Yep, Even before the whole IMVU thing ive been thinking of leaving FA. Now I have a good reason to!

You can find me on www.weasyl.com/~leonsarambi

Hi there Everyone

Its been a very very long time since ive talked to you and Whats been going on. I know alot of you dont really care but, its something I need to say. For the past few years Ive had a lot happen to me. Ive moved 3 times, changed 5 jobs, had 2 girlfriends, and had a lot of depressing episodes. And when I mean a lot, I mean constantly. Sure ive had my happy days and im very grateful for that, I take what i can get on those days and try to enjoy it. However, Ive had alot of things bothering me in my mind that has been building up since I was nearly homeless 6 years ago that have left me in a heaping mess that I feel like I am a failure and I have no worthwhile value. I feel useless and its been going on for a long time. Building up like coins in a money jar, and im at the point where im about to cash it out. Before you ask, no, I am not planning to self harm myself. Its not gotten to that point yet, but I feel like its not far off right now. I feel like a pathetic loser who has no redeeming value, talent, self-worth or anyone remember me if I do leave this earth some day. My list of talents, I dont know what I can do and what I am good at. I dont know how I can help other people with, and I feel like I cant do anything. However, I want to help people, I really do and when I can help, sometimes it feels like im just being used and pushed out of the way. Hell, Its I feel like a creep when I ask someone to come over for dinner now because Ive asked friends many many times, and about 9/10 times I get the same answer "Sorry, Im busy during that time". I just want to feel wanted, I want to feel important. Yes, I have my family, but thats an unconditional feeling. I want to be wanted by someone who feels like I am useful and they want to be with me. I feel lonely and im at the end of my rope of being useful.

Wont be there till sunday because of work! So say hi to me then :3

Hey there guys!

My good friend  neurotichyena Is in need of some new crutches. So to help pay for them, shes offering some discounted commissions :3 Shes a great artist and really needs your help!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5088964/

Hey there followers!
Its been a while since Ive said anything here but Just wanted to give you all an update on whats going on.

Ive lived in a house with a few furs the past year in homestead, PA. Its a sublet of Pittsburgh, and quite frankly, a bit gettoish, but It served all of our needs at the time. We recently have all decided to move out of the house for more then one reason, but the big one being that we don't particularly feel safe in the house we live in. Meaning the house is pretty much falling apart, and I have the ceiling drywall to prove it.

We all are moving out on our own, and hopefuly im going to be moving into an apartment complex in the area of Whitehall, where actually a few other furs live in right now. And because im moving into a studio, Im going to have to sell off alot of the crap I never use. So we are having a yard sale, Details on this link: http://www.pa-furry.org/node/7022/h.....rdsale-weekend

Other then that, nothing much has been going on. Have a good day guys!

Just got my tickets and have 2 bros coming up from harrisburg who are gonna come along. :3

Yep I'm bored so I wanna talk to you guys and gals :) just send me a note if ya wanna chat!

That is all.

http://bronies.memebase.com/2012/02.....lk-domination/

Yep, I actually saw the real thing when i was working.

HEy guys

Yep, im selling my HDTV and my 360

http://pittsburgh.craigslist.org/el.....470719975.html
http://pittsburgh.craigslist.org/vg.....468925411.html

PM me if you are interested in buying, will include shipping in price.

Stolen from  anyare cuz she is da awesome

Name:
Leon Sarambi

Dates:
Wednesday to Sunday

Hotel:
Westin

Primary Purpose:
Meet some new friends, check out some art pieces, buy some comics and badges

Fursuiting:
not this year

Which Costumes:
N/A

Do you speak while costuming:
If i did have one, yes

Are you ok with physical contact while in costume:
only if youre a close friend

Do you have a craft in this community:
Writing but i dont really do it much

Can I talk business with you while at the con:
Um.....what kind of buisness? cuz my rate right now is $100 and hour, and there are certain things i wont do

Can you perform repairs:
Nope, fat fingers = Lack of sowing skills

Can I buy you dinner, gifts, drinks, art or anything to show gratitude:
iDefinetly!

Are you Single or in a Relationship:
Single, but looking

Where can I find you if I need something:
Zoo or a restaurant or at the art show

Do you attend parties:
Not really unless its a lan party

Do you attend the dances:
Tried it 2 years ago and did not like it

Who will you be spending the con with:
Whoever really, depends on whats going on at the time

Are you cliquey:
no

Are you approachable:
Definetly, though not sure WHY you would approach me :P

Murr/yiff:
EH, not unless ive chatted with ya for at least 6 months

Can I room with you:
Wont have enough froom

Running or attending any panels:
Most likely the comedy shows, hopefully ill be able to volunteer for Video/Audio

Dealers Den:
Nah

Will you be in the "Fursuit Parade":
Nope


if you have any other questions, ask away!

Welp after many many ups and downs in the past few weeks, through changes, financial issues and personal problems, I am moving to pittsburgh on June 10th :D

Yep, Im gonna be staying with my uncle for the summer and Im gonna be working at a subshop in oakland. He lives up in mt. Washington and the skyline is BEAUTIFUL from there ^^

I really cant be more excited ^^ As well as I just paid my pre reg for AC and paid for my hotel room : D Damn its a good day! lol

Hey there guys! Well its been a while since I updated ya on my situation, but ive got some great news!

Ive saved up enough and ill be moving to pittsburgh at the end of may!!!

Yep. thats right pittsburghians im gonna be in the area to stay for good ^^ Ill be moving into oakland into an apartment with a friend of mine. Hes moving out for the summer and is letting me sublease from him. Ive got a job set up with my current employer about a transfer and im gonna look for a second job while im up there, and im really excited :3

so...onto the meme!!

The Rules:
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!

1)Ive been to every AC since 2006.
2) My first and current car is a 2000 GMC jimmy
3) My favorite alcoholic drink is a Hard arnold Palmer
4) I currently own 6 Gaming consoles, all from different time periods
5) I have plans on making a documentary about a family member of mine.
6) Ive always sucked at english but role at math,
7) I never do homework....ever, but I do great on tests
8) The one goal in my life is to become a commercial/private airline pilot
9) My dream home is a high rise studio Condo
10) Ive loved and lost about 4 times.

the 10 peopleI tag are:

um...ill update in a bit

f you're not scared, put this on your journal and see what people rate you.

(1)=crazy.
(2)=I'd marry you.
(3)=attractive.
(4)=sarcastic.
(5)=i miss you.
(6)=I'd kiss you.
(7)=moody.
(8)=smart.
(9)=energetic.
(10)=random.
(11)=hot.
(12)=funny.
(13)=fit.
(14)=amazing.
(15)=tough.
(16)=cute.
(17) nerd.
(18) I love you.
(19) I'd bang you

I'll do the same for you

Or at least I hope so.

Theres a job at the Pittsburg International Airport, that I just applied to, so we will see. But I really hope to move to pittsburgh here soon.

I absolutely love pittsburgh ^^ Its my favorite city by far. Ive got tons of family and friends either in or near the city, alot of stuff to do and culture. As well as AC XD but ill let ya know what happens.

Hey everyone. I figured this would proably be a good place to ask for some help. Im in a really bad predicament at my current residence. Right now I live with my mother's ex boyfriend because she had left him with the house. Ive only got 1 month left in this place and im having a very hard time trying to find an apartment. Heres the deal, My current job is not paying me enough for me to pay rent AND a few payments. So I feel awful for asking this, but I need a place to stay for a while, and with a very low rent.


I know, I feel awful about it. I feel like a hypocrite when asking if i can stay at someone's house for free, because Ive always disliked people bumming it in places. But please keep in mind, I do have a job and I go to school full time. Ill pay what I can and I am very clean. I do bathe and shower everyday, clean up after myself and I am not a smoker or drinker. I do not plan on staying for more then maybe 3 months possibly less then that if needed. I dont like to go to parties and im a very quiet person.


As a note: It has to be in CENTRAL PA! I go to school and work in Harrisburg and I need to stay in either Dauphin or Cumberland county

Im seriously thinking about starting up a Film club at my school.

I go to harrisburg University, and in the university we have a multi-media room that pretty much is only used for 1 class. And the university really only has 4 clubs, and those are mainly for networking and buissness connections, nothing to really connect the students and make it feel like a cultural center or a an actual college. So, im gonna make a plan to create a film club in the school!

what im thinking is that the members will create a short movie from coming up with the script, to releasing it within 1 year. The students will have full access to the multi-media room and a camera paid for by the school. all the staff would be the club members; actors, director, behind the scenes staff, editors and even the artists who create the box and poster art.

I would think that the majority of students would enjoy the fact that they are working together to create something that they worked so hard.......I really want it to happen ^^

Soo....my girlfriend is a non furry, but she is the perfect example of a furry.
Shes enthusiastic about shiny things, animals and cuddling. Shes big, cute and loveable. she had about 5 different pets in her lifetime. she still sleeps with a stuffed dog, and she likes to talk about random things.


the only problem though.....I want to make her a furry :P she has heard all the rumors about the fandom, but i dispelled all of those myths. now im trying to figure out what to do to induct her, cause she has had a stressfull few weeks, and i want her to show that this fandom is alot of fun and has some people that can help her get destressed and have fun :3

I still have yet to figure out what spiecies shes gonna be, but im leaning twords the big cats x3

So yeah...i finally quit my job at mcdonalds : D

Man i feel so good to get out of that hell hole of a job. I could tell you stories about how awful and disgusting it is back in the ass end of any mcdonalds, but im sure you all knew that.

So i got a new job, and it seems this one will actually be good for me :P I work really early in the morning, 5 AM to noon, working as a hose crew attendent at hershey park! Basicly i go in before the park opens and hose down everything in the park to get it cleaned up. The cool thing is i have a set schedual now, so i can actually plan shit :P It works with my school schedual, I get free admission to the park, as well as free tickets every so often, and discounts on other parks and hershey products/services :3 I start on the 9th so i got a whole week to just relax and get ready for my finals!

http://thatguywiththeglasses.com/vi.....10-fox-mccloud


god i love this guy XD

Yeah...well a partial actually. Not right now...AC kinda left me broke ^^; but yeah, ill get a head, tail, foot paws and paws. It shouldnt cost much due to my character's simple design. Any suggestions where to go? :3

Well...yang just died in my arms tonight, at 10 PM.....

When i left for AC, he was very energetic and was his regular ole self, jumping up at the cage everytime someone new came in the room, and licking their fingers in joy of seeing someone. I filled up his water bottle and his food dish and headed out. When i came back, he was weak, skinny and looked like he hadnt eaten in weeks. And tonight, I heard him coughing in his castle, and i pulled him out to see his eyes were bleeding, him wheezing and breathing very heavily. I picked him up and held him in my arms, i knew he wasnt long for the world, and sure enough.....

Ill always remember yang as the sweetest little rat ive ever known. He was always excited and hopped around in his little cage when he saw someone, or when he heard his little treat bag open. He loved to be held, and petted, and hide in people's hair. i would show him off to all of my friends and family members, and they all loved him, even the ones who hated rats. he was playful, energetic, and kindest rats you could ever hold in your hand and on your sholder.

Ill miss you yang.......you wonderful little guy.

Yang "nommy" Brinkley
October 31st 2006 - June 29th 2010

Yeah, decided to delete that emo journal of mine, and ive gotten over most of it.

Anyway, yeah, AC was fun :3

Met some old friends and made some new ones! Sadly i wanted to see a few more friends, but my phone decided to take a swim with me and got broked :P
Didnt really purchuse much, just some stickers, a generic badge and a few magnets.

my only regret was that there wernt alot of panels that were of my interest, but hopefully there will be more comedy and video game panels next year : D

Hey there! seems i have an empty car and Im looking for a car mate to come with me to ac :3 im leaving early on the 23rd and coming back late on the 29th. Payment is $30 and includes toll and gas, but food is on your own, but i will bring some chips and some water as well.

Anybody wanna hang out with  emilanarchy and I? My other roommates wont get there till friday and we need people to hang out with x3.