Sorry it took so long fellows
Posted 9 years agoI have been pent up trying to research how to write properly so that my prose isn't so haphazard. That my words are concise and on point. Well its not to say that I haven't learned anything from the experience of reading "how to write" novels. It just sometimes the length of it can damper my spirits at times. Doesn't mean I've given into despair though it's just a long process.
At the moment the job search has been less then satisfying. I am keeping my old one at jimmy john's until a time where I get phone call for an interview (It's not to say that I hate my job, but the pay can be less then substantial).
Moving to the good news though. I have completed two drawings and I have posted it into my scrap page. At the time I was distracted on becoming a better writer that I wasn't completing the rest of my page on nestor1 account. I have some more writings on my profile but not to much. I will get back into making my other account better then ever, trying also not to get completed infused in my studying course.
Well that's all I have for now any questions can be answer through my private messaging. here is a link to site for gifs with sound, trust me when I say that it's hilarious https://www.youtube.com/user/newTENlist and here are the links to both my scrap drawings. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19656289/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19656393/
At the moment the job search has been less then satisfying. I am keeping my old one at jimmy john's until a time where I get phone call for an interview (It's not to say that I hate my job, but the pay can be less then substantial).
Moving to the good news though. I have completed two drawings and I have posted it into my scrap page. At the time I was distracted on becoming a better writer that I wasn't completing the rest of my page on nestor1 account. I have some more writings on my profile but not to much. I will get back into making my other account better then ever, trying also not to get completed infused in my studying course.
Well that's all I have for now any questions can be answer through my private messaging. here is a link to site for gifs with sound, trust me when I say that it's hilarious https://www.youtube.com/user/newTENlist and here are the links to both my scrap drawings. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19656289/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19656393/
Another Update
Posted 9 years agoSorry guys for not updating for so long. I had other arrangements with studying and also hanging out with some of my new and old buds. One of my buds came into town on Easter for a surprise visit which was all so nice of him. We went to eat some Cici's to get some nicely crust pizza which I had to pay for, but like I said we were just old buds just catching up so I didn't mind to much. Afterwards I got to hang out with my another friend who has some interest in me as well. I mean its not official and plus I have no understanding of how to start a relationship with another human being, and if your thinking yes maybe I am robot who is hard as steel, its not like that. I am just nervous cause I never really had a relationship before, not even a little fling in high school because I was severely introverted. I don't want to disappoint him either not with how my life is going anyhow.
Speaking of which with all the pros I also have some cons as well. My beautiful sweet dog named Annie George has passed today. She was the family dog and has lived in this house for at least 12 years of our lives. I'm still having a hard time adjusting to the fact. We have packed up all of her stuff and now its more empty here than ever. I plan on making a drawing of me just giving her a belly rub she deserves that much for being just the adorable little pooch that she was. I'll miss you Annie I hope your having fun in doggy heaven.
My job not so hot either with my paycheck today being just as minimal as I thought it would be, but its a job and I am glad I have one at the moment. Doesn't mean I won't be getting a new one, and hopefully soon because its just slow lately at the shop. Which means a lot less work for me in my department.
Now back to my schedule. So I do plan on going on a job hunt tomorrow, starting off with movie theaters across the area for a start, and adding to my now six month experience at food joint I think I might be able to score a concessions job their. It's not much, but it'll be a start. Once that is done I will study my butt off to get both my side project and the story for my new account here. After finishing the rest of the muscle anatomy practice that I've been striving towards as well. Plus since i made you guys wait such an excruciating amount of time I'll also draw some more sketches of legs, and facial features too so I can be even closer to finishing my cowboy wolf character, which I might name him Jed, seems like a nice fit in my opinion.
I will responds to the comments below as well since I didn't last time. and I felt I left you guys hanging for which I am sorry for. I think that about raps it up for this update, thanks for listening guys. In honor of my dogs memory here is a bunch of dog gifs to enjoy while you continue to browse the internetz http://imgur.com/gallery/zWeJ5 enjoy your dogs while you still can guys.
Speaking of which with all the pros I also have some cons as well. My beautiful sweet dog named Annie George has passed today. She was the family dog and has lived in this house for at least 12 years of our lives. I'm still having a hard time adjusting to the fact. We have packed up all of her stuff and now its more empty here than ever. I plan on making a drawing of me just giving her a belly rub she deserves that much for being just the adorable little pooch that she was. I'll miss you Annie I hope your having fun in doggy heaven.
My job not so hot either with my paycheck today being just as minimal as I thought it would be, but its a job and I am glad I have one at the moment. Doesn't mean I won't be getting a new one, and hopefully soon because its just slow lately at the shop. Which means a lot less work for me in my department.
Now back to my schedule. So I do plan on going on a job hunt tomorrow, starting off with movie theaters across the area for a start, and adding to my now six month experience at food joint I think I might be able to score a concessions job their. It's not much, but it'll be a start. Once that is done I will study my butt off to get both my side project and the story for my new account here. After finishing the rest of the muscle anatomy practice that I've been striving towards as well. Plus since i made you guys wait such an excruciating amount of time I'll also draw some more sketches of legs, and facial features too so I can be even closer to finishing my cowboy wolf character, which I might name him Jed, seems like a nice fit in my opinion.
I will responds to the comments below as well since I didn't last time. and I felt I left you guys hanging for which I am sorry for. I think that about raps it up for this update, thanks for listening guys. In honor of my dogs memory here is a bunch of dog gifs to enjoy while you continue to browse the internetz http://imgur.com/gallery/zWeJ5 enjoy your dogs while you still can guys.
Alrighty Lets Get Another Update Started Part 4
Posted 9 years agoAlrighty onto my next agenda. I have completed two muscle anatomy drawings for the purpose of creating a werewolf that i am attempting to create. I might of left that out when I was making my other update, and I just wanted to be clear that these muscle practices are for the sole purpose of creating a werewolf for the story I am also trying to create.
I have updated my page, but sadly its not entirely complete. Plus my story for the time being has not started yet. Don't worry though guys I will complete it I just need time to come up with an idea. The overall genre though is western, or to be even more specific cowboy western. It might change as the story goes along though I want to keep the audience guessing. that makes for a good story, at least in my opinion.
I would go into further detail, but its now pass midnight, and I do have work in the morning. Sorry to leave it so short for you guys and I promise to make the next update longer than this one was. here are the links to both drawings I have finished http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19443772/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19456751/ and here is a smiley face :) have a nice day.
I have updated my page, but sadly its not entirely complete. Plus my story for the time being has not started yet. Don't worry though guys I will complete it I just need time to come up with an idea. The overall genre though is western, or to be even more specific cowboy western. It might change as the story goes along though I want to keep the audience guessing. that makes for a good story, at least in my opinion.
I would go into further detail, but its now pass midnight, and I do have work in the morning. Sorry to leave it so short for you guys and I promise to make the next update longer than this one was. here are the links to both drawings I have finished http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19443772/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19456751/ and here is a smiley face :) have a nice day.
Alrighty Lets Get Another Update Started Part 3
Posted 9 years agoHey guys so is yet another update onto the oncoming changes that are going on thus far. So I have been drawing and writing a little bit taking one little step at a time and I got to say that its going pretty well. I was not able to finish of the drawing i had detailed for my wolf character, and I apologize on not completing it, but I was able to finish an muscle anatomy line drawn that I will be posting onto my other account which is name nestor1 because apparently someone has name himself Nestor go figure.
In any case I would like to say that I will continue to write and draw to the best of my abilities because i know you guys deserve more frequent work from me. I got drawing off the mat now, so now comes writing which can be tedious to say the least (well when it comes to words I mean). Plus all the new words like selfie and twerking, I mean now do I have to add that to my list of vocabulary so I can remain relevant in some way. Getting back to the point at hand, I am having a tiresome time trying to keep up with them all, but doesn't mean I can't handle the task. Also if you guys have any words that would help me on my writing that be great actually. Because sifting through the dictionary like I said can become overwhelming at times.
Back to my new page I will be adding the drawing that I have in my files to my new account. By the time I have dealt with that I will be transferring all of my old drawings on this account and placing them into the scrap folder on my other one. I will be changing my information on my account either tomorrow or on Tuesday so if you see a blank on my page don't worry I just haven't filled it out yet.
I think that does about it for this one if you have any questions just ask me through private message on Laford account. I am more than willing to ask them. if you want to see the drawing that I recently drew go to this link http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19435207/ . thanks for listening here is link to a site that's pretty self explanatory http://thisiswhyimbroke.com/
In any case I would like to say that I will continue to write and draw to the best of my abilities because i know you guys deserve more frequent work from me. I got drawing off the mat now, so now comes writing which can be tedious to say the least (well when it comes to words I mean). Plus all the new words like selfie and twerking, I mean now do I have to add that to my list of vocabulary so I can remain relevant in some way. Getting back to the point at hand, I am having a tiresome time trying to keep up with them all, but doesn't mean I can't handle the task. Also if you guys have any words that would help me on my writing that be great actually. Because sifting through the dictionary like I said can become overwhelming at times.
Back to my new page I will be adding the drawing that I have in my files to my new account. By the time I have dealt with that I will be transferring all of my old drawings on this account and placing them into the scrap folder on my other one. I will be changing my information on my account either tomorrow or on Tuesday so if you see a blank on my page don't worry I just haven't filled it out yet.
I think that does about it for this one if you have any questions just ask me through private message on Laford account. I am more than willing to ask them. if you want to see the drawing that I recently drew go to this link http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19435207/ . thanks for listening here is link to a site that's pretty self explanatory http://thisiswhyimbroke.com/
Alrighty Lets Get Another Update Started Part 2
Posted 9 years agoHello sorry about not updating yesterday had a tiring day with both work and friends, but in any case let us continue.
I don't think I explained myself to well when it came to what I was going to do on my other account, so I wanted to be sure I discussed it thoroughly as possible.l I will be changing my character into something entirely different. my first character has to much ambiguity towards what he is or where he came from, and also what type of creature he is. So I decided that instead of the uncertain infraclass metatheria I would go back to the most common mammalia which is the canis lupus or known as the gray wolf. I will also make an effort to creating a one of a kind character for the viewers to enjoy as well. Because of right now I only had tidbits of info I could give you and that just doesn't settle it for me.
I wanted to also say after the first update was that I would be making a new profile on my new page. I am going to be changing my name to Nestor. I wanted to change the name so that it seemed befitting for my fursona that will be presented on my new page as well. Their are going to be a bunch of characters added that will be referenced on my profile, it will include who they are and what their occupation is. If you want further info on the new characters just ask me through private messaging on my new account.
I will be drawing the characters to the best of my abilities, and will make a references at some point, but until then I will just a make a singular drawing of my main protagonist creature for the furry community to see. I have ideas of finishing the character off in about a couple of days or so depending on circumstances.
Well that does it so far for this one I will in my best effort to make another one in the next couple of days thanks for listening. Here is a link to some electro swing which in my opinion is some pretty far out music heh https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6-TWRn0k4I
I don't think I explained myself to well when it came to what I was going to do on my other account, so I wanted to be sure I discussed it thoroughly as possible.l I will be changing my character into something entirely different. my first character has to much ambiguity towards what he is or where he came from, and also what type of creature he is. So I decided that instead of the uncertain infraclass metatheria I would go back to the most common mammalia which is the canis lupus or known as the gray wolf. I will also make an effort to creating a one of a kind character for the viewers to enjoy as well. Because of right now I only had tidbits of info I could give you and that just doesn't settle it for me.
I wanted to also say after the first update was that I would be making a new profile on my new page. I am going to be changing my name to Nestor. I wanted to change the name so that it seemed befitting for my fursona that will be presented on my new page as well. Their are going to be a bunch of characters added that will be referenced on my profile, it will include who they are and what their occupation is. If you want further info on the new characters just ask me through private messaging on my new account.
I will be drawing the characters to the best of my abilities, and will make a references at some point, but until then I will just a make a singular drawing of my main protagonist creature for the furry community to see. I have ideas of finishing the character off in about a couple of days or so depending on circumstances.
Well that does it so far for this one I will in my best effort to make another one in the next couple of days thanks for listening. Here is a link to some electro swing which in my opinion is some pretty far out music heh https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6-TWRn0k4I
Alrighty Lets Get Another Update Started Part 1
Posted 9 years agoHello it has been awhile peeps. I want to start off by giving an update on recent events which includes where I am living, how I am living and still able to connect to fur affinity.
Well I still live at the house I grew up in which by far as you guys know has a tendency to have its pros and cons. Right now I am not complaining in any case. I would be probably be out on the streets it it wasn't for the comfort of the shelter and I am most gracious to have the surroundings I have.
I did finally obtained a job at a place called jimmy johns. I have been working at the establishment for 6 months roughly and it has been productive to say the least.
Now to go into more detail, and this will be mostly discussing how I am doing psychologically. I have been wanting to discuss this for sometime now because I have not let out my feelings in awhile and sometimes the heart can be a heavy burden especially when you have been isolation for so long. What I would to you all is that I have nights where I have felt so empty inside it literally makes my body twitch at times. Its one of the worst pains imaginable, and it might not hurt physically, but emotionally it has its tolls. One thing is for certain though, and that is not to lose hope, to find a silver lining. I know it seems far away, but that doesn't mean its out of reach. I know that sounds cliche, but hey I don't give a flying poop.
In any case I decided to change my plans a little bit since I have acquired a new job I feel like their a bit more possibilities that are now in the grasp in my hands. I will no longer be on this account for fur affinity. I will be transferring my old artwork into a new account that I will create myself. Also I will be joining other websites that compare to this one.
Some of my artwork needs to be share on a grander scale. I will be mixing writing with artwork as well since I have come to like writing stories. I have a lot of unfinished projects that I have been working on but unsuccessfully have accomplished.
I would go on, but I am tired as a sloth unfortunately, and my mind needs rest for the time being to all that have read this thus far thank you, and I will make an another update at the earliest tomorrow. Oh, and also have a great st. patrick's day. here is a video of wolves reunion for taking the time to read this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hdUCzbCuYk
Well I still live at the house I grew up in which by far as you guys know has a tendency to have its pros and cons. Right now I am not complaining in any case. I would be probably be out on the streets it it wasn't for the comfort of the shelter and I am most gracious to have the surroundings I have.
I did finally obtained a job at a place called jimmy johns. I have been working at the establishment for 6 months roughly and it has been productive to say the least.
Now to go into more detail, and this will be mostly discussing how I am doing psychologically. I have been wanting to discuss this for sometime now because I have not let out my feelings in awhile and sometimes the heart can be a heavy burden especially when you have been isolation for so long. What I would to you all is that I have nights where I have felt so empty inside it literally makes my body twitch at times. Its one of the worst pains imaginable, and it might not hurt physically, but emotionally it has its tolls. One thing is for certain though, and that is not to lose hope, to find a silver lining. I know it seems far away, but that doesn't mean its out of reach. I know that sounds cliche, but hey I don't give a flying poop.
In any case I decided to change my plans a little bit since I have acquired a new job I feel like their a bit more possibilities that are now in the grasp in my hands. I will no longer be on this account for fur affinity. I will be transferring my old artwork into a new account that I will create myself. Also I will be joining other websites that compare to this one.
Some of my artwork needs to be share on a grander scale. I will be mixing writing with artwork as well since I have come to like writing stories. I have a lot of unfinished projects that I have been working on but unsuccessfully have accomplished.
I would go on, but I am tired as a sloth unfortunately, and my mind needs rest for the time being to all that have read this thus far thank you, and I will make an another update at the earliest tomorrow. Oh, and also have a great st. patrick's day. here is a video of wolves reunion for taking the time to read this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hdUCzbCuYk
Another Year Closer To Death
Posted 11 years agoJust joking, but it is true though, Thank goodness I am only 21 well for now..... Anyway Its another birthday for me yay. I am now can drink and drink and driddfakdjffjsadfsdnk. what -hiccup- were we talking about, another joke though really, I don't plan on getting really drunk if you have suggestions for types of drinks i should try please leave a comment down below, I'll be sure to try all of them.... well not all the same time, i could try all the drinks but for other days, don't give me to many examples lol I am picky sorry to say.
Also I feel like I need to tell yall that I haven't been able to draw lately because I've been wanting to do other things, I have been in state of figuring for awhile, its like do I want to make an animation with muscles furriies flexing slowly and showing off their bods uh... hell ya! but recently i've been do more comprehensive thinking about film, making a dream becoming a reality sort of thing. I want to make awesome films that are so extraordinary so mind boggling the viewer would be seeing that wow that was a kick ass mother flipping movie and I want to see it over and over again. I did more intense over again and again, I need to follow it step by step I first need to make some boring films, get my credit, get better producers, make more awesome films, yada yada yada. I don't know I tend to over think things lol anyway Just felt i needed to tell yall that.
P.S. have a great day you awesome fellows ;)
Also I feel like I need to tell yall that I haven't been able to draw lately because I've been wanting to do other things, I have been in state of figuring for awhile, its like do I want to make an animation with muscles furriies flexing slowly and showing off their bods uh... hell ya! but recently i've been do more comprehensive thinking about film, making a dream becoming a reality sort of thing. I want to make awesome films that are so extraordinary so mind boggling the viewer would be seeing that wow that was a kick ass mother flipping movie and I want to see it over and over again. I did more intense over again and again, I need to follow it step by step I first need to make some boring films, get my credit, get better producers, make more awesome films, yada yada yada. I don't know I tend to over think things lol anyway Just felt i needed to tell yall that.
P.S. have a great day you awesome fellows ;)
update on events in life
Posted 11 years agoHey watchers, I just wanted to thank all my watchers for keeping up with art and faving them, I just wanted to tell you whats happening currently since I haven't been making journals in awhile. I am still wanting watchers to add me on skype, I don't know exactly why they wouldn't want to add me. Anyway, I now have a job, I am currently working at the stadium as a cart attendant, I will stay their until this semester is over, I am now currently in school which is good because I have been just dead all summer. I have been working on different character sketches, and stories. I'll will hopefully being posting some stories soon, I mean I don't want to be all about lust you know. It doesn't give me a very good quality if I keep drawing butts and muscles, even though its sexy x3.
If you wanted to ask any questions I will answer them all tomorrow, send me note through my fur affinity account, and please add me on skype.
If you wanted to ask any questions I will answer them all tomorrow, send me note through my fur affinity account, and please add me on skype.
assumption meme
Posted 11 years agoCause everybody is doing it, make an assumption about me and I'll tell you if its true or not. :3
last part end
Posted 11 years agoENDING
Terry just stared in disbelief, everything was silent to him and the only thing that seemed to catching his attention was the unmoving dead hand that laid in the dirt below. He reach out and slowly touch it with his finger. He felt the flesh and realized that it wasn't a dream. Terry suddenly and slowly got angrier and turned back to the battle at hand. He got out of his hole and used all of his expert tactics to maneuver around the battle. He was going to kill all of them, because one of them did this to Freddy and he was going to kill all of them so he would be pretty sure he got the enemy who got Freddy. He was running and his fellow soldiers screaming get back here, but he didn't listen though the only strive he had was revenge.
Terry was now far out of the reaches of his allies, and running alone in the rain forest trying to get as close as he could, he masked himself in some of the natural settings around him moving very careful so no one would notice him. When all of a sudden he saw an injured Vietnamese soldier right in front of him. He had a bullet wound in his ankle and he was moaning with all sorts of pain. Terry slowly grinned and walked towards the injured Vietnamese soldier crunching a few twigs to let him know he was their.
"ah what's wrong, looks like you need some medical attention" he said mockingly to him.
he kept trying to crawl and moan before Terry could get to him, but it was to late. He slammed his foot down on the bullet wound and he could here a moaning whale sound that then turned into a loud scream. Terry then slowly moved his head and whispers in the Vietnamese ear.
"you will suffered like my friend suffered, you and all your brothers. This will not be over quickly."
He threw his gun away and started thrashing his foot up against the his sides, he kept screaming in agony as Terry violently turning him to kick his stomach now leaving the Vietnam soldier breathless. Terry then started to punch his face knocking a few teeth out, making oozes of blood run down his face, and bruises swelling up as he continued to punch violently. He kicked him in the groin and then took a breather getting ready for round two. The Vietnam soldier slowly and also shaking reached into his pocket and pulled up a crumpled up photograph. Terry saw and started to laugh.
"You believe that this photo is going to...."
But before he could finish he took a closer look and saw the most surprising thing today. He saw what looked like his family, a wife with long silk black hair, a smooth face, and a blue dress, and a young baby daughter in the hands of his wife with a small white dress, and black hair. He was standing next to her in his soldier uniform looking down at the baby with sympathetic and caring eyes.
"Please....Family....." he said trying to speak the best English words as possible
He saw the guy swell up with tears, and Terry now realized that he is just like Freddy and his wife. He is a human, he couldn't possibly be another animal who needed to be hunted and shot down. Just like Freddy he had a life. He then had another realization how many more people would die, he knew he couldn't protect Freddy, and he is now taking out on the innocent human, who like Freddy never wanted to be hear in the first place. He heard a millions of families crying in his head, he then started to scream.
"They were right it was a entirely different field I got in over my head" he said as he started to stare at the gun.
he picked up the rifle and lost all hope, he was crushed down under the pressure and he couldn't take it anymore. He put the gun in his mouth and started to swell up with tears.
"I'm sorry Freddy." he said with final words.
he cocked his gun and shot himself committing suicide.
Everything turned silent, and after a few more hours of fighting the Vietnamese soldiers retreated back for now, and the day now turned into evening. A few birds chirped and a sudden shadow figure came walking towards Terry who had a blood coming out his skull. Somber was heard and a water droplet falls on Terry's lifeless body. It was Freddy he was still alive caring his now dismembered hand with the engagement ring still attached.
END FOR NOW
so what did you guys think? leave comments below if you want give a rating of this story 1 out of 10.
Do you think I should continue writing stories like this one? Be sure to leave me your honest opinion and I hope you enjoyed the story.
Terry just stared in disbelief, everything was silent to him and the only thing that seemed to catching his attention was the unmoving dead hand that laid in the dirt below. He reach out and slowly touch it with his finger. He felt the flesh and realized that it wasn't a dream. Terry suddenly and slowly got angrier and turned back to the battle at hand. He got out of his hole and used all of his expert tactics to maneuver around the battle. He was going to kill all of them, because one of them did this to Freddy and he was going to kill all of them so he would be pretty sure he got the enemy who got Freddy. He was running and his fellow soldiers screaming get back here, but he didn't listen though the only strive he had was revenge.
Terry was now far out of the reaches of his allies, and running alone in the rain forest trying to get as close as he could, he masked himself in some of the natural settings around him moving very careful so no one would notice him. When all of a sudden he saw an injured Vietnamese soldier right in front of him. He had a bullet wound in his ankle and he was moaning with all sorts of pain. Terry slowly grinned and walked towards the injured Vietnamese soldier crunching a few twigs to let him know he was their.
"ah what's wrong, looks like you need some medical attention" he said mockingly to him.
he kept trying to crawl and moan before Terry could get to him, but it was to late. He slammed his foot down on the bullet wound and he could here a moaning whale sound that then turned into a loud scream. Terry then slowly moved his head and whispers in the Vietnamese ear.
"you will suffered like my friend suffered, you and all your brothers. This will not be over quickly."
He threw his gun away and started thrashing his foot up against the his sides, he kept screaming in agony as Terry violently turning him to kick his stomach now leaving the Vietnam soldier breathless. Terry then started to punch his face knocking a few teeth out, making oozes of blood run down his face, and bruises swelling up as he continued to punch violently. He kicked him in the groin and then took a breather getting ready for round two. The Vietnam soldier slowly and also shaking reached into his pocket and pulled up a crumpled up photograph. Terry saw and started to laugh.
"You believe that this photo is going to...."
But before he could finish he took a closer look and saw the most surprising thing today. He saw what looked like his family, a wife with long silk black hair, a smooth face, and a blue dress, and a young baby daughter in the hands of his wife with a small white dress, and black hair. He was standing next to her in his soldier uniform looking down at the baby with sympathetic and caring eyes.
"Please....Family....." he said trying to speak the best English words as possible
He saw the guy swell up with tears, and Terry now realized that he is just like Freddy and his wife. He is a human, he couldn't possibly be another animal who needed to be hunted and shot down. Just like Freddy he had a life. He then had another realization how many more people would die, he knew he couldn't protect Freddy, and he is now taking out on the innocent human, who like Freddy never wanted to be hear in the first place. He heard a millions of families crying in his head, he then started to scream.
"They were right it was a entirely different field I got in over my head" he said as he started to stare at the gun.
he picked up the rifle and lost all hope, he was crushed down under the pressure and he couldn't take it anymore. He put the gun in his mouth and started to swell up with tears.
"I'm sorry Freddy." he said with final words.
he cocked his gun and shot himself committing suicide.
Everything turned silent, and after a few more hours of fighting the Vietnamese soldiers retreated back for now, and the day now turned into evening. A few birds chirped and a sudden shadow figure came walking towards Terry who had a blood coming out his skull. Somber was heard and a water droplet falls on Terry's lifeless body. It was Freddy he was still alive caring his now dismembered hand with the engagement ring still attached.
END FOR NOW
so what did you guys think? leave comments below if you want give a rating of this story 1 out of 10.
Do you think I should continue writing stories like this one? Be sure to leave me your honest opinion and I hope you enjoyed the story.
second part middle
Posted 11 years agoMIDDLE
Terry was now flown in by a forest green helicopter, where a bunch of different males with various ages mostly between 45-18 were scattered were just sitting around or just moving around waiting for their turn next into the humid hell rain forest awaiting them. Some were refurbishing their shelter while some just kept exercising preparing for the patrol that may be coming soon. After Terry learned where their shelter is. He put out where his bed would be, not like the mattresses back at the army base but he decided to make a hammock instead so he didn't have to sleep on the uncomfortable poorly set up bed spread, it didn't really matter anyway. As soon as he got their a report of Vietnamese troops would soon be heading their newly set up base. And all troops including the newly arrived ones were going to be heading out since the report was suppose to be a very large group of Vietnamese coming. Terry wasn't scared though he was prepared for anything. Terry was trying to find his group he was supposed to head out with, he saw his group, including Freddy. He was up at the front.
"Damn i was going to make a hammock and everything."
Freddy stared in disbelief.
"What?" Terry said staring back.
"That's the only thing you can think about, not the large group of Vietnamese coming towards us." he said with concern.
"it'll be fine, remember I am the best." he said magnificently.
"yea.... right" he said still shaking.
"alright ladies, attention!" said the newly commander.
"I am your newly appointed commanding officer, lucky you, now here are your instructions maggots!"
suddenly the other troops were already heading out.
"I will tell you on the way, but here is one thing you need to know, the people are not your friends they are your enemy and the will do anything to make us fail. They are not humans their are animals just like you who want to shoot you. Do I make myself clear!
"Yes sir!" everyone says
"lets go hunting then!"
Everyone started to scream and they marched into the forest including Freddy and Terry one wanting to be over as soon as possible, and one that just can't wait to get started.
for a couple days the group headed out with other towards their destination where the would use guerrilla tactics to wait for the enemy that is heading their way. A surprise scenario where the enemy wouldn't know what their expecting. It was the middle of the afternoon and different groups already set up their holes. Terry had made his hole, and Freddy was 2 holes from him crouching down waiting and shivering and then looking at Terry. Terry just saying its ok and nodding towards him. Freddy nodded back. Their was now a report that they were not to far now just a few minutes. Everyone cocking their guns checking for ammo, getting ready.
After a few minutes people including Terry could hear the steps coming towards them. The first shot was fired by us at least from terry perspective, and all hell broke lose. Shots were continuing to be fired. Terry was laughing enjoying shooting the enemy for a couple of minutes. Until an explosion from two holes over from him happened. Then he saw a severed hand came flying into his dug up hole. It was Freddy's hand with a engagement ring still on.
MIDDLE
Terry was now flown in by a forest green helicopter, where a bunch of different males with various ages mostly between 45-18 were scattered were just sitting around or just moving around waiting for their turn next into the humid hell rain forest awaiting them. Some were refurbishing their shelter while some just kept exercising preparing for the patrol that may be coming soon. After Terry learned where their shelter is. He put out where his bed would be, not like the mattresses back at the army base but he decided to make a hammock instead so he didn't have to sleep on the uncomfortable poorly set up bed spread, it didn't really matter anyway. As soon as he got their a report of Vietnamese troops would soon be heading their newly set up base. And all troops including the newly arrived ones were going to be heading out since the report was suppose to be a very large group of Vietnamese coming. Terry wasn't scared though he was prepared for anything. Terry was trying to find his group he was supposed to head out with, he saw his group, including Freddy. He was up at the front.
"Damn i was going to make a hammock and everything."
Freddy stared in disbelief.
"What?" Terry said staring back.
"That's the only thing you can think about, not the large group of Vietnamese coming towards us." he said with concern.
"it'll be fine, remember I am the best." he said magnificently.
"yea.... right" he said still shaking.
"alright ladies, attention!" said the newly commander.
"I am your newly appointed commanding officer, lucky you, now here are your instructions maggots!"
suddenly the other troops were already heading out.
"I will tell you on the way, but here is one thing you need to know, the people are not your friends they are your enemy and the will do anything to make us fail. They are not humans their are animals just like you who want to shoot you. Do I make myself clear!
"Yes sir!" everyone says
"lets go hunting then!"
Everyone started to scream and they marched into the forest including Freddy and Terry one wanting to be over as soon as possible, and one that just can't wait to get started.
for a couple days the group headed out with other towards their destination where the would use guerrilla tactics to wait for the enemy that is heading their way. A surprise scenario where the enemy wouldn't know what their expecting. It was the middle of the afternoon and different groups already set up their holes. Terry had made his hole, and Freddy was 2 holes from him crouching down waiting and shivering and then looking at Terry. Terry just saying its ok and nodding towards him. Freddy nodded back. Their was now a report that they were not to far now just a few minutes. Everyone cocking their guns checking for ammo, getting ready.
After a few minutes people including Terry could hear the steps coming towards them. The first shot was fired by us at least from terry perspective, and all hell broke lose. Shots were continuing to be fired. Terry was laughing enjoying shooting the enemy for a couple of minutes. Until an explosion from two holes over from him happened. Then he saw a severed hand came flying into his dug up hole. It was Freddy's hand with a engagement ring still on.
MIDDLE
a war story, update on life, and other stuff
Posted 11 years agoHey guys I know its been awhile, I have been procrastinating way to hard lately, and its been keeping me down. I still fully intend to finish that request live stream, just not until I can fully get a job, well I did have a job, but the bastards at this stadium just won't call me back, and I don't need to call back because they were going to tell me when my training is, because I have to complete a training course before working in the concessions. I have been waiting a long time and I wanted to get a schedule before so I know when I would be working or not. I have this other opportunity to work at a car wash, but I need to know my schedule first before I get started, and I need to know they fired me or not. Oh well, I guess the system is kind of like this veterans aid program if you know what I mean.
Anyway, other stuff before the start of the story is that I fully plan on live streaming after I get my computer fixed (my computer broke cause I was carrying it to another room the cat ran by me and I dropped it hard on the tiles in the kitchen, damn cat). So no live streams till my damn computer gets fixed. Plus my car broke down as well cause of a faulty battery. I won't go into to much detail in that one. At least its not all bad my phone still works. Thanks to Nokia, and also at&t for my phone you de best. Still can talk to friends on Skype, and anyone who wants to add me I am still available for chats.
alright now onto the story at hand, I had an idea for a story, its still be developed by me I just need to know if people want to read the story or not. Some of my buds thinks its a good piece and I hope you enjoy it as well. Also if I were to give this story a rating it be rated R so viewer discretion is advised
BEGINNING
setting:Vietnam war time, army base, training program
It starts off at an army base in squadron E room. Full of bunk beds and metal box containers for valuables and other personal belongings. We come to this arrogant soldier name Terry Crews who has been top of the training program since he started. He has passed flawlessly with running courses, obstacle courses, weaponry courses, you name it he passed it. He was admired by all of his fellow soldiers, he even signed autographs sometimes. Terry was still a private but one of the bests. Although some of the older sergeants and commanders didn't like his attitude toward the situation that is upcoming after graduation. He certainly had the strive to accomplish anything, but war as the commanders say is an entirely different field. Terry barely paid any attention, he believed that he can accomplish anything and kill any Vietnamese soldier running his way.
As he finally finished graduation, he was packing his valuables for the trip to Vietnam, when suddenly his friend Freddy Marcel was heading towards him sitting down on the bottom bunk pondering.
"you ready for the big fight, it'll be like being a cowboy, I mean instead a revolver it'll be a machine gun, but you already kno..."
"just shut up already, dammit this isn't a joke" he said abruptly.
"....bud you ok, what's eating ya?" Terry said with concern.
"Its just my wife.... The baby.... My wife would be devastated if I..."
"You never mentioned it before, why now?" terry said with bewilderment.
"Because I have never been this scared before, no one ever asked me before, and your one of the only people I trust in this hell hole, wanna see a photo?"
Terry nodded and Freddy pulled out a crumple photo of his pregnant wife. Her hair was brown and a smooth straight face, Caucasian with a little tanning, a pale blue skirt, and blue eyes.
"wow she's a perty thing, mind if I get her number if you don't come back." he said mockingly.
then Freddy frowned and look at him while nodding his head side to side, but after that he did the most unexpected thing to Terry, he laughed, and Terry laughed as well. After a few seconds laughter they remembered the upcoming battle.
"listen bud I promise to god himself that me and everyone else on this squadron... Well mostly me, will get you back to your wife. I will protect you no matter how many shots those bastards take." he said with the up most confidence.
Freddy smiled and nodded with reassurances. They both head out of the bunker to the upcoming war.
BEGINNING
Anyway, other stuff before the start of the story is that I fully plan on live streaming after I get my computer fixed (my computer broke cause I was carrying it to another room the cat ran by me and I dropped it hard on the tiles in the kitchen, damn cat). So no live streams till my damn computer gets fixed. Plus my car broke down as well cause of a faulty battery. I won't go into to much detail in that one. At least its not all bad my phone still works. Thanks to Nokia, and also at&t for my phone you de best. Still can talk to friends on Skype, and anyone who wants to add me I am still available for chats.
alright now onto the story at hand, I had an idea for a story, its still be developed by me I just need to know if people want to read the story or not. Some of my buds thinks its a good piece and I hope you enjoy it as well. Also if I were to give this story a rating it be rated R so viewer discretion is advised
BEGINNING
setting:Vietnam war time, army base, training program
It starts off at an army base in squadron E room. Full of bunk beds and metal box containers for valuables and other personal belongings. We come to this arrogant soldier name Terry Crews who has been top of the training program since he started. He has passed flawlessly with running courses, obstacle courses, weaponry courses, you name it he passed it. He was admired by all of his fellow soldiers, he even signed autographs sometimes. Terry was still a private but one of the bests. Although some of the older sergeants and commanders didn't like his attitude toward the situation that is upcoming after graduation. He certainly had the strive to accomplish anything, but war as the commanders say is an entirely different field. Terry barely paid any attention, he believed that he can accomplish anything and kill any Vietnamese soldier running his way.
As he finally finished graduation, he was packing his valuables for the trip to Vietnam, when suddenly his friend Freddy Marcel was heading towards him sitting down on the bottom bunk pondering.
"you ready for the big fight, it'll be like being a cowboy, I mean instead a revolver it'll be a machine gun, but you already kno..."
"just shut up already, dammit this isn't a joke" he said abruptly.
"....bud you ok, what's eating ya?" Terry said with concern.
"Its just my wife.... The baby.... My wife would be devastated if I..."
"You never mentioned it before, why now?" terry said with bewilderment.
"Because I have never been this scared before, no one ever asked me before, and your one of the only people I trust in this hell hole, wanna see a photo?"
Terry nodded and Freddy pulled out a crumple photo of his pregnant wife. Her hair was brown and a smooth straight face, Caucasian with a little tanning, a pale blue skirt, and blue eyes.
"wow she's a perty thing, mind if I get her number if you don't come back." he said mockingly.
then Freddy frowned and look at him while nodding his head side to side, but after that he did the most unexpected thing to Terry, he laughed, and Terry laughed as well. After a few seconds laughter they remembered the upcoming battle.
"listen bud I promise to god himself that me and everyone else on this squadron... Well mostly me, will get you back to your wife. I will protect you no matter how many shots those bastards take." he said with the up most confidence.
Freddy smiled and nodded with reassurances. They both head out of the bunker to the upcoming war.
BEGINNING
dang it I am sorry guys
Posted 11 years agoGuys I know this sucks but, I have cancel the livestreams tonight =(
My mom working at her job needed help with moving some equipment into another room, their moving equipment from one space to another for a better office venue, she called me recently telling me that I would be payed $10 an hour for the help moving. I said yes not because of the money but mostly because she needed my help, plus earning some money, but I hope to do this live stream this weekend sometime if my schedule if my time doesn't keep being interrupted.
My mom working at her job needed help with moving some equipment into another room, their moving equipment from one space to another for a better office venue, she called me recently telling me that I would be payed $10 an hour for the help moving. I said yes not because of the money but mostly because she needed my help, plus earning some money, but I hope to do this live stream this weekend sometime if my schedule if my time doesn't keep being interrupted.
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Posted 11 years agoand check out my new avatar icon l3 took me a little to make but it wasn't to hard.
List of Free Sketches for Stream
Posted 11 years agoAlright I got the list of people who I am going to start on my stream.
1.
Malice999
2.
redec-the-lion
3.
jdolbear
4.
basil.d
5.
UtopiaRayZexal
Their is still an empty spot and just as my last journal I am going to let anyone comment on my comment that says pickle and get a free sketch also, BUT you got to be the first one, and to anyone who didn't see my last journal here all of the rules.
Rules for Free Sketches
1. You must comment on my comment that says pickle.
2. You can put your information on what you might want, I will draw anything reasonable.
3. don't ask for the following drawings. (peeing, scatting, blood, herms or gore)
4. you can also send me a private message on what you want.
After this I might do another one of these if this livestream and drawing goes well, don't worry they'll be another chance to get drawings I promise, and enjoy my work.
1.
Malice9992.
redec-the-lion3.
jdolbear4.
basil.d5.
UtopiaRayZexalTheir is still an empty spot and just as my last journal I am going to let anyone comment on my comment that says pickle and get a free sketch also, BUT you got to be the first one, and to anyone who didn't see my last journal here all of the rules.
Rules for Free Sketches
1. You must comment on my comment that says pickle.
2. You can put your information on what you might want, I will draw anything reasonable.
3. don't ask for the following drawings. (peeing, scatting, blood, herms or gore)
4. you can also send me a private message on what you want.
After this I might do another one of these if this livestream and drawing goes well, don't worry they'll be another chance to get drawings I promise, and enjoy my work.
To all my watchers
Posted 11 years agoThank you all so much, and to thank you who actually read my journals and helped and supported me through tough times, and to thank all my watchers I will now being doing 5 request sketches, The first 5 to comment on this journal will receive a free sketch from me, BUT their are some rules that you need to read first. Plus I will being finishing these drawings will be done during my livestream which will be probably be on Wednesday. oh yea most of these sketches will be digital. if you want a traditional method I wouldn't mind drawing that On my livestream as well.
Rules for Free Sketches
1. You must comment on my comment that says pickle.
2. You can put your information on what you might want, I will draw anything reasonable.
3. don't ask for the following drawings. (peeing, scatting, blood, herms or gore)
4. you can also send me a private message on what you want.
Oh and to let yall know that the sketches will look like this → http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13437672/
Rules for Free Sketches
1. You must comment on my comment that says pickle.
2. You can put your information on what you might want, I will draw anything reasonable.
3. don't ask for the following drawings. (peeing, scatting, blood, herms or gore)
4. you can also send me a private message on what you want.
Oh and to let yall know that the sketches will look like this → http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13437672/
please help and support bigbadbeast
Posted 11 years agoPlease read I need some answers
Posted 11 years agoafter the first movie live stream I think I learned from my mistakes, please guys I need some help, I need to know what you think I should do for my next live stream and also what are the bests days to have the live stream as well, I know you all have different schedules and it will be hard to pick a particular day, but i will use the knowledge you give me to pick a good day for the live stream.
Also I think I am going to set up some choices for movies and drawings that you want to see from me because that way the choices won't be so broad and you don't have to think so much on what movie or drawing you want out of me, but first the rules to this choosing of what happens in the live stream.
Rules For Choices
1. The choices for the movies and drawings are going to be of my choosing so pick from the list I have given out.
2. If you have any ideas on to any particular movie that would be fun to watch I am all ears.
3. This will mostly be drawings for my benefit, but if you happen to have ideas for a different character I might draw it just depends on the characters likeability.
4. All votes for the choices will be decided today and put into the next stream.
5.Put your votes in the comments below.
Choices for live stream: movies
1. Jet Li's Fearless and Jackie Chan Legend of the drunken master
2. Battle Royale and The hunger games
3. Shanghai Noon and Shanghai Knights
4. Hot Fuzz and Shaun of the Dead
Categories for Drawings
1.Muscles
2.Huge Muscles
3.Macro Muscles
4.Macro Huge Muscles
5.muscle gut
PLEAES HELP OUT IF YOU CAN!!
Also I think I am going to set up some choices for movies and drawings that you want to see from me because that way the choices won't be so broad and you don't have to think so much on what movie or drawing you want out of me, but first the rules to this choosing of what happens in the live stream.
Rules For Choices
1. The choices for the movies and drawings are going to be of my choosing so pick from the list I have given out.
2. If you have any ideas on to any particular movie that would be fun to watch I am all ears.
3. This will mostly be drawings for my benefit, but if you happen to have ideas for a different character I might draw it just depends on the characters likeability.
4. All votes for the choices will be decided today and put into the next stream.
5.Put your votes in the comments below.
Choices for live stream: movies
1. Jet Li's Fearless and Jackie Chan Legend of the drunken master
2. Battle Royale and The hunger games
3. Shanghai Noon and Shanghai Knights
4. Hot Fuzz and Shaun of the Dead
Categories for Drawings
1.Muscles
2.Huge Muscles
3.Macro Muscles
4.Macro Huge Muscles
5.muscle gut
PLEAES HELP OUT IF YOU CAN!!
I'm mad and i'm gonna write about it
Posted 11 years agoIts one thing to make a poster for the live stream event, and its another for not one person to show up for a live stream. I mean when I say nobody, I mean nobody.... Anyway I'm not mad at anyone in particular, just the people who could of been nice enough just to click the link to the live stream. I mean they don't even need to watch the movie they would just show up that's all. Its almost been a year now and I thought by this time I had improved enough for people just actually show up to one of my live streams, but no I guess hopefully during the next year maybe someone will show up to my live stream.
I also like to say that poster took quite a bit of time, i wanted to attract some attention towards some of the fans of the comedy horrors i was watching, i mean the movies were actually good in my opinion. I thought hey maybe if they see a poster it could be a fun event for them come and watch, but no, that is not what i got, what i got was a big chunk of nothing. You know when i first came to this website i knew that their weren't people in the furry fandom, i learned about eleven thousand come to this website everyday, and what do i get out of eleven thousand people, i got nothing but loneliness and emptiness. You can see how its a little weird right? Well anyway that's the end of my rant feel free to leave a comment below to the people who actually read.
I also like to say that poster took quite a bit of time, i wanted to attract some attention towards some of the fans of the comedy horrors i was watching, i mean the movies were actually good in my opinion. I thought hey maybe if they see a poster it could be a fun event for them come and watch, but no, that is not what i got, what i got was a big chunk of nothing. You know when i first came to this website i knew that their weren't people in the furry fandom, i learned about eleven thousand come to this website everyday, and what do i get out of eleven thousand people, i got nothing but loneliness and emptiness. You can see how its a little weird right? Well anyway that's the end of my rant feel free to leave a comment below to the people who actually read.
On my drawings that I promised
Posted 11 years agoWell I am not going to continue to work on any other promised art for now, I am deeply sorry for the people I promised art to, I need to start to add more structure to my art and I want to start using drawing books to learn from the mistakes I have probably made towards my most recent drawings.
I was thinking of buying books like these:
http://www.rakuten.com/prod/art-of-.....FWVp7Aodzh0A3Q
but mostly that's just an example and its to I think I am going to buy something a little more descriptive so I can try and add more dimension to my art, and plus painting and coloring the sketch is something I need to work on as well.
All of this is beneficial so that I can give the art I promised into a more pleasing way. Plus It'll help me a become a better artist. Thank you all for being so patient and thoughtful, and I am sorry for being so selfish.
I was thinking of buying books like these:
http://www.rakuten.com/prod/art-of-.....FWVp7Aodzh0A3Q
but mostly that's just an example and its to I think I am going to buy something a little more descriptive so I can try and add more dimension to my art, and plus painting and coloring the sketch is something I need to work on as well.
All of this is beneficial so that I can give the art I promised into a more pleasing way. Plus It'll help me a become a better artist. Thank you all for being so patient and thoughtful, and I am sorry for being so selfish.
A good artist to check out
Posted 11 years agoIf you have the chance take a look at
greygoyle art, and also buy some of his commision work also, not just because of the money, but also he is a really is a good artist and his detail to straight lines is always precise. His colors are always well-defined and shaded to proper amount. His airbrushes are very soft and makes his bigness towards characters make them feel so soft and nice to view.
greygoyle art, and also buy some of his commision work also, not just because of the money, but also he is a really is a good artist and his detail to straight lines is always precise. His colors are always well-defined and shaded to proper amount. His airbrushes are very soft and makes his bigness towards characters make them feel so soft and nice to view.Art Blocked Need Ideas
Posted 11 years agoPlease help guys I am looking for ideas for a drawing, but I am looking for something that deals with either huge, muscle, butts, or just chubby characters. I just need a good concept and I will draw the drawing, but look at my drawings first before putting a comment so you know what I draw in my gallery.
want to rp with me?
Posted 11 years agoI do have a Skype, and if you want to add me on Skype and rp and also get to know me a little better I would like that very much.
Things you would want to know before rp-ing with me
1. I like size play, and if you want to do that, I would be very happy.
2. I like macro and micro situations
3. Muscles can also be featured, their highly recommended heh
Things you would want to know before rp-ing with me
1. I like size play, and if you want to do that, I would be very happy.
2. I like macro and micro situations
3. Muscles can also be featured, their highly recommended heh
my families cat just passed away
Posted 11 years agoOur cat name was Bach and was name after a famous orchestratic musician. We have had this cat for over 15 years and he had been suffering for the past couple of months so we took him to the veterinarian, they said he probably wasn't going to make it. He was a good cat a little timid but at times was really not so bad. I wish him luck in cat heaven.
what do you think of my drawings and other questions :3
Posted 11 years agoI mean are they bad, are they good, I don't mind critique just give me some tips if you want. Also should I go to cons, are they fun? and why is the color of the sky blue? and why are cheeseburgers so tasty? l3
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