Commissions Open!!!
Posted 13 years agoHey all!
Finally getting myself out there and opening myself up for commissions!
Commissions right now will be pretty cheap since I'm still in some experimenting processes and such, and of course will vary depending on what you'd like.
Digital art, traditional, you name it, I'll do it!
...aside from more smut related things. I don't do nudes or sexual/overtly fetish related images...but other than that, anything is free game!
So, price ranges!
Digital art: $5-$10 (icon, bust, full body, doesn't matter)
Badges: $10 (depending on how I can work it out, I'd be willing to mail badges out. I'd have to figure out how much that would be and how much lanyards would cost...and where to get them...so it MAY be $15. I'll have to get back to you on that)
Traditional art (monochrome): $10
Traditional art (colored): $15
!!!Would be willing to mail the original traditional piece to you if you were interested in that to put on your wall or something. Just tell me if that's something you'd want!!!
I think that's about it for now. Playing with possibly commissioning ears if I can futz around with making them more and make better quality ones, but for the time being that's off the table
So yeah, hit me up if you want to commission me!
ALSO!!!
is also doing commissions. AMAZING artist and really good friend of mine, so yeah...hit him up! Highly recommend him!
Finally getting myself out there and opening myself up for commissions!
Commissions right now will be pretty cheap since I'm still in some experimenting processes and such, and of course will vary depending on what you'd like.
Digital art, traditional, you name it, I'll do it!
...aside from more smut related things. I don't do nudes or sexual/overtly fetish related images...but other than that, anything is free game!
So, price ranges!
Digital art: $5-$10 (icon, bust, full body, doesn't matter)
Badges: $10 (depending on how I can work it out, I'd be willing to mail badges out. I'd have to figure out how much that would be and how much lanyards would cost...and where to get them...so it MAY be $15. I'll have to get back to you on that)
Traditional art (monochrome): $10
Traditional art (colored): $15
!!!Would be willing to mail the original traditional piece to you if you were interested in that to put on your wall or something. Just tell me if that's something you'd want!!!
I think that's about it for now. Playing with possibly commissioning ears if I can futz around with making them more and make better quality ones, but for the time being that's off the table
So yeah, hit me up if you want to commission me!
ALSO!!!

Struggles and Other Random Dribble
Posted 13 years agoThings have been very difficult lately, and that's a good part of why there haven't been a whole lot of posts, and hardly any talking out of me. It's just...it's been really damn hard dealing witht he personal shit I've been dealing with, and trying to keep things stable in my life. Turns out things just didn't want to stay stable and everything pretty much just fell the fuck apart and there was nothing I could do about it.
No longer in a relationship.
No longer physicially healthy.
No longer mentally healthy.
I think I can safely say I've probably hit rock bottom...but that's good right? There's nowhere but up...or so I hope. I'm trying to think positive, but it just seems so impossible...I'm not sure I can actually do it, but I can definitely say I'm trying...I'm trying my absolute hardest...
I'm going to try submitting pictures more often, the work I'm doing in regards to getting towards having a partial fursuit goes (right now I've basically started from square one with crafting...have a pair of ears made now that I'm actually happy with that I'll post a picture of when I get back to campus. Will start working on my tail when I get back).
I hope to start getting commissions and art requests started, so anyone who's interested in giving me an art request I'm willing to draw it. Want to see who all if ANYONE would be interested in getting commissions and art from me.
So yeah...I guess that's uh...just sums up what I wanted to say. Got a lot of shit going on, hoping for things to start getting better...because man if it doesn't...I don't even know...
It's officially Thanksgiving break...going to enjoy the break with my family and going to take this time to take care of myself...
No longer in a relationship.
No longer physicially healthy.
No longer mentally healthy.
I think I can safely say I've probably hit rock bottom...but that's good right? There's nowhere but up...or so I hope. I'm trying to think positive, but it just seems so impossible...I'm not sure I can actually do it, but I can definitely say I'm trying...I'm trying my absolute hardest...
I'm going to try submitting pictures more often, the work I'm doing in regards to getting towards having a partial fursuit goes (right now I've basically started from square one with crafting...have a pair of ears made now that I'm actually happy with that I'll post a picture of when I get back to campus. Will start working on my tail when I get back).
I hope to start getting commissions and art requests started, so anyone who's interested in giving me an art request I'm willing to draw it. Want to see who all if ANYONE would be interested in getting commissions and art from me.
So yeah...I guess that's uh...just sums up what I wanted to say. Got a lot of shit going on, hoping for things to start getting better...because man if it doesn't...I don't even know...
It's officially Thanksgiving break...going to enjoy the break with my family and going to take this time to take care of myself...
A Partial in the Making and Possible Future Commissioning!
Posted 13 years agoHey guys! Phew...this semester has been busy busy busy, especially the past week or so!
Got myself a nasty upper respiratory infection that had me out of commission for longer than I had hoped and it got me a bit behind in my school work, and being a nurse that doesn't fly well (I honestly STILL think missing clinical is more important than getting the patients sick but...whatever...)
Despite all of the hectic craziness, things have been going REALLY well!
Been practicing for my back up dance position in ECUs Drag Show which is tomorrow, so I have dress rehearsal tonight. It's going to be SO FIERCE AND AMAZIIIING! (We've all practiced our asses off and I know Rogue is going to be stunning)
But before that on Monday I have clinical, which'll be interesting since I dyed my hair XD The front of it is a striking blonde now, and I'm not sure how my clinical instructor will handle that. I HOPE she'll just get the fuck over it, but I really haven't a clue. They're so unpredictable...honestly so many of the other students look so unnatural in the fact they tan like mad (and look like carrots), bleach their hair, and cake on make-up that it really shouldn't be an issue. But my instructors LOVE to single me out because I'm differen't...oh well. If they wanna fight me, go ahead. I'll just prove I'm just as good a nurse as any of those other girls who are supposedly better than me because they have 'the nurse look' (whatever the hell that is)
I also have this important assignment to do while I'm getting ready for the Drag Show and blah...just busy busy, that's what tomorrow will be
LETS HOPE THE CAFFEINE AND ADRENALINE KEEP ME ALIVE!
On a bit of a better note, I started making my partial! I started constructing the base of the head yesterday, and hope to have the base finished some time this week (time pending because of a lot of studying that needs to get done)
I ordered the fur I'll be needing and it should be here this week or next week
I started making my tail (a yarn tail to be exact. I really hope it starts coming out good. Haven't really started it so I don't know how it'll work out quite yet XD)
I have all of the materials...but I won't rush this. I can't if I want it to look as marvelous as I hope it to look! Only thing I really gotta work out is how I wanna get the eyes made, but I'll keep doing my research
Oh yeah, on to the commissions part
I'm really interested in starting to do art commissions. Nothing super fancy obviously since my talent isn't like, the most stunning thing in the world, but you request it and I will DEFINITELY give it my all. hell, maybe giving me a challenge will help better my talent and surprise you!
But I'm not sure if anyone would be interested. So I guess I'll just put it out there and see if I get any requests
The pricing will be pretty cheap right now since I'm new at commissioning and since I'm not super skilled, so take advantage of that while you can
And who knows, if I find I'm good at crafting, maybe I'll start commissioning other things, such as yarn tails or ears or something...but that's to ponder at a later time
Well...guess I'll stop yammering. This hyena has some cleaning and studying to do before he just doesn't do shit for the rest of the evening XD
Got myself a nasty upper respiratory infection that had me out of commission for longer than I had hoped and it got me a bit behind in my school work, and being a nurse that doesn't fly well (I honestly STILL think missing clinical is more important than getting the patients sick but...whatever...)
Despite all of the hectic craziness, things have been going REALLY well!
Been practicing for my back up dance position in ECUs Drag Show which is tomorrow, so I have dress rehearsal tonight. It's going to be SO FIERCE AND AMAZIIIING! (We've all practiced our asses off and I know Rogue is going to be stunning)
But before that on Monday I have clinical, which'll be interesting since I dyed my hair XD The front of it is a striking blonde now, and I'm not sure how my clinical instructor will handle that. I HOPE she'll just get the fuck over it, but I really haven't a clue. They're so unpredictable...honestly so many of the other students look so unnatural in the fact they tan like mad (and look like carrots), bleach their hair, and cake on make-up that it really shouldn't be an issue. But my instructors LOVE to single me out because I'm differen't...oh well. If they wanna fight me, go ahead. I'll just prove I'm just as good a nurse as any of those other girls who are supposedly better than me because they have 'the nurse look' (whatever the hell that is)
I also have this important assignment to do while I'm getting ready for the Drag Show and blah...just busy busy, that's what tomorrow will be
LETS HOPE THE CAFFEINE AND ADRENALINE KEEP ME ALIVE!
On a bit of a better note, I started making my partial! I started constructing the base of the head yesterday, and hope to have the base finished some time this week (time pending because of a lot of studying that needs to get done)
I ordered the fur I'll be needing and it should be here this week or next week
I started making my tail (a yarn tail to be exact. I really hope it starts coming out good. Haven't really started it so I don't know how it'll work out quite yet XD)
I have all of the materials...but I won't rush this. I can't if I want it to look as marvelous as I hope it to look! Only thing I really gotta work out is how I wanna get the eyes made, but I'll keep doing my research
Oh yeah, on to the commissions part
I'm really interested in starting to do art commissions. Nothing super fancy obviously since my talent isn't like, the most stunning thing in the world, but you request it and I will DEFINITELY give it my all. hell, maybe giving me a challenge will help better my talent and surprise you!
But I'm not sure if anyone would be interested. So I guess I'll just put it out there and see if I get any requests
The pricing will be pretty cheap right now since I'm new at commissioning and since I'm not super skilled, so take advantage of that while you can
And who knows, if I find I'm good at crafting, maybe I'll start commissioning other things, such as yarn tails or ears or something...but that's to ponder at a later time
Well...guess I'll stop yammering. This hyena has some cleaning and studying to do before he just doesn't do shit for the rest of the evening XD
UPDATE! (General Life Shit)
Posted 13 years agoOk so like...sorry about being so absent. I started university and I've been worried about getting my work done, and worried about actually getting shit done and blah blah blah...and well yeah...been socializing too so that I could meet people and...yeah...
BUT GOOD NEWS!
Met another furry on campus, and he's AMAZING1 Been spending a lot of time with him and its been great
I also have one glove done, ears and a tail, and almost have a foot paw done for my partial fursuit! I hope to have my other glove and boot done soon, and then start working on getting materials so that I can work on a head piece, which I'm so adamant about doing
Hopefully I'll start posting more art and shit soon as I learn better balance and how to properly study and such...finding a good method of stufy for these classes has been so hard since they're so much different than the classes I'm used to...like fuck...
So yeah...trying to learn balance and get things sorted...but I definitely hope to be around a lot more...
BUT GOOD NEWS!
Met another furry on campus, and he's AMAZING1 Been spending a lot of time with him and its been great
I also have one glove done, ears and a tail, and almost have a foot paw done for my partial fursuit! I hope to have my other glove and boot done soon, and then start working on getting materials so that I can work on a head piece, which I'm so adamant about doing
Hopefully I'll start posting more art and shit soon as I learn better balance and how to properly study and such...finding a good method of stufy for these classes has been so hard since they're so much different than the classes I'm used to...like fuck...
So yeah...trying to learn balance and get things sorted...but I definitely hope to be around a lot more...
Discovering Me
Posted 13 years agoI've always had an animal side, but that's a side I always tried to ignore. I would shut it down. I would hush it out. Why couldn't I just be NORMAL I thought? I wanted to be normal as society dictated. My mom taught me that being normal, living to expectations...that was a good thing...but for me, that's NOT a good thing
Fact of the matter is, I'm not normal, and to try and cater to societies 'expectations' would mean to give up things that make me truly happy
The greatest times I had as a child was scampering around as an animal. I would play as a Pokemon, as any animal I adored, and that, THAT is what made me happy. I had so much fun, surrounded myself with stuffed animals that were my 'children', used a blanket as a tail...but as I got older, I had to push that away
But now, I'm letting the animal back out. I'm letting her frolick and run free, and be who she really is. Xsania does NOT like to be ignored, and I'll ignore her no more. I'm going to embrace her, and bring her in as more of a part of my life. She is me, and I am her, and though not everyone can accept or understand, there are people out there who will, and those people will be my support and mean the world to me
I'm very new to all of this in being I guess 'out' as a furry to myself, but a part of me...knew all along
So I can't wait to explore more of myself, to explore more with others...to enjoy all there is to enjoy in this wonderful new life I've had opened up to me
Fact of the matter is, I'm not normal, and to try and cater to societies 'expectations' would mean to give up things that make me truly happy
The greatest times I had as a child was scampering around as an animal. I would play as a Pokemon, as any animal I adored, and that, THAT is what made me happy. I had so much fun, surrounded myself with stuffed animals that were my 'children', used a blanket as a tail...but as I got older, I had to push that away
But now, I'm letting the animal back out. I'm letting her frolick and run free, and be who she really is. Xsania does NOT like to be ignored, and I'll ignore her no more. I'm going to embrace her, and bring her in as more of a part of my life. She is me, and I am her, and though not everyone can accept or understand, there are people out there who will, and those people will be my support and mean the world to me
I'm very new to all of this in being I guess 'out' as a furry to myself, but a part of me...knew all along
So I can't wait to explore more of myself, to explore more with others...to enjoy all there is to enjoy in this wonderful new life I've had opened up to me