I'm saving up for an anime con come june, and I really need to start saving bc the cost are rediculous. I don't have extra funds so the only way I am paying for it is through my commissionwork! SO I Am open for commissions! Im going to be making up some YCH's too, but this is just me reaching out to see who is interested maybe!

IM pretty cheaply priced, so I Mean if you have any coins to spare keep me in mind ;-;

7.50 for a cell shaded chibi (( 5 for just flat color )) -- ((NSFW)) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21157431/ ((SFW)) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20180277/

15 for a fullbody flat color (( + 5 for cell shading)) --- ((NSFW)) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20152217/ ((SFW)) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17744906/

i do ref sheets too! Feel free to ask about those! ---- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20070587/




Qeue:
 shadesfox Full commission - Paid




ALSO still have adopts.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20974996/

These two lovely girls are for sale still!

Price dropping them both by - 5.00 of their listed price!

Also offering the customs still as well!

$15.00 for a custom ;)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20974996/

These two lovely girls are for sale still!

Price dropping them both by - 5.00 of thier listed price!

Also offering the customs still as well!

$15.00 for a custom ;)

Mama is having a hard week ;-; we need monies for my greedy animals and their need to eat, as well as for us humans but lol

I got to lovely, sexually curious ladies that I think would be fun to put in a 3 some scene.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21157431/ these two gals

I wanna do up a ych but that's a lot of work for something people may or may not buy. SO, was wondering if people would want to be a part of it? If I get at least SOME interest then ill go ahead and do it, otherwise, nahhh.

I finally got myself s team so I can play.... this game is on a whole nother level, I can't even.
I've loooved the fanart even before I saw the game, actually it spoiled a bit of the game for me but it was still worth playing. Like majorly.
I totally ship sans x frisk, have long before I even played. In the game they really don't seem to be on that level, but just visually I love them together

* don't hate my ship*

Expect fanart from me soon >_>; I've already doodled up my rendition of frisk (( nothing super original mind u i mean it still looks like frisk just changed her outfit a bit and made her less kid like bc... no Bueno XD ))

Qeue:
 shadesfox ref sheet ((paid))
 xizana celosia pinup ((unpaid/trade.... we should figure out which soon lol))

I wann RP guyssss, got struck with anotha idea at work tonight! hehe

Its gonna be a supernatural type rpg, monsters, ghosts, etc. The main theme is a poor excuse of a mother is getting her daughter for summer visitation, the daughter is the main character. The mother has a boyfriend, recent enough to have never met her daughter, and by all appearance far too young to be with someone her age (( like shes a cougar to him, but he is a cradle robber to the main character as well, so fun things like that lol)). The main male is actually a monster, and quite the horrible being, but is very good at pretending to be human.

The main female is able to see ghosts and demons, so she's able to see him for what he is the moment they meet, yet she couldn't care less, and that intrigues him (( in the sense that he stalks her, wants to kill her, bone her, or steal her soul, it varies day to day)). Theres going to be LOTS of supernatural fun, blood, violence, and dark things to be had (( as well as a bit of quirky love <3))

What I'm looking for:
Someone who ENJOYS playing someone fucked up and twisted. Not afraid to get things headed in a darker direction and likes to play with mischief.
Someone who is willing to play a man/monster
It'd be cool if the monster could be in a position where they meet with new evil people daily. Cop, lawyer, warden, psychiatrist, for plot reasons.
Someone who doesn't Rush romance, and is willing to play along with the relationship with the lead females mother while still bothering the lead female (( whom does NOT enjoy his advances))

SO... I've been trying to be positive but it looks like wishful thinking isn't enough.

I went to my in laws Tuesday during a rain storm and tried to find my little kitten so I could finally take him home and get him into the vet. I waited for the rain to pass since I looked about but could only seem to find the mother. Once the rain cleared I went back out and was able to follow the mother to where she had moved her litter only to find 1 of 3 kittens remaining. I was upset but figured maybe they had been separated in the storm so I got ahold of my husband little brother that lives there and asked him to keep an eye out.

Later that day when he got home and got my message he told me awful news. That two of the kittens had been missing since that morning and that he heard dogs (( or more likely coyotes outside)). He has been looking since Tuesday for them but still no signs, so I think its time to admit that the worst has happened and I feel so guilty for not getting him sooner. I visited sunday and he was there, un my hands.... and I don't go out Monday to see him and Tuesday comes and he's gone. I am very upset by this, for several reasons....

As far as your donations go, whenever the funds return to my paypal I will refund them. Should be within the next few days but IDK if paypal transfers on the weekend. I appreciate all the help I received for the the lil guy, you are wonderful people.... and I'm sorry none of us got to see what future awaited the adorable little boy. And I feel aweful about his sibling too.... this just really blows.

Thank you all for your generosity but I was too late. Ill be deleting this journal once I've made the refunds. I wish things had ended differently but .... :c

I know I haven't posted anything recently and I apologize, my BF from Georgia came into town for a few weeks and I'm pretty much spending all the time with her I can until she leaves. I'm loving that my little girl has a playmate again (( I have a 2 yr old she has a 4 yr old and another on the way)) and
I'm living in the moment so to speak.

I will try to squeeze some art time in, but between seeing her, working, and catching up on household duties since I've been gone so much, I really don't see much getting done. I'm so sorry for taking longer then usually but please understand. I love you guys and I hope you will bare with me <3


Current Qeue:
 xizana chibi
 shadesfox full color picture
 xizana Minicomic
 shadesfox YCH
 xizana ref sheet

Thigh high Joni  shadesfox
full color picture  shadesfox
Naga ref sheet  xizana
Mini comic  xizana

Yup I'm in the mood and was struck by GENIUS last night! Though this rp is not for the faint of heart, it centers HEAVILLY around death, murder, coping with the afterlife, and many twisted, wicked people. But of course there are always opportunities for love to ignite hehe.

The main storyline revolves around my main character, known as a vulti. They are the vultures of the spirit world, they feed on the souls of humans that have recently passed. They cannot kill, or even be seen by living humans, so they have to stalk people ready to die or once they are strong enough they can create themselves a familiar that is tangible in the real world and the spirit world. There will be spirits and gods in a world were people are almost completely unaware of their existence except for the religious humans that of course worship gods and believe in them.

That's where your character comes in. Sparing the exciting and gory details, your character is murdered and when they awaken they are not only shocked to find out they are dead but ADAMENT about it not being their time and are very pushy about being given a second chance. It is this persistence that causes my character to turn yours into a familiar. As a familiar ((in the human world)) they are an animal, they cannot speak ((except to a few gifted humans who can speak to spirits )) and they are just regular old animals with no power. In the spirit world, once they accept my Vulti ((her name is Santi )) as their master, they will be a human hybrid with the animal they are among the living ((so kinda furry lol)) but more teetering on human then anthro. (( So like, human with cat ears and tail, human with wings and bird tail, human with patches of scaley skin and snake tail, horns and curly tail like chameleon, antlers and deer tail, etc.)) They can also have different hair color and such when they are dead if you wish, one that suits their animal more.

Requirements for your character.
-Unyeliding desire to become living again. SO much so they are not willing to take no for an answer, they are willing to put up with the gruesome tasks they are given (( but must have a moral center enough to not ENJOY the work, just tolerate it.)), and they must be willing to put up with my characters terrible mood swings and Cheshire like whims without quitting.
- It is up to you to fabricate WHY your character wants to become alive again. Simply not ready to die? Baby on way? Sick family? Important person at a company? Getting married soon? Single parent? Etc. Anything you can think of to give your character drive.
-Picking an animal familiar. Totally up to you, but must be realistic. I mean, you can be a bear, sure but you will put up with the consequences that bears will have walking through a city full of humans. it will be harder to do you job because NO ONE will want to approach you, and will probably try to kill you. So I'd pick something easier, things that humans don't fear as much or even enjoy ((lol but totally up to you.))
-I would prefer a larger male lead, but a taller female lead would work as well as long as she is willing to be partially lesbian (( Santi really isn't male or female, she can be whatever she wants but chooses a female body. That being said she will switch it up to pick on her familiar.))

I want only one person to RP with, I don't like have the same storyline going it just gets confusing and I like having cannon characters in my head XD.

WARNING
There will be sexual situations, bc I'm bad like that. BUT if you are uncomfortable rping things like that I am totally willing to just imply it and not rp it out. My character is a little twisted and likes to make her little pet do whatever she wants, and it can be sometimes sexual.

SO if you are interested please fill out this little form below and we will go from there! And its not an audition or anything lol, just if I ge tmultiple people interested I will decide based on what I think will help the story flow better ^_^

Name of character:
Male or Female:
Familiar species:
Reason for wanting to become human again:
Example of rp style (( could be a link or just a little snippet of how you RP)):

I almost NEVER buy art, not because I don't want to ((believe me I do)) but because once I get money in my paypal it goes straight to my bank to help my family out.

That being said, I am going to a convention in April and I'D REALLY like a badge, but would rather give someone art for one instead of buying it.

I'd do my own or even a badge trade if I had any ideas for a badge.... I'm honestly drawing a blank I just can't... maybe in time I will think of one but I don't want to be down to the wire and end up not having one because I MIGHT think of one you know?

I'd be willing to do a fullbody cell shaded image like so --> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18169957/

If your interested PLEASE comment below, maybe with an example of what you're doing badge wise?

... it pops up on your main page as one of your favorites tabs, lmao!

Don't judge me, I'm home alone a lot and hubby is tired when he gets off of work so .... a girl has needs.

But STILL.

That
Made
My
Night

:3

Anyone who knows me knows I have a HUGE heart for animals, I pick up stray kittens or sick ones and foster them all the time, they are fairly inexpensive and easy to adopt out so I don't think twice about doing it. Well, the past few week our home acquired its first puppy, I wasn't sure whether we were gonna keep it at first, but a few days proved that it might as well be ours, my daughter was in love. We kept her a secret for those few weeks until we were ready to reveal that we had adopted yet another dog, we named her Pup because that's all my daughter could say to call her over. The reason we got her in the first place was an acquaintance's mother had a litter of pit pups, they spent the majority of their short lives outside with little human interaction, and the ones that were now left were going to be taken out back and shot. Not being able to stomach it, we took one, a little girl, to give her a chance.

She was a doll, though very very scared of anyone that was not my daughter, she would hardly come when called, would run if you stood up to quickly, and hardly ever left the bed, except to play with my other dogs or child. She was sweet.... she was.... young... only 4 months. A few days ago she got sick.... very very sick, she ended up having parvo, something we were definitely not financially ready for. We had been saving up slowly to get her into the vet for shots, we didn't feel a rush because she was super healthy and happy, just a bit skiddish..... she was an outside dog for too long and had contracted it. So our good intentions went down the drain.... with no money to save her she died.... a sad death, her last days were as comfortable as I could make it.... but it was truly tragic. I feel horrible..... she was so young, so cute, and so very sweet.... I've been crying since I said goodbye last night.... I know it wasn't our fault per se, but if only we'd had more money to take her in, maybe we could've done something before.... IDK..... she came into our lives so quickly and left, and I cant stop crying over her tragic short life....

I'm a mess, I've never dealt with such a monster tragedy. Parvo is no joke.... as I unfortunately found out.... I don't know that I could ever take on another canine foster.... or if I will foster anymore kittens anytime soon either. It's irresponsible to take them on when you don't have extra money to spare.... I wouldn't in a millions years have seen this coming the day I got her. It was rainey and rushed because we knew it was going to storm for days so we picked her up last minute, even though we agreed to wait until we saved more money. Hindsight.

I feel....... lost.....

All cell shaded pin ups~

I've done two already, one for Xizana of her two Bermuda ladies.

AND one of four for Shadesfox.

Current to do list:

2 single body cell shade pin ups and ONE pair cell shade pin up.  shadesfox

2 single body cell shade pin ups  xizana

1 single body cell shaded pin up and 1 self suit chibi  quinnett

I am always open for commissions, but I need to start adding some shading to my images for practice so I'm opening up for at least ten slots of full body pin ups.

They will be colored like this ---> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15864592/ Your standard cell shading, and they will come with a mini bg.

The pin ups can be SFW or NSFW, you can give me free range on the outfits or if you have one in mind then I will do that for you as well.

I've got a goal in mind for this money, but I won't burden you all with it lol.

I've also been thinking about doing something like all those cute bottle YCHS I've been seeing around here ((cute chibi in a bottle with floating objects and bows and neat things associated with the character)), but won't bother if no one is interested.

Comment below if your interested~

Queue:
Commissions: None
Gifts:  belayalapa

Yea, commissions are OPEN. OPEN. OPEN.
My lovely husband broke his hand, and has been put on medical leave for 2-3 months so.... we are probably going to loose our house and various other things. Yay.

I'm open for commissions as always, but right now I need to get stuff out quick so I'm keeping up with my sale.

$5 Thigh highs (( with simple bg, not as painterly as the ones I've been doing))
$5 Chibi's (( with simple bg))

If you want whole piece don't be afraid to ask, but i'll be only doing flat colors with highlights bc I need to take as many commissions as possible so I need to move quickly.

A full flat colored piece $15, add another character $20. Ex- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15864592/

I also have a clothing YCH, since no one wanted to bid on the auction I'll sell it flat rate for $40.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17291562/

Even if you can't buy, would you PLEASE share this. IDK how we are going to survive this, and I'm trying the best I can.
Please.

(( To those I owe gifts to, I ask patience. I am coming into hard times and I really appreciate what you've done. ))


QEUE:
3 Couple thigh highs  shadesfox

IDK maybe it's bc I've had one hell of a day but I'm feeling very sad about FA currently.

I know it's not all about the watches, favs, and comments.... but I love what I do and I pour my soul into everything and it feels like no one likes my art at all -_-;. This isn't a cry for attention more of a vent.... it just stinks not to feel validated for doing what I love. I mean.... art is the only thing I have that makes me worthwhile as a person, otherwise I'm just some stay at home mom that spends her days cleaning and cooking and her nights sleepless.... I love my husband but he is southern to the core and is into very traditional house roles, I am blessed to be able to stay with my baby but at the same time I'm often made to feel like less of a person because of it . Art is the only thing I have that makes me forget I'm just a mom, seriously when I got positive feedback on my art is makes my heart feel so warm and it just fuels my fire to get batter and better.

Yet lately it's like the more I try (( experimenting still with lines, adding backgrounds to EVERYTHING I do )) the less and less positive feedback ((or lets face it, NO feedback)) I get. I used to personally love my own art, I know I have A LOT left to accomplish but still I got so pleased with what I could, now.... now I find myself doubting if anything I draw is really good or if others are just humoring me -_-.

Yes, I have confidence issues, if it's not obvious..... prolly just a bad day making me feel all.... junky, but.....

*sigh*

I'm really trying to make some extra cash quick guys, so I'm selling some of my old characters and some unsold adopts. I am open to any reasonable offer, most of them sell for $5 anyway so really, anything decent lol. --->http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17293959/

I am ALSO putting my clothing YCH back up for auction. I really accell at these, i get to pour my heart into detail and I assure you it will turn out marvelous~ No one has put in a bid yet, so get you but in there! --> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17291562/

I am also going to open for commissions again soon, so look out for that!

Qeue list

Commissions:
Its getting serious YCH  nhalafallon
3 Couple Thigh highs  shadesfox

Gifts:
 belayalapa
 shadesfox and  xizana

Yup it's time to get cracking again!

Work Qeue

Commissions
Its getting serious YCH  nhalafallon

Gifts:
 belayalapa
 shadesfox and  xizana

I normally don't pile up so many commissions, but my husband went out and spent a good chunk of his paycheck JUST before we were scheduled to go out on a vacation together for our anniversary.... in doing so he put us about $60 behind on bills. I can't be late on these bills, the late fees on them are atrocious and as Ive already booked a hotel and bought tickets for our vacation I also cannot get money back on that.

SO Im taking on more commissions. I know I've got a list gong already but they will ALL be done. Commissions first, then gifts for those lovely enough to donate to my family fire. I also have a trade for a very patient person due so I have a lot on my plate but anyone who has worked with me knows that I get schnit done :3.

I will be doing everything available on my commission prices list. ---> http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi...../lilmissjames/

Everything more complex then a chibi/cartoon comes with a bg ((even if its just a simple one)) as Im trying to work on those so YAY more for your money.

PLEASE Help a sista out, it would mean the world to me!



Work Qeue

Commissions
2 thigh high  zekaire
Its getting serious YCH  nhalafallon

Gifts:
 belayalapa
 shadesfox and  xizana

Trades:
 lessy652

I know not many of you know me on a personal level but I need to ask for the sake of my family. On july 4th my family had a get together at my grandmothers home, my grandmother and In laws live right next door to each other on country properties. Shortly after I laid my daughter down for a nap at my in laws house a fire broke out in the upstairs bedroom, no one was inside but my sleeping baby and teenage boy who didn't notice the fire. Luckily someone outside noticed the smoke and alerted all the adults and my husband and his family rushed inside to get the two out in time as the ceiling above them was aflame. I don't know what I would've done had I lost my little girl.... we all were so fortunate. But sadly the home was lost, the second story collapsed down onto the first floor living area. To make matters worse hours after the first fire went out it relit, at 2 in the morning. What wasn't damaged by water and fire before was destroyed the second go round.

They have a go fund me page for monetary donations and I'm asking that if anyone is interested in helping my family out to please PLEASE donate. I am swamped with commission work but if you aren't quite willing to donate your money for free you can ask for a commission and I will add you to my work list!

Every little bit helps!

Here is the go fund me page: http://www.gofundme.com/yn98u4

Or note/ comment below if you would like to commission me and I will take the money via paypal and send it to the go fund me site (( easier to track who is commissioning me or who is just donating))

Even if you aren't able to donate, sharing this journal would help out greatly.

Thank you so much in advance

P.s. Please let me know if you've donated! Either Write lilmissjames sent you (( or Jami sent you)) when you donate to the gofundme, or comment note/me. I want to thank everyone when this is all said and done.

Current work Qeue:
 zekaire 3 thigh highs
 BelayaLapa Thank you gift
 shadesfox  xizana Thank you present

 novaduskpaw tentacle YCH
 xizana thigh high
 shadesfox Vixen ref
 zekaire 3 thigh highs

IDK how to go about it, so preferably someone who knows how to do it or has done it before!
I assume I give you all the info you need and you just make it snazzy? I look totally unprofessional and I hope to maybe catch more peoples attention this way.
I can't offer money but I can give you art~

All will be worked on in the order purchased/ paid for! I appreciate everyone's patience as I don't have much time to do anything~

 xizana Xizana thigh high ((wingit))
 shadesfox Ruby, Ice, Gertrude, Joni thigh high ((wingits))
 novaduskpaw Tentacle YCH
 xizana Estella thigh high ((wingit))
 shadesfox Full commission TBA ((ty again shades <3))

Thank you everyone who's ever commissioned me or those who watch me bc you enjoy my art. You make me happier then you know! Im going to be celebrating my birthday tonight and I hope to have a blast and I just want everyone else to have a great night aw well!

Love you all!