I'm am sorry if I made any mistake on the drawings that I well draw, I was never a perfectionist, and I never made sure if I was make the lines of the drawing perfect or not. If you have any problems with drawing or if I made any mistakes what so ever on it please just tell me or discuss it with me.

Also I lack conversational skills, well to tell the truth I never was the conversation starter I would let the other person talk first, after they started I would then figure out what to say after they talked. So if I hadn't talk to you, it just because, well I, I'm not the starter of conversations. If any of my friends want to talk to me about any problems they are having, I will be happy to listen.

Alright I don't usually do this but I am giving away one free sketch.

Give me a good idea for a sketch, or something I might enjoy to draw, you can judge based on my sketches.

I can't think of anything to draw so I am giving away one free sketch, and here are some the rules that will apply to getting the free sketch.

1. must be a watcher
2. post a ref
3. give me a couple of ideas of what you might want in the drawing, but keep it simple
4. the sketch can only have a maximum of 2 characters, plus make sure to describe what kind of background color you want and what the scenery is
5.tell me what your favorite food is

I will pick a winner on sept. 18, good luck! :)

Alright, I am opening some 5 slots for people who want to trade with me, I will choose the 5 people to give me an idea, a good reason to let me draw for them, and chance to show what they got.

1. TheGamingSniper132 still working
2. assassino finished
3.
4.
5.

Plus If your idea is good enough, I will additionally shade and highlight you characters, and plus do a touch on the background. So please be creative as you can. I want something unique. Good Luck.

Oh yea, please give me your ideas before school starts, I will be busy through the rest of the semester, I will be able to finish quicker if you give me your ideas sooner.

Only 3 slots opened left.

Also, If you want ask questions about me, that is fine, but I don't answer questions that are to uncomfortable.

I mean it be better if i were more open with people and this is just another step that I need to take. You can also note me some questions if you think if it is to inappropriate question.

also don't try to argue with me either if it ends up like that. I don't really like confrontation that much. Well I mean if it is self-inflicted. I can handle it sometimes, but try avoiding the best I can.

I kind of stole this from  UtopiaRayZexal journal, sorry about that. I just felt people should get to know me a bit better, that way they could trust me a bit more.


[x] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds.

[ ] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility.

[ ] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain.

[ ] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.

[ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.

[ ] Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.

[ ] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools.

[ ] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.

[ ] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.

[ ] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.

[ ] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape. (Well play rape, but reguardless)

[ ] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.

[ ] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself.

[ ] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants. (I guess yea? I fantasize about tentacles .__.)

[ ] Emetophilia (also vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomiting.

[ ] Ephebophilia (also hebephilia): sexual attraction towards adolescents.

[ ] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.

[ ] Erotic lactation (also galactophilia or lactophilia): sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.

[ ] Exhibitionism (also autagonistophilia or peodeiktophilia): sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).

[ ] Food play: sexual arousal from food.

[ ] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.

[ ] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.

[ ] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.

[ ] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly.

[ ] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.

[ ] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal.

[ ] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.

[ ] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.

[ ] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.

[ ] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.

[ ] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.

[ ] Lust murder (also homicidophilia or erotophonophilia): sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.

[x] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia)—the opposite of microphilia.

[ ] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.

[x] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts—the opposite of macrophilia.

[ ] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.

[ ] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.

[ ] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner.

[ ] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.

[ ] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.

[ ] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.

[ ] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.

[ ] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.

[ ] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art.

[ ] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes.

[ ] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.

[ ] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different colour.

[ ] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.

[x] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to cartoon characters.

[ ] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex.

[ ] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia.

[x] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.

[ ] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.

[ ] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous features.

[ ] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.

[ ] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair.

[ ] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.

[ ] Vorarephilia (also gynophagia): sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia—a sexual fetish of being within someone (a sub-genre is partial unbirthing—a sexual attraction to inserting an adult head into a vagina).

[ ] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex (also includes scoptophilia—the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.) (I'm only marking this caaaause it's happened.)

[ ] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.

[ ] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.

[ ] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.

[ ] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.

[ ] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties. (Vamps <3 lol like I said earlier, I actually enjoy this ^^; )

[x] Breast fetishism.

[x] Breast expansion fetishism.

[ ] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.

[ ] Doll fetish.

[x] Fat fetishism.

[x] Foot fetishism (podophilia) (as long as those paws/feet are huge).

[ ]Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment. (I do love dressing up in my skirts when it's not so cold)

[ ] Hand fetishism.

[ ] Hip fetishism.

[ ] Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.

[ ] Impregnation fetish.

[ ] Medical fetishism.

[ ] Navel fetishism.

[ ] Nose fetishism (also nasophilia).

[ ] Panty fetishism.

[ ] Pregnancy fetishism.

[ ] Robot fetishism

[ ] Shoe fetishism

[ ] Silk/Satin fetishism

[ ] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia).

[ ] Spandex fetishism.

[ ] Tickling fetishism (also acarophilia).

[ ] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name. (I guess yeah? I like being bound and tied down. So I guess that's enclosed? o.o)

[ ] Transformation fetish.

[ ] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.

[ ] Binding fetish

[x] Inflation fetish

[x] growth fetish

I keep changing it now and again, this time its a dinosaur icon, still practicing, It is just a dinosaur turning his head from one position to the next. Simple as that.

Can't see it, then press F5! :)

Alright, I am opening some 5 slots for people who want to trade with me, I will choose the 5 people to give me an idea, a good reason to let me draw for them, and chance to show what they got.

1. TheGamingSniper132
2.
3.
4.
5.

Plus If your idea is good enough, I will additionally shade and highlight you characters, and plus do a touch on the background. So please be creative as you can. I want something unique. Good Luck.

Oh yea, please give me your ideas before school starts, I will be busy through the rest of the semester, I will be able to finish quicker if you give me your ideas sooner.

Only 4 slots opened left.

Also, If you want ask questions about me, that is fine, but I don't answer questions that are to uncomfortable.

I mean it be better if i were more open with people and this is just another step that I need to take. You can also note me some questions if you think if it is to inappropriate question.

also don't try to argue with me either if it ends up like that. I don't really like confrontation that much. Well I mean if it is self-inflicted. I can handle it sometimes, but try avoiding the best I can.

My first muscle gif, you can comment if I got anything wrong on the inflation of muscles or not, Its my first one. :)
Press F5 if you can't see it.

If you want ask questions about me, that is fine, but I don't answer questions that are to uncomfortable.

I mean it be better if i were more open with people and this is just another step that I need to take. You can also note me some questions if you think if it is to inappropriate question.

also don't try to argue with me either if it ends up like that. I don't really like confrontation that much. Well I mean if it is self-inflicted. I can handle it sometimes, but try avoiding the best I can.

If you ever seen regular show, then you should see this, its one of the first animations of regular show, before it ever even started, and plus it has all the uncensored language that wasn't allowed on the regular show we watch today.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y894QNtX0VA

This one is amazing (that's also part of the title) it has people dancing like glow sticks in the dark, you may know them as wrecking orchestra.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y894QNtX0VA

Funniest group of people that have a tv show, you may know them as impractical jokers, this is just one of their videos that are equally funny

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IibuWSNMuiM

This one is kind of weird though, some pokemon has some steroids that have been injected into him, you can guess which one, but still its weird

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gf2cK0adfIM

I am different, I have always known that. Never made to many friends, barely any friends for that matter. I was always trying to do things for myself. I know that sounds selfish, but I really try to be nice and all, I don't know if that works out or not. Even I am different from my family, I am the only one who like furry characters. I never asked them about why I like furry characters.

Your also probably asking about how I know that they would completely accept me for who I am? Its because I never heard once in my family that someone was completely accepted because they like furry creatures. But I do like humans too, don't get me wrong. I am not completely in love with furries. When I say humans I mean both male a female. I am bi, I don't know about herms though, that kind of freaks me out a bit.

Why Am I saying all this now? it was about time to get out of my comfort zone, I need some new outlet that didn't keep freezing me in. I was so cold and so alone. I need to tell more people. Even writing this now is frustrating enough. I got to go outside more a breathe a little fresh air. I hope when I go outside its not as bad as I think it is. I need to change something's in my procrastination life. This is just one big step after another, until after all the pain and anguish that I would have suffered through becomes complete zen.

I Will be posting different types of free contest drawings throughout this month, The fact that I am still bored, and still looking for another job is just boring, so I Decided to do something fun for once.

Now first off I will explain the some the rules because I do not completely have all the rules yet categorized correctly.

Where it will start?

1. It will start off in the comment boxes down below the art piece itself.
2. All discouragement, and angry comments will be deleted, and the participant who has sent the comments will be deemed not to play in the contest anymore, and also will be blocked.

What kinds of questions?

1. I will leave that up to the furry community, their judgment on this will help me to set a more fun-filled test that will seem hard, but all in all interesting. So send me different comments on what kind of questions seem easier to you.
2. Please do not ask me to answer any pornography questions, or anything do to with something disgusting or gory, I will not respond to those messages and they will be deleted.
3. Send me a note about what type of questions you would like to ask, like math, history, science, entertainment, food, mechanics, these are just examples.

What happens when you win?

1. you will receive a congratulations, and a free sketch of course.
2. Pease figure out a reference first to send to me before you enter yourself into the contest, that way it will be a lot easier to plane ahead.

when you will get the free sketch?

1. Usually I do after the contest, so that way I will be done faster, and it is more efficient, also creating more contest, and better chances at winning.
2. If by chance I am not able to finish the sketch, you will get an apology, and hopefully after that you won't feel to bad.

What do you want in the free sketch?

1. I will give the free sketch and whatever so you desire on the piece, but please refrain from making the drawing to adult.
2.If you want a background, your out of luck, I will only draw the body, because I am not completely able to make backgrounds yet.
3.If you don't happen to have a ref of the character you want, just describe on what the face will look like, or any other features you might desire
4. If their is male body in the picture it can be male, herm, or just a really muscular woman. If it shows up a woman body same thing.

please follow these terms and agreements

Something that's start with an idea. Nothing can be something. Create beautiful things. Listen to your favorite song. Make a story. Once the world is open A whole line of possibilities can be released. Words are very powerful, even the lesser minded, not to be too condescending, but even the more rudimentary ideas can be made as complicated, and out stretched as one see's fit. Care for the people in your life, treat them with respect and kindness. Damn how many times do you think these were spoken to other people. Years and years people have been saying the same words that I am saying right now. They are important words that have been spoken out sincerity and understanding. Don't cause war, be the solution to ending it. BE THE BEST PERSON YOU CAN BE. listen to some of these words.

I have a urge feeling. Something saying I needed a hug, or something that would make me not so strained. I am skinny even though I eat junk food. I eat healthy food when it feels right ( mostly all the time). I mabye able to lift my spirits up with a show of generosity toward anyone who is able to give it. What I'm trying to say is, everybody needs a hug once and awhile. I haven't felt any kind or any warmth towards anyone for a long period of time. :(

I have been a loner a long time, anti-social, only make jokes the best times and when they feel right. The outside, the world is a big place. Some of people in the world scare me, I was never reckless, the best thing I knew to do was stay on the path that lead to success and bring me great livelihood. I just can't seem to find that place anymore. Not when their so much war and agony in the world that will continue to go on through history. Yes, you can say that I'm being paranoid, and yes you can say that may never happen, but still I'm no sure.

Although to me it's not all bad, I mean thoroughly in history their have entrepreneurs and successful politicians that have been striving towards a better future. I still believe they can help with our money and international prosperity. The other dilemma, now that I can think about it correctly, is that their will be a new generation of mankind that will need to teach and show the next generation that the world is not such a bad place if someone is willing do something about the future that we can strive towards.

I know the path that lies ahead will not be easy, I can already tell that much, I must believe that the world around me is not such a dark and empty void that if you reach you cannot reach out. Their has to be light that can lead you to greatness, and I can come to terms with myself and others around me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlXGzUouqjE
Just a video I liked 4 years ago. go figure.

Don't overwhelm me with requests, please, I will take requests into consideration. talk about what you would want in the drawing and I could finish the drawing, but send me a message.