Don't really have much to say here but it'd be remiss not to partake in a new year's post, seeing as it's basically the most reliable form of content you'll get out of me these days.

It'd be an understatement to say that 2024 was a very mixed year. Concerns about my own health and my family's health have consistently increased. I've failed to meet a lot of goals, had long periods of flat maintenance problems which have made general living very stressful, I have a suspicion that I'll need to change brain medication soon and I recently lost my relationship of nine years.

But amidst that I did achieve some small things I'm proud of that I will continue to build on in 2025, I'm starting the year in a relatively decent headspace and I have somehow managed to maintain plenty of important friendships. As far as i'm concerned, 2025 will be a ‘do or die’ year, which sounds morbid but it might be the best way to give myself the motivation I need.

Writing has really been on the backburner for a long time. I've had more important things to procrastinate on, but I do have some writing goals for this year. Nothing huge, but you will get some new stuff this year, even if it's just one new Milly & Tish or Damo story.

Above all else, what's not going to change is me being a relentlessly horny bastard, so if you want semi-regular shitposting about bastinado and ottergirls you can follow me on twitter - torturemon - or on bluesky - milly-softail

Thank you to all those who have chatted with me in the past year, you made the difficult times much more bearable.

Here's to a delightfully painful and ticklish 2025 for all <3

hey ho, Dan here (or is it)

Small journal just to plug a catboy pal of mine  accordioncat who has recently started writing. Their first story is very inspired by one of my very old ones and will easily push the buttons of anybody who is into the same kinda dark/dubcon/foot torture and bondage fetishes that I have written about so much:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53145667/

They also have a hot Animal Crossing-based fic plus a lot of commissions of their incredibly gay catboy OC, so do check them out while you wait another seven years for one of my fics :3

Sidenote I realised that it has been just over ten years since i uploaded my first fic and like, fucking hell, im gonna be in a retirement home soon

Today is my birthday, bringing me a year of further wisdom and further worries about mortality

I do quite often tend to get depressed thinking about the shortness and futility of life and how each year just brings me closer to inevitable hardship and tragedy

Then i just distract myself by getting horny about cartoon characters and that sorts it out

You young whippersnappers had better get off my damn lawn or else

This is another one of my personal rambly journals. You don’t have to read it, but given the circumstances, I feel obliged to put my feelings into words and pay respects, just like so many others have. This may all seem overly sentimental and over-the-top to some of you, but this is exactly how I feel.

First of all, thank you very much to all those who reached out to me after my previous journal a couple of weeks back – the company helped a lot and I am feeling much more emotionally stable now than I was then.

Of course, our whole community is in a very sombre state at the moment after the tragic passing of the legendary Kyle Dragon, a hero to me and many others in the fandom. I found Kyle’s stories back in my teen years when I was going through the lowest point in my life, way back before I became an active member of the fandom. I was just a lurker, and I genuinely feel like Kyle’s stories were the turning point for me deciding to attempt my own creativity. Like many others, I had struggled at that awkward age coming to terms with the weird and eccentric fetish that I’d developed, and finding those stories – brilliantly fun and colourful adventure stories with loveable characters and a plentiful amount of absolutely delightful tickle scenes – offered me a vast amount of comfort at a time that I really needed it. Pure escapist fantasy, almost perfectly attuned to my own extremely niche passions. If you haven’t read any of his stories, I urge you to do so. Having re-read them this past year, they are still IMO the pinnacle of furry fiction, with Timmy’s Adventure being my personal favourite. I adore his cast of characters.

I wasn’t close with Kyle or anything, but me and him did have a few conversations over the years and he was a truly lovely man, friendly, professional and always happy to engage with his fans. Just earlier this year, I was excitedly talking with him about the project he was recently working on. I can't help but feel regret about not properly telling him just how much he inspired me - even though he almost assuredly received hundreds of such messages over the years, I would have loved to have just personally thanked him for the impact he had.

On one hand, it feels silly to credit a furry tickle fetish writer with changing my life, but really, if it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t have engaged with the fandom, I wouldn’t have the amazing social circle that I have today, I wouldn’t have pursued the creative outlet of writing myself and I wouldn’t have lifted myself out of that awful breakdown all those years ago. The inspiration his stories gave me absolutely changed my life, and he has always been my idol as a result.

Yesterday it felt like a part of my youth had passed away, it was a painful and devastating blow. I can’t imagine what those closest to him must be feeling right now. But, seeing the entire community join together in grief and share stories of how Kyle inspired them was a huge catharsis. I am far from the only person who was brought into this fandom through his work, and it came as some comfort to read the huge outpouring of remembrance from almost every single person that I know on here. We may be a community of weird ticklish furries, but we can sure as hell come together as one and become an incredible support network when we need to.

Kyle’s work was all about cute critters smiling~ He left behind a great legacy and a library of work that I will still be re-reading my entire life. This is a difficult period for everyone, but there is so much about him to celebrate and enjoy, not just what he left behind, but the fandom and friendships that he kickstarted and that will still keep on developing for many years to come. I’m determined to turn this mourning into motivation, to follow the example that he set, to try and inspire others and support the existence of this small but tight-knit fandom.

Thank you, Kyle, for the amazing stories that brought me more inspiration than you could ever imagine. Thank you for pioneering this wonderful community that has saved my life so many times. I know I’ll get to ask for your autograph in heaven someday~

Thank you, everyone, for being that community and continuing to provide incredible friendships that will last a lifetime.

Thank you for existing. I love you all <3

I'll hopefully delete this eventually but im hoping that putting a brief vent out there helps me calm down somewhat

I've not had a good week, my mental health was already dwindling but on Friday we had to put one of my dad's dogs to sleep due to kidney failure. I dont deal well with the concept of mortality anyway, even though it was an animal death, it was very sudden and she was only just over one year old. In addition, in a few hours from now i have to join the rest of the family to visit the memorial for my grandmother, whose death in 2019 spurred on a lot of my current anxiety and depression issues.

Death and illness terrify me to the point of having a total grip on my life, I feel like I spend most days worrying about close friends or family dying, even though there is no reason for me to be worrying about them. I feel sometimes that the fact I'm going to die one day is almost constantly on my mind, like im just waiting for it to happen and struggle to enjoy life in the meantime

The fact that death terrifies me so much is somewhat of a comfort, as it means that during moments like tonight where I feel super suicidal are unlikely to ever amount to much - its been a long time since i even had the capability to self-harm, so as much as i hate myself, im not going to do anything stupid

But it feels like everything is piling up, im haunted by the potential for tragedy with no justification, I feel like some friendships and oppurtunities are slipping away, my attempts to improve my health and become a worthwhile member of society are all futile. It's becoming more and more commonplace that I find out that I'm making people uncomfortable without realising, my complete lack of social skills just causing more of a rift in my social circle and causing drama for not only myself but others. I don't cope well with knowing that im a burden on people, I'm already a drain on society irl so i dont need to be a drain to my online friends too.

I dont mean to worry people, ill be fine, im just having a particularly bad weekend and will probably feel better in a few days. I just needed to vent into the void as tonight I felt a little closer to doing something stupid than i have in a long time. It came on fairly suddenly whilst I was trying to sleep, and im sure my mood will improve just as quickly at some point today, hopefully

Thank you if youre still reading, and I apologise

Today marks the 25th Anniversary of when I was summoned to this earth via a salt circle, several pinwheels and a 240-minute blank VHS tape.

I've never been one to make a big thing of birthdays much, I don't particularly enjoy thinking about getting older and the past decade or so has gone so fast. But we're also getting quite close now to the 10th anniversary of the whole beginning of my furry/fetish writing journey so I guess I'll try and do something to celebrate that :3

Now, everyone has to present their soles to me for either 25 strokes of a feather or 25 strokes of a cane, said decision is mine. Sorry I dont make the rules (I do)

Hi all

I was going to write a big long essay to round out the year and decade but I've been feeling sick as fuck tonight so cant really be bothered uwu

Just want to say that I hope 2020 brings plenty of prosperity and paws to all of you :D I will continue to very slowly work on things and I look forward to chatting with you all more for the next 10 years

A very special shout out to my soft boyfriend  azazelbun and my favourite people  KrayZ  bravepupper  krazethefox  zangooseminer - and all the rest of course :D if ive said hi to you in the past few months ill gladly hug you irl

Have a good one :3

Hello all

It's been a while since there was much activity on this account, other than uploading other people's art xP so i figured I'd put together a journal explaining whats going on with myself and what to possibly expect over at least the next month or two.

Life Stuff:

Those who speak to me regularly will know that over the past few weeks I haven't been in the best of situations, with my physical and mental health both declining quite a bit. I'm eternally grateful for all the great people who take the time to reach out to me, because I don't know where I'd be without them and right now I can't really be alone with my own thoughts. I don't want to worry anybody but it's difficult when I myself am panicking and having constant breakdowns.

I got laid off (well sort of, 'mutul decision') from my job back in February, which tbh was a fucking godsend because the place was ruining my mental state even further (dont work in call centres, you deserve better than that), and I've struggled to find another job since then, but around a month ago I made the decision to seek professional help for my health issues as a priority before i go back into the world of work. Unfortunately that opened up a lot of stuff and since my birthday I have just been feeling significantly more unstable, which is more difficult when on long waits for medical appointments. I don't feel like I'm at huge immediate risk, but I have had to make some major changes/precautions to my life to compensate.

Illness has kinda dominated my life lately so it's difficult to discuss anything else, but I'm being supported by an amazing social circle and a double-amazing boyfriend who are getting me through every day.

Fic Stuff:

For the above reasons, my writing has taken even more of a back seat than usual. To the few people who had enquired about commissions in the past month or two, I'm afraid they will be on hiatus for the foreseeable future as I don't wish to give people shite writing because I was doing it under serious stress. I hope to be up to the task of commissions again soon, but I'm unsure when. I'll contact anybody who asked when that time comes to see if youre still interested.

Fetish writing for me is a bizarre mixture of both a therapeutic hobby and an extremely stressful one, so my mood wavers pretty constantly. Over the past month, I have primarily been 'vent writing', which is basically where I blurt words quickly onto a document whenever I'm super horny for a particular character. These fics are strictly personal and their quality isn't of acceptable standard for public upload anyway, but I have been toying with the idea of going through and editing some of them into something that I could put up, just so that I'm still supplying some activity and stories onto my accounts. There are a few that I think have potential for popularity, including a few that can be turned into sequels to some of my previous popular fics.

So you hopefully will still see some uploads from me, hopefully very soon, but they will likely be of the much darker variety and will likely be pure fetish fluff. Along the lines of the Spike or Spyro fics where the characters are already in a dungeon without expostion/much plot. I don't hugely think anybody reads my stuff for the plots anyway xP

Character Stuff:

Those who have me on Discord will know that I've been in the guise of Damo the Buizel much more often rather than Dan the Dragon. This doesn't really mean much, I still consider my dragon sona my main sona and will still act as him whenever. I have just been trying much more to develop Damo as a secondary OC to use, which is why I commissioned two fabulous pics of him from Azazel. My dragon sona is essentially just IRL me, down to the name and being pretty useless at most things. Damo is a separate character who shares some of my traits but who I have more leeway with and can flesh out a little more as his own thing. So, regardless of whether you want to think of me as a dragon or a Buizel, it's fine, I'll be whoever x3

RP Stuff:

I haven't regularly RP'd in a long while, I am extremely selective with what I use the writing energy for. I stopped using F-List regularly because in the two years or so I did use it I think I had 2 or 3 partners that were interesting. However, if I do have an RP in progress with you (as in, one I've replied to at least this year xP) then I hope to reply much more regularly as part of routine from now on.

This is not an invitation to pester me to RP xV but I am hoping to keep my RP energy up a little more like it used to be back in the day, and maybe soon I'll be up for starting some new ones~

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So, in conclusion, I'm still alive, and happy to be so. I hope that I'll come out of this an improved, better, 20% cooler Dan, but I'm not entirely sure how long that will take right now. In the meantime, I'll still do my best to be as active as I feel I can be.

:3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IN9F96uGC40

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyuxPjnFqyA

and have a bit of Sir Cliff while im at it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTI8CWSiZ40

Merry Christmas :D hope Santa brings you all lots of cute furries

There's still 15 minutes left of paw day in my timezone so im not too late :3

Today is a day for celebrating the beauty of furry feet and the many wonderful and devious things that can be done to them :D so ive been busy celebrating today by giving all my dungeon toys a much harsher foot tickling than usual, and ill be off to give them their nightly bastinado session in a few moments~

Some could say that Paw Day is a day for being extra nice to the soft-footed among us, I'd heavily argue for the opposite uwu

(I did intend to have a fic finished for today but stuff got in the way - will be done by the end of the week hopefully)

If you haven't already seen it, the long agonising wait for the Spyro remaster trilogy to be announced is finally over and we now have a brilliant trailer for it, with plenty of chance to see Spyro's new design and Tom Kenny reprising his voice role (its a shame Carlos Alazraqui couldnt redo the first game's voice too):

https://twitter.com/SpyroTheDragon/.....09868465422336

I really love his new design, although the fact he now seems to have thumbs on his front paws is a bit odd x3 and the level redesign looks phenomenal, only things im not too sure about are Sparx's design and the design of Nestor, the one rescued dragon we get a brief glimpse at

Still though, everyone's favourite shota purple dragon (unless you really like Spike) is back and im on full hype : D and shall be until September

I do still have him trapped in my writing after all~

It’s been a while since I did one of these Question Time journals, potential is limited I guess but I think the ones in the past have brought up some very interesting discussions and this has been on my mind a lot lately.

This is a question ive kinda touched on in the past but I’ve never really gotten a good idea of exactly how my followers/watchers/readers are split with regards to this interest. The basic tl;dr version of the question I’m putting forward is - “What level of evil and cruelty do you like to see in foot/paw fetish fics?”

I have a reputation as a tickle fetish writer but as I’m sure you all know, my primary fetish is for foot/paw torture in general and my fics often include elements of bastinado/falaka and other more extreme forms of torture. Tickle torture and bastinado have different kinds of appeals to me, personally, but ideally my fantasy scenarios will include an even mixture of both, plus some more unique methods of torturing feet.

My stories are primarily centred around tickling because I know the tickle fetish is huge amongst furries and there is always a guaranteed audience of readers who will enjoy a good tickle-centric story, however I am very interested by the few people who have taken the time to contact me to show gratitude for the more extreme content – Although tickling is furry fetish 101, paw torture is a very niche kink and good bastinado content only comes very rarely. A number of people have shown that they massively enjoy the content that I add to my stories, and I am always very happy to meet people whose pervertions go into the much more evil and devious side of things~

Of course, thats not to say that ‘evil and devious’ can’t be applied to simple tickle torture. I’d argue my primary audience and the people I aim most of my fics towards are the evil ticklers, the people who don’t want the ticklee to consent to it, who like to see tickling lead to some level of suffering~ That can, in itself, range from an interrogation where tickle torture is used to push a victim to breaking point, humiliate them and break their will to get them to do or say something under duress...or it can simply mean that you don’t want there to be any escape at all for the victim, you want them to be enslaved and have their minds completely broken until the sensation of tickling on their captive bodies is the only thing they consciously know anymore.

Then there are those who I mentioned previously who go up higher on the evil scale and like to mix things up and combine tickling with pain and other such tortures. Bastinado and tickle torture is a rather beautiful combination and can be used in either of the two scenarios in the previous paragraph, so the wide potential is still there with the even wider use of more methods. But then you have those who are much lower on the evil scale, those who I’d describe as ‘mischievous’. Those people certainly enjoy non-con tickling, but they are much more playful about it, maybe enjoying the idea of pinning down a friend by surprise and tormenting them for a few minutes to get them out of breath~ Of course, you can get even lower than that. Some people only like tickling if its in a 100% fun and consensual context, and to you people, I dont quite understand what you get out of my writing X)

Those who know me personally will know that, although a lot of people view me as a deranged torture madman, I have quirks and pickiness about fetish scenarios that maybe put me at only about 80% on the Evil Meter. I don’t like permanently helpless scenarios, for one, I need the victim to have somewhat of a chance of escape. And I also dont like permanent mindbreak, either, they need a semblance of sanity and that little bit of drive to endure the torture~ That’s because a huge part of the turn-on for me is the fight and struggle between victim and torturer – the victim’s determination to endure and escape, and the torturer’s determination to prevent their sub from doing so. I don’t see quite as much fun in a completely broken slave who will barely even talk back to the person humiliating them. And that’s why I might not be quite as evil as some of you think, because I at least enjoy a somewhat (eventual, after a long time) happy ending :3

But! Then there is the debate about whether a full-fledged permanent mindbreak/slavery scenario that only involves tickling and nothing else, is that more or less evil than a hopeful scenario that involves much more painful and cruel tortures? It’s an interesting debate, I think, is the final result the root of the cruelty, or is it the fight to get there?

So now after I’ve rambled on for fucking years about my fetishes which I love doing, I put the question to you, my fans! Where do you put yourself on the evil scale? Do you enjoy the non-tickling torture content that I write? Would you like to see more fics from me that explore the potential of foot torture a little further? Or maybe you’d like to see me go outside of my comfort zone and write about permanent tickle slavery? Or maybe you’d go the other way and like to see more lighthearted, comedy tickle stories? (I do try and add some comedy in almost everything I write, because I think even in dark stories humour can add a lot) I look forward to hearing a wide range of opinions~





And yes I know it’s amusing to see such an intricately dark fetish exploration journal alongside my new avatar of Patamon drinking a Capri-Sun

Hello, hello and thrice hello. Just like last year, I’m ignoring my parents attempt at partying by hiding in my room and writing a new years’ journal to celebrate the end of 2017. A turbulent year for pretty much everybody around the world. As my country vaguely attempts to look like they are trying to get out of the European Union, and most of you reading this from America on low income may be about to be drafted into the Hunger Games, we have all had our own little personal incidents and accomplishments that are unrelated to the exceedingly weird news cycle.

Personally for me, this year has possibly been the most turbulent in my entire life. I hit my highest point and my lowest point within the same month in fact. After three years of studying in Manchester, I graduated in July with a first class honour’s degree in Film Studies, my main aspiration in life up to that point. I left behind my life in Manchester and returned to my hometown of Runcorn to simply try and take that degree further, which I need to do by increasing my academic writing portfolio. As most of you know, my motivation for writing hasn’t been great this year xP this is due to a number of reasons that kinda changed in the middle of the year.

Almost exactly one week after my graduation ceremony I hit my lowest point and contemplated suicide for the first time in a very long time, which is an indicator of how fast mental health can go to shit I guess. A combination of severe upset at having to leave behind my independent life in Manchester and move back in with my parents in a small town, along with a disastrous attempt at my next job, meant I kinda felt like I had nowhere to go except, nowhere I guess. I’d be lying if I’d said I was completely recovered from that period, but importantly, I have a lot in my life to be happy for, which I now appreciate more than ever.

All of the people online who take the time to talk to me about whatever and consider me a friend, are people that help me to survive every day, and if it wasn’t for them then I wouldn’t have survived the middle of this year. The people I speak to on DA or FA or especially on Discord and very especially in my semi-private Discord server, are the people that keep me going. And I’m sure everyone reading this has their own circle of friends that they feel exactly the same way about. It seems to be a common thing with people in the furry fandom to suffer from depression or anxiety or other mental health related issues. It leads to friendships being volatile in a way, but it also allows us all to connect even deeper and support each other through the same issues.

It’s important to treasure your friends and treat every day with them as if they will be your last, because unfortunately nobody knows what the world may throw at us. Don’t be as sappy as this all the time xP but do make sure your friends all know that you love them

That’s just something I really wanted to say, since it’s had such a profound effect on me this past year, and I’m sure it will well into 2018 and beyond also. But enough of the sappy bollocks, let’s talk about porn :D

My writing motivation has already been covered many times, I have many many plans for stories and nearly-completed drafts that have gone a long time without being finished xP and despite me having so many unfinished projects, through some minor miracle I was able to write the Buizel fic recently entirely in one sitting, a burst of motivation I very rarely see now. I’m glad so many of you seemed to like that fic, as it’s now up there as one of my most fav’d uploads on both sites. I’m not going to say anything about my potential future work, but just rest assured, none of my projects have been abandoned, my work on my dragonsona and Mendel and Claw House etc is all still ongoing, I’m just not sure when I will feel up to completing them, and I dont want to upload a half-arsed load of shite I’ve just rushed out to fulfil some kind of quota.

So, in 2018, what to expect from me? Well, although I can’t specify when, there will be more stories, more doodles as I finally get off my arse and practice drawing again, more articles as I begin my regular film criticism/journalism portfolio (which I will post a separate journal about once it’s gotten going), more fun, and more laughs :3

Here’s to a prosperous, joyous, successful, happy and indeed very very ticklish 2018~

Since I should occasionally give a reminder that I'm not dead x3 I've made decent progress with writing today and am nearing completion on about 2-3 different fics, so you should see something from me by this upcoming weekend. I graduated university last week and have sorted some other stuff out the past few days, and so my life is now almost back at normality, and I now work for the evil world-dominating Asda/Wal-Mart corporation :D

In the meantime, ask me anything you want here, just in case you don't already know enough about my personal life x3 you can ask questions about fics/drawings too if you want

This is purely a boasting journal to say that I received my university results letter and I will be graduating with a First Class Honours Bachelor of Arts degree in Film Studies :D

As the final impulse buy of my student loan days, I purchased a Nintendo Switch

Have you also purchased a Nintendo Switch? Do you want me on your friends list for some reason? Then add me! SW-3112-4497-8712

The greatest day in the furry calendar has arrived once again. I hope all my paw-loving friends have a fun day filled with soft furry feet to rub, lick, tickle, whip, or anything else that must be done to them :D

I was going to have stories and art to upload today but as usual my motivation hit a low a few days ago x3 so expect material from me in about a week or so around my birthday.

Straw poll: Who'd be willing to join my Discord server if I made it public?
It's obviously primarily a place for NSFW/harsh paw torture kink talk so I've been thinking of expanding it to public to get more interest but only if I think there is enough interest in the first place x3
Obviously no need to answer if you are already in there xP

Following on from a discussion with  SexyTT, i figured id post another question time journal with a fairly simple question that may indicate how open you are with your fetishes :D

As we all know many cartoons, especially of the 80s and 90s and especially those involving furries, featured scenes of tickle torture that may very well have awakened a lot of people's fetishes at an early age. The most likely explanation for their inclusion is that it is the most simple non-violent method of showing torture or interrogation in a children's show plot, however there is the obvious potential that the writers simply saw the oppurtunity to add in their own kinks

So the question up for debate today is, if you worked your way through the production ranks to become a writer on a new hit children's animated series, would you abuse your power and include a few fetish fuel scenes that will bypass the minds of most normal people? Or would you consider it too risky and keep it to yourself?

As a bonus point of discussion, if you could become a writer on a currently running cartoon series purely to include tickling sequences, which one would it be x3

Hollu

Dan here back at it again with another resurrection journal before i disappear for another month :3 or hopefully not, as you will find out later~ 2016 has left us and amongst all the celebrity deaths and racist presidents and racist British, there was some good to be had for everyone on a personal level. For me, I've had a wonderful year with the best boyfriend i could ever hope for and a group of amazing incredibly supportive friends who are always there to help me through the difficult times. I entered my final year of education and am currently on track to graduate with a first, and i got my first ever job which ive now been working in for almost ten months.

Now, we must all look forward to 2017 and what it will bring (apart from the inevitable bad stuff, like January 20th and the queen probably dying). For me I've decided to make a conscious effort to improve a lot of things. I'm keeping up the gym schedule ive gotten into and i am going to be cutting as much pop out of my diet as possible in order to lose weight and stop being ugly and fat. (as an indication of how difficult that will be i currently basically only ever drink cherry coke).

The past year has given me an extremely close circle of online friends who I all love so much and hope one day to meet, but in the meantime, one of my other new years resolutions is to try socialising more IRL with people. Whether it be by attending the manchester furmeet for the first time or just by meeting individual like-minded people around my area, I hope that one day I'll be as confident in meeting people irl as i am online. Difficult for an autistic pervert with social anxiety disorder, but ive been working in customer service for almost a year so anything is possible :3

But i do have two goals that are relevant to my online activities too! I want to make an effort in actually learning how to draw, so that i can extend my range and hopefully by next year start uploading artwork too. Those following me on twitter will probably see the occasional update in how im doing with that. Also, in terms of writing, i want to start setting regular upload dates and times! I wont start until the middle of the month after ive finished my uni essays, but from that point on I will set a specific day for bi-weekly fic uploads. That means that you will get a new slice of fetish action every two weeks, whether it be a quickie one off or a story continuation! (Note: expect more quickie one offs)

It sounds like a lot of goals for the end of the year but really, I've had a lot of kind of scares recently in terms of both physical and mental health and i dont want to waste away at the age of 20. Being proactive like this is the only way i can stop myself from falling into Vintage Dan depression, so its in everyones best interest if i keep up x3 as such, if i dont meet any of these goals then feel free to punish me in a method that won't end up turning me on

That's all, I just want to say one final time that I am extremely grateful for all the support from everyone who watches me, favs or comments on my stuff, but especially the friends that have kept in contact with me for the past year. It's you lot that keep me going, and my life would be a lot more depressing without you all in it. <3

Hullo

For those who follow me on Twitter at my normal 'Mothra1996' handle, and are just crying out for more frequent random fetishy thoughts from me, I now have a side account 'torturemon' for me to vent kinky thoughts and ideas without creating 500 FA/DA journals per month. Might also be a good place for me to post updates on writing, for anyone who wants further assurance that I'm not actually dead x3 Im considering it an after dark/NSFW account but a lot of the stuff i post will probably just end up being tame paw/tickle related stuff since i know you have all had it up to here with my obsession on paw whips

The account is protected but as long as you aren't someone i know in real life then I will approve the request. (and if you are someone i know IRL, it obviously means you have found my FA account which is significantly more worrying)

https://twitter.com/torturemon

I'm very bored and need something to procrastinate on seemingly endless university essays with. So ask me anything that you want, no question too weird or personal :D

For any of you interested in Stormy Night/Arashi no Yoru ni (or just the blinking goat in my FA icon) I presented a 15 minute academic analysis of the potential gay readings of the film in university earlier today. If you want to hear me ramble for ages about gay anime animals, have a look here:

http://sawasawamountains.tumblr.com.....waited-by-some

Also an oppurtunity for those of you who want to hear my voice to do so :v

Look out for my next presentation "Applying Deranged Fetishes to Arashi no Yoru ni"

On this day when Americans are heading out to the polls to choose between an unhinged grandma and a tangerine Klansman, I think it is the best time to announce that I will be officially running as a candidate in the 2020 Election

My main revolutionary policy is that all punishments for crimes will be tickle torture and repeat offenders will be kept captive as torture slaves :3

#MakeAmericaSquirmAgain

After 3 years of semi-decent service, my laptop finally died last night (after having a lot of increasing problems over the past couple of months)

I've bought a cheap new one but unfortunately I cannot retrieve any of the files on the dead one, which included all the progress i had made on big stories over the past several months in some cases.

So, yeah, if you already thought my work rate was slow as fuck, it's now become a lot worse :D