Well all of yesterday I felt emotionally drained. Some very intense stuff was going on here and my older brother who is autistic couldn't handle it and needed to leave home to his grandparents for quite. but before we started leaving I was left in confusion of what was happening and I didn't realise why I was leaving and thought I wasn't going home soo soon. Things are quite moodier here now. family problems and my mothers older friend is in the hospital just isn't a good mixture for fun.

Something bad at home is going and i cant reach my computer. I'm typing this on a cell phone at my grandparents. To anyone whose trying to contact me on Skype wont be hearing from me for a bit, not until this is problem is settled.

I've been hearing alot about this game ever since i read the IGN review which has a score of 2.0 out of 10 on the xbox console version. but then i read gamespots review and they gave it 7.0 out of 10. the moment i saw this split i was uncertain. i saw a small clip of it and it looks awful. the graphics were bad, really bad. so i decided that i shouldn't pick up this bargain priced $20 version.

but i regret not buying it at the time now. I couldn't get this game out of my mind. i looked it up on wiki and theres alotta positive reception aimed directly at the Plot and the Characters. Then i decided to try and find it, but it was gone, no store held onto to this game anymore. this $20 bagain was sold out and nowhere to be found.

But i was in luck. a "Director's Cut" was announce for the playstation 3 version. i pre ordered it and then picked it up when it came in. Wow, these graphics are bad for a game three years old. it looks as if it was made for the ps2 (and i learned later it was originally made for the ps2) think of it in the form of the video game "Winback". this game felt like a mixture of games i've played and loved such as "Silent Hill" "Heavy Rain" "No one lives forever". These games rolled into one really bizzare game.

for a game that looks this awful, it was amazing how much i was drawn into playing more of it. the Characters are developed, you grow to care about them, theres alot of these charaters so it makes it harder to spot the murderer, and the story is bizzare but rich and different. This game is proof that the story matters more than the graphics. When i played the game "RAGE" I was floored at how the graphics were SUPER awsome, excellent details and draw distance, but the more i played, there wasn't much drawing me into that world. it felt boring to me becasue i felt there wasn't really a story to follow. infact it felt like a mission game than anything. they give you a mission that doesn't really deep'n the experince. i stopped playing it. The mission thing was annouying to me and the characters were forgettable.

Deadly premontion is a cult classic, and i know why now. It's awful to look at, the controls are awkward (Fixed in the ps3 version, except for the driving) and it is full of personality, humor, horror, and plot. the best way to look at it is in the light of a B-Horror flick.

if you have only an xbox, then you might want to try and hunt this game down. playstation three owners might want to pick up the newly released "director's cut" edition the price tag is a bit much, but you'll be getting more story. This game is proof that graphics arn't everything in a game.

oh and i'll just say, Yes i really liked this game :3

ps: A sequal is on the way.

- https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4605013/

His mother has been shot and is severely injured, I implore you all to try to assist him in this dark time.

Fulgidus was exposed to a poisonous fluid and is currently under treatment in the hospital. Fulgidus is a wonderful and kind person, he is a sweethearted friend and needs all the love he can possibly get. Please send him Hugs, Best Wishes and Pray for him to get better soon, may it bring back our dear feline friend as soon as possible!

Love game shows? these answers are just soo funny XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zzk4wLgnYao Love this guys answer XD LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xv3gK2bmkAk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3oAHDdWSos

... discovered this stupid commercial XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zx_cmAIyaDQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raUDOPD5LbQ Top worst Infommercials!!!

Thats right, i saw the film "RETURN to OZ" (not to be confused with the new film *OZ the GREAT and POWERFUL*)

Youre either thinking "Leo is joking" or "Theres a Sequel?"

I'm not joking and there is a sequel, this movie is made for kids from disney and it's scary, there is a scene that can actually relate to "Pan's Labrynth" in it and the emotionless faces of the fantasy characters is serieously creepy. The director's original intension was to adapte the two books it's based on in mood and not to be a direct sequel to the original, but with soo many references to the original, it's really hard to overlook that problem.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ptk1c4gD9w Full movie right here. let me know what you thought.



Something positive to add, The use of Claymation is very good in this film.

I have been working on a few projects for my wonderful friends Chief Sidern & Tomoya. These two are the reason why i have decided to change leo. No, they didn't talk me into it. It's because i have been chatting and working on a few projects with them and well, i've drawn leo several times as a C-boy that i think he looks rather good as one. in fact, i really like Leo this way. i hope you will also agree.

I have recently drawn up Leos Very first Ref sheet. I've drawn two. One "censored" for those who'd like to work off of it without seeing his naked body. the other you can pretty much figure out ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNtNYwHq8FM

the first time i saw this it made me laugh real hard and i never let it leave my memory. before youtube, i thought i'd never see it again. Enjoy this hilarious sprite Commercial.

Last night i ended up puking really bad. I'm still not to well as i'm typing this. i'm letting ya'll know that i need time to recover and i hope to feel better soon. I hope to chat and talk to my furry friends soon.

Take care and see you soon.

Merry Christmas Everyone!!

Happy Holidays!! <3

You probably gonna think i'm dragging this "Death in the family" thing a little long. i know and i'm sorry, but really i have to ask yah something.

when they both passed, they had a camera, in curiosity i wondered if they had film in it because i'd be interesting what would have been the last thing they were taking pictures of. so i got my dad to open it because this camera is old and german so i couldn't figure it out. luckily a roll was inside. i took it to be developped (yes they still develope film these days, not everything is digital). they didn't charge me because there wasn't anything worth developping on it and it was old and tinted green if they did...

... on this ten year old film is pictures of someones elses Funeral on it and pictues of people walking around the graveyard. A different family member had died and it was the last thing on the film.

What are your thoughts?

Yes my aunt and uncle both passed and your all thinking "thats a good reason for not being on as often, take your time" well i do feel better, i haven't gotten over it, i have to live with this problem of emotion. but i want to draw to try and get my mind off of those things.

it has been nearly two months since i've posted anything, and i do hope to try to get back on track. A massive emotional problem and a few thngs have yes taken my time from my hobbie. but i'll be back.

I have not forgotten about you my furry FA friends and watchers. I am still on this site and i'll return with cute or sexy drawings for you to enjoy... Especially the New Comic 70 paged comic i have been working on for months now.

The main reason for this journal is to show i'm still here and that i'm getting back into my grove at the drawing board.

love ya'll <3

Thank you everyone who noted and chatted to me when i was feeling down and sad. means alot to me that i have some great friends online at FA.

Thank you very much my furry friends. I'll get over this eventually and i'll be back to draw some pics.

Love yah all.

(to those who want to talk tomorrow, I won't be online. moving furnature and clearing out the Aunt and Uncles home.)

Both my Aunt & Uncle have both passed on today. it's sad and really upsetting day for me and my family.

It's raining outside right now. i thought that that only happened in the movies. Doesn't really help with the mood, does it?

My aunt hasn't gone yet. i thought she would be going sooner than anyne. she's fighting her problems like crazy.

My uncle after recovering from surgery passed away instead.

i was told he was fine yesterday.....

My aunt is going to pass away soon. i went to visit her in the hospital and she has soo many deseases on her, but what the doctors think happened (but they're not really sure) the lupis from her stumach has crawled to her brian and is killing her off pretty slowly. a month ago, she seamed okay, just had a broken leg from her weight problem, she two weeks ago was losing her mind and memory and now she's like looking at a "fish out of water" she takes light breathes every two seconds and her eyes are rolled up into her head. She looks as if she's fighting to stay alive. it was so horrible to see her like that.


I hope when she does go, she doesn't feel it and that she slips away peacefully :c

Just letting anybody who wants to know if i'm still working on art. yes i am.

I'm working on a new comic and the pages are in rough draft so far. but once done, then the inking comes in. This comic is Looonger than my last is why it's taking so looooong X3

the title of this comic will be revealed soon.

Happy Halloween!! :3

Well, i'm going to be 24 in two days. What should i do Furries?

I'm right now, currently holding a little hampster in my paws (i am a feline but i don't intend to eat him) is feel'n unwell. i am told to keep him warm in my paws till he moves a little more before placing back in his cage.

i freaked out a bit when i found him. he wasn't moving and he was freezing. we all (my family) thought he was dead. he wasn't, held onto him a little longer and warming his little body with my paws till he showed signs of life thirty minutes later.

now were scared he'll die the next day. i hope he'll live, my niece and nephew will probably be upset if he does.

to anyone i was talking to early wondered why i left in the middle of a chat or RP... this was the reason why.

His name is Gus Gus if anyone was wondering.

Lets hope for the better for this little guy.



....Gus Gus died. sad, pretty sad how he went. just when i thought he was getting, he gave a few tiny coughs. then he died.

What site do you recommend for streaming art and for playing games on when you're bored?

I won't be doing that anyomore, sorry. Really am. i never realized how many problems would be caused by it. Either misunderstanding from others, jealosusy or fights. I loved it while it lasted, but i must drop it now. Don't worry if you think i can't still RP. still up for that stuff, just no lists on my account on Pets and Masters.

I just don't want to cause anymore problems with other furs.


Oh, one more thing, the FA freinds list is also gone. But don't worry to who ever was there, i'm still good friends with you, just thinking of those problems as well.

I just saw Prometheus in theatres. Only certain director's will use 3D for depth and emersive veiwing, most use as the giimick where they do nothing more then throw something at the screen or make like they going to poke your eyes out. I can Trust Ridley Scott and James Cameron with 3D because they how to use it. Prometheus 3D effects were grand, they actually were better than 'Avatar', i felt like i was in the same space station, and the sound, good lord that was strong. trust me, you won't be dissapointed with these features.

Now for the film itself. See it, it's awsome. It's a prequel to 'alien' and it's as well made and very intruging. Great film.