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Short Update
Posted 2 weeks agojust want to give a quick update on when I learned today that I actually been trying to write Flash Fiction, which are stories around 500 to 1000, and now knowing this is a word this is what my focus will be where I am gonna try to write about 5 around the same time to see what happens and with short stories which are around 1000 to 7500 words I will explore those every now again when I feel a idea calls for it, maybe about 3.
So yeah, you might see some journals in the future when I open up 5 flash fiction slots after creating some example writing and see how well this goes afterwards
So yeah, you might see some journals in the future when I open up 5 flash fiction slots after creating some example writing and see how well this goes afterwards
Another Update on myself and Creating work
Posted 4 weeks agoso over the last 2 months or so, I have not been posting, however I have learned the reason to why its been a struggle to be productive for me lately that I wanted to share here since I am not sure how long its still gonna take to heal from it.
with my slew of trauma I think I learned I have something called emotional amnesia which I think has been my true road block this whole time which is
"Emotional amnesia refers to the experience of being unable to fully access or feel the emotions associated with past events, even when the memory of the event itself is intact. It's a phenomenon where individuals may remember what happened, but the associated feelings are dulled, absent, or delayed. "
explains to me why I forget stories I actually wrote and when I read it again I just feel nothing looking at it cause I can't remember the emotions I want to feel reading it., and not even my own work, with everything, and it mostly happens after I go to sleep, when I wake up I pretty much have a emotional reset land also why I forget things a lot in general if it didn't make a emotional impression on me, its gonna fully white out in my mind
I still enjoy stories but my emotional memories on them can't stay long term, its a truama response, my brain unable to trust joy or strong emotions in general so it keeps me neutral to protect me but, it is a pain in the ass productive and just conversation wise and this comes down the most to how messed up my Nervous system is
ts pretty crazy to realize how much my nervous system has been affecting for as long as it has, cause its very un regulated like for example even if I see something I love, but didn't expect it, or hell even if do expect it, my nervous systems spikes like crazy but not because of anything bad, its because I love it so much and my nervous system is so scared of feeling that rush of joy, its pretty crazy how subconsciously scared I am of being happy and seeing what I want, I'm so not used for stuff for me and my body is not used to that and so scared to trust that self indulgence like I used too, honestly explains why I always feel anxiety writing, makes sense through if you saw the images my OCD brain forces on me all the time on my comfort characters, you wouldn't be able to trust joy in them either as I have mentally gone through shit, it has not been pretty being a chronic empath + uncontrollable vivid imagination = lots of pain, keeping morbid thoughts from invading my mind on a daily basis takes a toll and my nervous system is super fucked as a result
I will say it has been a breath a fresh air to find words to what all these feelings have been all this time, having a existential mind since childhood has been hard but now I know what it is I can work on improve on it and knowing I am a chronic empath always helps me not feels scared of myself and learning what was just emotions I absorbed so I can wring them out and connect with what I truly love
another thing helping me is getting over my intense fear of certain groups of people that I always thought was a common fear for gay men only to learn....it isn't and that is just me with Complex PTSD on top of everything else which is why I have also not been productive cause this fear has made me focus to hard on the concept of being hurt or attacked first and focusing on everyone else more than myself so, working through that as well.
TLDR: so, the long and short of it is, been making progress on my Mental health, its been a slow uphill battle, but I think with some time and understanding of myself and how to move forwards and my other mental disabilities, I see progress being made soon, any advice if you suffer from the same thing and how you handle it would mean the world to me, if you have anything.
with my slew of trauma I think I learned I have something called emotional amnesia which I think has been my true road block this whole time which is
"Emotional amnesia refers to the experience of being unable to fully access or feel the emotions associated with past events, even when the memory of the event itself is intact. It's a phenomenon where individuals may remember what happened, but the associated feelings are dulled, absent, or delayed. "
explains to me why I forget stories I actually wrote and when I read it again I just feel nothing looking at it cause I can't remember the emotions I want to feel reading it., and not even my own work, with everything, and it mostly happens after I go to sleep, when I wake up I pretty much have a emotional reset land also why I forget things a lot in general if it didn't make a emotional impression on me, its gonna fully white out in my mind
I still enjoy stories but my emotional memories on them can't stay long term, its a truama response, my brain unable to trust joy or strong emotions in general so it keeps me neutral to protect me but, it is a pain in the ass productive and just conversation wise and this comes down the most to how messed up my Nervous system is
ts pretty crazy to realize how much my nervous system has been affecting for as long as it has, cause its very un regulated like for example even if I see something I love, but didn't expect it, or hell even if do expect it, my nervous systems spikes like crazy but not because of anything bad, its because I love it so much and my nervous system is so scared of feeling that rush of joy, its pretty crazy how subconsciously scared I am of being happy and seeing what I want, I'm so not used for stuff for me and my body is not used to that and so scared to trust that self indulgence like I used too, honestly explains why I always feel anxiety writing, makes sense through if you saw the images my OCD brain forces on me all the time on my comfort characters, you wouldn't be able to trust joy in them either as I have mentally gone through shit, it has not been pretty being a chronic empath + uncontrollable vivid imagination = lots of pain, keeping morbid thoughts from invading my mind on a daily basis takes a toll and my nervous system is super fucked as a result
I will say it has been a breath a fresh air to find words to what all these feelings have been all this time, having a existential mind since childhood has been hard but now I know what it is I can work on improve on it and knowing I am a chronic empath always helps me not feels scared of myself and learning what was just emotions I absorbed so I can wring them out and connect with what I truly love
another thing helping me is getting over my intense fear of certain groups of people that I always thought was a common fear for gay men only to learn....it isn't and that is just me with Complex PTSD on top of everything else which is why I have also not been productive cause this fear has made me focus to hard on the concept of being hurt or attacked first and focusing on everyone else more than myself so, working through that as well.
TLDR: so, the long and short of it is, been making progress on my Mental health, its been a slow uphill battle, but I think with some time and understanding of myself and how to move forwards and my other mental disabilities, I see progress being made soon, any advice if you suffer from the same thing and how you handle it would mean the world to me, if you have anything.
Update
Posted 3 months agoSo, I have decided to try to give this profile more structure.
Starting now, I am going to write stories. Don't expect a lot, as my main limitation still is my laptop, which I have to struggle with all the time to even start writing, due to its poor performance. As such, here's what I am going to do.
For now, I am still going to try to come up with some stories to write to fill out my profile and skills a little bit more, and I am trying to do trades and commissions
Trades so I can get some stuff out there I want to see, I don't have the skills for, but my main focus now will be with Commissions
The way I am going to go about it is once I figure out how to set it up is to use gift cards for the exchange, since I still don't have a credit card, and hopefully will be able to save up enough money for a new laptop or even just an effective cooling unit for the one I have now cause even that would be enough to get me back on track.
This is my current plan, and I also plan to make a follow-up post about this once I figure out the rest of the details going to keep things open ended for both art trades and commissions, but if in the future I start getting Mutiple and returning clients, I will ramp things up as I go.
Starting now, I am going to write stories. Don't expect a lot, as my main limitation still is my laptop, which I have to struggle with all the time to even start writing, due to its poor performance. As such, here's what I am going to do.
For now, I am still going to try to come up with some stories to write to fill out my profile and skills a little bit more, and I am trying to do trades and commissions
Trades so I can get some stuff out there I want to see, I don't have the skills for, but my main focus now will be with Commissions
The way I am going to go about it is once I figure out how to set it up is to use gift cards for the exchange, since I still don't have a credit card, and hopefully will be able to save up enough money for a new laptop or even just an effective cooling unit for the one I have now cause even that would be enough to get me back on track.
This is my current plan, and I also plan to make a follow-up post about this once I figure out the rest of the details going to keep things open ended for both art trades and commissions, but if in the future I start getting Mutiple and returning clients, I will ramp things up as I go.
A weird commission question
Posted 4 months agoSo I have been asked in the past about the concept of opening commissions, and haveI never been able to since I don't have a means of getting money off of my Paypal once its delivered, this fact has not changed so I have thought I won't be doing commissions for awhile because of that...until now
Now hear me out, this might sound strange, but what if I took commissions through virtual gift cards? Mostly Amazon and eBay ones in specific, I think this is a really good temporary solution to my problem, and can motivate me to have the idea of commissions finally being open. But I wanna hear feedback first, do you think it's a good idea? Do you see something wrong with the concept? Let me know
Now hear me out, this might sound strange, but what if I took commissions through virtual gift cards? Mostly Amazon and eBay ones in specific, I think this is a really good temporary solution to my problem, and can motivate me to have the idea of commissions finally being open. But I wanna hear feedback first, do you think it's a good idea? Do you see something wrong with the concept? Let me know
My Birthday
Posted 5 months agotoday is another birthday for me, hooray
New Plan
Posted 5 months agoSo just decided to just not censor my writing and will just post whatever I make onto my profile. my ideal plan here is to make an even amount of sfw and nsfw content so to anyone who only wants to see my Sfw stuff I will just suggest pressing the sfw button while looking at my content.
and I am still looking for writing prompts I can take inspiration to create my own, so any suggestions would be helpful
and I am still looking for writing prompts I can take inspiration to create my own, so any suggestions would be helpful
Solved my issue and Current plan of Mpreg
Posted 5 months agoSo, after thinking about it some more I figured out how to solve my problem, I have decided that for my lighter content will be my main gallery most of that will be Romance, Mpreg, Fluff, light hyper and nsfw with some other stuff sprinkled here and there.
And all my more intense content mostly Hypno, mindbreak, super hyper body parts, inflation, weight gain, darker themes, bad endings, and very hard fetish focused stuff will be in my scraps which I think is a better way to divide in terms of my work.
what I want to do right now is write a bunch of mpreg one shots to fill my main page up with as this will be the main focus, so I humbly ask if you know any good Materinity or pregtobor prompt list send them my way please been really feeling motivated lately and I want to use that for something public.
I also have a omegaverse inspired concept in the works I hope to show soon as I never liked the omegaverse and made one catered more to my interest,so hoping to be able to show some of that soon
And all my more intense content mostly Hypno, mindbreak, super hyper body parts, inflation, weight gain, darker themes, bad endings, and very hard fetish focused stuff will be in my scraps which I think is a better way to divide in terms of my work.
what I want to do right now is write a bunch of mpreg one shots to fill my main page up with as this will be the main focus, so I humbly ask if you know any good Materinity or pregtobor prompt list send them my way please been really feeling motivated lately and I want to use that for something public.
I also have a omegaverse inspired concept in the works I hope to show soon as I never liked the omegaverse and made one catered more to my interest,so hoping to be able to show some of that soon
Feeling conflicted
Posted 5 months agoSo lately I have actually been writing stuff, it's been good to feel productive again, through the reason I have not been posting them is because they have been quite sfw and light in nature, and I have been having this feeling it just doesn't fit this account and I'm not sure how to remove that feeling
I have two very oppisite sides a light side that's loves romance, gentle mpreg, and fluffy love and cute family things, and a dark side that likes more intense things which my profiles and F-list are very open about, I'm not really sure if there is a way to balance both things in one profile and not make it jaring for readers who like one and not the other, like sure having two accounts is the easy answer but that feels....excessive at the moment.
I'm open to suggestions if anyone has any.
I have two very oppisite sides a light side that's loves romance, gentle mpreg, and fluffy love and cute family things, and a dark side that likes more intense things which my profiles and F-list are very open about, I'm not really sure if there is a way to balance both things in one profile and not make it jaring for readers who like one and not the other, like sure having two accounts is the easy answer but that feels....excessive at the moment.
I'm open to suggestions if anyone has any.
Future Story Plans
Posted 6 months agoSo as of late I have thinking about what I want to do with this account over the month I have been getting my mojo back in order and I decided to really think about all the things I enjoy and make this varied account for all my kinks and fetishes. might take me a little bit longer and making regular content as I am still trying to give each kink equal attention, but I have some things I am thinking about
I have also added my Discord which is the same name of my account, so if there was a chance someone wanted to add me on discord and talk about any of these topics, I am about to list below that are my main topics your going to hopefully see here
Weight gain (and maybe a weight gain game one day)
Hyper bodies, Cocks, balls, Muscles, Fat, Belly and butts
Cum inflation
Mpreg
Harems
Muscled and Femboy dominants
Small dom Big sub
Endo and Un birth
Ferals and Anthro's
Dombreaking
Hypno
Gay Dystopian World (have a F-list of details for this project)
Muti chapter stories and one shots
I have also added my Discord which is the same name of my account, so if there was a chance someone wanted to add me on discord and talk about any of these topics, I am about to list below that are my main topics your going to hopefully see here
Weight gain (and maybe a weight gain game one day)
Hyper bodies, Cocks, balls, Muscles, Fat, Belly and butts
Cum inflation
Mpreg
Harems
Muscled and Femboy dominants
Small dom Big sub
Endo and Un birth
Ferals and Anthro's
Dombreaking
Hypno
Gay Dystopian World (have a F-list of details for this project)
Muti chapter stories and one shots
Update
Posted 7 months agoSo I have not been too active here lately, or for years really to be fair, but recently I learned the reason I have been so unmotivated for so long, I have finally found that the reason I wasn't getting any satisfaction from my work is because I am suffering from something called anhedonia, a side effect of depression which means I am unable to feel pleasure or enjoyment in anything I do, which if you have talked to me at any point I think might make sense to you and explain why I might have seemed uninterested in conversations.
The good news about this, is after learning about this and talking to the right people I have been getting it treated, and it has been working I have been more normal now than I have felt in years, and feeling a lot of old feelings, I thought was gone, starting to return slowly but strongly. now I can't say this means I am going to be super active now because I still have some things to work on and sort out, but I think there is a much higher chance now, finally being able to express myself in the ways I always wanted too
The good news about this, is after learning about this and talking to the right people I have been getting it treated, and it has been working I have been more normal now than I have felt in years, and feeling a lot of old feelings, I thought was gone, starting to return slowly but strongly. now I can't say this means I am going to be super active now because I still have some things to work on and sort out, but I think there is a much higher chance now, finally being able to express myself in the ways I always wanted too
MAYternity but not in May +Suggestions
Posted a year agoyeah, as the tittle says I know it's not may but honestly, I have been in the mood to write some short MPreg fics so I decided to do this anyway, don't really have an intended end goal for this and no prompts but to see how many Fics I can create from my own ideas and other people ideas the only real Rules are if you are to leave a suggestion is that is must be Male x Male and Mpreg focused. also, I will accept ocs but I am rather picky and while there is no guarantees for normal suggestion, suggestions for ocs are even lower in having a chance to being made
For now, through here are some characters I have an interest in writing about from some fandoms on my mind currently
The Lion King
-Mufasa
-Scar
-Nuka
-Simba + Tojo
-Kion + Janja + Azzad
-Badili x Mapigano
-Kopa + Kovu
-Cheezi + Chungu
-Makucha + Fahari + Jiona
Balto
-Balto + Steele
-Star + Mel + Kaltag
-Nava + Niju
-Kirby + Kodi
Lady and the Tramp
-Tramp + Buster
-Trusty + Jock
101 Dalmatians
-Pongo + Danny + Oc
-Thunderbolt + Lil Lightining
-Dylan + Hansel + Fergus + Spike + Spencer
Spyro
-Spyro + Ripto
-Flame
-Red
-Ignitus, Terrador, Cyril, and Volteer
-Malefor
-The Chronicler
-Spyro 1 dragons
Crash Bandicoot
-Crash + Cortex
-Crunch
-Pinstripe
-Ripper Roo
-Tiny
-Dingodile
Mario
-Koops + KP Koopa
-Boshi + Croco
-Yoshis
-Bowser + Mario
-Koopalings
Zootpia
-Nick Wilde
-Finnick
-Gideon Grey
-Gary + Larry
-Lionheart
-Jack Savage
-Emmitt Otterton
-Duke Weaselton + Dribs
-Mr. Wilde
The bad guys
-Mr. Wolf+ Mr.Snake (anthro)
Beastars
-Legoshi + Louis
-Tao + Kibi
-Jack + Collot
-Durham
-Voss
-Miguno
-Bill
+Pina
-Miyagi
Star fox
-Fox Mccloud
-Wolf O Donald
-Bill Grey
-Falco + Leon
-Panther
Krypto the Superdog
-Krypto + Ace + Streaky
-Bud + Ace + Lou
-Bull Dog + Tail Terrier
-Tusky Husky + Hot Dog
-Paw Pooch + Stretch-O-Mutt
Undertale x Deltarune
-Asgore + Rudy
-Asriel
-Raisei
Heathcliff and the Catillac Cats
-Riff Raff + Leroy
-Lucky + Mervyn McMutt
-Heathcliff + Spike
Some other minor ones
-Bojack Horsemen + Mr. Penutbutter
-Humprey + Garth
-Hunter x Blitz x Exile
-Charlie Barkin + Lance + Itchy + Manfred
-Svengallop + Troubleshoes
-Smartass weasel + Roger Rabbit
-Lucky + Ralph
-Cooler + King
-Fang + Buddy
-Max Goof + PJ
-Jake Clawson + Chance Furlong
-Wolf Link + Red 13
-Scooby doo + Courage
-Bonkers + The Mean Old Wolf
-Koji Koda + Fumikage Tokoyami
For now, through here are some characters I have an interest in writing about from some fandoms on my mind currently
The Lion King
-Mufasa
-Scar
-Nuka
-Simba + Tojo
-Kion + Janja + Azzad
-Badili x Mapigano
-Kopa + Kovu
-Cheezi + Chungu
-Makucha + Fahari + Jiona
Balto
-Balto + Steele
-Star + Mel + Kaltag
-Nava + Niju
-Kirby + Kodi
Lady and the Tramp
-Tramp + Buster
-Trusty + Jock
101 Dalmatians
-Pongo + Danny + Oc
-Thunderbolt + Lil Lightining
-Dylan + Hansel + Fergus + Spike + Spencer
Spyro
-Spyro + Ripto
-Flame
-Red
-Ignitus, Terrador, Cyril, and Volteer
-Malefor
-The Chronicler
-Spyro 1 dragons
Crash Bandicoot
-Crash + Cortex
-Crunch
-Pinstripe
-Ripper Roo
-Tiny
-Dingodile
Mario
-Koops + KP Koopa
-Boshi + Croco
-Yoshis
-Bowser + Mario
-Koopalings
Zootpia
-Nick Wilde
-Finnick
-Gideon Grey
-Gary + Larry
-Lionheart
-Jack Savage
-Emmitt Otterton
-Duke Weaselton + Dribs
-Mr. Wilde
The bad guys
-Mr. Wolf+ Mr.Snake (anthro)
Beastars
-Legoshi + Louis
-Tao + Kibi
-Jack + Collot
-Durham
-Voss
-Miguno
-Bill
+Pina
-Miyagi
Star fox
-Fox Mccloud
-Wolf O Donald
-Bill Grey
-Falco + Leon
-Panther
Krypto the Superdog
-Krypto + Ace + Streaky
-Bud + Ace + Lou
-Bull Dog + Tail Terrier
-Tusky Husky + Hot Dog
-Paw Pooch + Stretch-O-Mutt
Undertale x Deltarune
-Asgore + Rudy
-Asriel
-Raisei
Heathcliff and the Catillac Cats
-Riff Raff + Leroy
-Lucky + Mervyn McMutt
-Heathcliff + Spike
Some other minor ones
-Bojack Horsemen + Mr. Penutbutter
-Humprey + Garth
-Hunter x Blitz x Exile
-Charlie Barkin + Lance + Itchy + Manfred
-Svengallop + Troubleshoes
-Smartass weasel + Roger Rabbit
-Lucky + Ralph
-Cooler + King
-Fang + Buddy
-Max Goof + PJ
-Jake Clawson + Chance Furlong
-Wolf Link + Red 13
-Scooby doo + Courage
-Bonkers + The Mean Old Wolf
-Koji Koda + Fumikage Tokoyami
need help with Story thumbnails
Posted a year agoSo I am having a issue with stories as I have been trying to add thumbails to my story so they might get some more traction but for some reason when I search up my own story the thumbnail is super small and when I click on my story it says "image not found"
Can anyone tell me why that is happening and how to fix it or is it just a FA thing?
Can anyone tell me why that is happening and how to fix it or is it just a FA thing?
To do list of stories
Posted a year agoThis is just a list for me and the stories I want to write, will edit this as I see fit, feel free to look if any of this you find interesting.
-Pongo"s True nature
-Characters:
Pongo (101 Dalmations)
Emerald (oc)
-Kinks: Adultry, Bi to Gay, breeding, Mpreg
A Cosmic flip
-Characters: N/A
-Kinks: Classified
Re-Frosted Cake
-Characters:
Carrot Cake (MLP)
Rebel the Changling (oc)
-Kinks
A different kind of protein
-Characters:
Emerald (oc)
One-shot character
-Kinks
Straight to gay, mind altering, hypno, mindbreak, mpreg
Shining Armor's Deal
-Characters:
Shining Armor (MLP)
King Metamorphosis (MLP genderbent)
Rebel the changling (oc)
-Kinks:
Hyper mpreg, hyper, mindbreak, bi to gay, changling transformation
A Unique Sciantific Experiment (possiable series)
-Characters: N/A
-Kinks: Macro Hyper and cumflation, Mega Mpreg, Hyper casual
A Stud's unexpected downfall (possiable series)
-Characters: N/A
-Kinks: Straight to gay, bi to gay, Mindbreak, reality altering, mpreg, gay harem
An Average day for Emerald
-Characters:
Emerald (oc)
Other dogs
-Kinks: Mutiple partners, consenual cuckholding, Mpreg, cumflation
A Jock's conflicted apolgy
Charaters: N/A
Kinks: Straight to gay, mpreg, hyper, mindbreak
Oppisites Attract
-Characters:
-Norman the cat (oc)
-Greg the dog (oc)
-Kink:Romance, theme, mpreg, vanilla
Helping Balto
-Characters:
Balto
Steele
Nikki
Kaltag
Star
-Kinks: dud to stud, cumflation, hyper, mpreg, romance, mutiple partners
Sunburst's intimate frienship problem
-Characters:
Sunburst
Shining Armor
Sorian
Fancy Pants
Cheese Sandwhich
Big Mac
Sunburst
Zepher Breeze
Flash Sentry
-Kinks:
Harem, Mutiple partners, Cumflation, Mpreg, pregnant sex, hyper
-Pongo"s True nature
-Characters:
Pongo (101 Dalmations)
Emerald (oc)
-Kinks: Adultry, Bi to Gay, breeding, Mpreg
A Cosmic flip
-Characters: N/A
-Kinks: Classified
Re-Frosted Cake
-Characters:
Carrot Cake (MLP)
Rebel the Changling (oc)
-Kinks
A different kind of protein
-Characters:
Emerald (oc)
One-shot character
-Kinks
Straight to gay, mind altering, hypno, mindbreak, mpreg
Shining Armor's Deal
-Characters:
Shining Armor (MLP)
King Metamorphosis (MLP genderbent)
Rebel the changling (oc)
-Kinks:
Hyper mpreg, hyper, mindbreak, bi to gay, changling transformation
A Unique Sciantific Experiment (possiable series)
-Characters: N/A
-Kinks: Macro Hyper and cumflation, Mega Mpreg, Hyper casual
A Stud's unexpected downfall (possiable series)
-Characters: N/A
-Kinks: Straight to gay, bi to gay, Mindbreak, reality altering, mpreg, gay harem
An Average day for Emerald
-Characters:
Emerald (oc)
Other dogs
-Kinks: Mutiple partners, consenual cuckholding, Mpreg, cumflation
A Jock's conflicted apolgy
Charaters: N/A
Kinks: Straight to gay, mpreg, hyper, mindbreak
Oppisites Attract
-Characters:
-Norman the cat (oc)
-Greg the dog (oc)
-Kink:Romance, theme, mpreg, vanilla
Helping Balto
-Characters:
Balto
Steele
Nikki
Kaltag
Star
-Kinks: dud to stud, cumflation, hyper, mpreg, romance, mutiple partners
Sunburst's intimate frienship problem
-Characters:
Sunburst
Shining Armor
Sorian
Fancy Pants
Cheese Sandwhich
Big Mac
Sunburst
Zepher Breeze
Flash Sentry
-Kinks:
Harem, Mutiple partners, Cumflation, Mpreg, pregnant sex, hyper
Mindset Envy (vent?)
Posted a year agoGonna be honest Im not sure if this a vent or not and I'm sure people are gonna find what I say here strange but its important to me so I'm gonna talk about it
So there is mindset around the NSFW community that I 've had very changing feelings about over the years, one I'm sure you have seen at some point the one of super wish fullfilment. the Mindset of creating or writing or get art of the most self insert fantasties you can come up with mostly like a person's sona being with all there very favorite canon characters, giving them all super hypersexual bodies and the most intense sex you will ever see, creating hyper stud characters that always gets there way in every picture, Herams,Taking a favorite Male from a canon media (normally the protag or some wimpy side character) and making a self insert for all the sexual wants of the creator, etc I'm sure you get what I'm talking about.
Now the thing I noticed about this mindset is that 99 percent of the time the person who has it is Straight (or someone who is attracted to women in general) sure there is the very rare case where I see otherwise but still that is just a rare care. I have realized that kind of mindset doesn't seem to come natrual for gay men, which I think the reason for is being gay has never been hyper sexulized in media like being Straight always has (in the sense of how Straight men is beee written a lot in fiction over the decades as hyper manly,Cassnova,etc) so there was never much a fuel for Gay men to crave the hyper sexual and shallow level of perverted fantasties because all of that was given to straight men. for gay men we have Coming out stories, Experimenting with Straight friend who won't return your feelings, toxic family drama, The same old sterotypes, Being proud of who we are and living simple and boring lives , and many other things that more or less just realistic stuff and honestly I'm surprised there aren't more people like me who are bored of that.
like I like being proud of who I am but I feel like we should crave more I want stories of a gay protag getting all the boys. I want hypersexual gay stories, I want gay studs and Alphas, I want gay dilf hunters, I want some gay dapravity and Normallity. I'm so bored and tired of the same coming out stories, full of nothing but angst or the "my wife doesn't mind" or other stories where being gay is treated like a secondary thing or a joke or agnst fuel, I want it to be the main and only purpose, I want to see more super mega gay wish fulfilment from myself and from others,frankly I want what straight readers get on a almost daily basis all the hentai tropes and above transformed into something gay,
Now I'm sure your thinking how strange this is to talk about this but honestly I just feel like gay men deserve to have this. with all the ways being gay has been treated like garbage over the years and really it still is because now it feels like the internet is treating being gay like its a boring fad now and a lot of gay men these days I feel like are thinking the same thing where there only gay in title but in anything else, you would never know and I think we should have more than that and immerse ourselves in worlds where what we want comes first for a change
but yeah I guess in the end this was a vent but yeah the fact of the matter is from the tittle I am not immune from this. the mindset I want so badly doesnt come to me easily either at least not in the way I feel like it should. but I want to change that I want to open the door for what I feel we should have more of and slowly day by day I'm figuring it out, wouldn't mind getting some advice from people who have mindsets like this but for now I'm just figuring out what I can
So there is mindset around the NSFW community that I 've had very changing feelings about over the years, one I'm sure you have seen at some point the one of super wish fullfilment. the Mindset of creating or writing or get art of the most self insert fantasties you can come up with mostly like a person's sona being with all there very favorite canon characters, giving them all super hypersexual bodies and the most intense sex you will ever see, creating hyper stud characters that always gets there way in every picture, Herams,Taking a favorite Male from a canon media (normally the protag or some wimpy side character) and making a self insert for all the sexual wants of the creator, etc I'm sure you get what I'm talking about.
Now the thing I noticed about this mindset is that 99 percent of the time the person who has it is Straight (or someone who is attracted to women in general) sure there is the very rare case where I see otherwise but still that is just a rare care. I have realized that kind of mindset doesn't seem to come natrual for gay men, which I think the reason for is being gay has never been hyper sexulized in media like being Straight always has (in the sense of how Straight men is beee written a lot in fiction over the decades as hyper manly,Cassnova,etc) so there was never much a fuel for Gay men to crave the hyper sexual and shallow level of perverted fantasties because all of that was given to straight men. for gay men we have Coming out stories, Experimenting with Straight friend who won't return your feelings, toxic family drama, The same old sterotypes, Being proud of who we are and living simple and boring lives , and many other things that more or less just realistic stuff and honestly I'm surprised there aren't more people like me who are bored of that.
like I like being proud of who I am but I feel like we should crave more I want stories of a gay protag getting all the boys. I want hypersexual gay stories, I want gay studs and Alphas, I want gay dilf hunters, I want some gay dapravity and Normallity. I'm so bored and tired of the same coming out stories, full of nothing but angst or the "my wife doesn't mind" or other stories where being gay is treated like a secondary thing or a joke or agnst fuel, I want it to be the main and only purpose, I want to see more super mega gay wish fulfilment from myself and from others,frankly I want what straight readers get on a almost daily basis all the hentai tropes and above transformed into something gay,
Now I'm sure your thinking how strange this is to talk about this but honestly I just feel like gay men deserve to have this. with all the ways being gay has been treated like garbage over the years and really it still is because now it feels like the internet is treating being gay like its a boring fad now and a lot of gay men these days I feel like are thinking the same thing where there only gay in title but in anything else, you would never know and I think we should have more than that and immerse ourselves in worlds where what we want comes first for a change
but yeah I guess in the end this was a vent but yeah the fact of the matter is from the tittle I am not immune from this. the mindset I want so badly doesnt come to me easily either at least not in the way I feel like it should. but I want to change that I want to open the door for what I feel we should have more of and slowly day by day I'm figuring it out, wouldn't mind getting some advice from people who have mindsets like this but for now I'm just figuring out what I can
fandom list
Posted 3 years agoI plan on getting back into writing hopefully soon and I'm making this list of fandoms I wanna write stories for, list will change depending on my mood
-Lady and the Tramp
-Pound Puppies
-Alpha and omega
-The lion king
-Kingdom hearts
-My little Pony
-Spyro
-Crash Bandicoot
-Balto
-undertale
-Bojack Horseman
-Krypto the Superdog
-All dogs go to heaven
-Star fox
-Road Rovers
-Swat Kats
-Tom and Jerry
-Zootopia
-The bad guys
-Sly Cooper
-Neopets the darkest fairy
-Beastars
-Green eggs and ham Netflix show
-Pokemon
-Animal Crossing
-101 Dalmatians
-Five nights at Freddy's
-Lady and the Tramp
-Pound Puppies
-Alpha and omega
-The lion king
-Kingdom hearts
-My little Pony
-Spyro
-Crash Bandicoot
-Balto
-undertale
-Bojack Horseman
-Krypto the Superdog
-All dogs go to heaven
-Star fox
-Road Rovers
-Swat Kats
-Tom and Jerry
-Zootopia
-The bad guys
-Sly Cooper
-Neopets the darkest fairy
-Beastars
-Green eggs and ham Netflix show
-Pokemon
-Animal Crossing
-101 Dalmatians
-Five nights at Freddy's
