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General | Posted 13 years agoSo I have recently stumbled upon this amazing thing called... Emulators.
Since then I have indulged myself in the past and am replying all the games
I never got to beat as a child.
Games I have so far:
Ps one:
Tales of Destiny
Parasite Eve
Resident evil 1 & 2
Bushido blade 2
Final Fantasy tactics
Final fantasy 8
Legend of Dragoon
Gamecube:
Animal Crossing
Now I know its not much but I want you, friends.
To recommend games to me that I may like.
I like dramatic and action. Games with great plots and story lines.
Tactical gameplay. Survivors.
Anything that is not listed please share. :3
Since then I have indulged myself in the past and am replying all the games
I never got to beat as a child.
Games I have so far:
Ps one:
Tales of Destiny
Parasite Eve
Resident evil 1 & 2
Bushido blade 2
Final Fantasy tactics
Final fantasy 8
Legend of Dragoon
Gamecube:
Animal Crossing
Now I know its not much but I want you, friends.
To recommend games to me that I may like.
I like dramatic and action. Games with great plots and story lines.
Tactical gameplay. Survivors.
Anything that is not listed please share. :3
RMFC Meme
General | Posted 13 years agoRocky Mountain Fur Con 2012
Q: Where are you staying?
A: A room at the Double Tree~
Q: When will you be arriving and leaving?
A: Sometime and Friday and whenever I feel like Sunday!
Q: Who will you be rooming with?
A:
cardotter 
lello 
Mulias and apperently 
ruben-more
Q: Where will you be most of the time and how can I find you?
A: I will probably be wondering around awkwardly. I plan to go to many panels as I can!
Q: Who are your con buddies?
A:
spinningpeanut cardotter Lello mulias and whoever I run into and get to know!
Q: What/where will you be eating?
A: Food... That sounds about right.
Q: Will you be having a room party?
A: I hope not....
Q: Will you be drinking and/or getting drunk?
A: Nope! I don't drink!
Q: What is your gender?
A: Male! :3
Q: Are you single?
A: Yuppers.
Q: How old are you?
A: 19
Q: How tall are you?
A: 5'8"
Q: How will I recognize you?
A: Probably won't. I don't stick out. Medium length brown hair and nice fashion sense. x3
Q: If I see you, how should I get your attention?
A:Come up to me and ask If I'm Jaiden or Led. x3
Q: How many furry conventions have you attended?
A: I went last year with my buddies! It was a hoot!
Q: Do you own a fursuit?
A: Not at all. v.v
Q: Can I hug or snuggle with you?
A: I LOVE hugs. Snuggling, maybe, depends on how well I know you.
Q: Can I buy you drinks?
A: Only if it's pepsi. x3
Q: Can I look or draw in your sketchbook?
A: I don't draw. ;~;
Q: Can I take your picture?
A: If you feel inclined to.
Q: Can I hang out with you?
A: Please do! ^w^
Q: Can I talk to you?
A: Yes!!!! I love to talk and ramble.
Q: Can I ask you to dance?
A: Sure. Though I am not much of a dancer. I need to learn more moves. x3
Q: Do you do do free art, trades, commissions, badges?
A: I can doodle but again. No artistic talent.
Q: Where are you staying?
A: A room at the Double Tree~
Q: When will you be arriving and leaving?
A: Sometime and Friday and whenever I feel like Sunday!
Q: Who will you be rooming with?
A:
cardotter 
lello 
Mulias and apperently 
ruben-moreQ: Where will you be most of the time and how can I find you?
A: I will probably be wondering around awkwardly. I plan to go to many panels as I can!
Q: Who are your con buddies?
A:
spinningpeanut cardotter Lello mulias and whoever I run into and get to know!Q: What/where will you be eating?
A: Food... That sounds about right.
Q: Will you be having a room party?
A: I hope not....
Q: Will you be drinking and/or getting drunk?
A: Nope! I don't drink!
Q: What is your gender?
A: Male! :3
Q: Are you single?
A: Yuppers.
Q: How old are you?
A: 19
Q: How tall are you?
A: 5'8"
Q: How will I recognize you?
A: Probably won't. I don't stick out. Medium length brown hair and nice fashion sense. x3
Q: If I see you, how should I get your attention?
A:Come up to me and ask If I'm Jaiden or Led. x3
Q: How many furry conventions have you attended?
A: I went last year with my buddies! It was a hoot!
Q: Do you own a fursuit?
A: Not at all. v.v
Q: Can I hug or snuggle with you?
A: I LOVE hugs. Snuggling, maybe, depends on how well I know you.
Q: Can I buy you drinks?
A: Only if it's pepsi. x3
Q: Can I look or draw in your sketchbook?
A: I don't draw. ;~;
Q: Can I take your picture?
A: If you feel inclined to.
Q: Can I hang out with you?
A: Please do! ^w^
Q: Can I talk to you?
A: Yes!!!! I love to talk and ramble.
Q: Can I ask you to dance?
A: Sure. Though I am not much of a dancer. I need to learn more moves. x3
Q: Do you do do free art, trades, commissions, badges?
A: I can doodle but again. No artistic talent.
A Relationship and its meaning.
General | Posted 13 years agoI guess I'm writing this journal more of the basis of what I see happening not only in the fandom but amongst the gay community as a whole. You see guys talking to a potential "mate" or boyfriend and as soon as the conversation begins to get personal someone will ask, "Hey, are you a top or bottom?"
That, That right there urks me in so, SO ways. I understand that fact that people would like to be sexually comfortable around someone the like yes. However that should not be what a relationship built around. I know it sounds bad but more people then will admit of guilty because of this. The very minute they find out, oh, you are a bottom too? Or oh, you are a top too? Emotions instantly change towards them and any prior liking somehow seems to vanish and all that friendliness they had, gone.
The FIRST thing that someone should be thinking when trying to find a potential mate is more along the lines of, "Wow, I can be who I am around this person and make me feel like I am everything I always wanted to be." It shouldn't be, "Can this person pleasure me in bed?"
I have my preferences and I know what I would like to happen in bed but I'm also going to base what I do on the other person I am with. Satisfying the other and giving them what they please it what makes me happy.
That, That right there urks me in so, SO ways. I understand that fact that people would like to be sexually comfortable around someone the like yes. However that should not be what a relationship built around. I know it sounds bad but more people then will admit of guilty because of this. The very minute they find out, oh, you are a bottom too? Or oh, you are a top too? Emotions instantly change towards them and any prior liking somehow seems to vanish and all that friendliness they had, gone.
The FIRST thing that someone should be thinking when trying to find a potential mate is more along the lines of, "Wow, I can be who I am around this person and make me feel like I am everything I always wanted to be." It shouldn't be, "Can this person pleasure me in bed?"
I have my preferences and I know what I would like to happen in bed but I'm also going to base what I do on the other person I am with. Satisfying the other and giving them what they please it what makes me happy.
Complete Over Haul
General | Posted 13 years agoSo I have been a strong furry for a while now and odd enough I don't feel my current fursona portrays me well enough. So as of today, led winters is undergoing a transformation and a name change. Updates soon to come.
Art RAFFLE!
General | Posted 13 years agoRMFC... 2 Months Away!?
General | Posted 13 years agoWhoa, RMFC really snuck up on me this year. I need to start saving if I even want to get and do half the things I want! Not to mention, since I'm not staff this year, I have to pay for food. =w = Frickin joke right? But I guess that allows more freedom.
Things I want to do:
-Dance every night. (Rave) Whateverthefuck you call it.
-On a side note. I refuse to dance allow so someone has to come with me.
I will more then likely force Lello to join me. x3
-Get at least 5 commissions from various artists.
-Make at least 3 new furiends.
-Attend at LEAST 12 different panels.
-Learn a new skill. (Dance, poi, Something I don't know how to do. x3)
-Get ears to match my tail, or maybe just ears and tail.
-Fureoke. I know I'm a dreadful singer but god it was so much fun last year I want to do it again!
-Take a butt load of pictures.
That's only the start of my list, have any other ideas or things I should want to do this RMFC? don't be afraid to speak up! I really want this years RMFC to be a blast for me! I'm really trying to get out and just have fun. :3
Not to mention I get to see some of the few friends I made last year again. SpinningPeanut and mulias OH OH OH and one final note. There will be 6 people staying in our room this year! That's like a whole nother person I don't know and better get along with! Can't wait and hope to see some of you there!
Things I want to do:
-Dance every night. (Rave) Whateverthefuck you call it.
-On a side note. I refuse to dance allow so someone has to come with me.
I will more then likely force
Lello to join me. x3-Get at least 5 commissions from various artists.
-Make at least 3 new furiends.
-Attend at LEAST 12 different panels.
-Learn a new skill. (Dance, poi, Something I don't know how to do. x3)
-Get ears to match my tail, or maybe just ears and tail.
-Fureoke. I know I'm a dreadful singer but god it was so much fun last year I want to do it again!
-Take a butt load of pictures.
That's only the start of my list, have any other ideas or things I should want to do this RMFC? don't be afraid to speak up! I really want this years RMFC to be a blast for me! I'm really trying to get out and just have fun. :3
Not to mention I get to see some of the few friends I made last year again.
SpinningPeanut and mulias OH OH OH and one final note. There will be 6 people staying in our room this year! That's like a whole nother person I don't know and better get along with! Can't wait and hope to see some of you there!Need Moar Blue!
General | Posted 13 years agoOkay, so I have been in the midst of a dilemma and I have decided, by fursona is going to have a bit of a color change. Nothing tooo crazy, but just a few things to make him more unique! Change both of his ear tips blue and some designs, maybe change the head tuft. However, that's why I'm hear, do you have any ideas for me? I want something unique and abstract.
Thinking Out Loud
General | Posted 13 years agoI'm always confused when I get answers I never expect. My first opinion is usually, "Out of all the things you could have said, why did you say that?" Then it later transitions to, "Why would they think this?" And after an insurmountable time, I still don't have an answer. I'm always fascinated by the inner workings of one's mind. How they got to there conclusion and what life experience had they encountered to help shape that conclusion. As much as it pains me and regardless of any information I can receive and any book I may study, I will never get an answer.
I hate being in a world where the questions I think most are the ones I'm never going to be able to answer. Many people will come claiming that they know the answer to questions no one else does. An example question being, What is the meaning of life? No one can give you a solid answer and not rethink it later. They may always end up with the same conclusion, but the fact that they even though about it at all, shows uncertainty. I don't want someone to tell me, the meaning of life is to live it to it's fullest. That is maybe good to a few people but not to me. I want something I can view analytically, Something I can pick apart and study separately. However, faced with my current question, How does one come to their conclusion through life experience, has too many factors to pick apart. To many situations in one's life to view and decide this helped contribute.
Now I know, of those that do know me, I do not talk too often. The few times I do are usually questions, or small statements. It's because, no I'm not as shy as I say I am. I'm examining you. I'm trying to understand you, and view you how your friends do. Maybe that's my problem. The further I immerse myself into a question, the more I lose site of some of the most basic answers. It's not understanding through study, it's understanding through interaction. I can ask you, "How do you act when someone hurts you?" you can tell me how you act and that can help me yes, but it would never be the same as seeing you upset and dealing with it directly.
The more I type onto this blank page, the more I begin to understand this question that has been eating away at my mind since I fathomed it. The answer was so simple and it wasn't till my last paragraph did I realize that I've been working on the answer with everyone I've met. It's being their friend. If you are their friend they will tell you their past, they will explain to you their thoughts. It's not an instant answer but an answers that can take years to fully understand, at least for one person at a time. That's the glory in it though, you can work on this question simultaneously and with multiple others without even realizing it.
I guess thinking aloud has it's advantages.
I hate being in a world where the questions I think most are the ones I'm never going to be able to answer. Many people will come claiming that they know the answer to questions no one else does. An example question being, What is the meaning of life? No one can give you a solid answer and not rethink it later. They may always end up with the same conclusion, but the fact that they even though about it at all, shows uncertainty. I don't want someone to tell me, the meaning of life is to live it to it's fullest. That is maybe good to a few people but not to me. I want something I can view analytically, Something I can pick apart and study separately. However, faced with my current question, How does one come to their conclusion through life experience, has too many factors to pick apart. To many situations in one's life to view and decide this helped contribute.
Now I know, of those that do know me, I do not talk too often. The few times I do are usually questions, or small statements. It's because, no I'm not as shy as I say I am. I'm examining you. I'm trying to understand you, and view you how your friends do. Maybe that's my problem. The further I immerse myself into a question, the more I lose site of some of the most basic answers. It's not understanding through study, it's understanding through interaction. I can ask you, "How do you act when someone hurts you?" you can tell me how you act and that can help me yes, but it would never be the same as seeing you upset and dealing with it directly.
The more I type onto this blank page, the more I begin to understand this question that has been eating away at my mind since I fathomed it. The answer was so simple and it wasn't till my last paragraph did I realize that I've been working on the answer with everyone I've met. It's being their friend. If you are their friend they will tell you their past, they will explain to you their thoughts. It's not an instant answer but an answers that can take years to fully understand, at least for one person at a time. That's the glory in it though, you can work on this question simultaneously and with multiple others without even realizing it.
I guess thinking aloud has it's advantages.
So I need an Artist.
General | Posted 13 years agoSo lately I have been feeling a bit glum and sadness is forcing itself into my brain! Anyways I got to thinking of scenarios in which... Dramatic things would happen to say the least. Some, well more like, one of these ideas I can't stop thinking about and kind of want to see it drawn. My real question is that I need an artist that would be patient, able to talk to me throughout the process, again very patient because I have a few details I want to discuss. Works with Digital art and sad as it is to say, need to have a fair amount of experience. I know I don't usually look for quality, more then thought, but I would like this one to have quality. If you know of an artist like any of these, please toss me him/hers name. This would be a commission so I would be paying if that's an issue at all.
I hope to here about some soon but I know beggars can't be choosers.
OH! One final thing, they need to be able to draw emotion very very well.
I hope to here about some soon but I know beggars can't be choosers.
OH! One final thing, they need to be able to draw emotion very very well.
RMFC 2012
General | Posted 13 years agoSo it's not exactly set in stone yet but I do want to attend RMFC this year. I went a couple years back was it? Or maybe it was last year... Regardless, I want to go THIS year and I am just curious to know if anyone else here is going. I mean the theme seems great (Furpocalypse or however it's spelled) and I really want to see how people tweak their fursuits to this little theme. If you are going or are currently rolling it over, give me a holler. I would like to attend with a few other fellows furs just so I'm not lonely.
I mean last years was a blast or whatever year The super hero theme was (I have a terrible sense of time). So i mean, if it has nearly half the people that attended last year. The great fursuits and activities then I mean count me in. I can hardly wait.
Do you know anyone that is going and is looking for room mates to help split the cost? Maybe throw them my way. I want to figure this out as soon as I can so I can start saving up for it and request days off in advance. Yadda Yadda. Thanks for reading and hope I hear from one or two of your soon.
I mean last years was a blast or whatever year The super hero theme was (I have a terrible sense of time). So i mean, if it has nearly half the people that attended last year. The great fursuits and activities then I mean count me in. I can hardly wait.
Do you know anyone that is going and is looking for room mates to help split the cost? Maybe throw them my way. I want to figure this out as soon as I can so I can start saving up for it and request days off in advance. Yadda Yadda. Thanks for reading and hope I hear from one or two of your soon.
Free Icon~
General | Posted 14 years agoProbably The Most Amazing Birthday Ever
General | Posted 14 years agoOkay so I'm lying completely, It was that amazing, but it's date was!
11-11-2011
On this date the planets (Didn't) lined up in such a way that I was encased in gold and I was
praised from all around the world. Although you can't remember any of this because the sheer
amount of craziness and awesomeness that came with it, would over load your mind. (This is
such a Lie.)
People gave me money and there belongings, so if you are missing something and can't find it,
I probably have it cause remember? You can't remember that date (What's wrong with this guy?).
I was given royal rights. I became under Queen Elizabeth. I become president of the united states for
a few hours and set a new law into motion with is still being debated upon as I type now. (Is he still
going on about this?)
Not to mention I got Skyrim! (Okay, that's the first NOT lie he has told.) And everything about this game
is epic as fruck. (He really tried to censor himself?) The graphics, the story and Just everything!
Suddenly im bored of typing and leaving now. Bye!
11-11-2011
On this date the planets (Didn't) lined up in such a way that I was encased in gold and I was
praised from all around the world. Although you can't remember any of this because the sheer
amount of craziness and awesomeness that came with it, would over load your mind. (This is
such a Lie.)
People gave me money and there belongings, so if you are missing something and can't find it,
I probably have it cause remember? You can't remember that date (What's wrong with this guy?).
I was given royal rights. I became under Queen Elizabeth. I become president of the united states for
a few hours and set a new law into motion with is still being debated upon as I type now. (Is he still
going on about this?)
Not to mention I got Skyrim! (Okay, that's the first NOT lie he has told.) And everything about this game
is epic as fruck. (He really tried to censor himself?) The graphics, the story and Just everything!
Suddenly im bored of typing and leaving now. Bye!
Change
General | Posted 14 years agoThis isn't so much an epiphany as it is me yelling at no one and yet everyone because i'm not yelling at the people I want to be yelling at. (Confusing I know.)
When I see someone saying, "Ugh, I hate this new update," or, "This new stuff is stupid." I don't believe them saying it is stupid. I see them saying that they are scared of change. Why would I make such a big jump for disliking and scared? Well because it doesn't need to be a big, hardly noticeable, "update" in the first place. Every time I see someone saying, "Ewwww, this is so stupid now." I really see them saying such such more along the lines of, "Why can't things just stay the way they are? I don't what to be put in this changing world because I'm scared I won't know how to understand it."
Isn't that why because that complain don't like updates? Because they don't understand it and don't know how to contort it to the way they want like they were so accustomed to? Well sorry to break the news but change is irrelevant, regardless of where you are. In fact looking at our time frame in the worlds history, we wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for change. Shocking. I know.
However, instead of constantly fretting the next installment of new hardware or even the newest method of solving an equation why not try to understand it? You don't need to be in school to learn how to work with something new. You would find things a lot more simpler if only you took the time to understand it, things are changing not to make you mad or to make you feel like you are inferior, it's used to help you and make things easier on you. It may not seem that way now, but think back, when you were a little kid and you were just learning how to do math, wasn't it hard? Now you are all grown up and can't imagine it ever being hard in the first place. All you need to do is try it. If you don't understand simply ask someone for help, it doesn't mean you are any less intellectual then you were, it just shows that you want to further your knowledge in whatever field you are struggling in.
On a side note, I don't like change anymore then the next person but regardless of how I feel or you feel. There is next to nothing we can do about it. We have to accept whatever it is we are dealt and make the best of it. You can whine and complain until your hearts content but it's very seldom that it's going to change anything at all other then making you look like you are incapable of trying new things or learning how to function in our ever growing society.
When I see someone saying, "Ugh, I hate this new update," or, "This new stuff is stupid." I don't believe them saying it is stupid. I see them saying that they are scared of change. Why would I make such a big jump for disliking and scared? Well because it doesn't need to be a big, hardly noticeable, "update" in the first place. Every time I see someone saying, "Ewwww, this is so stupid now." I really see them saying such such more along the lines of, "Why can't things just stay the way they are? I don't what to be put in this changing world because I'm scared I won't know how to understand it."
Isn't that why because that complain don't like updates? Because they don't understand it and don't know how to contort it to the way they want like they were so accustomed to? Well sorry to break the news but change is irrelevant, regardless of where you are. In fact looking at our time frame in the worlds history, we wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for change. Shocking. I know.
However, instead of constantly fretting the next installment of new hardware or even the newest method of solving an equation why not try to understand it? You don't need to be in school to learn how to work with something new. You would find things a lot more simpler if only you took the time to understand it, things are changing not to make you mad or to make you feel like you are inferior, it's used to help you and make things easier on you. It may not seem that way now, but think back, when you were a little kid and you were just learning how to do math, wasn't it hard? Now you are all grown up and can't imagine it ever being hard in the first place. All you need to do is try it. If you don't understand simply ask someone for help, it doesn't mean you are any less intellectual then you were, it just shows that you want to further your knowledge in whatever field you are struggling in.
On a side note, I don't like change anymore then the next person but regardless of how I feel or you feel. There is next to nothing we can do about it. We have to accept whatever it is we are dealt and make the best of it. You can whine and complain until your hearts content but it's very seldom that it's going to change anything at all other then making you look like you are incapable of trying new things or learning how to function in our ever growing society.
The Line Between Right and Wrong.
General | Posted 14 years agoThe funny thing is about this, there really is no line between right and wrong. For the soul fact that no one is really ever doing anything wrong. I understand that some will probably disagree with me and tell me I am wrong. However, that right there should stand out particularly in this journal because I am doing what I think is right and many many other will agree with me. The so call line between right and wrong is smashed when you see things from the other persons point of view.
Alot of you will say robbing a conveniant store is wrong, well it's not. You are probably thinking, "Oh! Oh my god, I can't believe he doesn't think that's messed up!" Well, you're wrong in that, I'm not saying I don't disagree with that. I'm only saying the person commit said act thinks it's right. He must have a valid reason for doing this. Perhaps his brother is in the hospital and needing a vital surgery, with low income and no money left over. No hope in getting a loan from the bank, he is going to do whatever he can to help save his brother's life.
You can say to yourself that you would never go as far as doing that, but that's because you have not been in that situation. You can't say he was wrong for doing this because his motives. However you are probably thinking that this doesn't account for murder, Grand theft, and all those other crimes. Due to America's terrible economy EVERYONE is struggling to get by. Grab some cash, trying to make it by. You may think and be mad at me by thinking I approve of murder. I do NOT approve of it, I would never do it and I would be appaled at anyone who would do such a thing. However, I do agree with the thought and the process to do it. There has to be something, some motive, psychologic disorder, or money issue that would push someone to these limits. To bring them to the brink of self destruction and degradation.
Everyone has motives and everyone in there own mind set think they are RIGHT. You can disagree and you can hate them for the choices they make but its not your choice to make it's theirs. You can cuss and yell and scream but don't say they are wrong for doing what they are doing when you don't know them fairly enough to say something like that. How do you think the so called "convicts" friends and family feel? You know they have family, but did you ever think of the people the associated themselves with? Their friends, they are the ones that can see reason for doing what they did, but not us. We can't no matter how perceptive you say you are.
Alot of you will say robbing a conveniant store is wrong, well it's not. You are probably thinking, "Oh! Oh my god, I can't believe he doesn't think that's messed up!" Well, you're wrong in that, I'm not saying I don't disagree with that. I'm only saying the person commit said act thinks it's right. He must have a valid reason for doing this. Perhaps his brother is in the hospital and needing a vital surgery, with low income and no money left over. No hope in getting a loan from the bank, he is going to do whatever he can to help save his brother's life.
You can say to yourself that you would never go as far as doing that, but that's because you have not been in that situation. You can't say he was wrong for doing this because his motives. However you are probably thinking that this doesn't account for murder, Grand theft, and all those other crimes. Due to America's terrible economy EVERYONE is struggling to get by. Grab some cash, trying to make it by. You may think and be mad at me by thinking I approve of murder. I do NOT approve of it, I would never do it and I would be appaled at anyone who would do such a thing. However, I do agree with the thought and the process to do it. There has to be something, some motive, psychologic disorder, or money issue that would push someone to these limits. To bring them to the brink of self destruction and degradation.
Everyone has motives and everyone in there own mind set think they are RIGHT. You can disagree and you can hate them for the choices they make but its not your choice to make it's theirs. You can cuss and yell and scream but don't say they are wrong for doing what they are doing when you don't know them fairly enough to say something like that. How do you think the so called "convicts" friends and family feel? You know they have family, but did you ever think of the people the associated themselves with? Their friends, they are the ones that can see reason for doing what they did, but not us. We can't no matter how perceptive you say you are.
Rocky Mountain Fur Con
General | Posted 14 years ago So this weekend, I had been on staff With Card Otter and Some other fur (Sashikari) and I can eagerly say that I am loving it here! This being my first fur con I can easily say I am Having a BLAST! There are So many furs ad fur suiters here, I can't help but smile! Everywhere you look you see either a group of furs going off to some of the panels or Fur suiters showing off their great Gaustavo and the love for their suits. However, None of this would have been possible had it not been for card otter, So Thank you!!!!
Lucky for me I had some of the best room mates. I was rooming with Lello, A very talented artist here in the fandom and I'm surprised she's not more popular, her art work is amazing, Comical and Frown proof. You take one look and you are bound to smile at something. Mulias, Lello's Lovely mate and quite the gamer, Don't play combat arms with him, He'll drop you before you even get the chance to move. None other then the Card Otter, A great furry and an even better friend. Peanut, (I can't remember her correct name but I did Recall someone calling out to her by this so I can only assume), was with us too.
I can't even begin to tell you all the great things I experienced! I got to be a live audience member for the Podcast Unsheathed, I got browse and scrounge through at Dealers den and all of its wonderful art work, Tails, suits, and books. Imagine my surprise when I found out Bad Dragon was there! Sadly, I didn't have enough for a toy, but I hope to change that by next year <3. Not to mention, I was my First time Handling a few fur suiters and that was just a blast being such a big part of the convention. The staff and Patrons alike were just some of the most friendly people you could ever meet. My day never degenerated because I was always surrounded by one or the other.
The best part about all of this is that each Year Rmfc has been held its only been getting bigger, The year after next, The will have to relocate to a bigger hotel in order to occupy all of the patrons attendees, Panel's and games. The gamer's lounge was full of explosions and cheers as patrons Duked it out in a hacked version of Super Smash bro's brawl. The hall were almost never dark due to the immense amount of flashes from cameras owned by on lookers to capture such a riveting experience.
So now you have heard my story, maybe next year you should visit and be apart of the best thing to happen! R.M.F.C.
Lucky for me I had some of the best room mates. I was rooming with Lello, A very talented artist here in the fandom and I'm surprised she's not more popular, her art work is amazing, Comical and Frown proof. You take one look and you are bound to smile at something. Mulias, Lello's Lovely mate and quite the gamer, Don't play combat arms with him, He'll drop you before you even get the chance to move. None other then the Card Otter, A great furry and an even better friend. Peanut, (I can't remember her correct name but I did Recall someone calling out to her by this so I can only assume), was with us too.
I can't even begin to tell you all the great things I experienced! I got to be a live audience member for the Podcast Unsheathed, I got browse and scrounge through at Dealers den and all of its wonderful art work, Tails, suits, and books. Imagine my surprise when I found out Bad Dragon was there! Sadly, I didn't have enough for a toy, but I hope to change that by next year <3. Not to mention, I was my First time Handling a few fur suiters and that was just a blast being such a big part of the convention. The staff and Patrons alike were just some of the most friendly people you could ever meet. My day never degenerated because I was always surrounded by one or the other.
The best part about all of this is that each Year Rmfc has been held its only been getting bigger, The year after next, The will have to relocate to a bigger hotel in order to occupy all of the patrons attendees, Panel's and games. The gamer's lounge was full of explosions and cheers as patrons Duked it out in a hacked version of Super Smash bro's brawl. The hall were almost never dark due to the immense amount of flashes from cameras owned by on lookers to capture such a riveting experience.
So now you have heard my story, maybe next year you should visit and be apart of the best thing to happen! R.M.F.C.
I need an outlet. (I'm Venting)
General | Posted 14 years ago I've always had a thing for sharing my feelings wi the public in hope of getting at least some good advice or suggestions. I'm hoping the fandom won't let me down since, oddly enough, I have yet to vent to it.
Finding a place to begin is often hard for me, and even though it may not be "bad" or "Sad" it still affects me and my mood is suffering because of it. Let's start with the fact that school is almost over and most my friends are graduating and leaving state or moving. I'm glad for their advancement in life but we have all experienced the lie, "I will keep in touch with you!" I know not all of them will. Infact I know most of them won't. to my personal feeling I FEEL like they are only saying this out of pity, to try to make me feel better. What they are really doing is getting my hopes up or for the fall to be that much greater when their word is broken.
Next, we have the fact that there is one person I like and though I try, or at least think I try, to make it obvious I like him, I'm ignored. It is because there do acknowledge it and refuse to give me positive or negative closure? Are they really so oblivious to NOT notice it? Or maybe I'm just horrible at getting my feelings across. I really don't expect you, the few that are actually reading this, to have an answer. I only ask these because it helps me with my emotional status. Even worse yet though, is that they put fame and popularity above all else. I don't mind being popular but I mean don't let all the peer pressure get to you. Don't do things you normally wouldn't just because you feel obligated to due to your reknown person(s).
On my last small rant here I have to say that I don;t get any respect from anyone. Not my family, not my friends, no one. I give my honest opinion when people ask for it and they tell me, "That;s not what you were supposed to say..." Well you asked for MY opinion, you didn't asked for me to say exactly what you wanted to hear. I have always kinda been a recluse but my family, (Mother, Brother, Father) never give me support. Not from me coming out of the closest. Not from my struggling in school. Not for what I would like to attend. Nothing. On a side note this had been happening before I came out so I can't really say it's what I am that has caused them to treat me with so little affection.
Okay, I lied. There is one more thing. I'm clingy and as much as I told myself I'm just going to end up getting hurt, I never learn! What am I supposed to do? It's who I have always been and I stand strong against my belief of NEVER changing. Yet, it hasn't brought me anything good. It has brought me close to people I cheerish yet... They push me away after such short periods of time. They can't say I need space or I'm too clingy. For some reason that's just too hard for them to say. No, instead they shun me and ignore me. Yea, that's much better.
Though most of those probably ended abruptly I had nothing else to say. I feel alot better just typing this up, I may end up doing it just that more often.
Finding a place to begin is often hard for me, and even though it may not be "bad" or "Sad" it still affects me and my mood is suffering because of it. Let's start with the fact that school is almost over and most my friends are graduating and leaving state or moving. I'm glad for their advancement in life but we have all experienced the lie, "I will keep in touch with you!" I know not all of them will. Infact I know most of them won't. to my personal feeling I FEEL like they are only saying this out of pity, to try to make me feel better. What they are really doing is getting my hopes up or for the fall to be that much greater when their word is broken.
Next, we have the fact that there is one person I like and though I try, or at least think I try, to make it obvious I like him, I'm ignored. It is because there do acknowledge it and refuse to give me positive or negative closure? Are they really so oblivious to NOT notice it? Or maybe I'm just horrible at getting my feelings across. I really don't expect you, the few that are actually reading this, to have an answer. I only ask these because it helps me with my emotional status. Even worse yet though, is that they put fame and popularity above all else. I don't mind being popular but I mean don't let all the peer pressure get to you. Don't do things you normally wouldn't just because you feel obligated to due to your reknown person(s).
On my last small rant here I have to say that I don;t get any respect from anyone. Not my family, not my friends, no one. I give my honest opinion when people ask for it and they tell me, "That;s not what you were supposed to say..." Well you asked for MY opinion, you didn't asked for me to say exactly what you wanted to hear. I have always kinda been a recluse but my family, (Mother, Brother, Father) never give me support. Not from me coming out of the closest. Not from my struggling in school. Not for what I would like to attend. Nothing. On a side note this had been happening before I came out so I can't really say it's what I am that has caused them to treat me with so little affection.
Okay, I lied. There is one more thing. I'm clingy and as much as I told myself I'm just going to end up getting hurt, I never learn! What am I supposed to do? It's who I have always been and I stand strong against my belief of NEVER changing. Yet, it hasn't brought me anything good. It has brought me close to people I cheerish yet... They push me away after such short periods of time. They can't say I need space or I'm too clingy. For some reason that's just too hard for them to say. No, instead they shun me and ignore me. Yea, that's much better.
Though most of those probably ended abruptly I had nothing else to say. I feel alot better just typing this up, I may end up doing it just that more often.
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General | Posted 15 years agoMy Updated Fursona.
General | Posted 15 years agoName: Led Winters
Species: (Vulpes vulpes) Red Fox (Anthro)
Gender: Male
Height: 5 Foot 6 Inches
Weight: 136 Pounds
Age: 17
Birthday: November 11, 1992
Sexuality: Homosexual
Clothing:
Head:
Neck: A white thick double layered Collar, white, with a pleasure ring. (No tag)
Upper Body:
Torso: He wears a slim fit, short sleeve, white fishnet shirt.
Left Wrist: Nothing
Right Wrist: A loosely worn Rainbow Bracelet.
Lower Body:
Legs: He wears a semi loose pair of, snow white, Cargo pants. A multitude of four pockets are found about the pants. (Two by the rim, most is not all pants, Two just below where the knees are located.)
Rear Paws (feet): Nothing. (no shoes)
Tail: No accessories.
Body Build: His body is built fairly well meaning: he is well sculpted. His muscle do not protrude though they are visible.
Fur Color: (From here I will only list the areas where the fur is different, or what sets me aside from all others.)
Ears:
Left Ear: His left ear is tip a dark blue.
Right ear: Is tipped the usual Black.
Personality: Led is a very submissive fox when he is faced with a serious or sexual situation. He acts very shy and timid when in large groups and when alone. When he is surrounded by his friends he is very energetic and optimistic. He can act a bit like a child. He is a very charismatic fox when meeting others. He is almost always happy, no matter the situation.
I was very happy the way this turned out.
Species: (Vulpes vulpes) Red Fox (Anthro)
Gender: Male
Height: 5 Foot 6 Inches
Weight: 136 Pounds
Age: 17
Birthday: November 11, 1992
Sexuality: Homosexual
Clothing:
Head:
Neck: A white thick double layered Collar, white, with a pleasure ring. (No tag)
Upper Body:
Torso: He wears a slim fit, short sleeve, white fishnet shirt.
Left Wrist: Nothing
Right Wrist: A loosely worn Rainbow Bracelet.
Lower Body:
Legs: He wears a semi loose pair of, snow white, Cargo pants. A multitude of four pockets are found about the pants. (Two by the rim, most is not all pants, Two just below where the knees are located.)
Rear Paws (feet): Nothing. (no shoes)
Tail: No accessories.
Body Build: His body is built fairly well meaning: he is well sculpted. His muscle do not protrude though they are visible.
Fur Color: (From here I will only list the areas where the fur is different, or what sets me aside from all others.)
Ears:
Left Ear: His left ear is tip a dark blue.
Right ear: Is tipped the usual Black.
Personality: Led is a very submissive fox when he is faced with a serious or sexual situation. He acts very shy and timid when in large groups and when alone. When he is surrounded by his friends he is very energetic and optimistic. He can act a bit like a child. He is a very charismatic fox when meeting others. He is almost always happy, no matter the situation.
I was very happy the way this turned out.
My opinion
General | Posted 16 years agoIt has come to my attention now more then even. People over the years have become more whore-ish. This is not ment to offend any of you. However, I want you to look around. More now then ever, people are letting there bodies be used for sexual pleasure. Wheather it's for themselves or for the person they don't even know. They throw themselves at a person they like, or don't even know for that matter just because of their bodies. I doubt they could care less about what kind of person they are long as they get intimate with the subject. People use to have limits and restrictions. Some do, but they are dwindling numbers. Just thought I should share my opinion.
Have you ever wondered?
General | Posted 16 years ago Have you ever been in that situation where you and your friends are all just sitting together not saying a word? Then out of the blue, some one asks a completely random question? Did you ever stop to think what series of thought led (Ha) them to that question? What happened recently to bring that question up?
Here is another question. You know how you always think about your friends right? Do you ever wonder what they think about you? They may tell you what they think of you, however, you can't believe them less you could get inside their head yourself (sounds dirty). What could they possibly be thinking. Do they say those thigns to make you happy, let you hear what you want to hear? Or is there mmore behind it.
You can give me an answer for these but I can't believe you for I can't and will never think the same as you.
Here is another question. You know how you always think about your friends right? Do you ever wonder what they think about you? They may tell you what they think of you, however, you can't believe them less you could get inside their head yourself (sounds dirty). What could they possibly be thinking. Do they say those thigns to make you happy, let you hear what you want to hear? Or is there mmore behind it.
You can give me an answer for these but I can't believe you for I can't and will never think the same as you.
A dream I had
General | Posted 16 years agoIt starts off in this almost bleek town. The building are high and the streets, nearly empty. How I got there I was not sure. After (what seemed like 1o minutes) I found myself at a playground with Katara (From Avatar: The last air bender). She was alone and on a swing. I asked her what was wrong, I found myself with no reply. Sitting next to her in the sand these asian twins walk up to me, no emotion what-so-ever could be found on their faces. At that instant Katara shot upright and made a run into the city, I tried to follow but quickly lost her. Something was different, people were crowding the streets now and everyone I passed by glared at me and said, "you don't belong here" or "He's not one of us." You can imagine I was in dis-array. So I decided to enter the closest building to me. upon enter said building I vame to a conclusion that it was just a giant (5-story) attic. In the dream I had the feeling I knew someone lived here and I was on a limit that I could stay there before they could return. The longer I stayed there the more I wanted to steal stuff from the room. Out of no where, this senial senior citizen from across the street (God only know how she saw me) Started yelling, "Theif! Theif!" and pointing up to the room I was on. As i fled the scene these police officers i guess you could say starting running towards me. I had no where to go, I ran towards the only place I knew, The park. As I re-entered the park. No one was following me, that's not what disturbed me, it was the fact that the twins were still standing there. They had not moved an inch from what I could tell. After several minutes I got this aura about them that told me they were friendly. As the sky dimmed and the life died, the twins told me to get inside before dark and kind of just... Vanished. I made my way back towards the city, again, the streets were now empty. I heard a distant scream causing my heart to race slightly. The first building I entered (to my dis-may) was an all girls housing Company. Shortly after enter THAT building these two guys came in there and began to follow me. At this point I was scared what would happened to me once they caught me. Somehow I knew someone with in this complex and raced to her room. She seemed terrified after I had told her my story and rushed me inside. The thudded loudly as the two men slammed their fist on the door. (What happens next Makes no sense to me either so don't worry). The door flew open with a loud crash and as the men entered the room I became enraged. I threw a pillow at them from the girls bed and the guy it hit (the one on the left to be specific) crashed through the wall and out of the building. No one seemed surprised by this. Immediantly after that I lunged at the remaining man and pulled off some kind of ninja move I can't begin to explain that caused him to crash through the next 6 stories of the building and land on the roof. THAT is when I woke up.
This is more of a document for myself so I don't forget my dreams. No names of any kind were mentioned in this dream either to answer those few questions.
This is more of a document for myself so I don't forget my dreams. No names of any kind were mentioned in this dream either to answer those few questions.
