im back after being away for a year. Life has been a freaking roller coaster the past year. From moving around a lot to getting heavily into drugs, to being fucked over and making new friends. I have made some very bad choices in life but I have come back. I have tried to commit suicide a few times. I even died about two months ago because i had two tabs of NBOMe that had to much blotted onto them. I have been to hell and back through this journey of life the past year and I am victorious. I have cheated death multitple times evenw hen i tried to die. I should really stop pushing my luck though xD

I have missed you all.

No longer staying in the shelter. At an Ex's now. Staying with her family for a little while but I am kinda back c:

Starting today I will be living in a women's shelter in Ottawa. I need to get away from my family and I can't find a job where I am. I will be moving in about two hours. So this may be the last time I am on for a long time.

I think I may leave FA for a while. I have a lot going on soon and I wont have the time ;o;

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4992897/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4992897/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4992897/

c:

MY birthday is less than a month away O3O
Gonna be a year older. Then two days later I get to Cry my ass off because it will be two years since my best friend died!

FUCK YOU SEPTEMBER

Beauty has become a corrupt concept in today's society. A very long time ago large pale woman were considered more attractive then skinny tanned people. If your teeth were rotting that was a bonus because back then it signaled wealth because only the wealthy could afford sugar.

Media is not the true reason why today's beauty is corrupted like everyone says it is. Society dictates what is good and the media feeds us what we want. It only gives us what we want.

Now onto actual weight. Some people can't lose weight and some people can't gain weight. To judge someone on how they look with out getting to know them first is wrong. Now this doesn't go for everyone. The people who eat junk food everyday and don't take care of their bodies are the unhealthy ones. You cant always determine how healthy a person is by how they look. I am skinny and unable to gain weight no matter how much I eat (and I sometimes eat in large unhealthy amounts) but I can only run for like five seconds before being winded. I have met people who look really out of shape and large out run me because they are actually healthier than me

So to sum this all up. People think carefully before judging a person by how they look.

Quite personally, I find chubby people more appealing to my eyes than skinny girls c:

http://www.ebay.ca/itm/Pick-Your-Color-For-1-Sexy-Fishnet-Tube-Top-Seamless-Bandeau-Shelf-Bra-Cami-tAC-/170835677895?pt=US_CSA_WC_Shirts_Tops&var&hash=item27c69992c7&_uhb=1
The white one

http://www.ebay.ca/itm/Unisex-BOOTIE-Boy-SHORTS-Underwear-Dancer-HOLOGRAPH-LEOPARD-RAINBOW-Native-NYC-/370731611503?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_0&var&hash=item565153756f&_uhb=1

http://www.ebay.ca/itm/UV-Glow-White-Rave-Fluffies-Fluffy-Furry-Boots-Covers-Legwarmers-Furries-Neon-/321062855536?pt=UK_Ladies_Dancewear_LE&var&hash=item4ac0d66370&_uhb=1

white as well o3o

Because I got a whole bunch now!

Main Sona's
I have a bit of a split personality and these three girls cover each one.

Name: Lilith Fray
Age: 18
Gender: Herm
Species: Drunny (Dragon/bunny)
Personality: Caring, Helpful, playful
Sexuality: Demisexual
Form: Anthro
height: 5'7"
Occupation: Writer
Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9973354/
Special abilities: Since she is part dragon she is able to breathe fire.
Short bio: Lilith Fray is a dragon/bunny hybrid who loves to write. She wants to learn how to jumpstyle one day and become a popular writer.


Name: Alli Swift
Age: 19
Gender: Female
Species: Fennec/Dragon/Goat
Personality: Sneaky, Dirty minded, Dominant, Teasing, Strong sense of dark
humor
Sexuality: Bi (strong female preferance)
Form: She has both a feral and anthro form
height: 5'5"
Occupation: Thief
Ref:https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9557382/
Short bio: Alli is a quick and flexible thief, often long before you even realize you were robbed. She has a dark sense of humor and can be quite perverted.


Name: Fay Dawnfire
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Species: Bunny/Pony/Goat hybrid
Personality: Shy, Intellectual, Kind, Submissive
Sexuality: Lesbian
Form: Anthro
Height: 5'
Occupation: Mage
Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9941085/
Special abilities: The patterns on her are the source of her magic. She can use this magic to sense the world around her.
Short bio: Fay Dawnfire got her magical abilities on her 15th birthday when she woke up blind and magical glowing patterns on her. She is extremely shy and a quick learner who works hard.

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Minor Characters
These characters will mainly be used for stories or other stuff

Name: Prince
Age: 9 months
Gender: Male
Species: Wolf/Squirrel Hybrid
Personality: Curious, Playful, Loyal
Sexuality: Dude really? He is mainly a wolf! Dog's fuck eeeeeevery thing.
Form: Feral
Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10170291/
Special abilities: His antennae glow in the dark :3
Short bio:Prince is a baby wolf/squirrel hybrid. His antenna glow in the dark. He is highly curious about things often leading him into all sorts of trouble. He is also very playful :3


Name: Love
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Species: Turkish Angora (Cat)
Personality: Outgoing, Blunt, Caring
Sexuality: Lesbian
Form: Anthro
Height: 6'
Occupation: Nurse
Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10170122/
Short bio: Love is a tall Turkish Angora. She works as a nurse and enjoys helping people. She often designates herself as the personal nurse of her friends.

Name: Dj Demonic
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Species: Sergal
Personality: Energetic, Creative, Outgoing, Sassy
Sexuality: Pan
Form: ALL SERGALS ARE ANTHRO
Height:7'
Occupation: Making ears orgasm! (DJ)
Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/10046970/
Short bio: Dj Demonic is a tall sergal with big tits and a love for music. She is your raver's dream ;3


Name: Kay
Age: 10
Gender: genderless
Species: Bai'n Kai
Personality: Aloof, Playful
Sexuality: Pan
Form: Anthro
Height: 4'
Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9935138/
Short bio: WIP


Name: Artemis
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Species: Pony
Personality: Mischievous, Agressive
Sexuality: Every one is my bitch
Form: MLP
Height: Taller then the average MLP pony
Occupation: Dominating my bitches
Ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9708270/
Short bio: YOU ARE ALL MY BITCHES. SEE THESE WINGS? THEY ARE SO I CAN FLY AND CATCH YOU WHEN YOU RUN!


Name: Kyomi Vincent
ref: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9773636/
This is how Lilith use to look.
STATUS: retired except for the occasional photo