Well I got a new scanner for my laptop so I'll be able to scan my traditional art into the system, the art I have posted doesn't completely look like I worked an extensive amount of time on them and it makes my art looks somewhat undesirable, so its great that I won't have to use my phone all the time to take pictures which is an upgrade to my latest tracings. I got the scanner recently from working at one of my mom companies. I worked on transportation of construction material at one I was luckily hired to work at, I am just glad that I got hooked up with this temporary job, and I was able to make some money for a new mouse for my laptop and fixed my radio in my car. It's boring inside a car that can't play music. -_-

I can now work on some more digital art that I have been lacking to finish, I think that my progressive drawing has improved decently, and I hoped to work some of the drawings that I have said to finish last year, but now more detailed. I wanted also to apologize to everyone who has done any commissions, art trades, or just offering to draw your character in general. I know I have lacked in committing myself on sketching the material that I had planned to complete. School work like essays and exams are a little difficult to understand and still trying to find a job that would be suitable to more brain work and less physical exercise, its just really draining my creativity towards art in general is interfering with me finishing drawings. I am now creating a efficient system of which my life won't be so chaotic and just unorganized, or just making a schedule to put it short. Just everything in my daily life and what I need to accomplish today, tomorrow, and so forth.

NOW THIS IS IMPORTANT well to all the people I am creating art for that is. If I have offered you any art, please remind me, UNLESS you have already recently talked to me, and I mean like recently in this week. I also wanted to say something about some of the animations I have created. I am still working on the animations I have also promised to do. I am not the best at making moving figures into a certain to tell the truth, and it has been more difficult trying to finish the animations also because of the body movements are just getting difficult to place in the right position. It is still difficult but it doesn't mean I am giving up, I am still trying to work on the drawings the best I can on the various amounts of promises I haven't fulfilled. I am going to try to get a functioning life that will not cease me from whatever comes up into my mind. which in this case is drawing.

Hey peoples, first off I would like to say that on my Skype I have realized some people are not as talkative as they should, but I can't completely blame them for being shy, its a harsh world and things can turn out for the worst because of the harsh stuff is told on news. I can tell you though that I love listening to people, and I will not think differently or as unlikeable, but that just depends on if we have anything in common, which I am willing to share.

Second Also I am single, Still being patient on the person I want heh, but I am looking for a male heh. but I would like to say that it has to be someone I know really well and has the same things in common, I don't mind if its online just that I get to meet the person one day at least. *crosses fingers* I wish myself luck.

I need some my money right now and I just need to start on some new commissions for my sketch art, and please if you have the time we can start on discussing a commission

Examples of sketches recently done:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12525599/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12532594/

I am starting the price at $2.50, please if you can help out thanks.

I can also discuss different parts people want in the drawing just send me a note.

all money purposes will be distributed with paypal.

List of creatures I am starting on

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

still waiting for others.

The comics are going to be for a higher price which if you want to discuss is through notes on fa or by Skype if you have one.

Example of a one of my sketched comics:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12541632/


1. marxeen (in progress)
2.

and still waiting for others

I need some my money right now and I just need to start on some new commissions for my sketch art, and please if you have the time we can start on discussing a commission

Examples of sketches recently done:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12525599/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12532594/

I am starting the price at $2.50, please if you can help out thanks.

I can also discuss different parts people want in the drawing just send me a note.

all money purposes will be distributed with paypal.

List of creatures I am starting on

1. Nestle_Killa [completed]
2. thegoodwolfgod [completed]
3.
4.
5.

still waiting for others.

The comics are going to be for a higher price which if you want to discuss is through notes on fa or by Skype if you have one.

Example of a one of my sketched comics:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12541632/


1.
2.

and still waiting for others

I need some my money right now and I just need to start on some new commissions for my sketch art, and please if you have the time we can start on discussing a commission

Examples of sketches recently done:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12314266/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12386295/

I am starting the price at $2.50, please if you can help out thanks.

I can also discuss different parts people want in the drawing just send me a note.

all money purposes will be distributed with paypal.

List of creatures I am starting on

1. Nestle_Killa [completed]
2. thegoodwolfgod [completed]
3.
4.
5.

still waiting for others.

what can I say, never really connected to the one person I really wanted to spend my life with. I am currently single, but yes I do think it would be better if I had someone their for me, who would understand me, who does complete me. I don't know when it will happen but it could happen someday. I am still here, and I am still hoping beyond hope that it will happen and with that I leave this music from youtube.

https://youtu.be/-wmDAEan0f8

This site went off for a long time, and since it has been off for awhile I created a DA account (deviantart). Plus I have a Skype now so that anyone that wants to get to know me better should check me up on their.

and just for the randomness, I decided to show a video of Christmas music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUlwJ00UeLk

Its Laford Surry if anyone wants to add me :)

If you want to raise money for a good Nintendo game I would like you to look at the link, this is help to raise money for a important game to my friend, and I wouldn't mind to play it either, if you know what Lobodestroyo is all about, go take a look, and raise some money for this game.

here is the link:

http://www.kickstarter.com/projects.....latformer-game

please support

Once again, I failed, I tend to do that a lot lately, I don't why but it seems every I try something hard it just bites me back. It bites me back until I have no reason to do thing I was suppose to do anymore. Reason is was keeping me up at night, like when I try to accomplish something, what am I doing it for. If I get a job what'll happen to me, I earn some money so what, when I earn my money my parents won't be proud they'll just say "well finally, now you can go on an get out of the house so I don't have to pay for you being here anymore". I don't entirely believe that. I know they have cared for me and loved me for so long that it was comforting and nice, but their is such thing as to much comfort, and I have experienced that.

I need a reason to keep myself working, I can't keep on lying to myself that my life will be just handed over to me with everything done for me. I need to accomplish things myself, but it is hard without some to comfort me and help me. I do need someone who can help me through this time of hardship. I know my loved ones will not live forever, and I'll need to live my own one day. I know I sound like a pussy, I know I admit it, but family isn't always enough to cheer me up.

I have lived in fear, and I am tired of living in it, people I can't trust even some of the people I know, and you know what to hell with it. HELL WITH IT. I might be different, but who gives a damn anymore. I might be different, but the comforting people that I know on this site don't mind my presence at all. I give you the creatures, people, or whatever you want to be called, you guys know who are you. a very candid gratefulness, I love you guys, and don't think otherwise. Because I am in indebted to you guys for all you guys given me, kindness of words can't express how I feel, I would give all of you a great big hug, if I could. I am crying now because of this even though you can't see it. :') Thank you all very much. I am glad to be back on this site.

Although, I can't just be on for the art business, I hope some of the guys on the site know. because commissions and money don't always matter. Money is just a possession, it might bring you happiness for a short period of time, but it can't replace people. I need more comfort because I can't always rely on the people in my other life, but you know what their is no such thing as have a different life. I should have one life, I do have one life, and I just can't live alone anymore, it is to depressing, and I can't just live alone anymore I CAN'T!

Except, I know I am not entirely, even though it feels like its sometimes. Please I just need help, if you are willing to give it.

Oh, and I also wanted to say that plan to stay off the site has been revoked by me. I will try to continue doing some of the trades and request that I have been given, but please remind me of the art trades and request because I know that I have forgotten a lot of them. Also, that please give me time to finish them, I might not be the most grateful person in the world, but I do care enough and listen to the problems at hand. I promise I will try my best to fix the conflicts that I might have caused. Please if you have the time you can talk to me through notes. Thank you all. :') Account back open.

I really had an awesome birthday, spending time with my family was the best, and the gifts were magnificent, but I am sadden to say my account will only be open till tomorrow, I still just getting started to get back to reality, and I really the feel the process taking in with this new charity group I am volunteering. But like I said I still be here just send me messages, but I will be only here to see messages nothing much else. No trades or artworks to finish until then.

I am so glad to be alive because of my parents, let today be a good day. :)

So for some time being I will be leaving my account open until then. Because of the fact I feel good about tomorrow, and the fact I kind of missed some of people on this website. You know who you guys are.

My life recently has been good, I am now volunteering for charity, I am doing for free so I can get used to working environment, but I have learned most people who go to donation places have a bad reasoning of being in the charity organization. I felt bad that I didn't meet anyone who was just volunteering because it was to help people out. That was also another reason I went their, because it was for a good purpose. Oh well, also I have been doing in school. Can't wait until the final exams, whoopee *sarcastic*. But really I know I won't completely get a bad grade on it.

So I'll be up for a little bit, but don't expect me to do any trades still, unless I am in really good mood. great to be back for just a bit. :)

I need to get off this website for awhile, so just in case I am going to disable my account, I think I need to get back to real life for awhile. Even though reality bites, as the saying goes, I feel like every time I come here most of the other people around me in real life don't usually get me, most of the people I do know in real life don't go to this website, and I feeling like I am losing my touch on reality, and going more into furry. That's why I am getting off until next year, see what that does for me.

For the trades and what not, I am sorry, all projects of mine have been cancelled henceforth till next year, end of story.
But it doesn't mean I won't still be around, I will check the private messages if anyone wants to send me some. I didn't want to do this, I didn't really like the idea, but for the sake of my well-being I have to do this, before I get lost in a dream world. Thank you guys for everything, I will see you guys next year.

If ya care to listen to some, their all on youtube here is the first link

Hoppipolla- Sigur Ros
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJFUNiJw5xI

Welcome to the Black Parade- My Chemical Romance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-q9q6zl3WIs

It's hard being alone sometimes. To tell the truth It has been hard to tell anyone I like anthros. I know I am not alone, other people likes the same thing I do on this site, but out in the real world it is a little different. I expect things won't be easy after I actually tell more people in the real world. I need to be ready to live on my own, than I can really start to let it out afterwards. Right now I am still in school and trying to get a job. It's hard without support or help, it's like the encouragement status in low for me. If ya care to leave a message at the bottom, that be really appreciated from me. All discouragements will be deleted from the bottom.

I've decided to do no more requests for the time being, because I have just realized that when people make request they may want more, like once someone gets a new game they think that game is so great, but after that they may want a better game, and then a better game after that just this cycle of greed that I now understand. Plus since my work seems to be favoring some people they might decide to take advantage of me. Well guess what I am not like person who can be taken advantage of. If people don't respect my work enough to do something in return then they shouldn't get anything at all. If you want to thank someone for me not doing anymore any requests, thank the people that are just greedy and just demand more even though their satisfied for the time being. I like to thank the people with endless desire.

I will answer questions about anything I don't mind! Don't make it to uncomfortable if ya can.

finally I got some good news from a callback as an actor for a haunted house. Since its a hot working job environment I am pretty sure any job I tried getting after that will be easy. Plus the fact that its fun to scare people and such, but the fact it goes to 3:00 a.m. in the morning will make it even harder. But also this will look good on my résumé that I work hard through the night in this hot working environment and plus able to deal with school also. I am feeling very confident

Let me explain, but I won't go into elaborate detail. I will just say between a working schedule and my personal life. I have been effected more personally this week. I will just say that someone in my family has been staying at our house for far to long. I have respected that this person stay at the house since this person has had some drug problems for awhile and this person has tried to get better, but hasn't work out so well.

I had to stay a week with this person while my parents were out on vacation, I think its mostly because this person has caused them headaches with the persons loud music playing throughout the house. It has become a real problem, but this person doesn't really have respect enough with people around the house and doesn't turn it down. It might be the drugs taking into effect, my opinion.

Anyway this person gets a little to angry over the simplest of things even if thing is breaking a small glass. This involves me in the story now I was trying to be calm in this situation. This person was yelling and cursing and blaming me for something that I didn't cause because I was in the other. I was a little frightened of this person so I locked the door of my room so this person couldn't enter my bedroom. This person told me that taking out was what this person was going to do. He was still yelling and blaming or that's what it seemed like. I tried to say ok through the door, but this person didn't like talking through the door and kept saying what for some reason like this person couldn't hear me for some reason, which I knew this person did hear me. I told him I wasn't going to scream like this person was doing. Then this person broke through my door with the persons foot and also broke my lock. This person told me that I should be more of a man and talk to this person face to face, but this person wasn't calm enough to talk to. The person broke my door down for goodness sake. I definitely thought that was going to far for just breaking the door for some small little glass. Plus I really didn't like talking face to face with a person that was that angry. Anyway I am staying with someone else for now until my parents get home. Now waiting for school tomorrow. Glorious.

I really do appreciate that much, thanks for supporting my drawings,



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If ya don't like my style or the way I draw, to bad. I want to say that first off because I felt like I am going to soft. So yea screw off if ya don't like my drawings. It is how I draw so get over it. So what if I don't do like it says it in a book, the drawings are interesting to me. One line start another and becomes a drawing, it doesn't have to be orderly. Self-Confidence rules bitch!!!!!

It time to get some money.

Some of the rules of my commissions:
1.Discuss with me through my notes on FA. So we can discuss a price for the drawing.
2.I do mostly growth, macro, and muscle. I can do both male and female.
3. If ya want any like cute baby drawings, I also do those too.


Single character:
$4 for white backround sketches
$7.50 additional coloring (does not include background)
$10 for additional coloring and cell shading (does not include background)
$25 for white and black background and character
$30 for white and black background and character with cell shading
$35 for colored background and character
$40 for cell shading on background and on character colored

Multiple characters
$5 for double characters, discuss with me about how many character ya want and will discuss a price
the rest will be discussed with me on how many characters ya want in the drawing and if ya wanted it colored or not.

Examples of my drawings: warning some of these are mature contents

White background and character:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11436483/
Colored background and character: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11505510
Colored background and character with additional stuff:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11657322/
Colored background and character with cell shading and highlights: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11552129/
Comic inflation white background with additional stuff: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11654852/

Unfortunately I haven't set my paypal account yet, I will update when I am ready to take payments. So right now the slots are currently closed.

I need to focus on getting a job, I swear I am to lazy. Just sitting around doesn't do much. I have to admit that I have been lounging around for awhile. It has come to point where I just need money that's all. It does not mean I am greedy low life, I have been a life of luxury and nothing to show for it.
I hoping to get a job as a floor associate, don't know if I will get a call back. hoping for it soon.
But if some people here on FA are supportive enough I will keep drawing, but I would have to do commissions for money other then just occasional trades or requests. I have just started here on FA, I am just meeting a bunch of nice people, I don't know whether its because I don't usually like doing roleplay or I don't chat enough with the other guys or gals. Just like a constant need for attention is feeding me up inside, I hate it. I know it just because I am still a little lonely that's all. Things are just getting started. Maybe I need to go different conventions or something, but first a job. uhhhh.....

just like the animation I did for , but It does takes sometime, and the longer the animation the harder it gets to finish the work. Plus I am tight on money right now. Also I don't know how to set a paypal account to actually start. Also I don't know if my work is good enough.

I just want to know is my work good enough to put up for a price? You guys can comment below if you want. I just wanted to speak out loud here so I can clear my mind, that's all.