm doing something for ME!"
Stereotypical DudeBro Fuckboi behavior.
/rant
Edit: 3:23AM CST, as of right now, he's edited his submission from "little sister" to "cousin" which still IGNORES the wishes of the character owner.
He just will never learn.
AMERICA
Posted 9 years agoFUCK YEAH!
Never any comments on stories D:
Posted 9 years agoI mean, I get faves, sure... but no one ever leaves a comment AFTER faving them.
D:
D:
Unsalt your butter, bruh
Posted 9 years agoAn open letter, to any and all it may pertain to
That is all
That is all
I made a GoFundMe
Posted 9 years agoFor the thing, the thing from before...
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7555566/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7555566/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7555566/
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7555566/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7555566/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7555566/
Okay, so I normally don't do this
Posted 9 years agoGOAL: 0$/70$
But I am broke as fuck and need a new tablet so I can make the drawing...
So I'm asking for donations from anyone who is able to send even just a few dollars, it does add up if enough people can chip in.
I'm trying to get this tablet
http://www.amazon.com/Turcom-TS-661.....rgeable+stylus
The rechargeable pen is the main draw point, because it would save a fortune on having to go buy batteries every so often.
Plus,
even said that it's a reasonably priced tablet for how good it is.
My only question is, are you, my followers, able to help?
If so, send me a note... I can't make my new email address public on FA because a few people who have stalked me over the years would LOVE to get their hands on it.
:/
Should probably have mentioned the goal
I don't know if there's tax or not, so I'll just conservatively say 70$...
GOAL: 0$/70$
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
But I am broke as fuck and need a new tablet so I can make the drawing...
So I'm asking for donations from anyone who is able to send even just a few dollars, it does add up if enough people can chip in.
I'm trying to get this tablet
http://www.amazon.com/Turcom-TS-661.....rgeable+stylus
The rechargeable pen is the main draw point, because it would save a fortune on having to go buy batteries every so often.
Plus,
even said that it's a reasonably priced tablet for how good it is.My only question is, are you, my followers, able to help?
If so, send me a note... I can't make my new email address public on FA because a few people who have stalked me over the years would LOVE to get their hands on it.
:/
Should probably have mentioned the goal
I don't know if there's tax or not, so I'll just conservatively say 70$...
GOAL: 0$/70$
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
https://www.gofundme.com/23vbczcc
HELP SOMEONE IN NEED
Posted 9 years agoOkay so, my best friend IN THE ENTIRE WORLD needs 200$ in the next four days, at the very latest, to avoid overdraft fees and late payments on her bills.
She needs 200$
Normally I would just send it via paypal on my credit card, but I'm currently in my own financial tight spot.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7507305/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7507305/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7507305/
help
if you can!
If no one else can help her within the time limit, I'll have to add to my 2500$ debt and help her out, I want to help as much as I can, but I have to make payments on my own debt and pay off 1600$ of it by January or I get 600$ in interest payments when the promotional period ends.
:/
SO GO HELP HER AS MUCH AS YOU CAN!
I COMMAND IT!
She needs 200$
Normally I would just send it via paypal on my credit card, but I'm currently in my own financial tight spot.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7507305/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7507305/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7507305/
help
if you can!If no one else can help her within the time limit, I'll have to add to my 2500$ debt and help her out, I want to help as much as I can, but I have to make payments on my own debt and pay off 1600$ of it by January or I get 600$ in interest payments when the promotional period ends.
:/
SO GO HELP HER AS MUCH AS YOU CAN!
I COMMAND IT!
I cannot believe the fix was so simple
Posted 9 years agoSo, my GPU is set to run at 120-230 fps, but my screen is capped at 60hz…
Turns out that vertical sync was causing the screen tearing I was getting.
The tech who came today to install my brand new hard drive, which did fix the issue for about five hours, before the screen tearing intensified, was the first one to ACTUALLY know what my issue was.
He said, “Yeah, you wouldn’t expect a machine this expensive to have screen tearing that bad.”
NO ONE AT TECH SUPPORT HAD ANY IDEA WHAT THIS WAS.
Thank god the on-site technician they sent out was a gamer.
Turns out Windows 10 has this problem on various high end graphics processors, screen tearing out the wazoo.
But, I set all my games to disable vsync and they run great now.
I turned it off for Firefox and enabled hardware acceleration and it too seems to be running better.
WHY DID I HAVE TO STRUGGLE WITH TECH SUPPORT FOR TWO MONTHS TO FIND THIS OUT!?
WHY!?!?!?!
Turns out that vertical sync was causing the screen tearing I was getting.
The tech who came today to install my brand new hard drive, which did fix the issue for about five hours, before the screen tearing intensified, was the first one to ACTUALLY know what my issue was.
He said, “Yeah, you wouldn’t expect a machine this expensive to have screen tearing that bad.”
NO ONE AT TECH SUPPORT HAD ANY IDEA WHAT THIS WAS.
Thank god the on-site technician they sent out was a gamer.
Turns out Windows 10 has this problem on various high end graphics processors, screen tearing out the wazoo.
But, I set all my games to disable vsync and they run great now.
I turned it off for Firefox and enabled hardware acceleration and it too seems to be running better.
WHY DID I HAVE TO STRUGGLE WITH TECH SUPPORT FOR TWO MONTHS TO FIND THIS OUT!?
WHY!?!?!?!
May stop posting to FA again soon
Posted 9 years agoI dunno, I'm over why I left two years ago.
That being said, getting a bunch of faves but zero comments on things I post, it irks me for reasons I can't quite put my finger on.
It's one reason I didn't come back a year ago after cooling off about things I can't/won't mention that led to my leaving in the first place.
Just dunno, not 100% sober from partying all night yet, just felt like saying my piece.
May stop posting things, may not, we'll see.
That being said, getting a bunch of faves but zero comments on things I post, it irks me for reasons I can't quite put my finger on.
It's one reason I didn't come back a year ago after cooling off about things I can't/won't mention that led to my leaving in the first place.
Just dunno, not 100% sober from partying all night yet, just felt like saying my piece.
May stop posting things, may not, we'll see.
Of Paheal and My Commissioned Art
Posted 10 years agoOkay, so, this might be a long one, but I no longer support or use paheal.
The userbase is heavily toxic and I had to go to an artist that drew something for me to get a takedown request sent in.
A picture of mine was posted there and the comments were extremely toxic, about how OCs are filth and the people who make them are "deluded".
Here is their response to the artist I spoke of.
Their response: "No need to bother with proof. I'm happy to have an excuse to delete pics with fan characters. They are universally hated and I get tired of all the complaints. I wish to hell commissioners wouldn't delude themselves into thinking other people care about their silly character."
These are the people running the site, telling artists they wish people wouldn't make OCs.
Now, let me set one thing straight, I don't give a shit if someone likes my OC. I don't care if they care about the character.
I make OCs because I want to, because it makes ME happy. So, haters, take it somewhere else, I will get takedown notice after takedown notice filed until you wise up and stop posting my things on this site.
This brings up another point. Reposting artwork I commission without crediting myself and the original artist.
STOP DOING THAT.
If you submit it to an image board, E621 for example, properly tag the characters, [Yes, I don't care for the "fan character" tag on E621, put the names in please], credit the artist, credit the character owner and for the love of all that is good and holy, source it back to the original image. So the artist can get more traffic.
My commissioned artwork is NO LONGER ALLOWED ON rule34.paheal.net
On another note, editing one of the pieces I've commissioned without the express consent of both myself and the artist is also not okay.
Due to a comment on a recent picture that someone should "edit that filth into Big Macintosh" I am cracking down on edits of commissions I've paid for.
You need my permission, as well as the original artist's, to edit anything on such an image.
That's all, back to your regularly scheduled lives.
The userbase is heavily toxic and I had to go to an artist that drew something for me to get a takedown request sent in.
A picture of mine was posted there and the comments were extremely toxic, about how OCs are filth and the people who make them are "deluded".
Here is their response to the artist I spoke of.
Their response: "No need to bother with proof. I'm happy to have an excuse to delete pics with fan characters. They are universally hated and I get tired of all the complaints. I wish to hell commissioners wouldn't delude themselves into thinking other people care about their silly character."
These are the people running the site, telling artists they wish people wouldn't make OCs.
Now, let me set one thing straight, I don't give a shit if someone likes my OC. I don't care if they care about the character.
I make OCs because I want to, because it makes ME happy. So, haters, take it somewhere else, I will get takedown notice after takedown notice filed until you wise up and stop posting my things on this site.
This brings up another point. Reposting artwork I commission without crediting myself and the original artist.
STOP DOING THAT.
If you submit it to an image board, E621 for example, properly tag the characters, [Yes, I don't care for the "fan character" tag on E621, put the names in please], credit the artist, credit the character owner and for the love of all that is good and holy, source it back to the original image. So the artist can get more traffic.
My commissioned artwork is NO LONGER ALLOWED ON rule34.paheal.net
On another note, editing one of the pieces I've commissioned without the express consent of both myself and the artist is also not okay.
Due to a comment on a recent picture that someone should "edit that filth into Big Macintosh" I am cracking down on edits of commissions I've paid for.
You need my permission, as well as the original artist's, to edit anything on such an image.
That's all, back to your regularly scheduled lives.
Itsuko103 is in need of your help
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/17705293/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17705293/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17705293/
GO THERE, CONSIDER HELPING OUT!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17705293/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17705293/
GO THERE, CONSIDER HELPING OUT!
Dear FA
Posted 10 years agoGross.
I come to check my messages and I get a picture of a middle aged woman across the top of my page, with a fake messenger bar.
"I may be 52, but I get hornier the older I get, want me to suck your cock?"
And... just no...
I don't want to be bombarded by phishing websites and ads that will definitely give you a virus if you accidentally click on it.
I want to watch the art of the artists I watch, not be bombarded by a ton of mature, MILF, cuckholding and other ads.
I have heard even more disturbing rumors about some ads that I won't even repeat.
Aside from a few comments on submissions and journals, I haven't really wanted to use this site for the last year.
This... really kills my interest in remaining.
I come to check my messages and I get a picture of a middle aged woman across the top of my page, with a fake messenger bar.
"I may be 52, but I get hornier the older I get, want me to suck your cock?"
And... just no...
I don't want to be bombarded by phishing websites and ads that will definitely give you a virus if you accidentally click on it.
I want to watch the art of the artists I watch, not be bombarded by a ton of mature, MILF, cuckholding and other ads.
I have heard even more disturbing rumors about some ads that I won't even repeat.
Aside from a few comments on submissions and journals, I haven't really wanted to use this site for the last year.
This... really kills my interest in remaining.
Birthday today!
Posted 11 years agoThat is all!
;D
;D
My Weasyl v2
Posted 12 years agohttps://www.weasyl.com/~kyuarashibara
Sorry to repost this, but I accidentally hit "remove" on my journals.
XD
Sorry to repost this, but I accidentally hit "remove" on my journals.
XD
Rape [reblog]
Posted 12 years agoGot this HERE, so feel free to reblog, spread this around.
If you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that you’re only 16.
If you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that you cry like a child in court.
If you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that you had a promising future.
if you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that your life is destroyed.
If you rape someone, it should haunt you for the rest of your life.
You raped someone.
You deserve every ounce of justice we can place upon you in court of law.
And WISE WORDS from a young man that everyone should pay attention to.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5368085/
No matter WHAT your opinions on the presence of "rape culture" in America, rape exists, men AND women CAN both be raped, by both men and women alike, rape isn't just male on female violence.
I reblog this, because I feel that if someone is ever considering raping someone else, they should take a long, hard look at their life first.
Is destroying someone elses' life, and your own potentially, really worth the few moments of physical pleasure?
o.O
Yes, every victim deals with it differently, but you're still doing something irrevocable to their life.
:\
If you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that you’re only 16.
If you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that you cry like a child in court.
If you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that you had a promising future.
if you rape someone, it doesn’t matter that your life is destroyed.
If you rape someone, it should haunt you for the rest of your life.
You raped someone.
You deserve every ounce of justice we can place upon you in court of law.
And WISE WORDS from a young man that everyone should pay attention to.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5368085/
No matter WHAT your opinions on the presence of "rape culture" in America, rape exists, men AND women CAN both be raped, by both men and women alike, rape isn't just male on female violence.
I reblog this, because I feel that if someone is ever considering raping someone else, they should take a long, hard look at their life first.
Is destroying someone elses' life, and your own potentially, really worth the few moments of physical pleasure?
o.O
Yes, every victim deals with it differently, but you're still doing something irrevocable to their life.
:\
Merry Christmas, I guess
Posted 12 years agoWell, my family always celebrated on the 24th and 25th, so this is technically accurate.
I don't feel very merry though, fourth year in a row I wasn't invited to dinner.
D:
But, Merry Christmas to anybody having a good night.
I don't feel very merry though, fourth year in a row I wasn't invited to dinner.
D:
But, Merry Christmas to anybody having a good night.
Itsuko 103 is streaming
Posted 12 years agoGET ON OVER THERE NOW FOR STREAM SKETCH SALE, SEPTIMUS COMMANDS IT!
http://www.livestream.com/dazukinara
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12288042/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5338508/
http://www.livestream.com/dazukinara
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12288042/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5338508/
Hilarious, Furry Mate, hilarious
Posted 12 years agoSo, I haven't gone to FM since my VAIO broke, didn't feel the need, I've gone months without a message in the past, had better things to do with my time.
I was curious, so I logged in about ten minutes ago.
I was reading through the profile, when I noticed parts of words were censored again, like the "bled" in rambled, or the word blood period.
I saw "1 New Message" and I was like "cool".
I clicked on it, got to my inbox, it said "Herro?" and I clicked on that.
Got a huge popup that said "UPGRADE YOUR MEMBERSHIP" and "only paid members can view this content"
So, now they've taken away even the three free messages a day you were allowed, they've FURTHER censored the site and even taken guestbooks off of profiles so you can't say hello to anyone else.
Trying to get 5$ a month for "silver membership" was bad enough, but it was like 12$ a month for "gold membership" which seemed to be the only way to be able to send and receive messages.
I have posted "Since they no longer allow free members to reply to messages, I am no longer using this website.
Thanks for your time." all over the profile and just logged out permanently.
:\
Back before my VAIO went poof, the forums there shut down and I did research, they were related to another site, mostly for "yiff" hookups, that had been shut down, because the site was programmed with bots to message you, but you had to pay to access the messages.
Now it seems they actually were run by the same company, because not one month later, this.
What is this... I don't even...
RAEG!!!
...
Why does it have to be so hard to try to meet someone who MIGHT share some interests?
*ragequits, leaves*
I was curious, so I logged in about ten minutes ago.
I was reading through the profile, when I noticed parts of words were censored again, like the "bled" in rambled, or the word blood period.
I saw "1 New Message" and I was like "cool".
I clicked on it, got to my inbox, it said "Herro?" and I clicked on that.
Got a huge popup that said "UPGRADE YOUR MEMBERSHIP" and "only paid members can view this content"
So, now they've taken away even the three free messages a day you were allowed, they've FURTHER censored the site and even taken guestbooks off of profiles so you can't say hello to anyone else.
Trying to get 5$ a month for "silver membership" was bad enough, but it was like 12$ a month for "gold membership" which seemed to be the only way to be able to send and receive messages.
I have posted "Since they no longer allow free members to reply to messages, I am no longer using this website.
Thanks for your time." all over the profile and just logged out permanently.
:\
Back before my VAIO went poof, the forums there shut down and I did research, they were related to another site, mostly for "yiff" hookups, that had been shut down, because the site was programmed with bots to message you, but you had to pay to access the messages.
Now it seems they actually were run by the same company, because not one month later, this.
What is this... I don't even...
RAEG!!!
...
Why does it have to be so hard to try to meet someone who MIGHT share some interests?
*ragequits, leaves*
I should not be up...
Posted 12 years agoBut, I'm feeling terrible.
When I lay down, my stomach flips around and gurgles until I sit upright again.
D:
I'm exhausted and want nothing more than to get the other four hours of sleep I'm due, but since I've been up for two hours, unable to sleep, I'd sleep past my normal schedule.
Blargh... stomach, why you do this to me!?
When I lay down, my stomach flips around and gurgles until I sit upright again.
D:
I'm exhausted and want nothing more than to get the other four hours of sleep I'm due, but since I've been up for two hours, unable to sleep, I'd sleep past my normal schedule.
Blargh... stomach, why you do this to me!?
FA+
