:D That's right kiddies! I've moved accounts.

So would you all be so kind as to watch me there instead of here! That would be great!! :D PLEASE!!

<3 I have only have the watchers over there then I do here <3 And I love all my watchers and wouldn't like to lose any of you :c


Soo Please go watch me over at




GO! GO GO!!

Thank you!

I've moved accounts and am going around telling everyone on my watched list to re-watch me on this account. T_T I didn't know how much 1200 watchers was until I started doing this one by one...


I'll still go through and do it one by one but to cut down on it... A LOT. ._.



So if you all who read this journal could you please watch me at










I know I shouldn't be letting some people know where I am but I've already gone through and blocked who I need to. And also after thinking it over, this is just for a fresh start and I wanted something that didn't have a character name as my user name.

Thank you all for reading this. I'll be taking this down later on.


Also I want to say a BIG THANK YOU to all of you who have followed me over to the new account already. <3 <3 it means a lot.

-.- I'm sorry for all these rant journals and whatnot.. but this is where I draw the line.


As I stated in a journal before about my so called 'friendships'.. I've come to an annoying and somewhat aggravating discovery.


The family that I helped out for a few months.. helping them pay for food watching the two girls.. giving them what they didn't have.. only to have the stupidest falling out.


The older sister didn't like the fact that her younger sister was dating this kid over myspace.. all because he was black.. The older sister (who I will not name) Turned to me and another friend of their's asking if it would be wrong of her to 'Make a fake account and then switch out the messages so it looked like he 'cheated' on the younger sister to force them apart'


I couldn't stand for that..

So I told the younger sister.. it caused the fight.. the mother didn't want to deal with it cause she was too busy caring for the damn dogs.. and staying at her boy friends house most likely getting high..




okay okay blah blah blah..

For the past year or so.. me and this other friend have formed a friendship through all this.. only to be continuously contacted through messages, email.. texts, phone calls.. threat after threat... telling me that time is ticking down cause I have a bad heart... hope I die unhappy and alone like I have coming to me... ect.. ect... ect..




Even going the lengths to contact my boyfriend and tell him he's no longer their friend because he crossed a line with them by being with me.. and even coming to his work and threatening him.


And now I've come to learn.. that the younger sister has made a FA and is tracing my work.. after hearing she's been trying to pass and sell my work on other sites..


You know I wouldn't have known if she HADN'T of put a watch on me and called her art work to my attention.. I'm not stupid.. I lived with the chick for FIVE MONTHS I know how she draws.. I mean our friendship was pretty much started over her art work and me helping her out if she did her school work.



Oh did I mention we've had the police involved more then once..

I normally wouldn't care.. but I'm so tired of this and I really thought that FA was one of the last places I had to myself.....

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4494305 <-- her's


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3614691/ <-- mine

I might be paranoid.. but I have reason..


I'm sick of this.. and at this rate I might just leave..


~

You're sick and tired jackal

Lieka.

Okay I just got a used Canon Canoscan Lide 30 scanner. But I don't have the software or anything.. so my computer isn't working with it.. I've tried downloading a few different free driver/software downloads for it.. but nothing seems to be working. Can anyone help me out? :c

All you have to do is read and fave this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4472920/

T~T I love tigers!

1. What do you think my character would have a job/career in?
2. What is unique about my character that you enjoy?
3. What are her flaws?
4. What are some changes you would like to see?
5. What would you like to see my character doing in future pictures?
6. How old does my character look?
7. On a scale of 1-10, how attractive is my character?
8. On a scale to 1-10, how sexually attractive is my character?
9. On a scale to 1-10, how well does my character fit me?
10. If you could, how would you personally change her to fit me better?

Alright I made an Inkbunny.. but I'm not exactly sure how this site works. can someone please fill me in?

Okay as most of you know. My mate and I are trying to save up to get an apartment together in the spring. We've already got a bit saved up but we are far from making our set goal. And I feel as if I'm not pulling my end of the deal.

So what I'm wanting to know.. is if I did like an iron artist kinda thing (I'm not exactly sure how these work) But if I did something like took on 100 commission's at once and tried to finish them on -said date- For something like 5 to 10 a piece for a sketch maybe a little something more.. would any of you be interested in it?


To maybe help us out?


Also--


I have like Five more commission's to finish.. and two trades.

Don't think I've forgotten. I'm not feeling all that well.. and I've been pretty busy. Gonna try and get them finished soon.


~

Lieka

If you love me....

You'll go watch




NOW! D:

I got a new yahoo ID

so yeah.. add me on it if you wish to chat and whatnot.






Lady_Lieka[at]yahoo.com

Yeah I had a better day today. I just wanted to say thanks to all of you who left such sweet and kind comments. I'm sorry for have spilled all of that upon you all. <3 Thanks again for all the love and support.

~

Lieka

Be warned this is going to be a pretty long rant. I'm sorry I've been posting so much of these..



Okay, where to start.. hmm.. alright I might sound like a whinny little bitch a good part of the time.. and I know all to well that many out there have it much harder and I'm better off then most. I understand that and in many ways I'm very greatful..

But, I've just about had it when it comes to friends. Nothing ever seems to work out...

For example. A few years back I moved in with an old high school buddy and her boyfriend. Both who I really respected and cared for. I lived with them for 9 months. They knew I couldn't pay much seeing as I was pretty sick back then and couldn't hold down a job with out losing my coverages. Well my dumb ass roommate didn't know how to change the oil in her car and just continued to pour more and more oil into it. So the car dies. :/ So what do I do to help.. I end up baby sitting their friends kids so that they may get rides here and there. I didn't care it wasn't hard.. :/ until it turned into.. I was watching these kids from 7 am, to 11 pm every single day. blah blah blah... a few months pass.. and things are getting tighter and tighter.. and I'm getting sicker and sicker... my roommies go out with friends and party as I stay home and watch the kids and animals.. with no food anywhere in the house.. BUT thats okay.. they said they'd bring me some stuff back! EVERY SINGLE TIME! NOTHING! Even when I gave them my own money.. I got nothing.. so I'm starving .. but who cares.. I'm not pulling my end.. I'm only watching these kids.. taking care of the animals.. and cleaning the house. Cause thats all I can do.



So with me not eating and getting sicker and sicker I end up having to have open heart.. I was gone a month. My roommies told me that they would trade me rooms. So that I can have the master bathroom when I get back. I was gone exactly a month. When I get well enough.. another friend of mine tells me that we are being kicked out.. because my dumb ass roommies quit their jobs.. :/ Cause 1. One of their bosses told them to grow up.. and 2. The other's told them they needed to take a shower.. or some crap like that. So I'm freaking out (still in the hospital) because I'm afraid I might not have a place to come home to. (I wasn't on the best terms with my family. )

Well I guess all an all.. things pull through.. I come home.. to the apartment completely ruined. The kitty little box is MIA, a long with the trash. There is dog shit in every corner.. is smells SOO BAD. All of my drawings.. thrown on the floor a long with my clothing and books. I mean I don't have much.. with my up bringing I learned to only ever have as much as you can carry. Everything I own I can put in about two bags. Maybe three...


And to top it off they switched me rooms.. by taking everything out of their room and into mine. Leaving me nothing by their crappy bed. A pot full of throw up and water.. The living room.. with raw meat still in the package rotting milk.. ect ect ect.. will all my stuff thrown in the mix.. it upset me that they would be so fucked up with my stuff..

I moved out the next day..





okay... moving on...



a few months later.. I go back to high school.. yes high school I didn't finish it until I was 20. :/ well I met this girl.. who seemed kinda cool.. I saw a lot of how I was when I was her age in her. She wanted to learn to draw.. and at the same time she wanted to drop out of school and sell her art of a living.. so I made a deal with her.. if she did her work.. I would teach her how to draw some.. she was all for it.. a few weeks pass.. and I find out she has a 15% in the class that we shared.. :/ so yeah.. I got mad and left.. I didn't really need to stay in that class.. anyway.. next thing I know her older sister whos like 17 starts attacking me online.. saying that I should be proud of her because that was better then its ever been... wtf...

blah blah blah.. I give in and become friends with her and her sister.. only to find out that their mother is some scummy druggy. And that there was never any food in the house.. well at the time I was getting EBT.. so I thought I'd help out..


I was friends with them for about 5 months.. and in that time I must have used about 1,000$ worth of my EBT money.. and I'd give cash to the mother so she could have gas and whatnot.. I was always at their house.. because 'their mother felt more comfortable leaving them for 'work' for a few days/weeks if I was there."


..... their mother is the worst.. she put her dogs before her children. She kicked me and another friend off the couch so that the damn dog to sit there.... her fucking guests.... blah.. anyway...


we have a falling out because of the stupidest shit.. and I cut contact with them.. only to be harassed for the next year.. through e-mails.. texts... phone calls.. rumors.. ect ect ect.. my mate was threated at work as soon as they found out we were together... still to this day.. they tell me shit like (well looks like the clocks ticking and you're heart isn't getting any better.. have fun dying alone.. blah blah blah.. ) -.-




okay MOVING ON...~

I had a friend on here who disowned me because HIS gf broke up with him....... thats all I'll say about that one...








and to top it off..

I lost another friend.. and I have no idea what the hell happened.. but I'm not going to chase after it..


fuck me man...


And this was all just in the past two years..\o.o/

So yesterday my mate bought three hermit crabs for my little brother, himself and myself. Well as stupid as this sounds I'm scared of them. I didn't know until a year or so back that these were even pets. ._.

Anyway.. mine is the biggest.. and I don't know can these things hurt you? How should I go about with them? I mean their at my house.. so yeah.. I'm their care taker.

._____.

Please help

I'd just like to say thank you all! I swear it seems like just the other day I was so excited to get 1000 watchers! And now I have 1135! Thank you all so much! :D I'm so happy right now <3 <3 <3 <3


You all rock!

So I'm finding myself posting more and more journals. I guess I'm coming out of my shell some >.>

Anyhow... you all need to check out Do it!! D: Commission em! Or just go watch em!! Please? :3 it'll make this little jackal happy once more.

:D

I lost the game... ._.


















x3

I'm wanting to make some more friends on Fa. And I keep seeing people do this.. so here we go...

My name is Lieka

Who/How are you?

Okay so here's the thing >.> Is making these completely awesome icon's for pretty cheap! :D So go check them out!! Do it! Do it! Totally put a watch on while you're at it!!

Go~!

Alright here it is.. if you're not watching my good buddy then you need to be! D: Do it do it now! Go watch him! his work is really good. I wish I could do line work as well as him! T_T


So yes.. listen to this little jackal and go check him out! <3

I stole this one from, mjomag


Fill this out and post it in the journal comments!! :D

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
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9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
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27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

How do you take screen shots? o.o

I can't believe I hit 10,000 page views! O= Thank you all so very much! That means so much to me! <3 <3 <3 Thank you all!



<_< I'd also like to say sorry for not really being as active as I was. Things have been a bit bumpy for me since Lunarthesnowleopard came down. :< I miss him.

Blah anyway I should be posting some newer stuff here in a bit, along with my commission's that I owe a few of you. <3



o.o That is all..

I'm going to take on two more sketch commissions.


Keeping the same price as before $5 per sketch, and I thought about doing something new. For another 3$ I'll be more then happy to send the original through good ol' snail mail. :3


only two slots open.

1.

2.

~Thank you for reading this.

I never do these, but Is at risk of losing her home. Her and her family have until Monday to come up with 7000$.

If anyone can help in anyway please let it be known.