So, way back when, I made a handful of fursuit heads that have since collected dust. (Metaphorically speaking, as they were surprisingly clean when I dug them out.) They're actually pretty decent, but definitely not of professional quality. I just have no good reason for them besides striking fear in whomever happens into the craftroom. ;) So with hope some peeps are looking for a fursuit head or three. One is a fox, one is a border collie/aussie type, and other is a split face collie/dog/something. In my magnificence, I have entirely forgotten how to upload pictures to my gallery, so... PM me if interested? We can sort out the deets.

Fox head;
[IMG]http://i42.tinypic.com/x1ip28.jpg[/IMG]

Black tri Aussie head;
[IMG]http://i39.tinypic.com/1625edv.jpg[/IMG]

Split-faced Collie;
[IMG]http://i41.tinypic.com/1zfsxsh.jpg[/IMG]

All of them will be sold "as they are". There are some minor touch ups for most of them, pretty much all up to general preference. I made them using an all foam base, fur from Mendels. The aussie head never got eyes in it, for some reason. Aussie probably has the best vision, followed by the fox. The collie one could use bigger eye-holes, and it is a pretty simple fix, really. They all have jaws that should, ideally, move with your mouth if it fits right. To optimize it, putting a strap under the jaw would make things work better. Any other questions, I can be reached by PM, (albeit unrealiably, but I'll try to remember to check up on things here.)

And if anyone could pimp this journal around to get news out, that'd be marvelous!

Furry-ness isn't that big a part in my life at the moment, and I have been occupied with many other hobbies to even think about this one. I am still alive, though, just a little less. :/

Y'know, just up to the usual. :3

Also I dyed my hair hot pink.

Nothing to do here. Collie>Out

My computer is up and working again. (: Virus-free and still has all of my information on it. (I have stories that I have been working on and editing for months now.) But its'all good now.

So my computer got a virus so my trolling will be minimal. ): I am on la Madre's computation device or my cellular phone, so again, minimalness. Plus no art or hope. Hopefully I can get it fixed before I am driven absolutely insane by this lack of internet. So if I seem inactive it is because I am curled up in the fetal position praying to the computation gods that who ever created that virus gets a fuckin' bullet to the brains.

That is all. Peace out, unless you created the virus;
~Lakota

You can just find me on my dA account; Zayev

lookie hur

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3141560/

Thou lov'st me not; for, brother, if thou didst,
Thy tears would wash this cold congealed blood
That glues my lips and will not let me speak.
Come quickly, Montague, or I am dead.
~Part Three of Henry VI, Act V, Scene 2

I ran across it somewhere and dun wanna loose it so I put it here. Enjoy.

I am reading Romeo and Juliet in school so I have become obsessed with the language. The story is sort of pathetic BUT THAT'S OK CAUSE SHAKESPEARE JUST STOLE'D IT ANYWAY. lolno

Go here, my loves~

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3110750/

.. that is truly all I have to say. o-o I am quite bland.

Happy New Year and such (early).

I have been drawing so much with my new tablet and my hand is cramped up so bad. Now I know how it feels to be a teenage boy. -slap'd- Just kidding.. a little.

But seriously, I am so happy with it. It is a Bamboo Capture and with the pressure and the drawing I just love it!<3

Oh-ho, I got you believing this would be intersting and about the game called Life. /play on words\

If anyone ever wants to talk endlessly about Skyrim I'm game for it. I guess most people don't think as deeply about it as I do, but srsly, I need someone to talk to about it because I absolutely LURVE that game.

But small life update::

New dog named Katie, full sister to my Edgar. (New dog is my mother's). That makes our household grand total at 11. (I love dogs, but kill me now. When I'm the one who has to take care of them/train them/get bitched at about them/etc.) She is a Cardi/Pem just like Eddy. A'course her full name is "Katie Bean." (My dog's name is Jelly, sometimes refered to as Jelly Bean. My mom got a dog right after Jelly and named it Mariah Bean, and now this Katie Bean.)

I am in a play called "Ramona and Joel"; pretty much a generic rip-off of Romeo and Juliet but I give them brownie points for writing in iambic pentameter. Lucky for me I have been studying iambic pentameter and sonnets for the past few weeks. BALSJDASKLDFJE. But I hope I have an edge up on some of dumb ass- I mean wonderful people - who tried out. I have been conditioned to speak like a hill billy nearly from birth so it comes almost as a second language. I really chewed my cud in the audition so hopefully age-ism isn't a problem.


Other than that school, dogs, parents. The same thing just worse and worse every day. Y'know, usuall riff-raff of everday life.

If anyone ever wants to chat with me just note me, it won't bother me one bit. Except if I am sent fifty notes in five minutes, I guess. But I am always open to talk.

After christmas with my tablet once I get it up an running I might give a few people some holiday gifts. Plus I will more reliably give out free art in the future. I just get super low if I am in a rut and toss out shit work to the general public.

I wanted to polish up on my German and possibly illustrate a comic strip about a couple dogs. It will mainly just be simple things, and I will try to do as much as I can without a translator. If there are any Germanfurs that could critique my German if I do the comic that would be awesome!

It is still sort of an 'if'. I have the characters planned out and everything. Possibly some day I will also do another simmilar thing with Spanish or any other language I learn. But so far German is the only other language I know the most of. :P

But it will be fun.. A little bit lame and generic but the rest fun. ;D

What do ya'll think?

If that is the case I should be able to KO Michael Bisping in one try.

My dad had this bug up the ass thing where screaming is the only answer. I get the whole schpeal about how he goes to work when he is sick yadda yadda. First when I got home I worked on furthering the training on the horse that he is going to ruin. I'm in for an hour and my brother tells me to call him so I do. He bitches on and on and yells at me whenever I say "okay" or "alright" and wastes 15 minutes telling me to do the dishes. (Doesn't leave out how lazy and worthless I am.. that just wouldn't be proper.) I don't feel like fucking dealing with them so I do the dishes and go and "clean my room".

It is like 6:30 but I decided I would go to bed anyway. I have been sick and coughing my head off, my nose is like a waterfall of mucus and every time I am warm I feel like needles are stabbing me in the sides and I have to itch them off. (The needles thing is normal, though.) Then he decides to wake me up and yell at me to get sleep and go to school...

Pointless as hell, imo.

But after twenty minutes of that and constantly yelling at me to "not play this game" because I was weezing and coughing he finally let me go upstairs. (I managed to slip about between ranting.) Even when I ventured into the kitchen where my mum and brother were he tried to lecture me past them. I just took something to put me to sleep.


It is so stupid when people assume that I am just being lazy. It is not like there is anything wrong after all I have loving parents who support me and a plethora of friends waiting at my locker to exchange stories of how fabulous our lives are.

ARASHGWIOWIJRGHAEIJHAI

Words escape me. I am very quicky being driven insane by people who think they are good parents. Why do people so awful decide to have children? You have back problems and anger issues? Toss a couple kids into the world! It seems to be the new thing.

I hate being around such dumbasses. My whole family is just a group of blind rats with burnt noses. They really can't tell when something is wrong. But it is not like anyone else can tell, either. My mom just gives me this "you are smart so there is no reason for bad grades". I suck at math. Even if I give it my all I still fail, but of course if I can talk my way around a horse I must know what y - y1 = m (x - x1) means.

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Someone please tell me how to feel because I don't even fucking know.

1)Do you need him / her to be good looking?

Well… Relatively good looking? Does not have to be hot in an obvious way but a little sugar and spice makes any dish good… sometimes.

2) Smart?

One of the most important factors! I can’t stand a dumbass.

3) Preferred age?

Legal, but pretty much any age. Not rickety and old, but wise enough.

4) Preferred height?

Equal to or taller than 5’9”.

5) How about sense of humor?

Also very important. I shouldn’t need a special prescription from California to laugh at their jokes.

6) How about piercings?

Not too crazy about it them. Wouldn’t want our lip rings get caught up. ;)

7) Accepts you for who you are?

Undoubtedly.

8) Green hair?

Hmm? Sure…

9) Mushy or no?

A little bit, but not annoyingly. Just semi-sarcastically, like me. ;P

10) Black , Brown , or White (skin color)?


Rainbow! Oh wait… Well any color, really. I am not biased as long as I am not dating an asshole.
11) Long hair or short hair?

As long as they wash it their hair can be any length.

12) Plastic or metal?

>cough<

13) Smells good?

No cologne. I am super allergic and my nose spazzfails at people who smell like old lady.

14) Smoker?

It depends on what. Cigarettes… no. Other substances… possibly.

15) Drinker?

Not a drunk but a drinker, sure.

16) Girl / Boy - next - door type?

Eh… not entirely into that.

17) Muscular?

Let’s just say if I fell out of a tree onto them I wouldn’t want to break them or fall into a jiggling mass.

18) Plays piano?

Sure, but not important.

19) Plays bass and / or acoustic guitar?

Nah, not really digging that.

20) Plays violin?

Nein.

21) Sings very good?
Nein.


22) Vain?

Enough to care about the way they look, sure. But not super annoying.

23) With glasses?

Irrelevant, but sure.

24) With braces?

Not if I have braces at the same time.

25) Shy type?

A little bit, but really bring it in certain situation.

26) Rebel or good boy /girl?

A little bit between.

27) Active or passive?

Mmmmm… both?

28) Singer or dancer?

Drunk or sober?

29) Stunner?

A little bit.

30) Hip hop?

Uhh…

31) Earrings?

I dunno, doesn’t matter too much.

32) Mr. / Ms. Love letter?

A bit.

33) Playful?

If only mildly competitive, sure.

34) Flirt?

As long as they have as dirty of a mind as I do.

35) Serious?

When the situation calls for serious mustaches, sure.

36) Painter?

Hobby, but not uber serious.

37) Religious?

Minimally, but I don’t want to be forced into a religious.

36) Someone who likes to tease?

mmayybeee.

37) Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

Internet freak, none of that crazy computer gaming shiz.

38) Loyal or faithful?

Both.

39) Good kisser?

Yesh.

40) Loves children?
No. If anything hates children but can deal with them, like

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[_] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex [“Slept” not “sexed”]
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[_] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[_] bought porn
[_] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[_] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[_] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[_] been to a therapist
[_] received a ticket
[_] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[_] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

[x] been to a wild party
[_] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[_] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[_] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything [Pixie sticks..?]
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[_] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 26

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[_] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[_] been too drunk to remember anything
[_] blacked out
[_] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 31

[x] had a crush on a friend
[_] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut [My friend calls me a slut all of the time. xD]
[x] called someone a slut
[_] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[_] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[_] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 36

[_] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[_] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[_] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[_] gone to court
[_] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 41

[_] owned/rented an apartment/house
[_] broke the law in the police's presence
[_] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[_] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[_] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 46

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[_] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[_] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 54

Am I really that bad? Oh well, that is nothing!

My master plan is getting a drink out of every bubbler in school. If I am upstairs I go to the bathroom downstairs and vice versa. I go up and down stairs reeeaaallly slow and if I am with a friend I slide down on my butt one step at a time. Also with a friend I will randomly crawl up the stairs and slide around on the floor. It works well.

FUTURE LEADER OF AMERICA RIGHT HUR

Just thought I would share that just in case people need to be enlightened with my knoweledge.

If I wasn't so sick that day I would have just crawled around but I was too busy coughing. It is no fun being stupid unless someone else is around. :[

If you are not from Wisconsin a bubbler is a 'drinking fountain'.

Go check it out, seriously!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2937322/

I dont know them personally, but it is the season of giving. If you can't help, please spread the word.

I am planning on selling my first mask as sort of a fixer-upper. The eyes are small and need to be redone, and it isn't really a high-end top-of-the-line creation. I was wondering what people would be willing to pay for it. It would be sort of for someone who can't afford a $600 dollar creation. I was thinking in the range of $50-150. I'm not really in a position to give it away for free.

Here it is; http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4259578/

It used to be the design for my fursona, but it is no longer. Just a collie/border collie/canine/whateveryouwantittobe sort of deal. (Tail not included... It sort of got, well, destroyed..) I could include a badge or something, aswell.

I've just been having that "I really freaking need money" feeling. :3 Don't be to harsh; if you think it sucks major ass, I pretty much know that already. I have 3 fursuit masks, and I am sorta connected to one of them. I have two bases that I need to finish aswell.

But yes, please give me your pricing opinions.

So for Christmas I am getting a tablet. mostlikelyhopefully. I will be drawing quite a bit then and prolly starting to take commissions. I was pretty much straightforward with my parents so I hope they do end up getting it. I will be getting the Wacom Capture, and seeing how that goes. I've heard of alot of people going with Wacom, and they've come out with a new line of tablets, so we'll see. Other than that I really didn't want anything else so hopefully I'll be able to start drawing srsly.

I cannot draw hyoomans with a mouse, so hopefully I can draw my Skyrim/Fallout fanart when I get it. Yay.

Other than that my life has been pretty sucky, so ya~ How's it going with ya'll?

So my life mainly consists of playing The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim. I freaking love it, but I sadly can't play it every moment of my life because my brother and sister a busy playing it on their 360s but I don't have one.

This might be a spoiler sort of not really~

Anyway, to people who actually play it and understand what I am talking about;;

I have created like 4 different characters but I cannot seem to join up with the Imperials. I don't know why I have a burning hatred for them. 0-0 I want to see what it like from both perspectives so I create characters of different races. But even though the idea of the Stormcloaks is almost intirely built of off racism and hate of anyone pro-Empire. But Ralof/Rolof whatever the fuck is so nice in the begining I would just hate to be mean and say "your family can go die I'm joining the imperials." Even if Hadvar is all full of pity and tries to be nice.. Still, I'm not exactally just going to throw away the past and such.

Plus General Tullius annoys the hell out of me, and I could never possibly take the side with someone like that. Nords shan't trust a man of such pathetic twitchy-ness.

If this seems like a bunch of rubbish and rambling to you, then~

Well, join the club.

But Skyrim is just full of laughs with their Star Wars references, even if unintentional.

"The Empire" and "The Rebel Alliance"

ooh rofl

I have a Nord, Breton and High Elf character. I deleted my Khajiit character just because I got bored with it. (Sort of a test run, when I didn't know what the hell was going on.)

Rambleramblespamspam.

Honestly it is all that keeps me sane, mostly. Even then I'm not all that sane.

Have a wonderful thanksgiving or more importantly to most, black friday. :D

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6830209/

It is an awesome suit, go look. ^-^

So I had this fursuit mask base that I had let sit for about a year now. Recently I had finally got back to it and today I finished it. That means I have 3 fursuit masks that are completely furred in all of their glory. I am getting better, and I think this mask is definately an obvious time line. (I had different ways of furring prior to this, and I slowly started to improve. Then furred a complete mask before finishing this one.)

The fur on the top of the nose is just a bunch of square patches randomly glued on from when I first started, then the rest of it looks pretty nice. ^-^ I will post some pictures of it soon. I am so pathetically proud of it. (I still need to make eyes for it, but now that it is done being furred I will probably wait for a while.)

but my life is kind of majorly sucking right now. My mom is like fucked up on pain pills and bitches at me non-stop. It is like she does not feel successful untill she has made me feel like absolute crap. I pretty much have no friends, they also make me feel like shit; so they are more like "people I go to school with," that friends. I was in the musical for school, but I quit that because they, too, for some reason hate my guts. Even though aparently I am "talented".

She even constantly talks about how the animals I train hate me, and that my dog is the worst of them all. She'll tell me how I am doing everything wrong, then if I say anything she';; bitch me out further. If I even say ANYTHING she'll yell at me.

Like today I was trying to figure how to use an inhaler and I got "GODDAMNIT BRIENNA, YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME." I was looking at it and asked her how to. And she also was screaming about "You don't press the button to connect to the internet just sit in front of the router untill it works. YOU GOD DAMN KIDS WHY THE HELL DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO TALK BACK TO ME."

Someone kidnap me and my animals PLEASE. It is not like I have any friends to stay over at their house and all my family is fucking intollerable.

My mom is just a fucking piece of work, I just can't possibly say everything she does but she needs help. Plus she just never stops talking to herself. People think I am just a spoiled fucking bratt but they don't know what my life is like. It would be so much easier to get away if I didn't have all these animals to take care of.

It would be my dream to fursuit at a convention or even go to a convention in general but my mom would have to come and fucking drag me down with her and her personality.

Just save me.

People are alot like chickens,
They like to peck at eachother,
Sometimes untill they bleed,
But then they are amused by the color red,
and keep pecking.