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Posted 13 years agoAmerica
BY TONY HOAGLAND
Then one of the students with blue hair and a tongue stud
Says that America is for him a maximum-security prison
Whose walls are made of RadioShacks and Burger Kings, and MTV episodes
Where you can’t tell the show from the commercials,
And as I consider how to express how full of shit I think he is,
He says that even when he’s driving to the mall in his Isuzu
Trooper with a gang of his friends, letting rap music pour over them
Like a boiling Jacuzzi full of ballpeen hammers, even then he feels
Buried alive, captured and suffocated in the folds
Of the thick satin quilt of America
And I wonder if this is a legitimate category of pain,
or whether he is just spin doctoring a better grade,
And then I remember that when I stabbed my father in the dream last night,
It was not blood but money
That gushed out of him, bright green hundred-dollar bills
Spilling from his wounds, and—this is the weird part—,
He gasped “Thank god—those Ben Franklins were
Clogging up my heart—
And so I perish happily,
Freed from that which kept me from my liberty”—
Which was when I knew it was a dream, since my dad
Would never speak in rhymed couplets,
And I look at the student with his acne and cell phone and phony ghetto clothes
And I think, “I am asleep in America too,
And I don’t know how to wake myself either,”
And I remember what Marx said near the end of his life:
“I was listening to the cries of the past,
When I should have been listening to the cries of the future.”
But how could he have imagined 100 channels of 24-hour cable
Or what kind of nightmare it might be
When each day you watch rivers of bright merchandise run past you
And you are floating in your pleasure boat upon this river
Even while others are drowning underneath you
And you see their faces twisting in the surface of the waters
And yet it seems to be your own hand
Which turns the volume higher?
BY TONY HOAGLAND
Then one of the students with blue hair and a tongue stud
Says that America is for him a maximum-security prison
Whose walls are made of RadioShacks and Burger Kings, and MTV episodes
Where you can’t tell the show from the commercials,
And as I consider how to express how full of shit I think he is,
He says that even when he’s driving to the mall in his Isuzu
Trooper with a gang of his friends, letting rap music pour over them
Like a boiling Jacuzzi full of ballpeen hammers, even then he feels
Buried alive, captured and suffocated in the folds
Of the thick satin quilt of America
And I wonder if this is a legitimate category of pain,
or whether he is just spin doctoring a better grade,
And then I remember that when I stabbed my father in the dream last night,
It was not blood but money
That gushed out of him, bright green hundred-dollar bills
Spilling from his wounds, and—this is the weird part—,
He gasped “Thank god—those Ben Franklins were
Clogging up my heart—
And so I perish happily,
Freed from that which kept me from my liberty”—
Which was when I knew it was a dream, since my dad
Would never speak in rhymed couplets,
And I look at the student with his acne and cell phone and phony ghetto clothes
And I think, “I am asleep in America too,
And I don’t know how to wake myself either,”
And I remember what Marx said near the end of his life:
“I was listening to the cries of the past,
When I should have been listening to the cries of the future.”
But how could he have imagined 100 channels of 24-hour cable
Or what kind of nightmare it might be
When each day you watch rivers of bright merchandise run past you
And you are floating in your pleasure boat upon this river
Even while others are drowning underneath you
And you see their faces twisting in the surface of the waters
And yet it seems to be your own hand
Which turns the volume higher?
ooo a raffle!
Posted 13 years agoRAFFLE RAFFLE RAFFLE
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/7567511/
commission page^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3260294/
Raffle^
RAFFLES ALL DAY
commission page^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3260294/
Raffle^
RAFFLES ALL DAY
/not/ a raffle, a reccomend action instead!
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/7504917/
This person is awesome and puts a lot of work into even her "cheapest" art!
Affordable commissions, reliably quick, good quality, and Seattle local!
In other words go give her money in trade for art so she can make fursuits :D
This person is awesome and puts a lot of work into even her "cheapest" art!
Affordable commissions, reliably quick, good quality, and Seattle local!
In other words go give her money in trade for art so she can make fursuits :D
RAFFLEZ
Posted 13 years agoRAFFLE
Posted 13 years agopop dat collar
Posted 13 years agomy buddy is doing a raffle!
Posted 13 years agoCANDY
Posted 13 years agoNo Subject
Posted 13 years agoattempting to commision myself a partial, who wants to take me out for my first outing after i get it? :D
blood plague on me!
Posted 13 years agoi would like to say think you to chesseh and rainey for all they have one to cheer me up while i've been in the hospital, this is the health update!
im still septic, but my white cell count is under control now, my blood rpessure is under control i haven't had any rigors lately, im not in pain, but im filled with bacteria from head to toe, and no one knows how or why.
so... im not going anywhere till they find out.
And to all you artists that made me art at eithr raineys request or indivudaly..
thanks guys! you make my day! giv me something nonpainefull to look forward to :}
im still septic, but my white cell count is under control now, my blood rpessure is under control i haven't had any rigors lately, im not in pain, but im filled with bacteria from head to toe, and no one knows how or why.
so... im not going anywhere till they find out.
And to all you artists that made me art at eithr raineys request or indivudaly..
thanks guys! you make my day! giv me something nonpainefull to look forward to :}
Blood infection on me!
Posted 13 years agoI will be pretty muc be only on my phone or the next week or so, I have a blood infection in the staff (sp?) family. I feel like complete poop ):
stolen from fenrirs journal
Posted 13 years agoName: Shuga
Gender: androgynous (female)
Age: early 20's
Species: sumatran tiger/hooded skunk
Primary motivator- play
Emotional Disposition- alternate from upbeat and playful to tired and grouchy
Moodiness- highly environmentally dependent
Core Traits
Outlook- positive
Integrity- medium, when something complicated happens she can only understand it if she talks it out
Impulsiveness- high
Boldness- with strangers, not with friends
Flexibility- curious
Affinity- not sure what this means >.>
Comportment- striving
Interactivity- outgoing but internally calm
Disclosure- unreserved
Conformity- -nope-
Sense of Humor- pun-y and sarcastic
Sexuality
Orientation- likes females
Libido- very little
Sexual Expressiveness- shy
Sexual Expressive Style- flirty
Openness to sexual experience- open, but reserved
Promiscuousness- little
Religion & Spirituality
Adherence- spiritual
Tolerance- very tolerant, and curios as to "why"
Expression of beliefs-beleives in"signs" of ill and good luck
Converting others- nope
Attitude- wide-eyed
Topics of Conversation: anything and everything
Quirks, Habits, & Oddities: constantly grooms herself
Hobbies & Enjoyments: building things, chasing dreams
Another raffle!
Posted 13 years agoYay! valentines raffle for you couplies out there :}
Posted 13 years agoNo Subject
Posted 13 years agot-shirt pricing
Posted 13 years agoHello!
Interested in something that expresses your inner beast or outer fur without haivng to wear a entire fursuit? WAnt something you can wear casually that doesnt read "I'm a furry!" like a neon sign?
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LOOK NO FURTHER!
Today for your viewing pleasure I have the pricing for my t-shirts!
Basic - 20
example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312601/
Average (1 or 2 extra painted on) - 25
(the hearts on the shoulders are painted)
example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312144
Average+ (3 or more painted on) - 27
(stripes are painted)
Example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312506
Luxury (painted item(s) and attached items) - 32
(collar is applied fur and scar is painted)
Example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312372
Luxury+ (tons of painted and/or tedious backbreaking effort) - 40
(outlines of spots are painted, inside is died, tail is painted and died)
Example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7313441
New or modified design -5
If your idea is crazy wacky and has a million colors and attachments, or requires hard to get supplies, I reserve the right to modify the price!
If you have a idea that doesn't fit into these stages, or would like to do a trade, feel free to Note me!
Interested in something that expresses your inner beast or outer fur without haivng to wear a entire fursuit? WAnt something you can wear casually that doesnt read "I'm a furry!" like a neon sign?
..
..
..
LOOK NO FURTHER!
Today for your viewing pleasure I have the pricing for my t-shirts!
Basic - 20
example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312601/
Average (1 or 2 extra painted on) - 25
(the hearts on the shoulders are painted)
example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312144
Average+ (3 or more painted on) - 27
(stripes are painted)
Example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312506
Luxury (painted item(s) and attached items) - 32
(collar is applied fur and scar is painted)
Example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7312372
Luxury+ (tons of painted and/or tedious backbreaking effort) - 40
(outlines of spots are painted, inside is died, tail is painted and died)
Example - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7313441
New or modified design -5
If your idea is crazy wacky and has a million colors and attachments, or requires hard to get supplies, I reserve the right to modify the price!
If you have a idea that doesn't fit into these stages, or would like to do a trade, feel free to Note me!
No Subject
Posted 13 years agoHad a awesome time at WFS8
met some really cool people and interesting furs
wish i had the balls to step it up and introduce myself to some of the fursuitors -.-
there was a girl with a really cool giant fox tail, a pteradactyl, a badass looking snowleopard, a really cute skinny little fox guy, 2 or 3 really brightly colored wolf like beings, a bright red wolf or husky, not sure.
and here was this yellow being, that i wish i knew what it classified itself as, it was really cute :}
In anycase! i wish i had really been able to introduce myself as shuga, and less as lex who is trying to be like shuga ..
met some really cool people and interesting furs
wish i had the balls to step it up and introduce myself to some of the fursuitors -.-
there was a girl with a really cool giant fox tail, a pteradactyl, a badass looking snowleopard, a really cute skinny little fox guy, 2 or 3 really brightly colored wolf like beings, a bright red wolf or husky, not sure.
and here was this yellow being, that i wish i knew what it classified itself as, it was really cute :}
In anycase! i wish i had really been able to introduce myself as shuga, and less as lex who is trying to be like shuga ..
fursuit?
Posted 14 years agoshiny pretty fluffy ears :D
Posted 14 years agoFenrirs child is having a drawing for a pair of ears! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:22875559
winrawr :}
winrawr :}
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