Might post art more on twitter since it's easier to post sketches I make via smartphone. Gotta do some extra computer stuff to post it on here since the image ends up going all turnways.

I HAD TROUBLE GETTING BACK INTO MY ACCOUNT AFTER MY PASSWORD GOT RESET. TOOK ME LONG ENOUGH. like a couple of months -.-

I don't submit much usually because I don't finish much of what I sketch. Though if I don't forget, I'll start uploading more of my pictures into the scraps section so they will at least be here. And maybe I'll finish them and submit them properly.

Hi.^^

Drawing has been really tough on me these few years. i feel discontent with my art. I feel like quitting. I lose energy immediately when my pencil hits the paper. I don't know what to do anymore at this point. I don't even have a scanner or a tablet anymore to show the massive piles of drawings I've done. I really want to connect with my friends on this site, I've been away and I miss you all. I feel like quitting art everyday even though i keep trying.

I also like playing the guitar and I'm the same there too. When I draw or play I don't even know what I am doing. I'm not sure I can even learn to draw or play anymore. I love drawing and playing but I just can't reach the vision that is in my head. This on top of some big personal problems in my life that I am just starting to get out of. I have depression and it has really been punching me i the stomach. I am taking a step in the right direction so I feel great about that.

But all the while I have been battling my art and music difficulties on top of it all. I just finally thought to express it here to anyone who may watch me. Thank you for watching me.

Drawing. I just don't get it anymore. It upsets me. Just venting because I've never vented before and it feels good.

Thank you all.

-Liamlyn-

OK and now to get things setup. Before I set up my PayPal account I want to list here how things will work.

I do digital art and my specialty is anthro character drawing. I do clean work, no adult work. I will put up examples for each commission type.

$5 for digital sketches. This is for rough and cleaned up sketches. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12553630/

$10 for line art . This is for finished sketches with clean ink lines. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12553649/

$15 for flat colors. This is for basic colors added with the line art. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12557144/

$20 for Shading. This is the combination of line art and flat colors with shading added. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12547648/

These are the basic prices for single character commissions. The price will vary depending on how many more characters are present and if a background is added.
additions to the prices reaches from $1-$5.

One additional character in the artwork will increase the price by $1. Two additional characters increases the price by $2.

Simple backgrounds increase the price by $1. More complex backgrounds increase the price up to $5.
Different combinations of the commissions such as a sketch with flat colors, or a line less colored picture with shading can be negotiated. each commission type added with increase the price by $5.

If the are any questions that need to be answered to better understand how things work, feel free to ask them in this journal. This will be my main journal for posting the commission slots so look here in the future.

I haven't started accepting commissions as of yet but I will start with three different slots to work with. When requesting commissions and discussing the prices, feel free to note me privately.

Sorry I've been out for so long. Had to take a break due to financial reasons. I may start accepting commissions soon. Have to figure out the prices and put up some example art.

and a happy new year to everyone here.^^

and a happy new year to everyone here.^^

FA in online YEA!!!!1

Wow I haven't had a nightmare is some months. And it was pretty scary and it feels strange that it scares me. Felt like I was tripping out in some way.
I ealier on wasn't feeling very good, I was feeling angry and fustrated and had silent trantrums with myself before I fell asleep. The dream itself only lasted for a few seconds. In the dream I was just begining to draw on OC (Open Canvas). I was going to draw something super cool this time I could feel it. As I first began to block out the shape of and arm in a hand, I felt as if I was being watched from behind. I began to feel terrible anxiety, I couldn't turn aroud. Even though I had just begun I began to feel that my drawing was wrong in some way, that I was dawing it wrong and I was going to get in big trouble for it. Sure enough as I began to give detail to fingers the computer screen began to flash red and white like a strob light and the words, ' this image is incorrect', ' you are prohibited from drawing this image' appeared on the screen appearing and dissapearing before I could read all of it. As I continiued to keep drawing my anxiety grew and grew. I stopped drawing, I couldn't move my body, my eyes were glued to the screen. I awoke with a start, still seeing the dream I stayed still hugging my covers keeping as still as I could, barley breathing.
I tried to pray but "damn" I couldn't remember the first part of the prayer. Just kept repeating 'damn I can't remember,damn I can't remember,damn I can't remember'.
Keeping my eyes low I looked about my room for the t.v. remote. Now and then my eyes would freeze on some point in the darkness, seeing something fightening. It took me a couple of minutes to tear my eyes away and continune looking and some more minutes to finally find the remote. I turned on the t.v. I kept expecting my dream to appear on the set so my nightmare countinued. I actually held my hand up to my face as the images faded in. (geez I was freakin) Just then an anime character with HUGE ASS ANIME EYYYYES! WAS STARIN' ME THE HELL DOWN!! I shivered badley *shudder* And after that I was stared down by a scary lookin' ninja and I said "no ninja no" out loud. That was actually humerous but I was still freakin'. Well thought I'd share my thoughts.(pretty long though) The thought that I can't draw or having some kind of block bothers me. Maybe I'm trying to hard or something.

Not feeling so hot. I won't deny it, I feel terrible. Just venting some pent up fustration. But, it'll pass. Yeah it'll pass. -bleh- -.-

weeee!^^

One of the kittens my grandmother took is dead. Most assured that it was exposed to the elements for too long and our efforts to revive and keep it alive have failed. It's breathing was shallow and it's movements were slight. All together he has ceased. I'm pretty much the only one who knows as of right now, me and my mom. My grandmother was upset at it's listlessness(not moving). Yeah, and the one who has lived has been named Zoro. He's darkbrown all over with a cream colored mask and blue grayish eyes. He's very cute.^^

damn it. T-T damn it. damn it all. T-T

I have baby cats in my home. And they're so friggen cute. Two of them both brownish black one of them can't even open his eyes yet. My granmother with a friend of hers found them on the job. Seven of them with they're mother no where to be found left in a box in the rain under some bushes. Her friend took four and my grandma has two and one was not found supposeably dead. Well I held them both and they kept tryin' to fall owtta my hands mewing.^^ And I instructed my cousins to handle them with care, they have a tendency to pet them too hard.^^ They were fed and are now sleeping. I don't think I can keep one for I already have a flock of birds i the house. My mom doesn't know yet and she oing to flip!^^ Can't wait.

I took a little break from fA. Not that anyone would have noticed. And because of school work which I had to pull a late nighter last night. God homework sux but I've been drawin a bit more. Just to build up so I'd have something to submitt from time to time instead of just waiting to draw up one so I'll be able to submit -gradually- alot more often. Well here's to bein back and back to drawin'...or homework.^^

Just an hour ago the power went out where I lived. I was watching Fly Away Home when this happened. And I was all, 'aww look at the little baby chicks fallow the little gi-power out- WHAT TEH HELL NOOOOO BABY GEESE COME BACK!!!T-T Well I walked outside with one of those big heavy-duty flashlights that comes with tools and a built in siren for emergencies. I'm an only child but I have two very young cousins that compensate for this fact. They followed me out ignoring the 'hard woopin' theats my grandmother was makin, they eventually got scared and went back.-wimps-Looked to see if the Target acroos the way still had power -which I hoped didn't cause I like the thought of total darkness yeah I'm weird^^- and I started for home again. I bumped into a few friends and adults -in the dark-and talked. It seemed an inccident with a car and a knocked out trasformer was the cause. I then went acroos target to buy Flashlights and a whole bunch of batteries and was thrilled to see as I came back to see the power was restored.

Hooooooooooraaaaaaaaaay yeah -.- I'm goin to sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzz

nothin eventfull happens hear so just for the sake of makin a journal.^^