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2 years | War in Ukraine
Posted a year agoToday, two years ago, at 5:15 in the morning i woke up because i heard few military airplains flying over our building. I picked up my phone and read the worst news - war has started...
The day before, on the 23rd february i was balling my eyes out. I was feeling something, that terrible things will happen, but my boyfriend was calming me down that the war with ruzzia will not happen. He was wrong.
I remember how i sat all day long with the phone in my arms reading horrible news. My eyes were hurting from the constant reading and scrolling and readding again and again. And the news were getting worse and worse by the passing minute. So many cities were bombed, occupied, people killed in just one day. We were all afraid and confused.
I remember i was scared of the birds flying in the sky for some time. I thought they were rockets or airplains. I couldn't sleep well for a few days - each siren was like the worst alarm imaginable. We would grab our belongings and go to the first floor behind the elewator, because it was the safest place. I mean, we had basement in the building, but it's just a death trap - no proper ventilation, not second exit, no supplies. Our country wasn't ready for this war.
The worst bombings began in August-September. Few building collapsed to the ground (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49284139/) and a lot of explosions was in the close proximity to our building. I was waking up every night at 3-4 at the morning because i was so used that explosions would happen in this time that my inner clock started waking me up at that time. The most scary thing was that we would hear explosions and after a minute the sirens would go off. It was because the front lines are too close to our city that the radars can't detect them in time.
In October of 2022 we decided to move to Kyiv. We have relatives here so we had a place to stay. Here we could catch a breath for a bit. I mean it's still not safe, but at least we have some time to think and to move to a safe place before the shelling. I'm still really anxious and i have bad days sometimes when all bad things just weigh me down so hard that i can't do anything.
But it's nothing compared to all brave men and women who protect and serve out country. I'm trying to donate when i can, but the prices are climbing up and it's getting a bit difficult. But it won't stop me - i will still do my part because i want to live a peaceful life, i want a peaceful life for my parent and for my people. I always feel incredibly sad when i come to the maidan nezalezhnosti, when i see all these flags for fallen soldiers and civilians. My heart breaks for every one of them...
We need to fight and remember those who fell in the battle for freedom, for our future. They will always be in our thought and hearts.
Please, donate, share and speak about us in your country. We still need your support. And we are so gratefull for all help that the world has given us already.
ะกะปะฐะฒะฐ ะฃะบัะฐัะฝั! ะะตัะพัะผ ะกะปะฐะฒะฐ!
The day before, on the 23rd february i was balling my eyes out. I was feeling something, that terrible things will happen, but my boyfriend was calming me down that the war with ruzzia will not happen. He was wrong.
I remember how i sat all day long with the phone in my arms reading horrible news. My eyes were hurting from the constant reading and scrolling and readding again and again. And the news were getting worse and worse by the passing minute. So many cities were bombed, occupied, people killed in just one day. We were all afraid and confused.
I remember i was scared of the birds flying in the sky for some time. I thought they were rockets or airplains. I couldn't sleep well for a few days - each siren was like the worst alarm imaginable. We would grab our belongings and go to the first floor behind the elewator, because it was the safest place. I mean, we had basement in the building, but it's just a death trap - no proper ventilation, not second exit, no supplies. Our country wasn't ready for this war.
The worst bombings began in August-September. Few building collapsed to the ground (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49284139/) and a lot of explosions was in the close proximity to our building. I was waking up every night at 3-4 at the morning because i was so used that explosions would happen in this time that my inner clock started waking me up at that time. The most scary thing was that we would hear explosions and after a minute the sirens would go off. It was because the front lines are too close to our city that the radars can't detect them in time.
In October of 2022 we decided to move to Kyiv. We have relatives here so we had a place to stay. Here we could catch a breath for a bit. I mean it's still not safe, but at least we have some time to think and to move to a safe place before the shelling. I'm still really anxious and i have bad days sometimes when all bad things just weigh me down so hard that i can't do anything.
But it's nothing compared to all brave men and women who protect and serve out country. I'm trying to donate when i can, but the prices are climbing up and it's getting a bit difficult. But it won't stop me - i will still do my part because i want to live a peaceful life, i want a peaceful life for my parent and for my people. I always feel incredibly sad when i come to the maidan nezalezhnosti, when i see all these flags for fallen soldiers and civilians. My heart breaks for every one of them...
We need to fight and remember those who fell in the battle for freedom, for our future. They will always be in our thought and hearts.
Please, donate, share and speak about us in your country. We still need your support. And we are so gratefull for all help that the world has given us already.
ะกะปะฐะฒะฐ ะฃะบัะฐัะฝั! ะะตัะพัะผ ะกะปะฐะฒะฐ!
I'm lost
Posted a year agoI haven't been commissioned in 4-5 month.
It breaks my heart and i don't understand why this happens?
Is it because of stupid AI? Is it because i'm a bad artist?
I'm just so lost and i'm losing interest in my craft -it all feels pointless when i'm really proud of the art.
I create and then after posting it i see no likes, no replies, no engagement. Rarely people purchase anything from me. I even lowered the prices on everything almost in half.
It also doesn't help that i live in Ukraine and because of ongoing war i fear for my safety every day.
Now i also fear that i won't be able to supply my family. I'm crushed and just really confused...
It breaks my heart and i don't understand why this happens?
Is it because of stupid AI? Is it because i'm a bad artist?
I'm just so lost and i'm losing interest in my craft -it all feels pointless when i'm really proud of the art.
I create and then after posting it i see no likes, no replies, no engagement. Rarely people purchase anything from me. I even lowered the prices on everything almost in half.
It also doesn't help that i live in Ukraine and because of ongoing war i fear for my safety every day.
Now i also fear that i won't be able to supply my family. I'm crushed and just really confused...
Sale | Previous adopts
Posted 2 years agoAll previous adopts are now 50$ SB!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54265990/
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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54007256/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54265990/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54096834/
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ToyHouse Codes Giveaway
Posted 2 years agoI have like a 100 codes for ToyHouse, so if youre interested - comment and i will send it to u) Help Marik | Charity Adoptable
Posted 2 years ago
Marik was rescued from a frontlines by soldiers as a cute ball of fur, now grown in a handsome and extremely charismatic fella <3
The cold winter is coming and the owners of the shelter need some preparation, so the small residents of the shelter can survive and be comfortable during the harsh season.
100% of the profit will be transferred to support Ukrainian pup Marik who is living in a small (relocated due war) shelter in Novopokrovka settlement (near Kharkiv).
Here you can find some photos\posts about Marik and his friends
Even the smallest lives matter, so please, check the link down below:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53613000/
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If you can't purchase the adoptable, please, give it a boost - kind comment, like or a journal post will help so much!
Also, check other adoptables on this page run by an amazing people 
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Birthday!!
Posted 2 years agoToday is my birthday)
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Life update - power problems + help
Posted 2 years agoHello!
So i've been living in Kiev for about 4 - 5 month now, and i want to tell you all a bit about the situation here.
Me and my boyfriend were renting apartment for 2 month in one of the areas here. It was fine - majority of the city was living on light schedule, but our building was "special" - we didn't have any shutdowns (there was a tram station nearby and the hospital, so maybe that was the reason) until one day in the early morning there was a drone attack on city.
One of the shaheds flew over our building - we could see the smoke tail, hear the engine noises and how our soldiers were trying to shot it down form the machinegun. Then we heard the explosion. After that all the buildings in the area were de-energized and the water pumps that were bringing the water to buildings where off because this drone hit one of the energy sources in this area.
For about 3 days we were cut from any heat, water or light source. Also it wasn't helping that our building was electricity based and not gas based. So we couldn't heat the apartment or cook some food. And the weather was not nice - it was like -10 ะกยฐ outside.
So we decided to move out and return to our relatives house - they have generator and gas stove. The house is a bit overpopulated - 7 people, 4 cats and 3 dogs - but we have all the resources to survive this winter and we are together, and this is the most important thing.
Yesterday there was another mass shelling of Ukraine. My hometown Zaporizhzhia was attacked by 20+ rockets and drones - it is the largest attack from 24 February. Kiev was attacked too - we heard few explosions. In nearby regions few of the rockets hit the target - power sources. So the situation with electricity is even tougher here then before. A lot of people here can't afford generator or strong enough power banks.
If you can help - please, donate to these people - they need help now:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10407727/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10407727/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10407727/
So i've been living in Kiev for about 4 - 5 month now, and i want to tell you all a bit about the situation here.
Me and my boyfriend were renting apartment for 2 month in one of the areas here. It was fine - majority of the city was living on light schedule, but our building was "special" - we didn't have any shutdowns (there was a tram station nearby and the hospital, so maybe that was the reason) until one day in the early morning there was a drone attack on city.
One of the shaheds flew over our building - we could see the smoke tail, hear the engine noises and how our soldiers were trying to shot it down form the machinegun. Then we heard the explosion. After that all the buildings in the area were de-energized and the water pumps that were bringing the water to buildings where off because this drone hit one of the energy sources in this area.
For about 3 days we were cut from any heat, water or light source. Also it wasn't helping that our building was electricity based and not gas based. So we couldn't heat the apartment or cook some food. And the weather was not nice - it was like -10 ะกยฐ outside.
So we decided to move out and return to our relatives house - they have generator and gas stove. The house is a bit overpopulated - 7 people, 4 cats and 3 dogs - but we have all the resources to survive this winter and we are together, and this is the most important thing.
Yesterday there was another mass shelling of Ukraine. My hometown Zaporizhzhia was attacked by 20+ rockets and drones - it is the largest attack from 24 February. Kiev was attacked too - we heard few explosions. In nearby regions few of the rockets hit the target - power sources. So the situation with electricity is even tougher here then before. A lot of people here can't afford generator or strong enough power banks.
If you can help - please, donate to these people - they need help now:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10407727/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10407727/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10407727/
ShinigamiTF needs your help!
Posted 3 years ago A fellow member of Furaffinity 
ShinigamiTF from Ukraine needs your help!
She lives in Donetsk where shelling is almost everyday. Her house was damaged because of that.
See her journal here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
See her journal here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
See her journal here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10266091/
If you can - donate. It will help her to leave and move to a safer place.
If you can't donate - leave some kind words of support.
Stay strong, and stay safe, Shinigami! <3 
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Posted 3 years agoToday at 5:10 in the morning my city was attacked. 4 rockets were launched, 3 of them reached their destination. One of the rockets flew to the shopping center that is close to my house - it's about one block away. One person died, 4 or more were injured.
Here is the links you can see photos of the destroyed structures
https://www.radiosvoboda.org/a/foto...../31867462.html
https://gazeta.ua/articles/np/_rake.....-centr/1090439
We woke up from the first explosion, then there was a second one.
The scary thing is that we are used to it. I know that when something like this happens or when sirens are going off you should go to the bomb shelter, but you can't live in the shelter - sirens go off so often in the past few days (like 8 times a day and can be 5 min long, 4 hours or even longer) so you can't run each time to the nearest shelter. The city would just collapse because of each worker would leave his work space it'll be impossible for city to function.
When i heard and felt the explosion i wanted to cry but i could not. I cried when war started, cried when my mom started to have her mental problems because of this stupid war, but never after. I just can't. I'm really tired of all of this shit. I cannot express how much i want to live a normal life and be not afraid to sleep, go outside or just live.
I hope that none of you will ever experienced something like this, but i think non of you will fully understand how scary this is if you have not lived through this.
My thoughts are always with people who lived through even tougher times then me in Bucha, Irpin, Mariupol, Chernihiv, Kharkiv and evry other city that have been bombed and destroyed by this horrible disease that we call russian occupants. And i grieve about every lost soul that has been killed.
I just want peace. That's all
Here is the links you can see photos of the destroyed structures
https://www.radiosvoboda.org/a/foto...../31867462.html
https://gazeta.ua/articles/np/_rake.....-centr/1090439
We woke up from the first explosion, then there was a second one.
The scary thing is that we are used to it. I know that when something like this happens or when sirens are going off you should go to the bomb shelter, but you can't live in the shelter - sirens go off so often in the past few days (like 8 times a day and can be 5 min long, 4 hours or even longer) so you can't run each time to the nearest shelter. The city would just collapse because of each worker would leave his work space it'll be impossible for city to function.
When i heard and felt the explosion i wanted to cry but i could not. I cried when war started, cried when my mom started to have her mental problems because of this stupid war, but never after. I just can't. I'm really tired of all of this shit. I cannot express how much i want to live a normal life and be not afraid to sleep, go outside or just live.
I hope that none of you will ever experienced something like this, but i think non of you will fully understand how scary this is if you have not lived through this.
My thoughts are always with people who lived through even tougher times then me in Bucha, Irpin, Mariupol, Chernihiv, Kharkiv and evry other city that have been bombed and destroyed by this horrible disease that we call russian occupants. And i grieve about every lost soul that has been killed.
I just want peace. That's all
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Posted 3 years agoHello!
I found out that paypal decided to help our cityzens and opened their srvices to us, so if you want to help me, my family and my country you can make a donation. From each donation i'll send some money to army and humanitarian organization. I will really-really apreciate it because i'm living in a different house now and i just don't have any mood or strength to work.
I haven't tested it yet, but i've read some articles and people saying it works, so here is my email (i think you should send it as a gift) =>
elizavetakushnir2001@gmail.com For my customers and followers [PLEASE, READ]
Posted 3 years agoI'm stopping all the work, until there is peace in my country. I live in Ukraine, and i'm scared and really concerned about future of my country. I will not share any details, but i'll say one thing - if you can help my country in any way - please, do it.
I'm sick again
Posted 4 years agoI'm sick...again. My boyfriend and his mom sick too. I don't know what it it, cause where my boyfriend works one person got covid. We don't have temperature - just overall cold symptoms.
I will try to get back to work as fast as i can, but for now i'm a mess which doesn't want to do anything((((
I will try to get back to work as fast as i can, but for now i'm a mess which doesn't want to do anything((((
Taking a break for a few days
Posted 4 years agoI got sick. Nothing too serious - just throat pain, overall cold exhaustion and my wisdom tooth decided to start growing intensely.
I'm taking meds from the first day so i should be back to work soon.
Be safe and i love you all <3
I'm taking meds from the first day so i should be back to work soon.
Be safe and i love you all <3
Commissions are still open!
Posted 4 years agoI do references - 100$ + for complicated characters.
Fullart - 100 $ +
Halfbody - 65$ +
Portraits - 45$ +
I do draw:
-monsters
-anthro
-furry
-dragons
-animals
-NSFW
I do not draw:
-robots
For more info DM me!Commissions are still open!
Posted 4 years agoCheck featured submission for info
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39448390/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39448390/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39448390/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39448390/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39448390/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39448390/
Printer question
Posted 5 years agoI want to begin printing stickers, so i need to buy printer.
Do someone have experience with this ? If you can send me examples of stickers you printed and the brand\model
i'll be so grateful <ะ
Do someone have experience with this ? If you can send me examples of stickers you printed and the brand\model
i'll be so grateful <ะ
Free redesign
Posted 5 years agoNeed to warm up. Send me your characters, that need redesign
The only rule - no correction. I'll do it my style and if you don't like the result - don't use it
The only rule - no correction. I'll do it my style and if you don't like the result - don't use it
!Art for Toyhouse codes! -not relevant-
Posted 6 years agoHi! I'm looking for 2 codes for my friends) Note me if you can help me with this. I'll be so grateful and will draw for you little thank-art c:
Adopts question
Posted 6 years agoWhat type of adopts and reference decor you like? You can send links on my adopts or other artists. I really want to make sth cool for you all c:
New Year - New SAD
Posted 6 years agoThis year was for me so hard and now i feel so bad. i don't have feeling that next year will be different. All people tryed do sth for this event like lottery, or freeline and i just "oh, New Year, nice". I'm a potato, really lazy and sad potato
