I had to write this or else this would bother me all night. Sometimes I couldn't help but feel like I'm going to fuck up somehow. Like, if I feel like I did something wrong, I would just be trapped inside my own head. I used to have a friend once (who I will not mention) who had put that fear into me and it has bothered me ever since. I always think to myself if I'm a good friend or not and half of the time I couldn't give myself a clear answer. I just... don't really know but I know I just can't keep this to myself any longer than I should have. I'll still be posting but I think I should just have time for myself for now. I'll keep you all posted on how I feel at some point. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope you all have a great night/day!

So, unfortunately I had to scrap that project I talked about in my last post due to some complications with my collaborators (who will not be mentioned out of all due respect). Posts shall return to normal! Eventually... if I do get to posting anything at all. But do keep your eyes peeled! With that, I hope you all have a great day!

I'm back lol

Finally decided to make a new journal after 5 months.

As many of you could tell, I've recently made the decision to become trans! And I've never felt this happy in a while. ^^

I've also been trying to take better care of myself, I've shaved and decided that I'm going to grow my hair out. And I'm trying to get better with other habits too.

I've started revisiting old games that I used to play, and playing new ones too!

Although I may have not been posting as much, I wanted to let y'all know that I'm doing great!

And now, time to disappear for another few months lol

Hello again.

Today, I just discovered that one of my heart medicines are no longer receiving any refills. I was honestly dumbstruck when I found out.

I talked to my mom about it and she tells me that she'll talk to my doctors and that it would take longer and then she told me that it was my fault. Like, wtf did I do??

I was honestly restraining myself from lashing out at her but I know that I'm better than that.

Thanks to everyone for taking the time to see this. I might post another update soon but we'll see what happens until then.

Peace.

Hey guys.

So, it's been a rough weekend for me.

And I feel like writing this would help.

I feel comfortable enough to say that I have a physical disability called "muscular dystrophy" and it's been making my life a living hell ever since I was diagnosed with it. That and feeling overwhelming guilt since I wrecked my relationship with  Camilia The Bunny.

But back to the disability. I was promised that I'm going to get an infusion soon which is supposedly going to stop the progression but I've been made grand promises before and I just have a gut feeling that the infusion is never going to happen.

And now since it's getting closer to my birthday (February 24th for those who are curious). I feel as if I'm running out of time to make things right between me and my ex-gf because people with muscular dystrophy are known to have shorter life-spans.

I'm gonna try to set things right before the bitter end. But for the time being, I'll just tolerate life to the best of my ability.

Thank y'all for taking the time to read this. Take care.

Hey all!

Wanted to write this to tell y'all that I might start posting my actual art instead of posting art other people did for me. I will still post all the art that others made for me alongside my art.

Reason why I wanted to do this is because I don't want people to get tired of me posting art that people made for me. And the fact that I have other OCs that other people wouldn't necessarily draw for me. Most of the time I draw these OCs.

From now on, I will start posting my art.

Thanks for taking the time to read this and take care! ^^

My favorite way to eat noodles is with a fork. I know it's basic but it gets the job done! :3
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