Dear Watchers,
So I know some people wont see this or will probably pass it on by. I know I've been absent on FA, and I just wanted to point out. I'm not dead, RL just got in the way and well I really wanted to save up for a car.... I got my car!!! lol Only took me forever. I'll be around seeing how all my favorite artist are doing. You'll see some small art, but not as much unless I get a nice bonus here and there. lol

Dearly Lilli

P.S.
I dont bite guys you can talk with me ;).... well I do enjoy nibbling

Okay I know I'm really bad with find characters I REALLY LIKE, and then getting art done up of them....well I'm putting my foot down on some of the characters I have lying around that I don't have much if any art done up of them...and maybe I'll break down and clear out some oldies SOMEDAY, but for now I'm gonna put these guys of for Re-sale.

I only plan to leave this journal up till I find homes for these guys, and don't worry I'm not gonna spam anyone with "BUY THESE YOU KNOW YOU WANT THEM" journals every other day so take a look if you like them please contact me in a note.

I will only take payment via Paypal, AND I can do payments if you really wish to own the character.

$30 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8639766/ - Artist  mingchee "Comes with Anthro Base Male and Female"

$30 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8639780/ - Artist  mingchee "Comes with Antrho Base Male and Female"

$15 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8639604/ - Artist  alishka

$15 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10941296/ - Artist  raptorslut

$15 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10941281/ - Artist  raptorslut

$30 - $40 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11625120/ - Artist  noxidium &  peppermintkitten Comes with one additional piece of art

$12 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8225207/ - Artist  tofu93 This adoptable has a few rules please ask them when wanting to adopt.

Natural Hair Color:
[X] Brown - $10.00
[ ] Blonde - $7.50
[ ] Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ] Other - $5.00

$ 10.00

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $5.00
[ ] Green - $10.00
[X] Blue - $15.00
[] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50

$ 25.00

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[X] Under 5′4 - $9.50

$ 34.50

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[ ] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[X] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[ ] 0 to 18 - $10.00

$ 39.50

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[x] First Born - $32.00
[ ] Only Child - $25.00
[ ] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[ ] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50

$ 71.50

Drink?
[ ] I did like once - $40.00
[ ] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[x] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[ ] No - $60.00

$ 93.00

Vision?
[X] perfect vision $40.00
[ ] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[ ] Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[ ] Surgical correction -$10.00

$ 133.00

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $30.00
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[ ] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[X] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[ ] Under 7- $45.00

$ 183.00

Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[ ] Red - $60.00
[ ] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[ ] Purple - $22.50
[X] White - $40.00
[X] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[ ] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[ ] Other - $50.00

$ 258.00

Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[ ] a-f - $5.00
[ ] g-k - $17.50
[X] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.0

$ 288.00

Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[ ] white - $11.00
[X] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[ ] blue - $22.00
[ ] other - $35.00

$ 321.00

First letter of the person you last talked to

[ ] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[X] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[ ] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00

$ 326.00

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[ ]Nope- $100.00
[X] some- $75.00

Total: $ 401.00

Re-Post as "I Cost $_________ a Night"

I really am sorry for the in box spam, but I really do have alot of art to post of my characters that I have sadly been lacking to upload!

I'm sorry just excuse me while I empty of this darn folder!

What is the meaning of love really? I looked it up today out of curiosity, and of course the common knowledge source was wikipedia, go figure. Do you know what they said a bunch of scientific answers was the only reply you got out of it. Now I'm a girl who loves facts, and when I talk I like to be listen to, but sometimes when I really want to be listen to I don't speak so much as to a group, but to the person I care about most.

Love is unselfish, loyalty, compassion, kindness, and affection for that one special person in all the world. It can mean friends, family, and partners who you care deeply for wishing that no harm ever come to them. It is lust, passion, desire, and devotion toward things you can not help to feel when you need something most to hold onto. Most of all friendship that can reach through time, and space when your scream out even when your lips won't move. To have that special someone who makes the world stop for you when everything else is spinning. It is respect for those you care most about, and know will be there if you ever need them.

I've never been good with words or letting my feelings known when I want to express them the most, but feeling like this sucks when it isn't returned back. I learned awhile back it's not worth loving someone if they can't return your feelings back. It's hopeless, and depressing to keep thinking that it will change if you show them how much they mean to you. If you're ever in a situation where you're asking yourself "Is it even worth it anymore." the best answer is what lies in your heart and mind. If the two can't agree then listen to that deeper whisper inside yourself, and listen to what it has to say.

I'm not the expert on love nor will I claim to have a full knowledge, and understanding of it. Yet, what is love? It is the question that can only be answered by the person who seeks the knowledge, and meaning behind it. I think when you give up on love is when the right kind hits you like a freight train, and leaves you breathless. It's like a melody that plays in your mind, and heart matching the same tone in the others. When it's this kind of love never let it go, never question it, never waver from it, never give up hope on it, and never ignore it.

My heart beats faster, and slows down all in the same moment when your around. Tears fall thinking of how much you mean to me when I don't want to show it. You're my weakness even when you're my strength when I need it the most. I've never felt this way about anyone and it scares me to death to think of losing you or it. I want to see your smile just as much as I want to hear your laugh. I want to hold your hand in public just as much as I want to kiss you in private. I want to talk to you about my day just as much as I want to sit in silence with you. When my days are busy and it doesn't seem like I have the time I want to talk with you. When I think I'm being too silly or romantic is when I need you the most to hold me. I sit here waiting not a doubt in my heart that you're finally the one I've been looking for, and praying that you feel the same.

If you ever felt like you needed to get this out or share your feelings. Don't be ashamed of them. Don't let them fester inside yourself. Don't let them get away before it's too late to tell them. If you can think of a million reason's not to then listen to that one reason to. Pass this on...

I just happened to be looking on my Watched and Artist list. I have like 225 watchers O_O and like 181 artist I watch Lol. I guess I just want to say hi ^_^ Only becuase I know I don't thank people for watches anymore. Not on purpose I just lose track of what I click and remove :> Thank you all for the Favorites and watches by the way.

Recent projects update:

 Lillianwolf will have upcoming adoptables posted in I want to say the beginning of September. I should have a big batch done up since I finished the first batch today. I'm not open for commission, because I don't think my art is good enough yet, but if I poke you for your character don't be surpised I need to practice somehow and what better way than free arts. ^^

I recently commissioned some new art because I fell inlove with a new species called Stareaters. Anyways be on the look out for some bust by a another favorite artist I enjoy getting a chance to snag art from.

I'm also on the look out for an artist I can get some smutt*Smexy* drawing from. So if you guys know of any good artist out there that are open give me aheads up I'd like to know. (I don't commission smutt smutt and I kinda want to so yeah help a girl out!)

I found something here that makes me melt and think that maybe I'm not so broken after all when I look up into the sky's staring at the stars and think I maybe alone yet he is always on my mind. It's my own starry destination I want to travel and it's waiting for me I just hope whatever roads I may take it always leads me to his arms.

Artwork: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8586590/

Artist:  alectorfencer

Musical: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8586580/

Vocals:  colson
Music:  foxamoore

Dedicated to that special someone <3

"We're all walking around with these glossy eyes. 'I'm just tired,' we say. But you know what? It's not true. Yes, we are tired, but it's not all from lack of sleep. We are tired of waking up with nothing to look forward to, tired of going to bed exhausted after doing a million things we find no enjoyment in doing. We're tired of this void, this emptiness that looms over us even though our days are packed. We're tired of the loneliness that presses down on us even though we're surrounded by dozens of people. So why can't we just say it? Humans are so afraid to look into each other's eyes and say, 'I am unhappy, I am broken, I am hopeless and fallible.' We've been conditioned to associate pain with weakness, sadness with coldness, loneliness with unworthiness, difference with disease, as if these feelings are contagious, as if ambivalence is something not to be felt but to be feared. Well, I say screw all of that. Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and I'm fine, thank you's. Screw the fear of crying in a public place, screw the fake chipper voice, screw the lies we spit out to cover up our problems. We are humans. We are meant to feel. To feel everything and to feel it all openly. We are not metal—we are flesh and bone. Our boiled blood courses through our cold, clammy hands. We are intricate and beautiful and we should never hide our human parts, because if we do, then what's left to show?"

Copied from a Friend  VindictiivesPet
Journal here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3714215/

She posted this in a journal today, and I feel like passing on the knowledge. For my own personal reasons this journal fits me somedays.