Okay this is a different job to that of a normal commission.

As previous journals I have made a twitch and I want to make it a little more personal, more "me" from the basic artwork I used that I paid about 30 dollars for.

Main thing is the following:

Need someone to edit the some artwork for me to add some text like "stream starting soon" as well as my discord and YouTube channel listed in a way that looks presentable.
(https://imgur.com/a/w5aEBe7)

I also have some like tabs which show below my channel for things like "rules" "information" "contact info" "donate" and such, I want some cute pictures with the text in there that adds that cute "me" feeling to my page and away from the random red image I have currently.
(https://imgur.com/a/WbpQYc8)

I am very happy to pay for all this!


Cheers,
Lillian

I have been streaming to twitch for a good two months now and honestly Lillian means the absolute world to me. As a result I want to transform her into something that I can embed into my stream in the form of an avatar that you can interact with to some degree?

Mostly I am looking for some advice, maybe someone knows a decent artist for feral/cartoony and maybe some advice on ways in which I can allow people to interact with her, maybe have her bark or dance on the corner of the screen when someone clicks a button or types a command?

I realise this may actually cost quite a lot and I am more than happy to pay for something that I am after.

Thank you very much for looking and any advice is appreciated <3

Lillian

Hey all,

I kinda found myself something that I can kind of stick with. My issues have been struggling to stick with anything, playing games for 5 minutes to only close it, then generally sit here for hours on end without knowing what I actually want to do.

For this reason I decided to do a little twitch streaming, long term want to get a little fanbase I can talk to, spend time with and do what I enjoy which is gaming. It allows me to stick to a game better and it allows for people to suggest other games to play too~

My link: https://www.twitch.tv/lillianwinters (Though keep in mind, physically I am male, if you didn't know already!)

I have been playing:

-Dota 2
-Path of Exile
-Last Epoch
-God of War

As always any support is always greatly appreciated, I am happy to meet new people and make new friends!

Regards,
Lillian

About a year ago I made a journal stating that I had deleted a lot of telegram chats and people and I guess I felt forced to do the same again.

I always enjoy making connections to others considering I see myself as someone sentimental, I keep friendships for years for as long as I can hold onto them, the recent one being around 7 years. They stopped responded for a few weeks, then apologised and said life had gotten busy, 2 days later they didn't reply for a month again and eventually just deleted me. Often I get new people that make an effort initially, they seem nice, we get on well, then they kinda just disappear... or people that don't talk to me for a year unless I post a piece of art they really like, often feeling like I am not particularly wanted around. Some friends I get to hear from daily, once a week, thewn its once a month, eventually its never, or I get one word replies when I message them, which gives me the feeling they would rather not hear from me. I sit here clinging, hoping that its just a little phase and things will improve, but then I look over my telegram/discord chats to close friends who have not messaged me in years and I just wonder... why bother, why try and make friends, I used to be such a cuddly person, wanting to be around others as much as possible, I am slowly moulding into someone I don't want to be.. someone cold, that doesn't care, doesn't want affection, relationships or anything for that matter.

I keep trying to make new friends, to find new people I get on well with, but nothing ever seems to stick, I go from getting on well with people, to feeling like I have committed a sin in their eyes and most of the time I am clueless to what I have done. Sometimes its obvious, I have had watchers take interest, only to delete me after gifted art, or sometimes I had people who deleted me because I didn't get art quick enough. Some have decided they wanted to focus on art/stories, deeming the friendship pointles and blocking me on the spot as a result.

With this I often get a sense that I need to move on from people but sometimes its a little hard to do, I like making friends and I like keeping them.

I guess in essence I am just becoming, extremely broken and distant to people, I cannot keep trying to build friendships, just to see them implode before my eyes, to chase friendships and relationships, just to feel like I wasted my time, like I was not wanted, I guess, deep down I just want to feel loved and wanted, but at this point it feels like something that will always be out of my reach...

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44908391/

Check here, after a kitty/doggo to fill the slot

Afternoon all,

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/brevisart/

I am thinking of getting a NSFW piece off this artist with the following style: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39766315/

Anyone have any suggestions or ideas for a pose that they would love to see with Lillian? Feel free to share pictures and such with your idea!

Feel free to follow the link and fill in the form. My "top kinks" do not need to be followed, but they are some of the things that I enjoy.

These will not be random, but chosen by both me and Lustylamb!

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....TWHgA/viewform

These will be completed by the lovely  lustylamb

I know this year has been a rough one for a lot of people.

I have had a mixed basket. Met some really nice people and had some tough times too.

Heres to hoping next year will be better for everyone!

I have been a patreon of  lustylamb for quite some time, as a result I have managed to accumulate a fair few hours of steam time that I wished to use and have decided to... give away as such.

Below is a form for people to fill in and over the coming weeks/months ill message people and pick some of the ideas out, get them brought to life!

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....TWHgA/viewform

I am looking for an artist to draw my male feral dragon Oryn.

it involves oviposition and male pregnancy, maybe male breeding.

Anyone that does this or can direct me to some artists that would cover this?

I don't mind too much about the costs!


Any help is much appreciated!

I think it is getting close to me taking a break from being a furry and the fandom.

I have been around for around 14 years now, I have had a lot of good times, but more so recently I have been through a lot of shit. I feel often that I trust the wrong people, that I try to care and be there for people to be used and dropped when it suits them. Unfortunately this last month has been one hell of a negative experience for me.

I won't cancel on any artists and will get completed the ones that I already paid for, or planned out, but after that I think I am done for a while.

I have to say up front that I really enjoyed this, there were so many interesting characters as well as interesting ideas. Due to that and me being in a good mood, I have selected some pieces that ended up costing me a little bit more than the 200$ I have planned.

On top of that, I do have plans to maybe use more of the ideas in the future if I find an artist I think would be suitable for the piece, so do not feel bad!

Hopefully the winners are happy with this choice and will have as much fun with the finished piece as I will :3

I will try and note all of you tonight, otherwise feel free to poke me on telegram @ lillianwinters

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Winners:

1)  iiPaw  Koryn  Kovu_Wolfszahn for a piece from  Luca

This piece will involve both Ina and Oryn in a "double trouble" scenario, something involving them dominating several people, the rest of the slots likely being sold in an auction format, so watch out for this around July 20th on the artist's page!

2)  Caelthar for a piece from  darkarlett

I need to confirm this still with Darkesh, they chose that they wished to draw you and dradmon also gave you a bonus point due to liking him as an artist. It seems like Igni will be lucky enough to have both the twins Ina and Oryn tied down to the ground to use and abuse!

3)  Crytrauv With a piece from  yiffy1234

This will involve a breeding session with Ina. I need to speak to you about this as I was thinking of possibly involing Lillian too, one being bred and the other already dripping on the ground after a rough session! :3

4)  Siranor for a piece from  theroguez

I have shown the artist your idea, they are more than happy to draw the piece and one I look forward to, Oryn really does not get enough love by a long shot!

5)  Nulkurrak and not sure on the artist yet

I had a friend help me with choosing which piece to take, they really loved your ideas, I am especially fond of the femdom idea. Ina would not turn down the chance to play with Verenar or Nulkurrak as she seems very fond of them both. I have sent a note to Drerika but more than happy to discuss other artists/ideas with you!

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I will be straight up and say I have no idea who I am going to use as an artist for this currently, it entirely depends on the idea really! But I am looking to spend like 100-200$ on a few pieces with the ideas/characters that I like, so feel free to try your luck!

Please fill in the information below and best of luck to you all. Also if anyone feels like posting a journal to others for this feel free, the more the merrier!


Information
Your character ref: (picture or ref sheet)
Your Idea:
Which character of mine:
SFW/NSFW:
Artist in mind: (Not needed but if you have a good artist in mind, please add it here)

Can involve Oryn/Ina my dragonlion twins or my wolfbear Lillian, only thing I ask that you are a watcher!

I am a patreon for http://www.furaffinity.net/user/yellowcoyote/

I am due another idea and I am not sure what I want. Or who's character so please leave the following information and I shall pick someone with an idea I like


Information
Your character ref: (picture or ref sheet)
Your Idea:
Which character of mine:
SFW/NSFW:

Can involve Oryn/Ina my dragonlion twins or my wolfbear Lillian

I have been wanting to start forming my own sticker pack for Lillian my wolfbear for quite some time now.

I am after anything from 10-20 stickers, with a mixture of sfw and nsfw, however I am not sure of any artists that I could use, or I am totally not thinking correctly.

Can any of my followers perhaps direct me to some artists you think might be good for me?

Much thanks in advance!

Would just like to say thank you to all my watchers for sticking by me this year.

Hopefully everyone had a good year and will have another next year!

I also hope to post a ton of art next year too to keep you all happy :3

*does crocodile hunter impression* Look at this! It's a Wolfbear! o3o she's a very dangerous creature, very vicious and can kill a man within seconds with her strong swiping claws and powerful jaws. I better not get too close, or else I may be infringing on her turf and I'll be a goner.... I'm a touch her! O3O *pokes*


So in all watch out when wolfbears about!

A friend of mine is having some money troubles due to some subscriptions when they looked for housing in Denmark that didnt get cancelled, due to this they are in debt by £150 (180$)

If anyone needs any sketches colouring in at 5$ a character then you should follow the link below, they have done two for me already and done an amazing job at it <3

(If you do decide to note them, just tell them you found it from my journal so I know its helping out!)


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21709559/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21709559/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21709559/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21709559/

Wanted to say a big thank you to the 401 people that are currently watching, unfortunately I wont be holding a raffle for it, but maybe once I hit the 500 mark I will be making another one

I Also currently have about 13 pieces of art that I need to be uploading just not had the chance, also been a little too depressed with losing friends a lot recently though some you may have seen on the artist's pages!

Had some of you even add me on skype or note me which is pleasant when it happens, sometimes nice to have a little chat

Anyway thank you again guys

Lillian and Ina~

I would firstly like to thank everyone for their watch and also their interest in the raffle, I was really surprised that so many people were interested in being with my character!

I would also like to add that people at any point can feel free to note me and discuss splitting a commission, it would be really awesome and id love to! :3

The numbers drawn were 3-30-42, I picked 3 people as I got so much interest <3

http://imgur.com/a/mhGCX

Congratulations to

 Penumbra.Loran

 Menzo

 bladeeater

I shall be contacting all 3 tonight just to confirm details and discuss anything that needed to be done, again a massive thanks to everyone that had a go and look out for when I hit 500! :3

Hey there guys and girls, welcome to my first raffle as a thank you for almost hitting 250 watches!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18702477/ - Win something similar to this with me!

(if I hit 275 watches by the Sunday I may upgrade this to 2 pictures for 2 lucky watchers)

As a thank you I am offering a free piece of art in the form of a raffle, I just need you to fill in the following details below and you shall be given a number.

By Sunday time I shall pick out the winner and send on the details of the winners choice on what they wanted with the pic as well as the references to the artist and a copy of the final piece is yours to keep once it is done.

Only requirement I ask of this is that you have me watched and feel free to tell your friends about the opportunity if you do so wish!

I also ask that you please have some form of reference to your character in terms of another picture if that is okay!

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Raffle form:
Reference to the character(male or female):
Idea for your character with mine(sfw or nsfw):

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(keep in mind this is the character I am using: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18055964/ )

Good luck to anyone that participates and I look forward to seeing the art finished at the end :3

I find it so weird how people can act like your friend when it suits them but then they are quick to make assumptions about you and quick to move on out of anger instead of taking a night to cool themselves down and talk about it in a civilised manner, some people just cant seem to grasp that concept

Anyone else seem to have that issue with people changing overnight and deleting you without a cause?

I have been considering once I hit 500 watches (which is still 300 away) to offer a free commission to someone with my character as in.. the person that is chosen I will add into my next piece of art at full cost of my own.

I would likely do this like most of the others ones I see go, give everyone a number which posts in a journal I have and pick the winner by randomly rolling between those numbers.
any thoughts on this?

Hey there everyone that has me watched, I have been thinking about a second set of poses to get from Santanni next month around the middle of December and I am not sure what to really go for so was hoping maybe some of you could help?

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18416302/ is the first set of poses!

You can add any ideas using items such as toys and other things you may think of but not really anymore than 1 character (Lillian) unless its a good idea

All ideas are much appreciated and may appear next month so make sure you love what you suggest :3

Dont really know what to say this is likely gonna be a lot shorter than the previous one just some things came to mind thought I would talk about them as it usually does help me out. In the last few weeks I have made a few friends and some really nice people out there.

What a lot of people don't seem to realise is quite often than not use my fursona to hide a lot of who I really am, I have had a lot of people hurt me past, present and even likely in the future so I stay hidden. When I become more and more comfortable with a person I start to come out of my shell, I open up, tell them things about me that they didn't know and so many times than not those "assumingly" nice people just delete you out of nowhere, calling you a liar...telling you how much of an asshole you are for not being truthful about everything from day 1. Just wish people could sit down and.. you know think about it a little bit and understand that I hurt and maybe comfort me.. understand why I am like that and continue to build the friendship instead of jumping away and disappearing at the first chance that they get.

I really am not a bad person once you get to know me.. if you even try to get to know me truly.