Alright, so I JUST had a journal not long ago talking about how I'm finally working my way out of debt and at a good clip even. WELL... life decided that just isn't allowed. I needed to drive 2 hours yesterday to get to another store for a special work related event. I got to almost 20 minutes away and my car decided that it didn't need transmission fluid anymore >_<

I now have a vehicle in my driveway that blows through a gallon of transmission fluid in about 30 miles, and it's probably getting worse. The likely situation is that I'm going to sell it (i know a few ppl who pay well for junk cars, fix them up and sell them for more) and try to use that as a downpayment on a new-used car.

IF I had decided I reeeeeaaaaaaaaaally wanted to keep my current car, it'd take a min. of 16 hours labor just to get in, take out the engine open up the transmission and then put it back together without even taking time to figure out whats wrong and then fix it. Being a '98 Dodge Stratus, the transmission is buried under the engine and cant be reached any other way effectively. So at 45 dollars an hour, minimum I'd pay JUST on labor would be 800ish. Add in the probable 10 hours to fix it and the cost of parts. i'm looking at minimum probably a 2k bill for a car that's just not worth it... FML!

So... that being said.. idk.. lol, nothing much to be done from this end of it.. but keep me in mind if you pray or whatever. It'll be VERY much appreciated.

I am officially one less credit card into debt. Thanks to my 'new' job and the incredible hours and overtime i've been getting on a pretty steady basis, I'm not only catching up on bills, but paying them in advance and paying them off completely! A very exciting time indeed ^_^

Your Boy Side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.

Total = 14


Your Girl Side

[] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[]Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.

Total = 10

This... is actually a little surprising to me lol! Not upset with the results though ^_^

Alright, so it hasn't happened QUITE yet, BUT!

You can be a BIG part in the fight. Obama himself is putting out a petition to get the fight a lot of backing, the more signatures, the better! So... DO IT!

For those that don't know, DOMA is Defense of marriage act. Basically, it keeps homosexuals from legally being able to marry on a federal level.

Here is the link

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> http://tinyurl.com/3gpcgmr <

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SIGN IT NAO!!!!!!!

Well, we received a call at work Wednesday about sending someone down to a few virginia stores from monday till wednesday this coming week. Turns out, the manager decided to send me ^_^ SO what that means is I will basically be unavailable from Sunday evening (as I'll be on the road) till about wednesday night. Assuming we actually only are there from mon-wed i would be back wed night, BUT i've been told by several ppl that sometimes they'll end up needing ppl to stay a few extra days so i may be gone from mon-fri. Either way, it'll be GREAT for my pay! I'll get paid starting the minute i leave my house sunday night till i get to the hotel (rooming is paid for by the company). All meals will be reimbursed when get back to my normal store, and i'll probably be working about 12 hours a day maybe more. It's gonna be long, but I'll have tons of hours and plenty of overtime ^_^

I know I'm pretty bad about getting to ppl for faves and watches, so I just wanted to say thanks in general to everyone that has faved a piece on my page or watched me. *hugs all around*

So guys, there's a new artist on the site who is pretty much amazing. He's doing a free art raffle to get some traffic. check him out and if your not too late put in a ticket!

Link ----> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2504499/ <---- Link

i am extremely drunk tonight. and i just wanted to throw it out there that i love my master. he is by far the best master ever. <3 love you master.



p.s. for those that don't know. my master is  enlightener


on a side note: the hangover was completely avoided. thank god for days you can sleep in lol

Hey guys, my master's mate is in some need of help if you can offer it. He's selling one of a kind jewelry and really needs the cash for his bills. If you can afford it and like what you see, please let him know. He's really easy to work with as I've been working with him about a necklace/collar. Very good at making sure you get what you want. Check him out! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2429104/

https://youtu.be/Zhl9MLno424

A friend of mine,  furfox4ever posted this video on his journal and it made me cry! It's such a wonderfully touching video and has really given me a lot of hope for what's to come in the future.

I got my hair cut today! I'm already kinda missing having it longish and trying to grow it longer but it looks REALLY good. I was given the heads up that I'd need to cut it for the job at tractor supply so I figured I'd get it done now while I had the money. Probably found a guy to always cut my hair too because i didn't say anything other than 'i want short hair' and he cut it XD. Was one of those old style barbershops with the kinda crotchety old man with his friend in there arguing with him. And yes... all of that was exactly true. It was so stereotypical but he did great work!

So it seems once again my life is reaching a large peak. I'm working on getting a loan to pay off all of my credit cards and I am almost guaranteed a job that I just turned in an application in today. Tractor Supply Co. While it's a redneck version of walmart, it's a HELL of a lot better than burgerking. I'd be getting a pay increase, and potential for paid vacation, benefits, and a 401k!

The reason I'm pretty much guaranteed the job is basically because I know someone lol. A friend of mine from highschool is a manager at another branch store. She's the one that let me know about the opening and told me that I should apply. She went so far as to call the store manager and tell her about me and give a personal recommendation! I'm beyond excited! It's a really great step towards finally becoming completely independent. I'll be working down a huge chunk of my debt, getting out of the fast food industry and getting a job that actually has REAL upward mobility as an option.

*squees* All of this after I found out that I'm getting passed up for a managerial promotion for the 4TH time at burgerking for someone who is once again less trained and has been there less time than me, lol. So a bad start, but a GREAT end!! Thank you karma and lady fate, I knew that one day you'd return the good of all my hard work to me ^_^

Why does fa require avatars to be 'work safe' now? I don't know about many of you all, but personally, FA isn't something that should be viewed at the 'standard workplace' anyway, so why are we attempting to make it passable to be viewable in such a place. The content itself is what makes FA nsfw, not the avatars. Sure, they can chooooose to only view works that are safe for work, but then there will inevitably still be comments that are somehow sexual in nature. Why try to put a mask over the face of the community? We are who we are and changing the avatars isn't going to make the community more acceptable outside of the community. Maybe I'm reading too much into this, but it seems like another pointless rule that must be obeyed 'or else...'

so yeah... there's this contest. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5795035/
Check it out, apply, possibly win. Ready.... break!

Tagged by  furfox4ever

Rules:
- No tag backs by the same person.
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them in a note or in a shout!

Meme:
1. The only reason I'm doing this is because I'm bored.
2. I love video games.
3. I can't draw furries worth crap, but I'm decent with regular human faces ^^ definitely need to practice.
4. I've performed in six musicals as a lead or supporting lead role. One of which was a world premier.
5. I'm completely in love with being a pet and love having a master. Especially since my master is *amazing*
6. I really need to get a better job >_<
7. I'm a very well written person, but suck at speaking my mind in person.
8. I probably enjoy disney movies a little too much.
9. I've been known to get teary-eyed over anime >_>
10. My original fursona was a german shephard because I thought huskies were over-played. Then I decided fuck it, I'm gonna be who I want to be.

Victims of this ongoing chain-letter styled meme of death:
 enlightener  xaff  simba09  junowolf  coltonwulfpaws  amwulf  doggieo  xijque  noblewolf heartlessfang

Just a little something I came up with. First and foremost, this is what works for me and my master. All relationships are different and this may not work for everyone. So please, if you disagree with any of these 'rules' that is your opinion and what may work for you.

Now, onto the bulk. These are the basic rules that I've learned from being a pet to my master,  enlightener

1. You are the pet and you are owned by your master. Master is the one in control.
2. You exist for master's pleasure. If masters is not happy, it is your job to make master happy.
3. You never demand anything as a pet. Master is the only one who can make demands. When he gives a command, follow it immediately or there maybe punishment.
4. You may be told to do something you don't like to please master. If it pleases master, you must learn to like it as well.
5. If master commands it, it will be done. There is never a question of why or what for. The answer is always because master commands it and that is good enough.
6. If you go against master, expect to be punished. The punishment will not be pleasurable to you. It might even hurt you. It depends on how much master is upset.
7. Always show master love and respect. Master deserves your loyalty.
8. If you have to ask yourself if master would be okay with something, you should ask master directly instead of assuming master's answer. You might be surprised at master's answer.
9. Master is your world. Worship your master and master will reward you greatly.
10. Place no person or thing before you master; if master calls, you come.
11. Never Make master wait. Master will be pleased when master is ready; only then and immediately when master says.
12. Master may choose to take on another pet with you. This is not because master loves you any less. Master simply has different tastes and likes having options in this case. Some masters REALLY enjoy the thought of being worshipped by many pets at once.
13. Learn your master's magical buttons. When you know these you can please master better than ever before.
14. Always find new and exciting ways to cater to master's wants and needs. If it's used over and over it can become boring and unappealing at times.
15. Sometimes master just needs some space. Again, this is not because master doesn't love you, master just wants some time to relax a little. Soon enough, master will return, swollen and ready for pleasure ^_^
16. If you're a really good pet, you can actually find very subtle ways to 'trick' master into pleasuring you.
17. Master's always know what makes the best pet for them. Rely on them to tell you what they want from you and then become it to be the best pet they've ever dreamed of.

Well, as it turns out, my grandmother fell and broke her hip sunday. I'm going to go visit with her for a few days. Then Thursday I'm going with an old friend to see Cats. After that, I have family coming in from arizona to visit on saturday. THEN I finally go back to work on monday. Only to have to celebrate my birthday on wednesday XD. I have no idea what I even want for my birthday. Maybe some sexy furry love pics lol/jk. I don't need anything. I'm just happy to say I'm here another year and one step closer to living my life the way I want to live it.

http://www.npr.org/2011/02/23/13399.....y-marriage-law

Read it, love it, and rejoice. It's not a huge step, but at the least, they're admitting that DOMA isn't exactly just and that the federal government shouldn't be defending it's existance.

Wow is no longer appealing to me. I'm bored of it, and it's a waste of money and time really. I have almost a full week off from work, the next time I am scheduled is thursday >.> I'm almost unsure how i'll even get through it. Sure I have an xbox, but limited access to games. I could exercise more. I could... idk... LOL there's so much NOTHING in this town...

Alright, so my laptop kinda blew up about 3 weeks ago. $80 later my laptop has been completely wiped clean and had the os reloaded. So i'm back and ready to get back to being a super-kinky fur ^_^ I've missed you all VERY much and I can't wait to catch up with you all!

Ask and you shall be told the answer.

I spent 90% of my time today just re-reading the entire comic concession. All of it. A little porn and some food mixed in there too and you have my whole day. I hate having nothing productive to do. I think tomorrow is going to have to start my new work out regiment and a strict diet. Not cutting foods OUT of my diet, but severely cutting back on my portions. I want to at least get back to what I was doing in college. An average of two miles being walked every day (outside, NOT on a treadmill. For some reason, treadmills are just less productive) and one meal a day. Normally in college I was eating either vegitarian food or a HUGE salad with something else that was a little less healthy. LOTS of popcorn was had then for 'meals.' We'll see what happens. I wasn't unhealthy then, but I was at least losing weight at a healthy pace. Have to work at 7am tomorrow, it's 11:30 now so there's not much I can do tonight. Tomorrow starts a new week and a new me. Weight loss, here I come.

I end up standing around trying not to fall asleep and looking busy while i wait for the lunch rush to finally hit us just in time to go home and *not* sleep because i want to do something productive for the day. instead i end up laying around and trying not to fall asleep so i can do it again the next day >_<

Stolen from  coltonwulfpaws


~ Pick The 1st Letter Of Your First Name ~

A - Fabulous
B - Gorgeous
C - Pretty
D - Popular
E - Gangster
F - Girly
G - Dyke
H - Sweet
I - Retarded
J - Emotional
K - Beautiful
L - Boyish
M - Slutty
N - Preppy
O - Hot
P - Amazing
Q - Punky
R - Hot
S - Sexy
T - Very Sexy
U -Ugly
V - Wonderful
W - Good-looking
X - Bitchy
Y - Under-appreciated
Z - Over-appreciated

~ Pick The 3rd Letter In Your Middle Name (If You Don't Have One, Use Your Surname) ~

A - Beauty Queen
B - Skank
C - Bitch
D - Obsesser
E - God(dess)
F - Retard
G - Queen/King
H - Slut
I - Girl/Boy
J - Goth
K - Nerd
L/M - Sex Machine
N - Alcoholic
O - Geek
P - Babe
Q - Crackwhore
R - Pornstar
S - Prince(ss)
T - Whore
U - Cry Baby
V - Jackass
W - Punk
X - Scaredy-cat
Y - Coward
Z - Chocoholic


~ What Color Is The Shirt You Are Wearing ~

Red - Who's Good With My Hands
Purple - Who Looks At Porn 24/7
Orange - Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow - Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green - Who will Do anything for Sex
Pink - Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Blue - Who Wants To Fuck Everyday
White - Who Everyone Wants To Fuck
Brown - Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black - Who Will Rock Your World
Gray - Who Gives Great Head
None - Who Is A Beast In The Bedroom

~ Now Put It All Together In a Sentence Starting With "I'm A..."

I'm sure most of you already know this about myself, but I pretty much just came to the realization myself. I crave attention and can sometimes get pretty upset when I don't get it. Now that I know this about myself I intend to work on this and lessen my hyper-crazyness XD

Hope I haven't driven any of you crazy yet with my constant want to talk and hang out and the like *hugs all around*