You all probably know the past year or so there is a plan to move house and live together as one family? Well its not going to happen, my mum decided not to put the house on the market, my sister and her partner asked me who should I live with, mum or her?



I'm going to live with my sister and her partner, not sure when, they are looking for a place an hour away from mums place. they told my not to worry and carry on as normal till then.



I'm a little mad that mum has come to this decision, I mean after living with her for 3 years and one year of putting the house on the market and nothing, no buyer wanted the place (I guess they are very picky), though a plan has been already made by the two.





So next year, (hopefully) I'll be moving with my sister and partner to the new home. I just need to not worry about it.



In a lighter note, I will be getting a nintendo switch 2, hopefully I will be careful about it and enjoy what I have now till something cool will be added in the future.



I'm sorry for not posting art in the last few months, it's finding time to draw these days.

Since Friday, my sister and her partner have slowly moved their stuff from their home to ours.



My mum has been trying to get order on this chaos as well getting rid of some stuff to charity and auction.



For me I've need to find more free time to draw which is very hard to find at the moment. As well using my laptop.



Hop thing carm down and figuring out our free times.





This isn't the big move but it is a slow start on how to live with two extra people, three dogs and two cats add to the family.

Thanks for the birthday messages, didn't get any gifts this year, but I'm alright with that.

The meaning of life (which is pointless)

I uploaded it 24 hours ago, and no one commented.

Is Thursday a no comment part of the week?

Sorry for the big upload had to clear my tablet for the new year.

I'm not in a good place right now. The past few months have made me different than I was before. I had "quirks" that made me happy, I was unaware the past few months have been noticed by my family rather me to notice.


I've been taking blood pressure tablets, on a weight cheek every month, looking after my mom making sure she's happy, though I'm not happy, I've don't have a comfort zone like I did at my place before I've moved too mom's. My sister and her partner are trying to find a place where we all have to be together somewhere 100 miles north where we are. That is the most stressful thing ever.


Sometimes the Internet helps (mostly cat videos or something funny), sometimes it dose. What makes me happy is playing games on consoles and the laptop. I miss swimming, cycling, going on long walks, take a trip to a town or city, cinemas. Its what I want but dose it get in the way of importance family life.


I don't know where my head is at times, I got a mind set of a child (don't know by age) it's possible I got autism, though I wasn't diagnosed back when I was born or growing up. I'm wanted to help my family stay happy though there are times when unhappiness sets in I feel I've failed. Then I want to get away to comfort place (bedroom or a quiet room.) Though it's hard.


I just wanted to get this off my chest, I'm sorry for the lack of uploads, as well like art trades, though I did a lot of gift art to those I chat to. Finding time is hard at the moment for myself.


Thanks for reading.

https://sta.sh/01ov7cppd5en

I'm not sure to upload this on DA and FA>

context: this is a idea where Tails, fluttershy and bingo where dropped in to a hidden universe called "Eden". they have no memory of what happened before or during their entry to this universe. they ate the fruit there, making them older and mature in personality. despite this sudden change to their bodies and minds, they slowly forgot where they are and lived in a land of blissfulness.

Thank you for the birthday messages

It's my birthday, 41 years on earth

Yay

My brother has past away tonight (gmt), they say it is peaceful in his sleep.


Bro, 1978-2024, rip.

Is any one experiencing a problem where you can't see or access NSFW art at the moment?

Yesterday, my brother was rushed to hospital with a bad chest infection, he hasn't been well for months for many health problems, he was diagnosed with Alisons disease (I don't know what that is), along with many things. His main thing is he's a downs syndrome from he was born.

I'm not sure why things are bad for him, though my mum, sister and her partner are trying to not make me worry.

It's nearly been 10 years sine dad and grandma had pass. I did have another brother but he was a bad apple, the black sheep of the family, he passed away in 2020, but his death didn't affect me as much.

I don't know how many days he's got left, but it's not looking hopeful.

I don't like posting bad news but it helps.

Thank goodness, we are back online

We had a technion over to look at our telephone cable, plugs and router and let's say these three had problems.

About 2 hours of fixing, replacing and checking, everything thing is running smoothly (well as smoothly as 40mb/s as you can get), hopefully things are ok for now.

After two days we contacted our Internet provider, after going a few steps, we think that the router might be faulty. They ordered us a new one, but it will next working day, Monday.

I'm using my phone data but it's only 5gb of use, might rise it to 10gb in the future, but that be added costs.

Unable to get into Deviantart due to my phone network, unless I have to pay to have it.

I'm getting no Internet in my area, this could be done by the storm or cables got damaged by a rising water table.

I'm using my phone data to make this post.

Also my phone company provider can't get deviantart over the phone data, due to unsuitable content?

Happy Christmas, everyone

Just to heads up you all, things are changing with the family at the moment.


First, I'm no longer going back yo my home, the reason is my sister and her partner had said a while ago we be living together in one place. So far they will be selling there house and moving into mine, then after a while they will house searching for a bigger place.


Second, my state of mind Is all over the place, I'm frustrated and angry that I'm losing my place to my sister. I'm losing a lot of stuff to downsize, art work, dvds, games and books. My activity on discord is more less than ever, I'm sorry if I'm not chatting or replying to stuff.


Third: my art works is less upload than ever, I have been using sketchbook app on my android tablet. So I still need the practice, I can't do any trades for a long while.


Fourth: I need a well earned break from my mad family, hopefully a September weekend will do, just need to book a hotel for that.


I'll try and report any future changes

Due to family health issues, I'm unable to draw or upload for a while.

I'm not sure how to react to this: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10552819

I could wait and see what happens, if I get band or suspended it's fine, I've been on this sight since 2010's (I think)

Like most people who want to jump ship before it might sink. I'm going to wait it out

Thank you all for the birthday messages and gifts, I had a good birthday (for once), had a breakfast fry-up, been to Hull's aquarium "the deep". My birthday gifts from my family will come soon as next week (I hope).


To celebrate the end of the birthday I'm eating a donut, then it's back too the diet (boo).

I'm 40.

My birthday is coming on the 25, and I been 40. Some reason 35 to 40 was quick to me.

Things are getting change in RL, right know I'm staying at mum's foe a few weeks, manly due to bad weight and eating habits. They are putting me into a new routine of exercise and eating better foods but at less quantity, as well drink loads of water as well (so far I'm going to the toilet a lot more).

My sister has plans to move the family in on place to live in, I don't like the idea but there are reasons why I can't live by my self with out any help if things go wrong. Though that's a plan for the future.

I'm not drawing as much in the last two- three months, though I might have some pics I forgot to upload in a memory stick that I got on me, so I can upload next week at some point.


Thanks for reading

right, last week my sisters partners father has passed away, he has been unwell for months since a bad stroke.

i'm not going to upload this month, not because of this manly i been spending more time at moms last month, i might upload a seasonal art if i got time to do one.

sorry for the long wait, i did post about this on DA but i forgot to post here, sorry.

right, i will not be posting any works this month, it was meant for december, but due to family matters i had to do some quick works just to fill the last few weeks of the year.



i will be posting again in February (hopefully), i might post a few gift arts if i got the time to do them.