Updated Contact Information (+Uploads soon)
General | Posted a month agoSup, been a lil!
So FA's contact info tab is so... Dumb, it didn't show the right stuff for a while. Only been told about it recently.
But fixed now, from Twitter to Twitch. And Telegram too
Oh and I should really start uploading ALL OF THE PHOTOS... Might do it soon >.>
So FA's contact info tab is so... Dumb, it didn't show the right stuff for a while. Only been told about it recently.
But fixed now, from Twitter to Twitch. And Telegram too
Oh and I should really start uploading ALL OF THE PHOTOS... Might do it soon >.>
The Show Must Go On Part II
General | Posted 2 years agoSo, a tiny journal here.
Since I've been working on fixing the twatter issues (the og account is pretty much gone. Thanks Elon)
While the new one is picking up slowly, through a random offer - I got me an access to that Blue Sky thing people are ravin' about.
So uh - Find me there?
And I'm not dropping the current twitter account. UPLOAD SPAM EVERYWHERE \o/
Twitter link
Since I've been working on fixing the twatter issues (the og account is pretty much gone. Thanks Elon)
While the new one is picking up slowly, through a random offer - I got me an access to that Blue Sky thing people are ravin' about.
So uh - Find me there?
And I'm not dropping the current twitter account. UPLOAD SPAM EVERYWHERE \o/
Twitter link
The Show Must Go On
General | Posted 2 years agoSince we're currently sitting on a 3rd appeal, and it's very unlikely Twitter will revert its idiotic, and very likely automatic suspension - It's time to get back into the swing of things.
If you happened to follow my cringe before, and maybe even enjoyed it - There's a new account available >> here <<
So, follows and such are appreciated. Kinda don't wanna give up and wanna rebuild what's been lost cuase of bs!
Thank ya for your attention,
Expect more cringe soon.~
If you happened to follow my cringe before, and maybe even enjoyed it - There's a new account available >> here <<
So, follows and such are appreciated. Kinda don't wanna give up and wanna rebuild what's been lost cuase of bs!
Thank ya for your attention,
Expect more cringe soon.~
Just as I had some plans, twitter decided to fuck me over...
General | Posted 2 years agoSup dorks!
So, as Guest Model Week approached, Twitter decided to pull an Elon and suspend my account over bullshit.
For "Violating our rules against Violent Speech."
While it was more or less a joke between friends.
Trying to appeal, so far, has proven pointless. But another attempt was made, and will probably harass them until they ban or actually do something about it.
Till then, no clue if I'll keep uploading, or continue photo stuff at all. Bit of lame to admit how important Twitter was for well, all these things I've been up to. :>
So. Will keep things updated, but so far, no clue what to expect.
Basically remember, ya can't say anything over there, really.
Stay lovely,
Liati
So, as Guest Model Week approached, Twitter decided to pull an Elon and suspend my account over bullshit.
For "Violating our rules against Violent Speech."
While it was more or less a joke between friends.
Trying to appeal, so far, has proven pointless. But another attempt was made, and will probably harass them until they ban or actually do something about it.
Till then, no clue if I'll keep uploading, or continue photo stuff at all. Bit of lame to admit how important Twitter was for well, all these things I've been up to. :>
So. Will keep things updated, but so far, no clue what to expect.
Basically remember, ya can't say anything over there, really.
Stay lovely,
Liati
Guest Model Week!
General | Posted 3 years agoSup folks!
Been a while since the last journal.
So, starting today I'm opening slots for some Guest Models on Second Life. The actual shoot will take place between 20th and 26th.
Until then - everyone's welcome to apply and I'll totes spin the wheel to pick the winners!
Some basic rules:
1. The shot is going to be SFW since I'm going to be postin' em on my twatter
2. Only workin' with somewhat modern avatars.
3. Brainstorming is on me, but if ya got ideas - that's gonna make things faster!
4. Winners are picked by the wheel, and previous models are allowed! (*But will require an extra spin to be picked)
Some extra details:
- The winners will be contacted directly! Where we can discuss the preferred time/availability and whatever ideas.
- In some cases a nude version of the shot can be proposed; y'know, for those Boosty extras.
- No payment's required, unless, well, ya want to tip or something
- While modern avatars are preferred, some non bento mesh/sculpted avatars are acceptable (but y'know, gonna make expressions somewhat limited)
Original Tweet
*Feel free to message directly, comment here or twitter/whatever if ya wanna join c:
The window's open until 19th of this month c:
Been a while since the last journal.
So, starting today I'm opening slots for some Guest Models on Second Life. The actual shoot will take place between 20th and 26th.
Until then - everyone's welcome to apply and I'll totes spin the wheel to pick the winners!
Some basic rules:
1. The shot is going to be SFW since I'm going to be postin' em on my twatter
2. Only workin' with somewhat modern avatars.
3. Brainstorming is on me, but if ya got ideas - that's gonna make things faster!
4. Winners are picked by the wheel, and previous models are allowed! (*But will require an extra spin to be picked)
Some extra details:
- The winners will be contacted directly! Where we can discuss the preferred time/availability and whatever ideas.
- In some cases a nude version of the shot can be proposed; y'know, for those Boosty extras.
- No payment's required, unless, well, ya want to tip or something
- While modern avatars are preferred, some non bento mesh/sculpted avatars are acceptable (but y'know, gonna make expressions somewhat limited)
Original Tweet
*Feel free to message directly, comment here or twitter/whatever if ya wanna join c:
The window's open until 19th of this month c:
Gosh
General | Posted 3 years agoWell, this page certainly gathered some dust over time.
Maybe it's time to update, while updating just about everything online.
Expect new info soon I guess. Or something. :>
Maybe it's time to update, while updating just about everything online.
Expect new info soon I guess. Or something. :>
So like, I have this thing
General | Posted 5 years agoOi folks. It me. And I know that my FA activity is relatively low but even so, decided to post this journal.
And that's really just about it!
Now that my University shenanigans are over and I'm trying to get back to regular swing of things - I wanna be active in pretty much anything I wanted before.One of those things is FA and Twitter activity.
So, I have more streaming oriented twitter, but it's not the subject of conversation here.
And there's purely furry-oriented one. where I'm posting random stuff. But might eventually also start posting SL pictures and anything art and smut related.And that's really just about it!
So we can totally follow one another and interact there. Cause FA while nice and all is not nearly as quick and effective for that kind of thing. For me at least.A little journal for the passing year!
General | Posted 7 years agoHeyo folks. It me. Liati. I'm here with another probably senseless journal! Might also be sent out now because.. there's no knowledge about the things, that will happen within the next few hours!
I dunno about you, but for me, 2018 managed to cover every corner one way or another. It's been exciting in one way, irritating in another, obnoxious in third and inspiring in fourth. So many seemingly small things happened that I could probably turn all of those into one of those puzzles to solve.
And that puzzle would take me to 2019. A year I'm hoping to do and achieve a whole list of new things that there's no point of mentioning right here, right now.
We all have things that we drag on everyday fashion. Some help us improve, some make us a worse person on a larger scale instead. But all of those aren't nearly as important right now. Because there's a new year, a new page ahead.
The bottom line is - love all of ya, one way or another. I've had all sorts of experiences with people I've known for years, and those I met literally a few days ago And I wish every single person out there to have a good New Year's Eve, no matter what past did we share. And that your 2019 would be full of events that would spice your life up, make things interesting and improve you as a person.
Stay awesome.
And what are your plans for 2019?
I dunno about you, but for me, 2018 managed to cover every corner one way or another. It's been exciting in one way, irritating in another, obnoxious in third and inspiring in fourth. So many seemingly small things happened that I could probably turn all of those into one of those puzzles to solve.
And that puzzle would take me to 2019. A year I'm hoping to do and achieve a whole list of new things that there's no point of mentioning right here, right now.
We all have things that we drag on everyday fashion. Some help us improve, some make us a worse person on a larger scale instead. But all of those aren't nearly as important right now. Because there's a new year, a new page ahead.
The bottom line is - love all of ya, one way or another. I've had all sorts of experiences with people I've known for years, and those I met literally a few days ago And I wish every single person out there to have a good New Year's Eve, no matter what past did we share. And that your 2019 would be full of events that would spice your life up, make things interesting and improve you as a person.
Stay awesome.
And what are your plans for 2019?
Totally not a shameless self-promotion! V:
General | Posted 7 years agoHello folks!
Been a while since I posted anything here, or well, was active in any possible form around FA.
And judging by some messages; people wanted to know if anything special is happening lately.
Well, other than the usual RL stuff, and honestly not having a lot of reason for being around here - I've been streamin' a lot.
That being said, as you've noticed in the name of this journal - wanted to bring my twitch channel up, since it's what I've been working on for some time.
The link itself - https://www.twitch.tv/thatgrumpybat
And I'm generally happy to have new faces to talk to during whatever I'm streaming (usually either stuff based on my polls, or something completely random; or some of my more 'typical games).
I usually stream at around:
10:00 PM UTC+3
9:00 PM UTC +2
3:00 PM UTC -5 (I think, correct me if I'm wrong <3)
And all the way until I have to well, stop for whatever reason. Also have a tendency to do it randomly, unplanned.
The bottom line is - I'm always happy to see and chat with new faces, so don't feel shy to poke me.~
Been a while since I posted anything here, or well, was active in any possible form around FA.
And judging by some messages; people wanted to know if anything special is happening lately.
Well, other than the usual RL stuff, and honestly not having a lot of reason for being around here - I've been streamin' a lot.
That being said, as you've noticed in the name of this journal - wanted to bring my twitch channel up, since it's what I've been working on for some time.
The link itself - https://www.twitch.tv/thatgrumpybat
And I'm generally happy to have new faces to talk to during whatever I'm streaming (usually either stuff based on my polls, or something completely random; or some of my more 'typical games).
I usually stream at around:
10:00 PM UTC+3
9:00 PM UTC +2
3:00 PM UTC -5 (I think, correct me if I'm wrong <3)
And all the way until I have to well, stop for whatever reason. Also have a tendency to do it randomly, unplanned.
The bottom line is - I'm always happy to see and chat with new faces, so don't feel shy to poke me.~
A lil word!
General | Posted 7 years agoI don't check FA a lot lately. But I've been quite surprised to see a few messages from people I haven't contacted for a good year or more, and some seemingly random folks, with all the b-day wishes. Thank you guys, you are the best. So as all the other people who poked me around 28th.
Much appreciated. <3
Much appreciated. <3
Merry Christmas folks!
General | Posted 8 years agoWhilst here we kinda celebrate Xmas after Happy New Year; still, I wish all of ya butts around the world all the best.
I wish for 2018 to be better than ever, for all the dreams to become a reality and well, to be as awesome as possible.~
With love, Liati!
-Stay awesome.~
I wish for 2018 to be better than ever, for all the dreams to become a reality and well, to be as awesome as possible.~
With love, Liati!
-Stay awesome.~
Oi there, a lil raffle info
General | Posted 8 years agoMy buddy Rio's havin' a lil raffle there.
So knowin' her and how she works - I tell ya, you should totally give it a go if interested!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8436955/
Stay awesome.~
So knowin' her and how she works - I tell ya, you should totally give it a go if interested!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8436955/
Stay awesome.~
A little word!
General | Posted 8 years agoHey hey everyone, just wanted to make this journal here to say thank you to all those awesome people - you know who you are. Who were there for me, who said all the nice things for my b-day, who helped me through this rather annoying year! Who I managed to share some of the lovely moments, conversations, roleplays, gaming or other nerd stuff, and other things for the last few years. No matter if I met you many years ago, or a few months ago - thank you for being awesome friends, buddies, fuzzbutts.
With love, Liati!~
With love, Liati!~
Batty's Journal #3
General | Posted 8 years agoOne moment please!
General | Posted 8 years agoSo like, everyone once in a while I create these journals since I do believe the people mentioned in it deserve some attention!
1. The artist I met some time ago, has a very particular style.
So if you're after something of more 'fluffy', 'cute' style for a reasonable price - please do pay a visit to the page of my lovely friend,
dontamure
I'm sure she could fulfil those 'fuzzy' needs. *wink wink, nudge nudge*
2. And of course the buddy of mine I've met some months ago,
teppo24
Flexible, always happy to work with something new and offer some good deals, so do pay a visit to this fluffer. :)
- Stay awesome.~
1. The artist I met some time ago, has a very particular style.
So if you're after something of more 'fluffy', 'cute' style for a reasonable price - please do pay a visit to the page of my lovely friend,
dontamureI'm sure she could fulfil those 'fuzzy' needs. *wink wink, nudge nudge*
2. And of course the buddy of mine I've met some months ago,
teppo24Flexible, always happy to work with something new and offer some good deals, so do pay a visit to this fluffer. :)
- Stay awesome.~
The Feud update
General | Posted 9 years agoSadly due to the lack of artist to continue the comic (Since Dark Penguin is gone due to unknown issues); the whole thing is getting cancelled.
A pity, but well, shit happens.
-Everyone stay awesome.~
A pity, but well, shit happens.
-Everyone stay awesome.~
Zo...Like, I have some questionz...
General | Posted 9 years agoUhm...yeah, zo, I wonder - what were zei thinking?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f48Nx3LK24M
- Ztay awezome.~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f48Nx3LK24M
- Ztay awezome.~
Aaaaand the poll results, now for sure!
General | Posted 9 years agoAlright, so I had the poll, that was supposed to decide which gender will my final fursona have.
I had to extend it couple of times until some people actually voted; turned up a bit more than I expected either way.
But further more, the poll results surprised me even more.
In the end, the "gender" of my final fursona, my gazelle - shemale.
Unless my dreams ( For more odd info about it, check this journal - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7789756/ ) Will suddenly decide to 'evolve" things.
But overall:
1. Shemale Gazelle
2. Herm gazelle (for my big big surprise, assuming at first even male variant was ahead.)
3. Female gazelle (Really thought this one will be the winner.)
4. Male gazelle
Thank you everyone for participating. <3
I had to extend it couple of times until some people actually voted; turned up a bit more than I expected either way.
But further more, the poll results surprised me even more.
In the end, the "gender" of my final fursona, my gazelle - shemale.
Unless my dreams ( For more odd info about it, check this journal - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7789756/ ) Will suddenly decide to 'evolve" things.
But overall:
1. Shemale Gazelle
2. Herm gazelle (for my big big surprise, assuming at first even male variant was ahead.)
3. Female gazelle (Really thought this one will be the winner.)
4. Male gazelle
Thank you everyone for participating. <3
The poll results
General | Posted 9 years agoWell, since not that many have actually voted; the poll has been prolonged for one week.
So if curious about "why the fuck do I need other people's opinion about something like this?" the answer is relatively simple.
Usually, most important things for my fursonas; such as looks, attitude, gender and etc. appear throughout my dreams - but not in case in this final fursona of mine. Since it takes oddly long for things to "form".
And hence, being my odd self, I decided to create a poll a while ago.
Here's the link, if it's not working do leave the word about it in the comments, please.
https://goo.gl/uc4Wpn
For info about my whole 'sona thing - check this journal. -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7789756/
Stay awesome.~
So if curious about "why the fuck do I need other people's opinion about something like this?" the answer is relatively simple.
Usually, most important things for my fursonas; such as looks, attitude, gender and etc. appear throughout my dreams - but not in case in this final fursona of mine. Since it takes oddly long for things to "form".
And hence, being my odd self, I decided to create a poll a while ago.
Here's the link, if it's not working do leave the word about it in the comments, please.
https://goo.gl/uc4Wpn
For info about my whole 'sona thing - check this journal. -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7789756/
Stay awesome.~
An awkward poll, rewind!
General | Posted 9 years agoHello everyone.
Yeah, I started this pole for a reason! So a bit more votes would be just fine!
As I mentioned in one of my earlier journals (An awkward journal #1) all my fursonas appear in my dreams, including their looks, their names, their voices and of course - their genders.
But as it turned out, with my last fursona - I have never actually saw her "complete" gender, so, in this poll, I want to ask your opinion what gender she must be.
https://goo.gl/uc4Wpn Just click the link and choose the variant.
Oh, and well, since after asking some of my friends - result "male" came out as well, I still included it.
-Stay awesome.~
Yeah, I started this pole for a reason! So a bit more votes would be just fine!
As I mentioned in one of my earlier journals (An awkward journal #1) all my fursonas appear in my dreams, including their looks, their names, their voices and of course - their genders.
But as it turned out, with my last fursona - I have never actually saw her "complete" gender, so, in this poll, I want to ask your opinion what gender she must be.
https://goo.gl/uc4Wpn Just click the link and choose the variant.
Oh, and well, since after asking some of my friends - result "male" came out as well, I still included it.
-Stay awesome.~
Batty's journal #2
General | Posted 9 years agoThe feeling when you absolutely love both metal music and classical one. And zen you lizten to music like these links below, thought I'll share some, zome of stuff that I randomly remembered hearing a lot in the past, or not so much... Yeah..
1. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iROXaFdZcxk
2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LD2os4izRng
3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NzLsxco7Dk
4. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txwlKqt01TQ&list=PL20muDYxZ9LZMGIh5dqj3n06lT-q02IYV
5. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDqOFCdiihg&list=PL20muDYxZ9LZMGIh5dqj3n06lT-q02IYV&index=14
6. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktYwHbSkVDc
7. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wv1-VNoJ8XI
8. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cv0-KC8odhM
9. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uxfAAy2L6Y
10. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v-qPFK53vI And zis odd one... xD
Yeah, there, I spammed you with links, and no - doge - I don't remember how to do that link thing. :P
1. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iROXaFdZcxk
2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LD2os4izRng
3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NzLsxco7Dk
4. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txwlKqt01TQ&list=PL20muDYxZ9LZMGIh5dqj3n06lT-q02IYV
5. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDqOFCdiihg&list=PL20muDYxZ9LZMGIh5dqj3n06lT-q02IYV&index=14
6. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktYwHbSkVDc
7. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wv1-VNoJ8XI
8. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cv0-KC8odhM
9. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-uxfAAy2L6Y
10. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v-qPFK53vI And zis odd one... xD
Yeah, there, I spammed you with links, and no - doge - I don't remember how to do that link thing. :P
Another little thing!
General | Posted 9 years agoHello everyone! So, again a lil word from me about a person who deserves some attention.
If you're looking for a good priced, fluffy, cute looking art pieces, then you might want to take a loot at this golden hearted gal's offers over here!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/dontamure/
If you're looking for a good priced, fluffy, cute looking art pieces, then you might want to take a loot at this golden hearted gal's offers over here!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/dontamure/
An awkward journal #1 (Fursona case.)
General | Posted 9 years agoAlright, so - some of you know me for a while now, and more or less used to my strange behavior, moods and all that yadda-yadda. And some people know my "Fursona" thing a bit better, than others.
And while most of the people seem to get it, after a while, some are left completely confused.
Not to mention, that people who just met me even called me a schizo ( Not going to name the people, but it happened three times throughout my FA time. )
So, the idea of this journal is to attempt to explain the whole "case" in details - mostly so I could just show something to the confused people in the future.. Cause for some reason it actually bothers people, heh.
This may be a long journal, so I wouldn't be surprised to see TL;DR in the comments, hah!
By time of appearance, names included:
Tigress - Liati
Bat - Ravira
Phoenix - Isabella
Crocodile - Noira
Jackaless - Sandra
Zebra - Medina
Lioness - Aylen/Aylenia
Gazelle - Dionne
And yes. The lack of name for the gazelle, leads the journal to the next point. How these fursonas appeared?
Tigress - A fursona that is the first by all means, appeared roughly a year after I joined the community. Throughout the years it evolved into something "darker". Now, she represents probably the most negative attributes: Vengeful, manipulating, flirty, cold, highly-egoistic in some moments. While she can be quite observative, attentive and overall curious and sensitive. Also this fursona tends to represent a negative state, when I just don't feel like exposing my true feelings, negative emotions about something or someone.. Until the "last moment."
Bat - Probably one of my most common moods/states (That also was a sort of my "icon" back in the day.). Bat represents a lot of my "childhood" at some extend: Unstable, bitchy, highly energetic, highly curious, represents the "strange logic" I sometimes possess. Represents my weird love of fire and everything fire-related. At some point she represents my artistic side, rebellious ( while being most.. ahem "submissive" in sexual scenes ), sometimes rude, and often brings a very "certain" way of chatting. "Hallo, zis iz bat."
Phoenix - The most dreamy fursona. Represents a lot of imagination-related moments. In addition - it is one of two fursonas who represent my "intelligence", including philosophical thinking, analytics, and etc., but this sona is always "away from reality", willing to escape the boring real world and sees most of "problems" of our life as meaningless and hence tends to show rather strange way of talking with others. Usually one of the most calm fursonas. Represents artistic attributes more than any other, so as the inspiration required for being one.
Crocodile - The most known, so far, fursona of mine on FA. My fursona of aggression, stubbornness, pride. This sona is most protective, and can be surprisingly motherly/fatherly. Also probably most "masculine" fursona behavior-was. Also it represents everything related to "will", bluntness, direct approach and pretty damn explosive temper. During this "mood" I'm usually a lil dangerous to approach, at least when the said approach is disrespective, and provocative.
Jackal - The second fursona, that represents the intelligence. However, unlike phoenix, this one is pretty down to earth, realistic, and even dark. Jackal sona is the most serious when side when it's needed, the most concentrated and often taken away by own thoughts, same as phoenix. Regardless, she's also relatively "smooth" when it comes to socializing. Overall relatively "adult" fursona of mine, that is more responsible, however also rather intolerant when it comes to outright example of degradation.
Zebra - The second most friendly "mood"! Most chatty, most laid-back and probably the laziest of them all! Zebra's my most "bright" mood, that always ready to spend time with people, go somewhere. Taking most of the things easy, this fursona is probably the most stress-resilient, but also tends to be quite light-headed, slow, irresponsible when it's best not to be so. But is also pretty stubborn! Not nearly as croc, but still.
Lioness - The first most friendly fursona! This fursona probably appeared that one day, when I felt that all bad stuff doesn't matter, and that I love folks around me, probably one annoying period of depressions. Anyway, this one is usually quiet, lovable, fragile, innocent on many levels. Basically a combination of attributes making this fursona a complete "hippie", making her a complete opposite to my Tiger and Bat sides.
Gazelle - Most straightforward fursona. While sharing the attribute, this one is a better "talker", more accurate, thoughtful when it comes to picking the correct word. Rather calculative, manipulative and egoistic at certain level. Sharing those attributes with Tigress, together with cold attitude of jackal - she stands somewhere in between of these two. But in addition, she is also the most evasive fursona, when it comes to bad situations/conflicts, as well as being rather smooth overall.
And that is still pretty brief, all the details and connections would make this simply too big, and the moment I worked on this journal - I was pretty damn sleepy!
Overall, I can say that my personality maybe is a little weird, and perhaps people who do not know me well enough have all the rights to think weird shit about me! But eh! I know what I am, and the main point of this journal was to show how my brain works, mostly to prevent me from typing the same thing over, and over, and over again!
On that note! Stay awesome folks!
And while most of the people seem to get it, after a while, some are left completely confused.
Not to mention, that people who just met me even called me a schizo ( Not going to name the people, but it happened three times throughout my FA time. )
So, the idea of this journal is to attempt to explain the whole "case" in details - mostly so I could just show something to the confused people in the future.. Cause for some reason it actually bothers people, heh.
This may be a long journal, so I wouldn't be surprised to see TL;DR in the comments, hah!
Imagine, you wake up in the morning; and do whatever you do every time, you can probably tell how you feel, more or less (Mood-wise, that is.) .In my case - during the first hours after waking up, I feel how certain parts of me, certain "attributes" of my personality seem to be a little more "dominating" over other ones.Further on, these attributes affect my behavior more, and more, in combination with other factors of course, forcing the certain "mood", during which I behave one way or another. When this "Mood state" is certain, the fitting fursona becomes my form for the day. And each fursona has own list of attributes they represent, and sometimes share between one-another.Throughout the day, the fursona I feel like may affect certain choices, the way I talk with people, heck even the way I dress and etc. At certain extent I can see why some people cannot understand that, but frankly enough it seems I'm not completely fucked up! I even used to check that up, by my own will. And the doctor who analysed me seemed to say that I'm alright. And further on she said that it's just the way my mood works. (She also recommended me to become an actor, to go to the acting school, hah!) But yes, overall there are eight fursonas/forms (I don't like to call them characters, despite of me sometimes playing them in roleplays.)By time of appearance, names included:
Tigress - Liati
Bat - Ravira
Phoenix - Isabella
Crocodile - Noira
Jackaless - Sandra
Zebra - Medina
Lioness - Aylen/Aylenia
Gazelle - Dionne
And yes. The lack of name for the gazelle, leads the journal to the next point. How these fursonas appeared?
Don't know about you, but since childhood I controlled my own dreams: I created worlds, weird events, heroes, villains - whatever. It was all under my control, well, until my brain's activity went to an ultimate zero and I passed out for what was left of the night. And I still have this control over the dreams, though a bit less than in the younger days.But sometimes, there dreams that were chaotic, random, uncontrolled. And they often happened after some emotional moments of my life, after some outburst of feelings of any sort. That's when, often, my fursonas appeared. Including their looks, their gender, their names and many of the details. Hence in some cases - it takes more than one dream to see everything. That's why, for example, gazelle has no name yet! However I don't think it's required to mention when, or how each of them appeared. In addition, every single fursona evolves with time, and it is why I hate change them by myself, "manually" in a way.Overall - each fursona represents these attributes in one way or another, and further below I will briefly note the most important ones. Usually all fursonas represent both positive and negative attributes.Tigress - A fursona that is the first by all means, appeared roughly a year after I joined the community. Throughout the years it evolved into something "darker". Now, she represents probably the most negative attributes: Vengeful, manipulating, flirty, cold, highly-egoistic in some moments. While she can be quite observative, attentive and overall curious and sensitive. Also this fursona tends to represent a negative state, when I just don't feel like exposing my true feelings, negative emotions about something or someone.. Until the "last moment."
Bat - Probably one of my most common moods/states (That also was a sort of my "icon" back in the day.). Bat represents a lot of my "childhood" at some extend: Unstable, bitchy, highly energetic, highly curious, represents the "strange logic" I sometimes possess. Represents my weird love of fire and everything fire-related. At some point she represents my artistic side, rebellious ( while being most.. ahem "submissive" in sexual scenes ), sometimes rude, and often brings a very "certain" way of chatting. "Hallo, zis iz bat."
Phoenix - The most dreamy fursona. Represents a lot of imagination-related moments. In addition - it is one of two fursonas who represent my "intelligence", including philosophical thinking, analytics, and etc., but this sona is always "away from reality", willing to escape the boring real world and sees most of "problems" of our life as meaningless and hence tends to show rather strange way of talking with others. Usually one of the most calm fursonas. Represents artistic attributes more than any other, so as the inspiration required for being one.
Crocodile - The most known, so far, fursona of mine on FA. My fursona of aggression, stubbornness, pride. This sona is most protective, and can be surprisingly motherly/fatherly. Also probably most "masculine" fursona behavior-was. Also it represents everything related to "will", bluntness, direct approach and pretty damn explosive temper. During this "mood" I'm usually a lil dangerous to approach, at least when the said approach is disrespective, and provocative.
Jackal - The second fursona, that represents the intelligence. However, unlike phoenix, this one is pretty down to earth, realistic, and even dark. Jackal sona is the most serious when side when it's needed, the most concentrated and often taken away by own thoughts, same as phoenix. Regardless, she's also relatively "smooth" when it comes to socializing. Overall relatively "adult" fursona of mine, that is more responsible, however also rather intolerant when it comes to outright example of degradation.
Zebra - The second most friendly "mood"! Most chatty, most laid-back and probably the laziest of them all! Zebra's my most "bright" mood, that always ready to spend time with people, go somewhere. Taking most of the things easy, this fursona is probably the most stress-resilient, but also tends to be quite light-headed, slow, irresponsible when it's best not to be so. But is also pretty stubborn! Not nearly as croc, but still.
Lioness - The first most friendly fursona! This fursona probably appeared that one day, when I felt that all bad stuff doesn't matter, and that I love folks around me, probably one annoying period of depressions. Anyway, this one is usually quiet, lovable, fragile, innocent on many levels. Basically a combination of attributes making this fursona a complete "hippie", making her a complete opposite to my Tiger and Bat sides.
Gazelle - Most straightforward fursona. While sharing the attribute, this one is a better "talker", more accurate, thoughtful when it comes to picking the correct word. Rather calculative, manipulative and egoistic at certain level. Sharing those attributes with Tigress, together with cold attitude of jackal - she stands somewhere in between of these two. But in addition, she is also the most evasive fursona, when it comes to bad situations/conflicts, as well as being rather smooth overall.
And that is still pretty brief, all the details and connections would make this simply too big, and the moment I worked on this journal - I was pretty damn sleepy!
And of course, since some of the attributes (Mostly ones I didn't mention) are shared by two or more fursonas, it leads to the final part of the journal - the conflicts of sides. Y'know how it is sometimes, you have to make one choice between a good pizza, or a good set of sushi (I am hungry as hell.) and one part of you keeps saying "Pizza". providing the arguments for that choice, and another half goes completely against it.And that's how my fursonas tend to conflict between one another. The best example of that - my Jackal and Phoenix fursonas. These two represent my intelligence at it's max. And often, specially when it comes to some deep thoughts, these two will be like two completely different sides that have to tolerate one another, in order to achieve one answer. And in most cases - it doesn't happen, leaving me with only one choice. And my choice, in that context, affects what fursona "won" the conflict.Overall, I can say that my personality maybe is a little weird, and perhaps people who do not know me well enough have all the rights to think weird shit about me! But eh! I know what I am, and the main point of this journal was to show how my brain works, mostly to prevent me from typing the same thing over, and over, and over again!
On that note! Stay awesome folks!
So, a lil' thing there!
General | Posted 9 years agoSo a gewd friend of mine is actively lookin' for artsy stuff to work at!
If you're looking for some floof arts, she's open for commission stuff!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rioinred/
If you're looking for some floof arts, she's open for commission stuff!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rioinred/
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