You dumb mother fuckers who ruined our god damn mother fucking government needs to all fucking die!

You corrupt assholes who are getting bigger paychecks because you belive this orange asshole is going to save your asses Your allready marked! you devil whirshiping Cunts!

the beast has branded you and you puss infected cum bubbles off hitlers ass are all going to suffer and rot with him! I hope you all have your teeth rot and fall out you rotten horses ass off hot pavement!

Mother fuckers who trash talk others just tryign to live their lvies peavcefuly and as colorfuly can all get impaled on a stake! Yes You want violence youll get violence! MY gosh its the only language you cocksuckers know isnt it? Death and death and death. UGHHH. eat a cockroach you scum suckers!

im not done yet.

God gave us all free will right and the power to change our lives. Well I am actively seeking the Universe to redirect your supream court ruleing and turn it agenst you all you hatgeful spiteful roach dicks! }

*breaths deep* Pain is an everyday thing. you just add more to the pile everyday. the dumpster fire that is excistance needed be so diffficult but you make it difficult. trump and his allies WILL dispare.

they will deciddely go down in history as the greatest losers of all time. Its time things balanced out now.

The world is in a scary state right now. and i need to vent and get alot off my chest.

it feels like we have been here befor. skirting the dangerouse edge of the precipace of accual darkness. what they want is us to be afread. well. Dont be.

Endure. Endure and vote. do what you are legaly able to do to push back agenst this evil regime that wants to take over. Stop the obression and rise up out of the darkness above it. Endure the evil men. For soon their age will catch up with them (As it is already happening. Death comes for everyone. and no one is above natural order)

endure. be paitant and when the time is right. do your duty for the sake and safety of all us free souls. cause nothing last forever. not even evil. not even.

angery brats who didnt get theri way. Brats who werent even Invited to a Congressional Dinner. adn somehow got in througth the door because of theri celebrity. and When the President at the Time.

CALLS THAT BRAT OUT for being at a congressional dinner.

that brat takes it Persoanly and decides to run for president.

So of corse. blame can be shot around the room. but really. we have ourselves to blame.

for letting any of this happen. As a collective that we are. we must now change the corse of human history and prevent this Brat from takeing over and becomeing a Monarch.

a monarch that will undoubtedly Destroy our lives.

Do you really want that? to be that opressed. honestly im surprised by the answers i get sometimes. there are folk out there who DO want to be opressed. and theyll let it happend cause it benfits them.

I should be angerier. i should be mad. but Im paitant. and will wait and see. this opressor. will come to his own doom in time. and all those around him. they too will fall. when death catchs up with them.

Im no fool. i realise im projecting and trying to coddle myself into a sense of false security. but i have to admit im scared. therefore. I take my fear. and dissolve it in the light of love again. trust that things will turn out for the better. and also Hope that someone will do something more constructive than just vote, and pray and hope.

Some Action is required. it is my hope with the least bit of bloodshed of corse.

I realize im all over the place right now. tryign to focus my thoughts into a cohesive narrative and try to be optimisitc again. Iv lost that part of me that always belvies things will turn out for the better. due to recent events but. but its not all that bad. afterall. events due take a turn someimes and its always lookign worst befor they get better.

just dont take too long on this pleae univser. normalize. settle down. wash the bad parts down the drain. weed the garden. whatever metaphor you want to use. use it. just keep hope alive

Hope and Endure. thats what we can do to stave off evil men and women who want to ruin not just our lives. but their own.

Im trying descprately not to curse. and yell or shout. Ill save that for the next Journal.

for now everyone breath and start takeing resposnabilty for thier actions. start makeing the world a Good Place to live in again. because we all despreatrely need it.

Okay. now onto the cathartige rant and curseing stuff cause i need to vent that out too. see you in the next posting

I WIsh that the FA staff would add Behemoths under the species list for submissions.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52819542/

Stark Dragon Desing Upgraded

With the absolut distespect people have for grocery stores.

Makes me wonder how long itll take for people to starve and or beg stores to open again if ALL grocery stores all over the planet would suddenly shut their doors for a month.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44848341/

Itts just Silvein this time. updated her look

I have Achived level 42 today!

I Have become "The answer to life, the universe, and everything."

That or either im a Whale or a Potted Plant. XD we shall see what today brings.

>w> Id be lieing if i said i wasnt expecting any free birthdday art. but. Not holding my breath ^w^

My Birthday wish is that i Hope everyone lives a happy healthy life at no one eles expense.

Love you all.

*Nevilios and Stark were in another room discussing the situation with Tarith*

Nev "So he is THE God? the one responsable for turning Amarok into a lich?"

Stark "yup."

Nev "And he was evil, but now he is good trying to make amends?"

Stark "yup."

Nev "And we're supposed to be alright with this?"

Stark "Yup."

Nev "well Im not alright with this for alot of reasons."

Stark Yup.

Nev "...Im geting the sense that your not totaly alright with this either."

Stark "what was your first clue?"

Nev "Youv been trying to chop onions for the past 5 minutes with a spoon"

I suppose you could say. the biggest thing i am guilty of is Envy.

perhaps jealouse of others who have it all figured out and im still trying to figure things out.

i have so many characters. tons of them. yet everywhere i look i see other peoples sonas and i get jealouse of them. i envy their desings and i take for granted my own creativeity. I try to transform that jealouse and envy into inspiration to create my own characters based on those desings. or at least. in partciality. i know that i will never have what others have. and that i can only create something for myself.

theres no such thing as origonality. im only imitating what i see. and wishing i knew better. wishing i had better. im not even sure how much my main sona even reflects who or what i am at all. but its not going to go away. im stuck in a prison of my own makeing and feels like i cant get out because others wont let me out.

i can already hear all the supportive commits comeing. I have all the creative freedom i want. i can be anything and whatever i want to be. im a shapeshifter who dosent know what he (or she) wants. i can be anything. but trying to be anything eles just feels wrong.

just spirling out of control and into the drain once again. non stop circling the middle. around and around i go.

depression hits hard and when it dose it dosent go away easily. iv tried to maintain a happy go lucky additude and be ultra optimistic all the time but i feel so beaten down by life that its finaly i think taken its toll and im just done with it.

depression can take a very short walk off a short peir now. and let me get back to what makes me being happy.


I love all the variouse characters and sonas i see out there. i love this fandom and i love all the creative freedom of expression we experiance throught all this medium. thank you to the community for providing us a place where we can be ourselves and express ourselves in variouse ways.

lets continue this journey now.

He makes some very good points.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usEkSlT-SYA

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55050162/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55050115/

Update the shadowladies Apperance. made her more fitting of her station.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53683111/

Just an small update for My Andybear

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46773695/

Reworked David

Nyx Desing update and some backstory.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52551349/

Going to be working on these guys for alittle while. Creating this Journal so i can keep track of which ones i have done so far

Nox Arcana (Imp), From the Last Haven Pantheon of Dragon Gods.
Location: Umbra Sanctuary.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53597521/

Ahrimon The Faceless king.
Location: The Abyss (Darkling/shapeshifter).
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55049141/

The Nameless Swarm, Vermin,
(insects/vermin)
Location: the forests of decay

Veca Devontess, The Hidden, (mystic) Mystic Lord of secrets. Location: House of Memories.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55053903/

The Wretch. Patron saint of thieves and lost children.
Location: City of lost children.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....oad-successful

Lady Nyx the lady of Night. (Elven Fae) Archfey, Queen of the Shadow elves.
Location: Tenebre the City of Night.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....oad-successful

Nargoth, Aka Legion (Demon possessed armor)
A suit of black armor and sword possessed by thousands of demonic souls.
Location: Valley of souls AKA endless fields of Battle.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55049604/

Dark Heart (Dragon)
King of the shadow dragons. Lady Sith's mate.
Gargantuan shadow dragon, center of chest is marked with a deep purple glos inside glowing through his scales in the shape of a wicked heart
Location: Mountains of Darkness
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....oad-successful

Lady Sith, Lord Dark Heart's mate. Mother of Dark Leviathans.
Location: The Umbral Ocean.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55.....oad-successful

Now i have added a Hexweavers staff

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50405674/

This staff is created useing the Leg of a Giant Spider called a hex weaver. this staff is ussualy carried by certine types of Hags called Bright Mothers. another type of Hag who carry these are Grim hags (litelry teh worst kind of hag)

these two types of hags can only be found in my campange worlds. and are not released to the public yet.

Hex weaver staffs pertain some powers of the hex weaver spider and allows the caster to use one of its abilities when the staff is made.

the leg can come from a dead or liveing Hex weaver spider. (If killed, the hex weaver staff is a weaker version. but a much stronger version comes from a hex weaver who Willingly gives up a leg in exchange for something in return)

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52297629/

some major updates

Iv seen alot of things. ALOT of things. and i have accepted most of them. MOST of them. but this is where i draw the line. its just absurd.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7GFtRPYfvcs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UYx6MIsmx8


(but also damn really cool GO nature Defy yourself!

Ragnir
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44848367/

Yigsin
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44848221/

My Good Friend
 Mercoind Neice was in a bad car accedent and she needs help OwO

Iv already donated and this is me doing my part to spread the word!

So please consider donateing to help them. thank you


https://gofund.me/c08a246b

It is a game that appeals to a certien part of me that i have not felt in a long time. it is a game that i have not seen done in a long time. not sense Shining Force 2 have i seen such a game with such simpliticy and delightful characters that i would write a quick review about and give a fast 10 out of 10.

fuck it make that an 11 out of 10.

this game deserves all the praise.

Play it and see it for yourself what a truely wonderful experiance it is.

from the persecptive of my inner child. it speaks volumes about the kind of imagination one would have to put themselves in that kind of perspective.

has anyone ever done that? imagin yourself as a tiny rodent of 3 inchs tall person wandering the world inside your house XD

this game. the feels and message. the story and game play. a bit over simplified? perhaps. but its still such a delight.

so much so that my partner Jamie  EV1LP1NK1 Has played throught it three times. and i have only just played throught once already. and may very well play it again ^^

Its that good.

okay it may lack more inventory options, and mabey the difficulty is alittle easy in some places >w>

but that can be worked on. but what this game is about isnt about the high Intenst Combat or the Best possably Build to maximize your Damage output!

Id argue this game is more about the Characters adn the Story. focus on that if anything eles

the desing of the game is Beutiful. as mentioned it reminds me so much of the earlier days of consol games like Shining Force 2 or Link or Sonic. I miss games like this.

And of corse. the Music! even after one play throught and a good nights rest. i still wake up to humming those tunes!

rat-tailed rover is perhaps my favorite. as im sure its going to be alot of peoples favorite.

but yes this game is a Joy to play and i highly recommend it.

15 out of 10 stars.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51049963/

Machi Gingier with Actual Calavera markings.

thank you heroforge XD

Updated heroforge desings for

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44848726/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44848761/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44848781/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53658645/








(Posted while at work. Will fill this with personal thoughts when time allows)