So, I have decided to leave, die to being in active and just finding fun in this anymore. I just sorta fell out of the fun of it all, not sure why, just did. So, before I leave, all of my fur sonas, EXCEPT for my main Leah, I will be giving back to te artist. It was her artwork, and I'm not the type to resell something I didn't do. She has rights to it anyways, so she may resell them again if she wishes. I will still leave my account up, maybe check in when I feel like it. If you want contact with me, note me for my Skype. Also, I will be deleting all of my gallery except for pictures of Leah soon. Like I said, all other fursonas go back to the artist to resell again. Anyways, nice chatting with you all, and enjoy life.
~Leah

It's done. I broke it off with him. I got most of my stuff out of the house tonight. I'll be back with my Nana tomorrow. I'm going to take time to focus on me. Maybe then, I'll feel more mature.

Sooo, just so most of you all know..I have been going through a lot these past few days. My relationship with my Fiance is going to shit. For the longest time now I have been trying to fix things to make them better for him and me, but it just seems like I'm the only one working, and he's just come to not care. He honestly told me that he wanted to kick me out, but still keep a relationship with me, because he loved me, but yet he says he doesn't care. To me, no matter how pissed off you are with a person, you should still show them love and care, and never want to kick them out when they are trying to fix things. So, I've been on a break away from him for a few days, and tomorrow I will be going back to talk with him, and after that, I will probably be moving back to my Nana's, so I will probably be very depressed for the next few days, or weeks, I dunno. This is kinda tough on me, but ya know, I've gotten sick of feeling like the only one that cares. If you want to talk to me, my Skype is leah.ray123. Feel free to add. Also, if you are really a close friend, you can ask for my number, but those are for those that are only close to me. Anyways, sorry for the depressing update, but well, shit happens I guess.

Helping out my gurl  KammyMau with her goal of going to meet her Celtic Warrior in person. She's got a few things going on to raise money for it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4561472/

Go there for more info or message her if you want to help :3!

Well, kinda got bored here. Sick of the same old shit, only to come back and see nothing has changed. And no I didn't leave because of drama, I left because I wanted to. I just never felt like being I here anymore, and I've become pretty distracted with other interests. So, sorry to those that miss me. I'll try to stay in contact, I guess.

So..My Fiancé's grandfather is in the the hospital, has been since Tuesday because he had a bad fall and his blood sugar was really high (Almost 400). So I've become slightly sad because all this makes me think of how things were when my grandpa was sick, which he has been gone for about 5 years now. It also doesn't help that my Fiancé's grandpa also has cancer like my grandpa did. So, yeah..I've also not been around much since I got back from my trip because of this and school. I have one class to finish and begin a new one, and I'm driving my Fiancé's grandma while her husband is in the hospital, so this is all kinda hard on me..I just hope things get better, cause in May I'm probably gonna see Kammy again, and hoping that things will get better with this since my Fiance is even more depressed than I am :l..Sorry for ranting, it was just needed.

So since I've seen quite a few others doing it, Id see how this goes. So give you're best shot, ask me anything.

I think I'm going to be depressed for a very long time because of this now..October is so far away..

Incase anyone was wondering, Im home now xD

Yeap..Going back home..Nice to see my Fiancé but I miss my  KammyMau ;-;..hopefully she'll be coming to see me soon.

I am so drunk and sad...I want to cry..I really don't want to leave...I wish  KammyMau was closer to me...I'm so sad....

So I leave tomorrow..On another hour train ride..Back home..And I really don't want to leave...;~;...My poor ass is going to be hurting all over again..So look out for more assdates.

But you've just lost all my respect.

I'm here finally :3

..It's still there...

Why do people have to make so many journals about the same thing?....On another note..Still on the train..I have a wedgie from my thong and my ass hurts..Also this train is slow as fuck and bounces to much..There's only so much my tits can take of being thrown about, but halfway there to  KammyMau..I expect a butt massage for this <3.

Tomorrow I leave on a 7 hour train ride to see  KammyMau..So if I'm on, I will be on my phone.. I probably won't be onion a her house either..I'll be busy hump- I mean visiting her..It's been almost two years since I've been to her place xD..And I'm excited..Except for the train ride..My ass hates long rides where I just sit e-e..But if you have my Skype..Hit me up.

Of having these fucking chest pains from acid reflex.. I take all these stupid pills for what? To feel like I'm having a heart attack every time I eat. So much for the doctors help..It hurts so badly ;~;

Just a heads up to those waiting on art from me from the raffle and anyone else that wants to know. I will be heading to  KammyMau's house this coming Tuesday and will be there till Saturday night and then of course Easter is Sunday. So that means I won't be having much time to do much drawing, also, Kammy's gonna help me with my tablet and getting used to it and what not, so maybe work on some digital stuff. Just keep an eye on for any updates or submissions, I shall be sure to send a few out while I'm gone.

I want one. ;-;

So I wanted to update everyone on what I am hoping to get through with this week and the next of the month and a few other things.

First off, my first raffle went up pretty good, got three very happy winners that will be getting some nice prizes that I am happy to improve my drawing skills with. So hoping to post up some WIPs tomorrow since I don't have classwork due tomorrow.

Second, I know some of you replied to my 'looking for a cuddle-buddy" post, and I just wanted to update all that I got one of my male friend's fox character to be my 'mate', but I really want to thank all of those that had noted me and wanted to help. Thank you and maybe when I look for one for another mate I will post up another look out.

Finally, I'm starting a to feel a little better about my artwork, and am hoping that once I get my new laptop I will be able to use my tablet more on a system that has a decent software. So eventually I will be posting up digital work along with my traditional stuff. I also plan on making egg adopts and working a little bit with art trades and collabs with close friends. So if interested, note me.

Love you all and thanks for the big boost this week <3.

Chibi, Inked-  Kaiwiki_the_Instigator-

Character Bust, Inked-  toxicvalentine

Couple picture with my character, Inked and colored:  zombehkat

Congrats to all the winners! <3

If I don't get a chance to send you a note tonight, please send me on tonight with the ref of your character for your prize and please tell if you want clothes or nude. Also, specify if you want muzzle or anime style (I'm better at the anime style of nose, but I can try muzzles if that's what you really want. x3)

Thank to those who enter, I hope to see you guys in another one in the future.

-Leah