Decided it was time to get back on here. Things have been changing lately. Including my boyfriend of 2yrs dumping me. It wouldn't be so bad but we are still living together. He moved to another bedroom and wants things to be the same, he just doesn't want to date me. It's kinda weird. In some ways it's like nothing has changed, but in some ways everything has. *sigh*.

My mom's fur baby went over the rainbow bridge today. It's heartbreaking.

My mom's fur baby went over the rainbow bridge today. It's heartbreaking.

That is all.

Stole from Rhaz

ALL | ABOUT | ME
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- Name: Ali
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: Aug 28, 1983
- Sign: Virgo
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: Green/Hazel
- Height: 5'2"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: any herbal essence
- What are you listening to right now?: Deadliest Catch
- Who is the last person that called you?: My mother
- How many buddies are online right now?: I have no idea
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal:Cats
- Color: Purple
- Drink: Almond flavored coffee
- Element: Water
- Food: Rare steak
- Game: Black and white
- Movie: Seven
- Song: Because you're a Vampire-One eyed doll
- Subjects in school: biology
- T.V.: House, CSI, NCIS
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: Yes
- Bungee jumped?: No
- Made yourself throw up?: No
- Skinny dipped?: yes
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
- Pictured your crush naked?: Oh yeah
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied:Yep
- Fallen for your best friend?:Yep
- Used someone?: No.
- Done something you regret?: Yep
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Jean and Tee
- Desktop picture: My "kids" (cats)
- CD in player: One eyed doll "broken"
- DVD in player: House season 6 in one and 300 in the other

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Andrew
- Hugged: Andrew
- You kissed: Andrew
- You IMed: Rhaza
- Talk to online: Rhaza
- You sexed it up with: The boy...
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Sometimes
- Open-minded?: Yes.
- Arrogant?: Yep
- Insecure?: Yes
- Random?: LOL sometimes
- Hungry?: Usually.
- Smart?: I guess
- Moody?: Sometimes
- Organized?:Try to be
- Shy?: Kinda
- Difficult?: usually
- Bored easily?: Yes
- Entertained easily? YES
- Obsessed?: Depends
- Lazy? Nope
- Angry?: Yep
- Happy?: Try to be
- Hyper?: Just add sugar.
- Trusting?: More than I should be
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: Have to brush my teeth right away.
- Love is: Letting me a complete slob and leave my underwear everywhere.
- I dream about: All kinds of things
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: eyes, hands
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: My guy
- Makes you smile: Cats
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Exs and crushes
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: No, penises freak me out a little
- Wish you were younger?:Nope
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yep all the time
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken? 3
- Of Cd's I own: tons
- Of scars on my body: Lots
- Of bones I've broken: 2 both my little toes

I have not uploaded pics in a while. I have a whole bunch to set up from going to the zoo earlier this year. Hopefully I will be able to get this done soon. In the mean time, here are kitty pics.

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? :: Yes.
Been arrested? :: No.
Kissed someone you didn't like? :: No
Slept in until 5 PM? :: No
Fallen asleep at work/school? :: Yes.
Ran a red light? :: Yes.
Been suspended from school? :: No.
Experienced love at first sight? :: Yes.
Totalled your car in an accident? :: No
Been fired from a job? :: No,
Fired somebody? :: No.
Sang karaoke? :: Yes.
Pointed a gun at someone? :: No.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? :: Yes.
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? :: yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? :: Yes.
Kissed in the rain? :: No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? :: No
Seen someone die? :: No.
Played spin-the-bottle? :: Yes
Sang in the shower? :: Yes.
Smoked a cigar? :: No.
Sat on a rooftop? :: Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? :: No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? :: No.
Skipped school? :: Yes.
Eaten a bug? :: Yes.
Sleepwalked? :: No.
Walked a moonlit beach? :: No.
Ridden a motorcycle? :: No.
Dumped someone? :: Yes.
Forgotten your anniversary? :: No.
Lied to avoid a ticket? :: No.
Ridden on a helicopter? :: No.
Shaved your head? :: No.
Blacked out from drinking? :: No
Played a prank on someone? :: Yes.
Hit a home run? :: No.
Felt like killing someone? :: Yes.
Cross-dressed? :: No
Been falling-down drunk? :: No.
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? :: Yes.
Eaten snake? :: YES.
Marched/Protested? :: Yes.
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? :: No.
Puked on amusement ride? :: Yes
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? :: No
Been in a band? :: Yes.
Knitted? :: No.
Been on TV? :: No
Shot a gun? :: Yes.
Skinny-dipped? :: Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? :: No
Ridden a surfboard? :: No.
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? :: Yes.
Had surgery? :: Yes.
Streaked? :: No.
Taken by ambulance to hospital? :: No
Passed out when not drinking? :: No
Peed on a bush? :: No.
Donated Blood? :: Yes
Grabbed electric fence? :: No
Eaten alligator meat? :: Yes
Eaten cheesecake? :: Yes.
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? :: Yes.
Killed an animal when not hunting? :: No.
Peed your pants in public? :: Yes
Written graffiti? :: No.
Still love someone you shouldn't? :: Yes
Think about the future? :: Yes.
Been in handcuffs? :: No
Believe in love? :: Yes.
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? :: No

Did you ever think of doing something that you knew you would regret in the future. Then it happens and you're not sure if you should regret it or not. Shit happens sometimes and it's not always your doing. I hate having to process crap like this.

Bold the ones you’ve read COMPLETELY, italicize the ones you’ve read part of, and no cheating. Watching the movie or the cartoon doesn’t count. Abridged versions don’t count either. BTW, according to the BBC if you’ve read 7 of these, you are above the average.

Total Completely Read: 27

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire- JK Rowling
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulk
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveler’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Inferno – Dante
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery*
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

( I didn't start this, but I'm sure as heck gonna pass it on!)
Tagged by  rhazafax

In no particular order

1: Ren (Pirates of Dark Water)

2: Jessica Rabbit (Who Framed Rodger Rabbit)

3: Howl (Howl's Moving Castle)

4: Aladdin (Disney's Aladdin)

5: Robin Hood (Disney version)

6: Tug (Brother Bear)

7: Beast (Beauty and the Beast) ((Totally hotter as a mancritter)) (Totally agree with Rhaza)

8: Lula bunny (Space Jam)

9: Sailor Jupiter/Lena (Sailor Moon)

10: King Trition (Little Mermaid)

"I must help others"


Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing,

and sensitive to other people's needs.





How to Get Along with Me

• Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.

• Share fun times with me.

• Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.

• Let me know that I am important and special to you.

• Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.



In Intimate Relationships

• Reassure me that I am interesting to you.

• Reassure me often that you love me.

• Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.



What I Like About Being a TWO

• being able to relate easily to people and to make friends

• knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better

• being generous, caring, and warm

• being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings

• being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor



What's Hard About Being a TWO

• not being able to say no

• having low self-esteem

• feeling drained from overdoing for others

• not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish

• criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should

• being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them

• working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings



TWOs as Children Often

• are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism

• try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding

• are outwardly compliant

• are popular or try to be popular with other children

• act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention

• are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted TWOs), or quiet and shy (the more introverted TWOs)



TWOs as Parents

• are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)

• are often playful with their children

• wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"

• can become fiercely protective

Had two interviews last week. One lined up for this week. Hopefully this will work out. Need to get a new camera. Have some cute pics but haven't had the chance to upload them. So ready for a place of my own.

Yes I am reloading a bunch of stuff I had up. Call it a crisis of faith. I'm over it, and moving on. :)