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Posted a year agoSorry to everyone for the mass upload. These recent posts today were all back logged from last year and I finally stopped being lazy. XD
It's my Birthday!
Posted 2 years agoToday is my Birthday. Goodbye 20s, Hello 30s!!! <3
Birthday Retrospective
Posted 2 years agoHello Hello! So tomorrow, Feb 2. Will be my 30th birthday. Bye bye to the 20s and for sure a further solidification of no longer being a young adult, whatever that means. :3
When I turned 20 there was something I did and I had hoped that when I turned 30 I would do the same. I took time and just thought of everything that had happened in the past years. It was humbling and helped me to appreciate the journey. So today I spent some time doing that, I thought maybe I would share. I think its good to take a moment and appreciate the good and yes even the bad that got you where you are today. Appreciate what might be helping lead you into tomorrow. So yes Ill be talking about some sad things as well as happy things. Of course I wont be mentioning everything just some of the major things that come to mind. Also yes Im doing this to share, but Im also doing this for me. <3
20 - When I was 20 I moved in with my first roommate. The first time living with someone who wasn't family. Before this I was living with my Aunt. It was scary but so exciting. That night we stayed up all night playing Minecraft and having a few drinks, Tsk Tsk I know. The place had next to nothing but it didn't matter.
21 - Being open to legal drinking made for some fun bar nights. There was a dive bar within walking distance of my apartment and we'd go all the time, that's where we had my 21st birthday. No it didn't get wild. My 21st birthday was also the last time I saw my Step Dad. Him and my Mom had just split. It was a tough lesson. I did some dating around this time but nothing really came of it. I kind of learned maybe it just wasn't for me.
22 - This was the age I met furries, Babyfurs, and abdls for the first time. Until this point I had never even spoken to anyone with these interests. I had been an abdl my whole life but had just always pushed it down. After hours upon hours in the TCC deviantart chatroom I ended up taking a train to Seattle to go to Rainfurrest 2015. When that weekend was over it hurt so much and at the time I didn't know why. This ended up leading to where I am in life now. I had finally learned I wasn't alone and what I was missing in life. More on this later.
23 - For my 20s this year was probably the least eventful. I got my first car, until this point I was riding a scooter around. I continued working at my first major job and it was mostly just routine. Work, hang out with roommate, talk in chats.
24 - This year came with some hardships. My car had broken down, I wasn't able to take a trip to see Cody and Bleu. But this was also the year I went to the Abu warehouse and started to become a legit diaper snob, lol. This year is also when I was in a pretty bad accident in my 2nd car. The car was totaled and I had almost died. As bad as it was, it was an eye opener. It made me realize how much of my life I spent just working and not living. This was another big moment that lead to me being where I am now.
25 - Ooohh boy this is a big one! After the car accident, the person who hit me quickly claimed responsibility and that money got me my new car. That car would break the curse of cars dieing after a year. This year I went to visit Cody, Bleu, and Cody for the first time. It was amazing. This trip was when the topic was brought up of me potentially moving to live with them. When I flew back home I cried so much. Later that same year I would also go out to visit my Dad. It was the first time I had seen him in 7 years.
26 - This is the biggest one. The biggest year of my 20s. At the start of this year, for my birthday, I went out to visit Cody, Bleu, and Cody again. This is where the topic of moving was solidified. I said no, the end. Just kidding! I said yes. I had always wanted to move out of state and being here with them felt like home. Upon my weepy return I began telling everyone my plan. Folks were sad but very happy for me. In the time before moving I mended my relationship with my Mom, something I will forever be Thankful for. I even ended up telling her I was an abdl. I was so nervous to tell her and just as I should of assumed, it made no difference. When I told her she was actually worried it was something actually bad. Later that year I said my goodbyes and with Cody, someone I had met in person at that Rainfurrest, we packed up my car, the one from the accident, And drove home. The trip was so exciting, I had never done such a long road trip before. When we stopped halfway for the night we had to bring my computer upstairs to the hotel room. It was hilarious it looked like we were gonna hack the planet. This year ended with me starting my first job after the move.
27 - Annndd this year started with me quitting that job. I got into another job that I am still working at, it's way better and is the best job ive had. Unfortunately this is where some more sad stuff does happen. This is the year Covid started popping up. This is also the year my Mom passed away. It was sudden. It showed me how lucky I was to have those in my life that I did. I still can't believe how many people from my life came to put a hand on my shoulder. My job told me to take all the time I needed and that my position would be mine when I came back. After 3 weeks I came back and even ended up being promoted, apparently I had left a lasting impression. My Mom would've been proud. The rest of this year went on with lock down life being a thing. I still worked, I was lucky to not lose my job during this time.
28 - With Covid in toe, this year didn't have any super major moments. Work continued to go well. This was the year I said Goodbye to the car that had got me here. That little Maxima was on it's last legs so I said my Thank Yous and got my current car. Near the end of this year we took a trip to Vegas. It was my first time there and we had a blast. Near the end of the year we had a run in with bed bugs. This was a difficult thing for us all to handle, but we supported eachother through the treatments. This was also the year that I started baking my own cookies from scratch in December for my yearly cookie days. Mmmmm Warm cookies. I brought a bunch to work and shocked everyone haha.
29 - This year was the year we decided to stop living in an apartment and take the big leap. We moved into a house. Pre-house birthdays were very low key as the home journey would consume all our time. And with luck we did it and got into the house we live in today. It's pretty freakin' sweet. UNFORTUNATELY a week before we moved in the water heater burst. We had already had a scheduled day for it to be replaced too. Though this ended up working in our favor as it made us replace the downstairs carpet right away. For me this was the first time I was living in a house since the start of my 20s before I moved in with my roommate. As things settled down, the end of the year was joyous. I went to my cousins Wedding and revealed sick dance moves. Cody and Bleu went to Disneyland for Bleu's birthday. YKC and I went to a show and kept the house company, I was very noisey. Then to end the year we had some folks over, finally getting to use the space to it's fullest. Cookie month was Great this year, I had plenty of Kitchen counter space to go wild with.
30 - And here we are. One day before the transition from 2 to 3. What an insane journey it has been and what an insane journey is yet to come. All the people I've met. The places I've been to. The experiences. When I sit down and look at it all in the span of 10 years it seems like so much when at the time it felt like so little. As I move into my 30s there are things I want to work on. I feel like I know myself so much better than I did when I was 20, I'm so much different. But there is something that still sticks true. I need to learn to be more patient with myself. I'm always so critical and so hard on myself. Everyday is another chance to be better, I will try.
Thank you for reading a long. Again there is so much left out from these summaries. Again looking back can be humbling. It can help you think of ways to move forward. Take care and here's to the future. <3
When I turned 20 there was something I did and I had hoped that when I turned 30 I would do the same. I took time and just thought of everything that had happened in the past years. It was humbling and helped me to appreciate the journey. So today I spent some time doing that, I thought maybe I would share. I think its good to take a moment and appreciate the good and yes even the bad that got you where you are today. Appreciate what might be helping lead you into tomorrow. So yes Ill be talking about some sad things as well as happy things. Of course I wont be mentioning everything just some of the major things that come to mind. Also yes Im doing this to share, but Im also doing this for me. <3
20 - When I was 20 I moved in with my first roommate. The first time living with someone who wasn't family. Before this I was living with my Aunt. It was scary but so exciting. That night we stayed up all night playing Minecraft and having a few drinks, Tsk Tsk I know. The place had next to nothing but it didn't matter.
21 - Being open to legal drinking made for some fun bar nights. There was a dive bar within walking distance of my apartment and we'd go all the time, that's where we had my 21st birthday. No it didn't get wild. My 21st birthday was also the last time I saw my Step Dad. Him and my Mom had just split. It was a tough lesson. I did some dating around this time but nothing really came of it. I kind of learned maybe it just wasn't for me.
22 - This was the age I met furries, Babyfurs, and abdls for the first time. Until this point I had never even spoken to anyone with these interests. I had been an abdl my whole life but had just always pushed it down. After hours upon hours in the TCC deviantart chatroom I ended up taking a train to Seattle to go to Rainfurrest 2015. When that weekend was over it hurt so much and at the time I didn't know why. This ended up leading to where I am in life now. I had finally learned I wasn't alone and what I was missing in life. More on this later.
23 - For my 20s this year was probably the least eventful. I got my first car, until this point I was riding a scooter around. I continued working at my first major job and it was mostly just routine. Work, hang out with roommate, talk in chats.
24 - This year came with some hardships. My car had broken down, I wasn't able to take a trip to see Cody and Bleu. But this was also the year I went to the Abu warehouse and started to become a legit diaper snob, lol. This year is also when I was in a pretty bad accident in my 2nd car. The car was totaled and I had almost died. As bad as it was, it was an eye opener. It made me realize how much of my life I spent just working and not living. This was another big moment that lead to me being where I am now.
25 - Ooohh boy this is a big one! After the car accident, the person who hit me quickly claimed responsibility and that money got me my new car. That car would break the curse of cars dieing after a year. This year I went to visit Cody, Bleu, and Cody for the first time. It was amazing. This trip was when the topic was brought up of me potentially moving to live with them. When I flew back home I cried so much. Later that same year I would also go out to visit my Dad. It was the first time I had seen him in 7 years.
26 - This is the biggest one. The biggest year of my 20s. At the start of this year, for my birthday, I went out to visit Cody, Bleu, and Cody again. This is where the topic of moving was solidified. I said no, the end. Just kidding! I said yes. I had always wanted to move out of state and being here with them felt like home. Upon my weepy return I began telling everyone my plan. Folks were sad but very happy for me. In the time before moving I mended my relationship with my Mom, something I will forever be Thankful for. I even ended up telling her I was an abdl. I was so nervous to tell her and just as I should of assumed, it made no difference. When I told her she was actually worried it was something actually bad. Later that year I said my goodbyes and with Cody, someone I had met in person at that Rainfurrest, we packed up my car, the one from the accident, And drove home. The trip was so exciting, I had never done such a long road trip before. When we stopped halfway for the night we had to bring my computer upstairs to the hotel room. It was hilarious it looked like we were gonna hack the planet. This year ended with me starting my first job after the move.
27 - Annndd this year started with me quitting that job. I got into another job that I am still working at, it's way better and is the best job ive had. Unfortunately this is where some more sad stuff does happen. This is the year Covid started popping up. This is also the year my Mom passed away. It was sudden. It showed me how lucky I was to have those in my life that I did. I still can't believe how many people from my life came to put a hand on my shoulder. My job told me to take all the time I needed and that my position would be mine when I came back. After 3 weeks I came back and even ended up being promoted, apparently I had left a lasting impression. My Mom would've been proud. The rest of this year went on with lock down life being a thing. I still worked, I was lucky to not lose my job during this time.
28 - With Covid in toe, this year didn't have any super major moments. Work continued to go well. This was the year I said Goodbye to the car that had got me here. That little Maxima was on it's last legs so I said my Thank Yous and got my current car. Near the end of this year we took a trip to Vegas. It was my first time there and we had a blast. Near the end of the year we had a run in with bed bugs. This was a difficult thing for us all to handle, but we supported eachother through the treatments. This was also the year that I started baking my own cookies from scratch in December for my yearly cookie days. Mmmmm Warm cookies. I brought a bunch to work and shocked everyone haha.
29 - This year was the year we decided to stop living in an apartment and take the big leap. We moved into a house. Pre-house birthdays were very low key as the home journey would consume all our time. And with luck we did it and got into the house we live in today. It's pretty freakin' sweet. UNFORTUNATELY a week before we moved in the water heater burst. We had already had a scheduled day for it to be replaced too. Though this ended up working in our favor as it made us replace the downstairs carpet right away. For me this was the first time I was living in a house since the start of my 20s before I moved in with my roommate. As things settled down, the end of the year was joyous. I went to my cousins Wedding and revealed sick dance moves. Cody and Bleu went to Disneyland for Bleu's birthday. YKC and I went to a show and kept the house company, I was very noisey. Then to end the year we had some folks over, finally getting to use the space to it's fullest. Cookie month was Great this year, I had plenty of Kitchen counter space to go wild with.
30 - And here we are. One day before the transition from 2 to 3. What an insane journey it has been and what an insane journey is yet to come. All the people I've met. The places I've been to. The experiences. When I sit down and look at it all in the span of 10 years it seems like so much when at the time it felt like so little. As I move into my 30s there are things I want to work on. I feel like I know myself so much better than I did when I was 20, I'm so much different. But there is something that still sticks true. I need to learn to be more patient with myself. I'm always so critical and so hard on myself. Everyday is another chance to be better, I will try.
Thank you for reading a long. Again there is so much left out from these summaries. Again looking back can be humbling. It can help you think of ways to move forward. Take care and here's to the future. <3
Ideas On an Adult Form!
Posted 4 years agoSo been thinking recently about having a kind of adult form of my Sona done, but I would want there to be changes that happened as he got older. Its fun to think about but feels so tricky. This is what ive got for ideas so far.
Floofy Neck Floof
Red line mid ears going around.
Red rings around fingers.
Red V mid shoulder down mid chest and back.
Red rings around ankles.
Basically, with age more of the red gene would come out in some not very major ways.
I know basically everyone who knows me will go "Oh more red, what a surprise" but I wanna use that in minor ways to express a little more of my love for red without going over board. I like the idea of just these lines where for some reason the fur changed to red over the years like growing into your markings. Idunno this is gonna take a lot of thought.
Floofy Neck Floof
Red line mid ears going around.
Red rings around fingers.
Red V mid shoulder down mid chest and back.
Red rings around ankles.
Basically, with age more of the red gene would come out in some not very major ways.
I know basically everyone who knows me will go "Oh more red, what a surprise" but I wanna use that in minor ways to express a little more of my love for red without going over board. I like the idea of just these lines where for some reason the fur changed to red over the years like growing into your markings. Idunno this is gonna take a lot of thought.
Borkday!
Posted 4 years agoIt's my Borkday and ill Bork if I want tooo Bork if I want tooo Bork if I want tooo!! You would Bork too if it happened to yooooouuu!!
:3 Todays my Birthday. Im 2.8!
:3 Todays my Birthday. Im 2.8!
Update!
Posted 4 years agoSo last time I posted a journal was... a year ago in Jan of 2020. Umm a lot has happened so im gonna just slap a little update.
In Feb, after getting a little sick, I ended up quitting my job. It was causing a lot of depression to resurface. At the time it seemed like a bad idea, but now it was a wildly Great idea.
Got a new Job in March, it's been Great, they seem to like me and its not as depressing as my old job. Its tough and gets me dirty as its a construction job but it gives me a sense of accomplishment. Its nice to work somewhere you like. This was also when the pandemic started to really ramp up here.
Um in May my Mom passed away. Don't really know what to say here after that, ugh it sucked. Went back to WA to go through her stuff and ya. I feel if I say more this wont be a quick Update post.
Ummm July I got out of the temp agency for my job and became a driver, got raises that was super cool. Makin' them Beep Beeps.
August I hit my 1st year in Utah so that was neat. The couple bad things aside, not once have I regretted moving, still continues to be a much needed and Great decision.
September, I think this is when I really accepted my addiction to MTG. I have way too many commander decks, it is life now. The cards have consumed me.
October was Halloween fun, decorating and having a Kigu night. Watching movies, eating candy. No haunted houses this year, but always next year.
November we had Thanksgiving just the home gang. We put a turkey and a ham in a crockpot together. This was interesting but turned out Good. Had Ham for 4 lunches after. Green bean casserole, stuffing, mashed potatoes, corn. Soooo Good.
December put up Christmas decorations mine, household, and what I got from my Mom. This year finally took the leap and made cookies from scratch and let me tell you... It was insanely successful. Made White chocolate Macadamia and made Oatmeal Butterscotch (Oatmeal Scotchies) and flippin' heck they were amazing. So background, in December I make cookies every weekend of the month. Normally just do pre-made dough always wanted to make my own, did so this year and will do it from now on. We did what we could with Christmas in a pandemic, it went pretty well all things considered just kind of flew by. Got tons of wonderful gifts, I now am nearly at my plushie limit. I dont have a bed anymore its just a pile of big amazing plushies. I want to do Introduction posts for them all. XD
New year popped by, had a ton of days off due to my work shutting for every holiday. No pay but was still Nice to have some time. Didn't do anything crazy.
And here we are, Jan 2021. My birthday is in about a week, Feb 2. Excited to turn 2.8 . Ummm joined some patreon chats and met some mega sweet folks. Still addicted to MTG, I have like 28 planned decks. Save me. Bought a Bunny Puppet and named it Chester so I can make silly videos, thats been a hoot. My Dad sent me a painting of a wolf, he doesnt know im a furry so thats funny. He is a painter. And now Im gonna go make dinner. :3 There, I summarized, missed, and skipped some stuff but we're all caught up!
In Feb, after getting a little sick, I ended up quitting my job. It was causing a lot of depression to resurface. At the time it seemed like a bad idea, but now it was a wildly Great idea.
Got a new Job in March, it's been Great, they seem to like me and its not as depressing as my old job. Its tough and gets me dirty as its a construction job but it gives me a sense of accomplishment. Its nice to work somewhere you like. This was also when the pandemic started to really ramp up here.
Um in May my Mom passed away. Don't really know what to say here after that, ugh it sucked. Went back to WA to go through her stuff and ya. I feel if I say more this wont be a quick Update post.
Ummm July I got out of the temp agency for my job and became a driver, got raises that was super cool. Makin' them Beep Beeps.
August I hit my 1st year in Utah so that was neat. The couple bad things aside, not once have I regretted moving, still continues to be a much needed and Great decision.
September, I think this is when I really accepted my addiction to MTG. I have way too many commander decks, it is life now. The cards have consumed me.
October was Halloween fun, decorating and having a Kigu night. Watching movies, eating candy. No haunted houses this year, but always next year.
November we had Thanksgiving just the home gang. We put a turkey and a ham in a crockpot together. This was interesting but turned out Good. Had Ham for 4 lunches after. Green bean casserole, stuffing, mashed potatoes, corn. Soooo Good.
December put up Christmas decorations mine, household, and what I got from my Mom. This year finally took the leap and made cookies from scratch and let me tell you... It was insanely successful. Made White chocolate Macadamia and made Oatmeal Butterscotch (Oatmeal Scotchies) and flippin' heck they were amazing. So background, in December I make cookies every weekend of the month. Normally just do pre-made dough always wanted to make my own, did so this year and will do it from now on. We did what we could with Christmas in a pandemic, it went pretty well all things considered just kind of flew by. Got tons of wonderful gifts, I now am nearly at my plushie limit. I dont have a bed anymore its just a pile of big amazing plushies. I want to do Introduction posts for them all. XD
New year popped by, had a ton of days off due to my work shutting for every holiday. No pay but was still Nice to have some time. Didn't do anything crazy.
And here we are, Jan 2021. My birthday is in about a week, Feb 2. Excited to turn 2.8 . Ummm joined some patreon chats and met some mega sweet folks. Still addicted to MTG, I have like 28 planned decks. Save me. Bought a Bunny Puppet and named it Chester so I can make silly videos, thats been a hoot. My Dad sent me a painting of a wolf, he doesnt know im a furry so thats funny. He is a painter. And now Im gonna go make dinner. :3 There, I summarized, missed, and skipped some stuff but we're all caught up!
Help Bring a Family Together!!
Posted 6 years agoThis is extremely important. On Jan 22 2020 
yookey 's Hubbie 
Kiumaru will have a Migration interview. This is a major step towards him being able to be with Yookey and their Baby permanently. If you can, please donate or spread the word to help them out. They need as much help as they can get!
Yookeys Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9319984/
Yookers Twitter Post: https://twitter.com/YookeyArt/statu.....48813077716993
yookey 's Hubbie 
Kiumaru will have a Migration interview. This is a major step towards him being able to be with Yookey and their Baby permanently. If you can, please donate or spread the word to help them out. They need as much help as they can get!Yookeys Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9319984/
Yookers Twitter Post: https://twitter.com/YookeyArt/statu.....48813077716993
Consider Me Pupset!!
Posted 6 years agoSo ive been majorly goofin' around on twitter so I wanted to put this here. Been using #ConsiderMePupset for stuff and for some reason im in love with it. So if you see this you should definitely show me what makes you Pupset over there. :3 Do Iiitttt Its Fuuuunnnnn! If you dont then you can... -sunglasses on-... Consider me Pupset.
Made A New Twitter!
Posted 6 years agoSo a long time ago I deleted my twitter cause I wasn't using it... but I want more things to look at so I remade it. It's SnarkyLil
Was supposed to be SnarkyLilWolf but I guess Twitter cut off the wolf part. xD
Was supposed to be SnarkyLilWolf but I guess Twitter cut off the wolf part. xD
Halloween Costume!
Posted 6 years agoThis year I choose Knight. :3 Red armor of course and like a Grey or white cape! And like a super awesome like legendary quality sword. :3 Perfect. Also I got a new job Hooray! Tell me your costumes!!
Halloween Costume?
Posted 6 years agoI had a thought that I know is gonna make people go Roar so I had to ask... For Halloween can you be Santa Claus? Or maybe Cupid or a Turkey? Why or why not? What about a not-so-nice Leprechaun? Instead of Booze and a pot of gold its like...a Pot of Candy! :3 Hehehe
Also do you know what you're gonna be for Halloween? Cause I dont!
Also do you know what you're gonna be for Halloween? Cause I dont!
I Moved!
Posted 6 years agoSo I moved and now I live with 
baby_bleu 
codyfops and 
yokitcody
Thats it just wanted to let you all know. :3
Muhahaha It was quite the journey. codyfops flew out and helped me drive down. We saw some really cool stuff some beautiful scenery in Washington. Then a whole ton of desert. It was really wild. Got home to a gift of a Biiiigg Husky plush which is now named "Frost "Busky" McSnowDog" and has got tons of cuddles. Been spending lots of time with my lovely new roommates ever since walking in the door.
I know im short changing it here. My brain is still in reprogram mode so its hard to think and type it all out but it was Great and has been Great so far. Im virtually all unpacked now. Now its time for lots of more adult steps including finding a new job. Gonna be Brutal, But im Excited to do my Best. :)
baby_bleu 
codyfops and 
yokitcody Thats it just wanted to let you all know. :3
Muhahaha It was quite the journey.
codyfops flew out and helped me drive down. We saw some really cool stuff some beautiful scenery in Washington. Then a whole ton of desert. It was really wild. Got home to a gift of a Biiiigg Husky plush which is now named "Frost "Busky" McSnowDog" and has got tons of cuddles. Been spending lots of time with my lovely new roommates ever since walking in the door.I know im short changing it here. My brain is still in reprogram mode so its hard to think and type it all out but it was Great and has been Great so far. Im virtually all unpacked now. Now its time for lots of more adult steps including finding a new job. Gonna be Brutal, But im Excited to do my Best. :)
Credit Rolls
Posted 6 years agoI was in the middle of finishing some things up before I go on a trip and I just needed to get this topic off my chest and see if anyone else does the same thing.
Whenever something big happens or I do something important or special those moments always seem to have a song that latches on to them. I've come to calling these songs "Credit Rolls" as they are like the songs at the end of a movie that wrap it up.
Every time this happens to me something about the end of something bigger than the average days just makes me think of the end of a movie and a song just links to it.
Ill try to give an example. I went to see my Dad, hadn't seen him in many years. That trips song for me is called Sit Next to Me by Foster the People. When I was flying back or had a moment to think to myself I just kept hearing the lyrics in my head "Its over, Its over..." Or "Just say the word and ill part the sea." These lyrics applying heavily as It was 5+ years and I had been Waiting to see him. Would he like the man I had become? And he lives on the other side of the country to me. I didnt do this trip alone and we got to meet his new girlfriend. It was a Great trip. But now whenever I hear that song I remember that trip and the good times.
I have these songs for my other trips too. Even think I already know the one for my future trip coming this week. The entire song and its lyrics could totally not fit with what I did. It could be a love song attached to like a day with friends in a nearby town. It just Happens. And every time like I dont always envision myself singing it to someone else sometimes my head applies the words from them to me. Its kinda hard to explain.
Does this happen to anyone else? Its definitely not a bad thing and ive always felt a connection to music ever sense my choir days.
Whenever something big happens or I do something important or special those moments always seem to have a song that latches on to them. I've come to calling these songs "Credit Rolls" as they are like the songs at the end of a movie that wrap it up.
Every time this happens to me something about the end of something bigger than the average days just makes me think of the end of a movie and a song just links to it.
Ill try to give an example. I went to see my Dad, hadn't seen him in many years. That trips song for me is called Sit Next to Me by Foster the People. When I was flying back or had a moment to think to myself I just kept hearing the lyrics in my head "Its over, Its over..." Or "Just say the word and ill part the sea." These lyrics applying heavily as It was 5+ years and I had been Waiting to see him. Would he like the man I had become? And he lives on the other side of the country to me. I didnt do this trip alone and we got to meet his new girlfriend. It was a Great trip. But now whenever I hear that song I remember that trip and the good times.
I have these songs for my other trips too. Even think I already know the one for my future trip coming this week. The entire song and its lyrics could totally not fit with what I did. It could be a love song attached to like a day with friends in a nearby town. It just Happens. And every time like I dont always envision myself singing it to someone else sometimes my head applies the words from them to me. Its kinda hard to explain.
Does this happen to anyone else? Its definitely not a bad thing and ive always felt a connection to music ever sense my choir days.
Marry Chrismoose and a Hoppy Nude Deer!
Posted 7 years agoI hope everyone has Great holidays and everything is of a happier variety. <3
My Trip to See CBC!!
Posted 7 years agoCBC is codyfops baby_bleu and yokitcody it's their band name, I said it so it's law.
The trip was amazing. I had such an extreme amount of fun. We went out to eat together a bunch, we made Dinner and ate together, we played games together, watched shows and movies together, Went to the Aquarium, Played at a Nickle Arcade (2 hours of Gauntlet Dark Legacy with 4 people, Super Awesome), Celebrated Codyfops Birfday, Had a cub night, and pal'd around a mall together. Cody pointed out and told me so much about the area and his history in it, it warmed my heart to learn so much about his hometown.
It was a week spent together with people I love, every day doing things with one another. It was absolutely fantastic. Of course I won't be going into extreme detail and stuff as a lot is personal moments.
I got to try some amazing Restaurants my favorites being Cafe Rio and In and Out. Oh my god I wish both had locations near where I live, id get them every month.
As the week neared the end I got sad cause the trip was just so wonderful that I didn't want it to end, but you have to get back to reality sometime. Today is my first day back, last night it was so surreal to be home, I felt like any minute id wake up and be back at CBC's place. When I woke up today reality fully hit me, I'm sad. I miss being there with those sillies, but I'm forever Happy that I got to be there with them for the time I did. I have to remind myself that this trip means its possible to make more trips. The future is bright and filled with endless possibilities if you're willing to put forth the effort and try.
Thank you codyfops baby_bleu yokitcody I love you guys, this trip will be a memory I hold deep inside forever and I look forward to the next time I get to visit you guys. <3 Au Revoir!
"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying Goodbye so hard..." - A.A. Milne
(March, 2018)
codyfops baby_bleu and yokitcody it's their band name, I said it so it's law.The trip was amazing. I had such an extreme amount of fun. We went out to eat together a bunch, we made Dinner and ate together, we played games together, watched shows and movies together, Went to the Aquarium, Played at a Nickle Arcade (2 hours of Gauntlet Dark Legacy with 4 people, Super Awesome), Celebrated
Codyfops Birfday, Had a cub night, and pal'd around a mall together. Cody pointed out and told me so much about the area and his history in it, it warmed my heart to learn so much about his hometown.It was a week spent together with people I love, every day doing things with one another. It was absolutely fantastic. Of course I won't be going into extreme detail and stuff as a lot is personal moments.
I got to try some amazing Restaurants my favorites being Cafe Rio and In and Out. Oh my god I wish both had locations near where I live, id get them every month.
As the week neared the end I got sad cause the trip was just so wonderful that I didn't want it to end, but you have to get back to reality sometime. Today is my first day back, last night it was so surreal to be home, I felt like any minute id wake up and be back at CBC's place. When I woke up today reality fully hit me, I'm sad. I miss being there with those sillies, but I'm forever Happy that I got to be there with them for the time I did. I have to remind myself that this trip means its possible to make more trips. The future is bright and filled with endless possibilities if you're willing to put forth the effort and try.
Thank you
codyfops baby_bleu yokitcody I love you guys, this trip will be a memory I hold deep inside forever and I look forward to the next time I get to visit you guys. <3 Au Revoir! "How lucky I am to have something that makes saying Goodbye so hard..." - A.A. Milne
(March, 2018)
I'm Saaaiillliinngg Awaayyy!!
Posted 7 years agoI'm goin' on a super special trip to see 3 super special folks! Cya in a week folks! <3 Luuvv Ya''llll
It's My Birthday!
Posted 7 years ago:3 Balloons! Balloons Everywhere!!! Everything is Red! Raaawwwrrr Birthday Dinosaur!!! <3
Soooo A Thing Happened...
Posted 8 years agoSoooo ya, Uuuummm I had been debating on posting this. I wasn't going to cause I didn't want to bring anyone down or idunno. I figured though that It wasn't fair to keep it from people who care about me, I apologize for waiting so long to say something.
So... I was in a pretty rough car accident. I was rear ended, pushed through a median and into oncoming traffic. Luckily my car pulled me to the shoulder on the other side of the road as a car was coming right towards me. It was terrifying.
I am okay, my car is totaled. Mentally Im feeling a lot better, though it has changed my perspective on life a bit. Physically, im not sure still. After the accident I was just sore, soreness getting more sore after a day or 2 but not really bad. Recently the soreness in my arm has gone up a bit, but I think it's because I am still recovering and am working and over straining myself.
I am lucky. In this accident it would have been very easy, with one change, for me to have instead been severely hurt or worse. When i came to a stop and was calling 911, a Lady pulled over and got out and sat with me till the police arrived. I called my Brother, he came to my rescue and lent me his car till I can get a new one. Family has pooled a little money together help me towards a new car. Things could definitely be much worse.
Other than this, I have gotten lots of Christmas presents for lotsa people and I reeaalllyy want to get more BUT... it's time to tone back the spending a bit. I basically got like a bajillion nerf guns to give as gifts. I've made over 100 cookies this month so far. :3
Please, Pplleeaassee tell me Good things happening in your lives. I need to hear good stuff.
So... I was in a pretty rough car accident. I was rear ended, pushed through a median and into oncoming traffic. Luckily my car pulled me to the shoulder on the other side of the road as a car was coming right towards me. It was terrifying.
I am okay, my car is totaled. Mentally Im feeling a lot better, though it has changed my perspective on life a bit. Physically, im not sure still. After the accident I was just sore, soreness getting more sore after a day or 2 but not really bad. Recently the soreness in my arm has gone up a bit, but I think it's because I am still recovering and am working and over straining myself.
I am lucky. In this accident it would have been very easy, with one change, for me to have instead been severely hurt or worse. When i came to a stop and was calling 911, a Lady pulled over and got out and sat with me till the police arrived. I called my Brother, he came to my rescue and lent me his car till I can get a new one. Family has pooled a little money together help me towards a new car. Things could definitely be much worse.
Other than this, I have gotten lots of Christmas presents for lotsa people and I reeaalllyy want to get more BUT... it's time to tone back the spending a bit. I basically got like a bajillion nerf guns to give as gifts. I've made over 100 cookies this month so far. :3
Please, Pplleeaassee tell me Good things happening in your lives. I need to hear good stuff.
Real Life Disney Story
Posted 8 years agoThis makes me wanna cry!! These animals are like a Classic Disney story or or Homeward Bound!! AAAHHH!!! :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lOd7rDFYbc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lOd7rDFYbc
You.
Posted 8 years agoYeeess You. You're great. You're wonderful. You are so special to so many people that you have no idea feel that way about you because they feel it would be awkward to just say that to your face. Don't ever for even a moment think there is no one who likes you, there are so many you probably could never count them all...cause you're a total bab and can't count past elevendy. Just kidding. If youre in a hard place or sad right now, it will pass. It might take seconds or years, but it will eventually pass if you are willing to keep trying. Don't give up, you lovely goober.
Random! Oh well. I'm sorry that I don't keep in touch more with people or in better ways. I just get so caught up in the routine of life that next thing I know months have gone by.
Now it's October and almost Halloween so Poooouurr some Suggaarr on Meeee!! Oooh in the name of looovvveee!! Pooouurr your Suggarr on Meee!! Caannt get Ennoouugghh!! :3
This second volume to a cover album came out and im Jamming. It's 4 am. I wanna dance around, I can't do that! :3
Random! Oh well. I'm sorry that I don't keep in touch more with people or in better ways. I just get so caught up in the routine of life that next thing I know months have gone by.
Now it's October and almost Halloween so Poooouurr some Suggaarr on Meeee!! Oooh in the name of looovvveee!! Pooouurr your Suggarr on Meee!! Caannt get Ennoouugghh!! :3
This second volume to a cover album came out and im Jamming. It's 4 am. I wanna dance around, I can't do that! :3
Warning: ABU Dip Talk Ahead!
Posted 8 years agoSo I wasn't gonna write this journal. I am a bit of a "Diaperhead" now that ive gotten the chance to try a couple different types. I just know that not everyone wants to read an indepth discussion or rating or whatever on diapers but well... here it is.
Diapers are great. Thanks for stopping by everyone! Alright alright so recently I took a trip to ABU to get my hands on some fancy butt fluff and try them out. Well ive tried them all out now and I have my list. Ive checked it twice. Ive found out whose been crinkly and nice. It's October.... Anyways.
From my 1st to my least for Abu dips it goes like this.
1. Super Dry Kids (SDK)
2. Cushies
3. Simple
4. Space
5. Little Pawz
6. Pre School cloth backed (Disqualified)
I loved the SDKs, the fit, the feel, the look. It was all exactly what I like in diapers. I like plain white, it gives me the most feels and really makes me think of a genuine diaper. The absorbency is good enough for me, the tapes are super strong, and all around it was just the most comfortable of them all. This is of course my opinion. When I first got it on I almost immediately napped because I was so comfortable and relaxed.
ITS RAINING SO HARD OUTSIDE YAAAAYYY!!
Cushies we a close second, I liked the design but I felt that the tapes were just a smidge less as strong as the tapes for the SDK. I have come to find that if the tapes pop off or arent strong enough that is almost an instant deal breaker.
Simple, Space, and Little pawz. All are the same diaper with different designs. Simple won because like I said before, I like plain. Space made me feel like I was wearing one of those secret "Its totally not a diaper but it is" underpants so it was fun and I loved the characters for the little pawz. Little pawz got the lowest because the plad kinda throws me off.
I am kind of a snob about the look of the diaper. I really like it to look right, feel great, and not worry me about it breaking.
This is where Pre Schools lost out. The tapes literally ripped off. I love the feeling of cloth backed... but tapes ripping off is a deal breaker for me. I could only see pre schools as being an outer layer as in a second diaper.
So thats my feeling on ABU diapers! Now if I add in the other diapers ive worn I can kinda make the list like this.
1. Super Dry Kids (SDK)
2. Bambino Bellisimo
3. Cushies
4. Simple
5. Space
6. Little Pawz
7. Bambino Teddy
8. Pre School cloth backed
9. Walmart brand
Id add Goodnites to that list but my butts too big for those now. Growing up is so hard. ;-; The rain stopped.
But there we go thats my diaper rankings and lists! Im totes a big boy and everybody knows it! Gnight everyone!
If anyone is annoyed by this post, I apologize but be nice, getting to do this is a first for me and exciting. I cant remember not too many years ago that I dreamed of getting to wear these brands and fancy dips always thinking it would never happen. I still know of so many kinds id love to try but and nervous to try and get my hands on them like Magnificos and Dry 24/7s and stuff. Anyways! What's your favorite Diaper? What's your least favorite? Why? Why not? Mooink? Jimmy cracked corn? I dont care. Bye!!
Diapers are great. Thanks for stopping by everyone! Alright alright so recently I took a trip to ABU to get my hands on some fancy butt fluff and try them out. Well ive tried them all out now and I have my list. Ive checked it twice. Ive found out whose been crinkly and nice. It's October.... Anyways.
From my 1st to my least for Abu dips it goes like this.
1. Super Dry Kids (SDK)
2. Cushies
3. Simple
4. Space
5. Little Pawz
6. Pre School cloth backed (Disqualified)
I loved the SDKs, the fit, the feel, the look. It was all exactly what I like in diapers. I like plain white, it gives me the most feels and really makes me think of a genuine diaper. The absorbency is good enough for me, the tapes are super strong, and all around it was just the most comfortable of them all. This is of course my opinion. When I first got it on I almost immediately napped because I was so comfortable and relaxed.
ITS RAINING SO HARD OUTSIDE YAAAAYYY!!
Cushies we a close second, I liked the design but I felt that the tapes were just a smidge less as strong as the tapes for the SDK. I have come to find that if the tapes pop off or arent strong enough that is almost an instant deal breaker.
Simple, Space, and Little pawz. All are the same diaper with different designs. Simple won because like I said before, I like plain. Space made me feel like I was wearing one of those secret "Its totally not a diaper but it is" underpants so it was fun and I loved the characters for the little pawz. Little pawz got the lowest because the plad kinda throws me off.
I am kind of a snob about the look of the diaper. I really like it to look right, feel great, and not worry me about it breaking.
This is where Pre Schools lost out. The tapes literally ripped off. I love the feeling of cloth backed... but tapes ripping off is a deal breaker for me. I could only see pre schools as being an outer layer as in a second diaper.
So thats my feeling on ABU diapers! Now if I add in the other diapers ive worn I can kinda make the list like this.
1. Super Dry Kids (SDK)
2. Bambino Bellisimo
3. Cushies
4. Simple
5. Space
6. Little Pawz
7. Bambino Teddy
8. Pre School cloth backed
9. Walmart brand
Id add Goodnites to that list but my butts too big for those now. Growing up is so hard. ;-; The rain stopped.
But there we go thats my diaper rankings and lists! Im totes a big boy and everybody knows it! Gnight everyone!
If anyone is annoyed by this post, I apologize but be nice, getting to do this is a first for me and exciting. I cant remember not too many years ago that I dreamed of getting to wear these brands and fancy dips always thinking it would never happen. I still know of so many kinds id love to try but and nervous to try and get my hands on them like Magnificos and Dry 24/7s and stuff. Anyways! What's your favorite Diaper? What's your least favorite? Why? Why not? Mooink? Jimmy cracked corn? I dont care. Bye!!
My Trip to the ABU warehouse!
Posted 8 years agoSo, as a way for me to remember this and also share my experience I thought i'd post a journal!! It's story time!!
Months ago I found out that the ABU warehouse Actually happened to be less than an hour away from where I live. For those who don't know ABU = dips and bab stuff.
In my living situation, if I order normally than UPS will arrive and knock on the door at like 9 am in which I, as history has shown, will not wake up. Meaning my roommate would be handling my box of buttfluff. That's a big no from me so up till my trip to the warehouse it was go to the store front or don't have fancy dipperz.
So Adventure it was! I had two days off for my own little kick back vacation and the plan was set, I'ma get me some fancy dipperz.
Now you might ask "Well... why do you have to have vacation days to do this?" Turns out, my good friend, that the ABU warehouse/store front is only open on weekdays Aaanndd I work weekdays. Im also too lazy to wake up omega early to go drive out for stuff like this, I like my sleep tyvm.
So Vacation day Adventure it was! I got up, got all showered and handsome, hopped in my beep beep and made the drive. I immediately hit traffic.
But luckily I still made it there on time.
As I pulled up to the alley way that the warehouse was on my immediate thought was Wow... this is so sketch.
This place was so sketch it made a sketch artist look like a digital pro, THAT'S how sketch it was. It was so Sketch I could see pencils all over the floor. THAT'S how sketch it was.
I saw the signs reading "ABU customers only" Pointing me in the direction of the door. I kid you not... the sign was in black and white. The doors and walls of the warehouse rusted. I thought for a moment "Okay...I'm buying dips...not drugs." Because if you didn't know any better you'd assume either "A" I'm buying drugs or "B" I'm an action hero in a movie about to save the damsel in distress.
I digress. So I approach the door, and come to find I have to buzz in. As I press the buzzer all I could hear is a dog deeply barking. Now at about this point I was filled with regret. This does not seem like some friendly romp to a Babbu dipper store. I'm being recorded. There is a dog barking. I have to buzz in. This place is sketch. What has my life come to. Am I about to meet the mafia of dipper sales folks? Will I have to do favors for them after this? Will I Have To Change The Dons Dipper. No.
As the door opened, I was greeted by a younger gentlemen wearing a red shirt and an old pudgy black lab. Now if you know me at all, I kind of like red. Just a little bit. Not a ton, but like a smidge. Everything I own is red. So he got bonus points. He invited me in.
As I entered it was like walking into Babbu heaven. The air had a constant sweet scent of babbu powder. There were boxes upon boxes upon boxes of Tooshy Towels everywhere.
He asked me if I was there for a pick up or how he could help me, and I said I had heard there was a storefront and that I was hoping to buy some products. Looking to the right, he said "Ya, it's a work in progress, go ahead and follow me." To the right was a very obvious work in progress with a few colorful racks and flooring covered in ABC foam puzzle pieces. Looks like it's gonna be cute. Really Babtastic.
So, I followed, pudgy pupper in toe as we approached the bigger half of the warehouse. Now did I say there were a lot of dips? Holy Mother of dip there were so many more yet to be seen. I probably saw 1000+ dips in one room, Easily. if not approaching a bazillion. I'm sure there was a bazillion.
As we entered another dapper dipper sales Gentlemen said hello. He was in a blue shirt so... minus points... just kidding. ;)
With a few head pats for the pupper it made its way off, obviously bored with me. We made our way over to the computer systems. There desks... had some insanely cute plushies on them. I wanted to hug them. Desperately. 1 was a blackish brownish Woof plush and there were a good few husky plushies, not to mention all the sticker packs in a plastic container, all ready to be put in to boxes for people.
He asked what I was looking to buy and I had a list all prepared. I wanted to get a bit of everything so I can try them out and pick some favorites. He said that was a smart idea and started to ring up my list. As he asked for my card I handed it too him, shaking like a leaf in a hurricane. Shaking like a pepper shaker at apple bees. Shaking like... a nervous person purchasing a fetish item.
I think he noticed as he started chatting me up. His casual demeanor made me feel good. You spend so much time in your own Non-dipper centric world around people who wouldn't understand you just get used to hiding these things about yourself, so being able to not hide and be open, I wont lie... I relaxed immensely. This was paradise.
He asked for my email, I gave it, he chuckled and commented on it's cuteness. I continued to stand there nervous. He asked if I had tried any products, I stated not yet and that my supply has mainly been store bought cheapy dips. To this he got that knowing grin like "Oh...your worlds about to be rocked my friend. These dips so good you gonna be wishin' they were your daily undies." He didnt say that but his grin Totally matched that.
So off he went, collecting up the dips. I waited and just soaked in the scenery of the warehouse, enjoying the pleasant happy smell. Admiring the plushies.
He returned, boxed up my dips, tossed in some stickers, and printed my receipt. At this point he also informed me that I could infact (Haha infact infant this is a dipper story Pfftt why is this funny to me) order and have them be dropped off at the UPS store for pick up. I did not know this. My future seems so much fluffier learning of this.
He also said I could always order for pick up or just stop by again, not wanting to deter me from a friendly encounter.
And with that, I thanked him and he wished me good tidings in my Rear Wrapping adventures and thus I was off. I didn't want to leave. I just wanted to hang out and be in this diptastic world all day. Can I just work here today for free? Please? I promise I'm nice? Nope, that was it, it was time to go.
The UPS guy had just shown up so I made my way out the opened bay door, put my box in my trunk, and off I drove.
It was a great experience. It reminded me of how great it felt to be around people i didn't feel I needed to hide a part of who I am from. It made me excited to wear my special purchases. (By the way at this point I have, lemme tell you Top notch grade A beef, these dips are amazeballs) It helped me to be more content with myself as a person. This was a much needed experience and I feel I am better for it.
Thanks for reading through my silly semi-exaggerated story. I got a little carried away typing it, it was fun. Go get yourself some Dips folks, ABU is great. :3
Months ago I found out that the ABU warehouse Actually happened to be less than an hour away from where I live. For those who don't know ABU = dips and bab stuff.
In my living situation, if I order normally than UPS will arrive and knock on the door at like 9 am in which I, as history has shown, will not wake up. Meaning my roommate would be handling my box of buttfluff. That's a big no from me so up till my trip to the warehouse it was go to the store front or don't have fancy dipperz.
So Adventure it was! I had two days off for my own little kick back vacation and the plan was set, I'ma get me some fancy dipperz.
Now you might ask "Well... why do you have to have vacation days to do this?" Turns out, my good friend, that the ABU warehouse/store front is only open on weekdays Aaanndd I work weekdays. Im also too lazy to wake up omega early to go drive out for stuff like this, I like my sleep tyvm.
So Vacation day Adventure it was! I got up, got all showered and handsome, hopped in my beep beep and made the drive. I immediately hit traffic.
But luckily I still made it there on time.
As I pulled up to the alley way that the warehouse was on my immediate thought was Wow... this is so sketch.
This place was so sketch it made a sketch artist look like a digital pro, THAT'S how sketch it was. It was so Sketch I could see pencils all over the floor. THAT'S how sketch it was.
I saw the signs reading "ABU customers only" Pointing me in the direction of the door. I kid you not... the sign was in black and white. The doors and walls of the warehouse rusted. I thought for a moment "Okay...I'm buying dips...not drugs." Because if you didn't know any better you'd assume either "A" I'm buying drugs or "B" I'm an action hero in a movie about to save the damsel in distress.
I digress. So I approach the door, and come to find I have to buzz in. As I press the buzzer all I could hear is a dog deeply barking. Now at about this point I was filled with regret. This does not seem like some friendly romp to a Babbu dipper store. I'm being recorded. There is a dog barking. I have to buzz in. This place is sketch. What has my life come to. Am I about to meet the mafia of dipper sales folks? Will I have to do favors for them after this? Will I Have To Change The Dons Dipper. No.
As the door opened, I was greeted by a younger gentlemen wearing a red shirt and an old pudgy black lab. Now if you know me at all, I kind of like red. Just a little bit. Not a ton, but like a smidge. Everything I own is red. So he got bonus points. He invited me in.
As I entered it was like walking into Babbu heaven. The air had a constant sweet scent of babbu powder. There were boxes upon boxes upon boxes of Tooshy Towels everywhere.
He asked me if I was there for a pick up or how he could help me, and I said I had heard there was a storefront and that I was hoping to buy some products. Looking to the right, he said "Ya, it's a work in progress, go ahead and follow me." To the right was a very obvious work in progress with a few colorful racks and flooring covered in ABC foam puzzle pieces. Looks like it's gonna be cute. Really Babtastic.
So, I followed, pudgy pupper in toe as we approached the bigger half of the warehouse. Now did I say there were a lot of dips? Holy Mother of dip there were so many more yet to be seen. I probably saw 1000+ dips in one room, Easily. if not approaching a bazillion. I'm sure there was a bazillion.
As we entered another dapper dipper sales Gentlemen said hello. He was in a blue shirt so... minus points... just kidding. ;)
With a few head pats for the pupper it made its way off, obviously bored with me. We made our way over to the computer systems. There desks... had some insanely cute plushies on them. I wanted to hug them. Desperately. 1 was a blackish brownish Woof plush and there were a good few husky plushies, not to mention all the sticker packs in a plastic container, all ready to be put in to boxes for people.
He asked what I was looking to buy and I had a list all prepared. I wanted to get a bit of everything so I can try them out and pick some favorites. He said that was a smart idea and started to ring up my list. As he asked for my card I handed it too him, shaking like a leaf in a hurricane. Shaking like a pepper shaker at apple bees. Shaking like... a nervous person purchasing a fetish item.
I think he noticed as he started chatting me up. His casual demeanor made me feel good. You spend so much time in your own Non-dipper centric world around people who wouldn't understand you just get used to hiding these things about yourself, so being able to not hide and be open, I wont lie... I relaxed immensely. This was paradise.
He asked for my email, I gave it, he chuckled and commented on it's cuteness. I continued to stand there nervous. He asked if I had tried any products, I stated not yet and that my supply has mainly been store bought cheapy dips. To this he got that knowing grin like "Oh...your worlds about to be rocked my friend. These dips so good you gonna be wishin' they were your daily undies." He didnt say that but his grin Totally matched that.
So off he went, collecting up the dips. I waited and just soaked in the scenery of the warehouse, enjoying the pleasant happy smell. Admiring the plushies.
He returned, boxed up my dips, tossed in some stickers, and printed my receipt. At this point he also informed me that I could infact (Haha infact infant this is a dipper story Pfftt why is this funny to me) order and have them be dropped off at the UPS store for pick up. I did not know this. My future seems so much fluffier learning of this.
He also said I could always order for pick up or just stop by again, not wanting to deter me from a friendly encounter.
And with that, I thanked him and he wished me good tidings in my Rear Wrapping adventures and thus I was off. I didn't want to leave. I just wanted to hang out and be in this diptastic world all day. Can I just work here today for free? Please? I promise I'm nice? Nope, that was it, it was time to go.
The UPS guy had just shown up so I made my way out the opened bay door, put my box in my trunk, and off I drove.
It was a great experience. It reminded me of how great it felt to be around people i didn't feel I needed to hide a part of who I am from. It made me excited to wear my special purchases. (By the way at this point I have, lemme tell you Top notch grade A beef, these dips are amazeballs) It helped me to be more content with myself as a person. This was a much needed experience and I feel I am better for it.
Thanks for reading through my silly semi-exaggerated story. I got a little carried away typing it, it was fun. Go get yourself some Dips folks, ABU is great. :3
My Struggles with ABU
Posted 8 years agoIm posting this here because I think it's funny. So do to different factors I Can't order diapers from anywhere, yes this is a diaper topic.
I can't order because they go through UPS and It makes me nervous having someone who doesnt know im an abdl holding said boxes. Im asleep when UPS always delivers.
So the plan has been "There is an ABU warehouse nearby, about 40 min away. One day ill go and buy."
I work Mon - Fri late at night... They are closed Saturday and Sunday. I Kid you Not... Every time I have a day off during the weekdays... they are closed. Coming up to the 4th I have a 4 day weekend... apparently so do they! It has just become amusing to me as almost like a sign of fate Every single time I have a day off they happen to be closed.
I could get up early one day and go drive out... but that is Very suspicious. Anyways that's all I have to say. x3
I can't order because they go through UPS and It makes me nervous having someone who doesnt know im an abdl holding said boxes. Im asleep when UPS always delivers.
So the plan has been "There is an ABU warehouse nearby, about 40 min away. One day ill go and buy."
I work Mon - Fri late at night... They are closed Saturday and Sunday. I Kid you Not... Every time I have a day off during the weekdays... they are closed. Coming up to the 4th I have a 4 day weekend... apparently so do they! It has just become amusing to me as almost like a sign of fate Every single time I have a day off they happen to be closed.
I could get up early one day and go drive out... but that is Very suspicious. Anyways that's all I have to say. x3
A Fuzzy Mew in need of help
Posted 8 years agoAll the info is here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8265610/
